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@Leo Gura I would replace some with most, i think it has to do with their ego development. God only gives what they can handle, just look at mdma/exctacy most are partying away on it having no idea what it does. So in their dream its just some fun drug. Just as you've said a long time ago that you liked ayahuasca because its so forgiving for beginners. Or it might have to do that youre the only 1 conscious in your dream, thats why all 4 people in rl i asked about lsd just talked gibberish. And internet might serve as a tapping in to infinity of yourself thats why its easier to find same like people. I was listening to a witness/experirncer of mahavatar haidakhan babaji. He said he was sitting on a balcony with him alone, then suddenly he did some movement with his hands and baba placed a little girl on his lap out of nowhere. This might be a clue that only 1 can be conscious in your own dream just as i have seen in the void god only placing himself in a private dream and others come from him

@patricknotstar @OBEler On 300ug lsd, i had an experience of air getting sucked out. Then suddenly i could feel my heart beating and i close my eyes, my heart was fully under my consciousness control. I decided to stop it and i got sent into void. Even though i had this experience i still feel it was under somebodies else control like my higher self. Like god is researching himself through me of smth like that.

Psychedelics literally change the reality/time and people in it, all done on behalf of god. Clearly he never took psychedelics before. God gave psychedelics on behalf of himself to literally guide/teach people to an ascended master level of understanding if necessary.

I think its not so much about behaviour but about righteousness. People are getting banned/warned for saying 'low consciousness' or fuck in a sentence etc. Meanwhile some other mods have special privelages to talk sht/gaslight other people with no consequence. So in my opinion the apologies are useless when the forum lacks righteousness. What's the point enforcing rules to get equality when consciousness itself doesnt follow that, ones you give someone power and a role , consciousness will play this new persona role.

No you don't understand what ego is . Just as she said pain is an illusion. Pain is just a thought arising in your ego mind that is identified with the body. If you become more present and disidentify with body and thought there will be no pain. So yes, your ego won the debate. "

But everything has its limit, how long do you think you can stay there? God is eternal, the only way to live for eternity is a memory wipe --> were you in hell? ---> will appreciate heaven more. There are many variations in this. But memory wipe is pretty obvious and important thing, is it hard for you to think about this?

@Razard86I feel like the understanding that will be given is that god is eternal, and that he has no other choice then to repeat the cycle of being a movie watcher. I feel like it's the only way to be in heaven/get distracted then to be eternally there? As jesus has said: Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again.” Kingdom of god is basically like heaven. When i was in the void it didn't feel good to be there even though you were all this energy/vibration And from what i also got while leaving the void, is that god already does its best to give everyone the best life possible and it has to do with balancing you and the others meaning that it's not supossed to be monologue

No, i am at a level where i got a choice to stop my heart with my consciousness. Thinking, i'm done with this world and that i couldn't die anyway so i did it. I also thought if i stop it my mom will probably find my dead body (didnt have contact with her for 1 year). Then at a mdma trip i was forced by god to go to my mothers house and apologise, when i was there it was shown to me what i did or what happend to my reality. (only could be understood from that higher consciousness lvl) So when i visited her, everything was set up like i killed myself before. She had heart infarct/lost her teeth/bought chickens that i always wanted. Can't be a coincidence. That's why all these awakenings that are set up are very gradual, so you will have time to adapt. You will just keep increasing in consciousness from what i have understood But it can also be my ego making up stories ofc

I've read in the comments somewhere that 2cb can be as strong as 5 meo dmt so no thanks. And almost all consciousness increasing substances are simillar in one way or another. A friend of mine said he took 2cb ones and went outside, he said he saw the wind moving leaves in slow motion with a nice sound the best thing he has ever seen.

The reason some masters are there to give everything away freely, like ascended master haidakhan babaji 1970-1984. Is that they're at a consciousness level where you don't need food or water, so ofcourse you will give away everything freely but for us its a different story. How do i know? I have experienced no food/no suffering/no water consciousness state, you're in like a godly state and i must say it wasnt even far from our own normal state. So yeah ego shouldn't be blamed as we literally need it to play the game or the game stops

Already experienced this when i decided to stop my heart, in the new reality my mom got heart infarct/loss off teeth bought chickens that she knew i always wanted. So the new reality is constructed like i was dead before. It's like god gave me second chance or something or i did it myself idk this shit is insanity but i already accepted it

Hi razard, read my trip report: After the trip i stumbled upon your posts and made a thread about it. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/93998-caution-scariest-posts-razard86-ever-made/#comment-1332649

When i was in the void, what i brought back that you as god is already trying to give yourself best life possible within its understanding and limits. Which was scary. God is a tiny point of consciousness that is there in the void somehow... the voids is infinitely times bigger then god. Hopefully this isnt truth, but the energy i felt there was 100% familliar, which were extreme slow/powerfull vibrations of being conscious, the heat of myself was felt as love but different, that heat is represented here more as love/warmth but there it was more as having everything inside you

I don't need to, my friends did mushrooms. They said lsd is way more powerfull when they did it, so i stick to lsd.

