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Bullshit, when i was a 4-5 year old child. Pure and loving , but was still being abused and beaten by my mother. By talking like this you're putting a limit on god, relationships don't have to be a reflection of you... people act are what is within god just like in your sleeping dream. So don't feed people bs please.

Sounds to me like your ego digged yourself too deep , layer upon layer of different belief systems that aren't truth. There are a lot of pointers in your story that show low operating consciousness you live in.

Has it also to do with how you see yourself, for example when i look into mirror i look like me. Then at work someone made a picture of me for a pasport photograph and i looked there like a completely different person. Another example, i had an interview with clinical psychologist and when i entered the room she looked ugly and masculine to me. But ones i achieved the highest lvl of consciousness naturally i ever been during the interview she looked cute and beautiful to me and i loved her unconditionally very hard, even the room didnt look dark anymore but golden. So basically you see things based on your own consciousness and depending on your consciousness level the environment will reflect that.

When i rub my eyes when they're tired, i always see the same infinite tunnel that is always made of different colored cubes that look the same

I remember when i was between 4-8 i would go to sleep, and when i closed my eyes i started getting dizzy because i would see a shape, a circle for example becoming small then become larger, become small then larger... it would do this forever and my visual pov would start shaking with open and closed eyes. I experienced this many times. Now i didnt have a single headache for like 20 years. My first thought says , it's because the consciousness has a problem adjusting itself to being limited? Any other thoughts?

No i just put a lot of 0's without thought

From what i have understood the void/emptiness is a representation of gods limit, all existence leads to gods limit. The limit is gods question how it came to be, and why at the highest level it's the only existence. I think this is what void represents. Like in the void i was this infinite vibration/energy but i was just a tiny thing in this infiite void that was all around. It was like this is where everything starts. But the thing that i also understand, is that i was lead by higher power/energy to this void and it started with something showing me my heart beating twice so i could go to that place. I also have experienced/seen how much power i had just by mere thoughts, it was like i was god for some time. From what i understand and have seen is that there is some being/energy/vibration that keeps splitting itself constantly into different dreams of itself forever, in that state there is only "you" and you're the only chooser. It's basically like every single person that exist chose his own dream from that level and i also had a feeling that it operated like an AI and did everything automatically that was best for it. I think being infinite in nothingness is what god tries to avoid, it rather have an experience at all times then to be there for infinity. That's also the reason why god is so fascinated with death.

@puporing Basically i was like the only conscious being that vibratated extremely slow and powerfully in the darkness/nothingness all around me, all life/existence was inside me. This is very scary, you rather have an experience and eat shit then be in the infinite nothingness and be at this level where you're like the only conscious being. How did you experience this heaven/everythingness as you? @Breakingthewall The thing that gets me everytime is that just how you see the world with your eyes open, i was looking like that at my heart with my eyes closed. I could slow it down or make it go faster, but i knew that i had to stop it. 1st time i couldn't do it and i go up from laying, second time i lay again and close my eyes and god against shows me my heart beating. Then i pierced it, and i got into this void. I was like the only/most conscious being that has ever existed, which was so scary.

This is very important to understand!!! Not all people, if not most people will ever have contact with god on psychedelics, it is given by god!!!!!!!!!!! His personal experiences that he talked about, including god/limitless intelligence. It can only be understood and be given credit by people like me/us. Leo's purpose is given by "god" to be a guru/initiator for those that have been seeking on some level, he might be the only reason/initiator for some people that will be awakened by psychedelics or atleast reach a new level in understanding. Remember it's not a coincidence that like 90% of people if not more on earth have no clue what medicine like "LSD" does to them, they're so unconscious that they view it as a fun drug. You're probably 0.00000001% of population , if you have experienced and understand that you're god and that everything is inside you. Just as jesus has said "the kingdom of god/heaven is inside you". If you have reached this level then you can call yourself the most awakened person on earth. Everything is the doing of god, your thoughts are so powerful that they literally change the world around you!!!!

Actually made me smile and laugh irl , thanks god

@Hojo Yeah exactly, that's the reason usually the first thing god shows is the "void" , if you are done with this world and with everything. Being in the void for 7 seconds , experiecing only yourself and the void is hellish experience

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I did like 6mg intranasal and it was like microdose of lsd nothing more it barely had an effect. A friend of mine did accidently 80-90 mg intranasal and he said it was simillar to lsd and that it was too much that he had to puke after puking he was in bliss and meditated

I have asked 4 people irl that took lsd if they understood what it was, they didn't and i just got some gibberish back ... All of them said they went crazy, you have no idea how deep you can go on psychedelics or what understanding you can get. When you take a psychedelic it is up to god to give you a godly experience, most people won't gonna get it is because theyre too selfish and are buried far too deep in their own ego fighting god. Psychedelics are probably the only thing that can get you as close as possible to understanding reality, because you don't say this and don't understand this, anything that you write becomes invalid because people see you lack the understanding.

You guys are clueless, i see it's pointless for me to explain things. Just go ahead and make up your own stories...

Do you understand if God constructs only a world with good things, there are no distraction and no balance? Which means you will wake up even faster as the life you are living will be close to heaven/godly nature, the balance between good and bad between you and other is what gives the ultimate distraction that prevents you from waking up. I can't explain in words what i mean since those "god consciousness glimpses" are only available when you're god or close to god without body. You saying god is mentally ill, is you not understanding how reality/you/god works as simple as that.

@Holykael you chose your life as god, but you're not conscious enough to understand. So the life you lead, is totally your own choice. You blaming god is blaming yourself.

@Leo Gura why is your course taking so long? Will it be an advanced course regarding god/consciousness and will it contain information most people don't know? Can you give a quick summary

@tuku747 This is what i also have seen and experienced when i stopped my heart with my consciousness/mahasamadhi. Do you have more info on this and hoe do you know? What happends for example if you jump off a building, how will your body be preserved?

Fight the problem by the roots, for example i became a sperm donor at a spermbank. Girls/Sex and so on lost all the importance. All those things are nothing more than your thoughts seeking meaningless goals in the big picture, it's basically "god" digging deep in itself looking for meaning. Now because we operate in low vibration/consciousness, all those things are already achieved by god so basically they have no meaning, it's just god repeating the cycle forever looking for meaning when there is none.

God specifically told me that there is no difference between meditation and lsd for example, he showed me that a drug like "lsd" was a gift for countries where yoga/meditation is uncommon. The drug was created specifically for people that have to follow this path, the same with babaji bringing the gift of kriya yoga.

I agree with @Holykael, it has been mentioned too many times that he should stick to god/consciousness research. I didn't like his maturity video and i disagreed with too many things that i just stopped watching. He's probably ran out on things to say about god. Consciousness/GOd research is probably the most important work he can devote his life into but he instead chooses to make psychological videos about things in human behaviour/society that will always be there in human development.

that's pretty crazy base state of consciousness you have there, if you literally enter another state of consciousness with your eyes open.

Mental illness can be cured

No, i am god i control your thoughts, emotions, your expression and who you are.