I never did mushrooms tbh, but i have seen vids of a bunch of people eating a lot of them and just laughing. So it's probably nothing compared to a low dose of lsd which will blow your mind, from what i have actually seen this might be safe to take in a group setting specially because it's a low dose.

ofcourse, the sensitivity of people will increase drastically. Which means if something goes wrong with 1 , the vibrations will affects the others and you all might create hell for yourselves. Only do it with 1 person first time

Change your name because the recent reincarnation of mahavatar , haidakhan babaji said there are no aliens and that we were only ones in this universe. Calling me names while you didnt even researched mahavatar babaji properly. Ahahaha ?

I've researched cgi/ufology for many years, so i know enough. I believe even mahavatar or someone in his lineage said that there are only humans in this realm so your name doesnt do you any good. There is only 1god/1pov that is dreaming up the reality in physical universe manifestation. All what you see are merely manifested ideas/thoughts in physical realm. God balances everything at all times, 1 billion older alien civillization can't vibrate at the same level as humans thus no visibility/contact unless you travel vibrations but it is still up to god

There are no others, aliens are just as part of psychedelic's as psychedelics are a part of aliens. In another words it's all consciousness and a dream. A guy that works with me at my job, told me a story of his encounter when i asked him if he has had experiences with something very unusual in life. He said, he saw a ufo fly by and then suddenly he saw an alien being in an alien suit in front of him looking at him. He said something telepathically and disappeared. It's all consciousness and a dream, universe created god and god created universe. In another words it's all thought/imagination being projected into reality. Even when i was around age 6 i remember calling my grandmother outside because i was seeing huge alien ufo ship, and some ufo ships flying by that looked extremely realistic. When she came outside it wasn't there anymore. This is the same for you, you're associating yourself with this body and are creating others around you

You're just quoting the law of one, and you didnt mention that service to self path is only till 6th density. The law of one is an illusion, and just a story. Awakening is possible within a dream and happends all the time till god realizatiob, but there are no awakenings when you're out of the dream.

@HolykaelOh trust me, you can get out of your dream anytime you want. And i've experienced this too. When you choose to get out, all the suffering/ego/food/water/parents/people/ none will be of use anymore because you will realize you're the only one who were trying to hide. When i was on mdma, i got a choice to surrender myself to god and quit the dream. (god showed me this by making me extremely thirsty to the point of passing out) I looked around for water, but i didn't see nobody... Just houses, i wanted to ring the door to ask for water but my thoughts told me (it's all god around you, theres no point at this stage). Then i told god, it wasn't my time yet. Before this thirst i was witnessing how everything around me was god, and how these people were playing their roles. You're still here is because you're still not ready to surrender to god.

From what i understand is that your ego wasn't progressed/developed enough to understand what these psychedelics are or what they can do so because of that your ego interfered a lot, not knowing how to act in higher consciousness because you couldn't let go and didn't have enough information in your ego development. The lsd trip report you're describing is typical for normies that aren't into spirituality/god/, they just take it for "fun experience" having no idea what it is. Be very careful, don't destroy your life.

@Davino Why do you think it's not possible to stay in such state? Is it by the will of god or your own will? I remember when i was in a liberated state of consciousness meaning no energy output while walking no need for food/water, only conscious of my body. At a point i felt i had to surrender to god if i wanted to stop the game/dream, but then i said not yet i'm not ready to leave this game yet. So somehow you have to surrender to yourself fully or accept death or something like that to stop the game? From what i know it seems it is also possible to be liberated while retaining your body at some point in your life, meaning no food/water no energy output of your body, you have more freedom and can witness/experience life more fully. I'm asking myself why we can't retain this liberated state but only if we surrender to god. Because it's a big deal stopping the game/dream of survival etc?

It's not, it's only unlimited after the limit is reached. In another words there is only nothingness, and in this nothingness there is a tiny point that is conscious. The limit of this tiny conscious point is the question what it is? In another words, how it came to existence, why it's there, whats the environment it is in and so on. After that the infinity of all the possibilities is being created for infinity because of "it" experiencing itself. This is the max level i reached and it seems like i was there before because of the energy i felt, and it seems all the life in god itself points to this "max level limit questions". That's just what i have experienced and i hope it's not truth because it was kinda depressing to me. Ask yourself this: How can you compare yourself if there is only "you"? So all the knowledge that people have brought and most of them speak about the void including me have probably reached this limit but had manifested different experience in the same void.

Would you say it's possible to reach such a state where there are no others or experience time freeze or where you could walk on water for example? Personally i think it's possible, but you could die at any moment because you don't know how to interact with such a state?