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Already experienced this when i decided to stop my heart, in the new reality my mom got heart infarct/loss off teeth bought chickens that she knew i always wanted. So the new reality is constructed like i was dead before. It's like god gave me second chance or something or i did it myself idk this shit is insanity but i already accepted it

Hi razard, read my trip report: After the trip i stumbled upon your posts and made a thread about it. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/93998-caution-scariest-posts-razard86-ever-made/#comment-1332649

When i was in the void, what i brought back that you as god is already trying to give yourself best life possible within its understanding and limits. Which was scary. God is a tiny point of consciousness that is there in the void somehow... the voids is infinitely times bigger then god. Hopefully this isnt truth, but the energy i felt there was 100% familliar, which were extreme slow/powerfull vibrations of being conscious, the heat of myself was felt as love but different, that heat is represented here more as love/warmth but there it was more as having everything inside you

I don't need to, my friends did mushrooms. They said lsd is way more powerfull when they did it, so i stick to lsd.

I never did mushrooms tbh, but i have seen vids of a bunch of people eating a lot of them and just laughing. So it's probably nothing compared to a low dose of lsd which will blow your mind, from what i have actually seen this might be safe to take in a group setting specially because it's a low dose.

ofcourse, the sensitivity of people will increase drastically. Which means if something goes wrong with 1 , the vibrations will affects the others and you all might create hell for yourselves. Only do it with 1 person first time

Change your name because the recent reincarnation of mahavatar , haidakhan babaji said there are no aliens and that we were only ones in this universe. Calling me names while you didnt even researched mahavatar babaji properly. Ahahaha ?

I've researched cgi/ufology for many years, so i know enough. I believe even mahavatar or someone in his lineage said that there are only humans in this realm so your name doesnt do you any good. There is only 1god/1pov that is dreaming up the reality in physical universe manifestation. All what you see are merely manifested ideas/thoughts in physical realm. God balances everything at all times, 1 billion older alien civillization can't vibrate at the same level as humans thus no visibility/contact unless you travel vibrations but it is still up to god

There are no others, aliens are just as part of psychedelic's as psychedelics are a part of aliens. In another words it's all consciousness and a dream. A guy that works with me at my job, told me a story of his encounter when i asked him if he has had experiences with something very unusual in life. He said, he saw a ufo fly by and then suddenly he saw an alien being in an alien suit in front of him looking at him. He said something telepathically and disappeared. It's all consciousness and a dream, universe created god and god created universe. In another words it's all thought/imagination being projected into reality. Even when i was around age 6 i remember calling my grandmother outside because i was seeing huge alien ufo ship, and some ufo ships flying by that looked extremely realistic. When she came outside it wasn't there anymore. This is the same for you, you're associating yourself with this body and are creating others around you

You're just quoting the law of one, and you didnt mention that service to self path is only till 6th density. The law of one is an illusion, and just a story. Awakening is possible within a dream and happends all the time till god realizatiob, but there are no awakenings when you're out of the dream.

@HolykaelOh trust me, you can get out of your dream anytime you want. And i've experienced this too. When you choose to get out, all the suffering/ego/food/water/parents/people/ none will be of use anymore because you will realize you're the only one who were trying to hide. When i was on mdma, i got a choice to surrender myself to god and quit the dream. (god showed me this by making me extremely thirsty to the point of passing out) I looked around for water, but i didn't see nobody... Just houses, i wanted to ring the door to ask for water but my thoughts told me (it's all god around you, theres no point at this stage). Then i told god, it wasn't my time yet. Before this thirst i was witnessing how everything around me was god, and how these people were playing their roles. You're still here is because you're still not ready to surrender to god.

From what i understand is that your ego wasn't progressed/developed enough to understand what these psychedelics are or what they can do so because of that your ego interfered a lot, not knowing how to act in higher consciousness because you couldn't let go and didn't have enough information in your ego development. The lsd trip report you're describing is typical for normies that aren't into spirituality/god/, they just take it for "fun experience" having no idea what it is. Be very careful, don't destroy your life.

@Davino Why do you think it's not possible to stay in such state? Is it by the will of god or your own will? I remember when i was in a liberated state of consciousness meaning no energy output while walking no need for food/water, only conscious of my body. At a point i felt i had to surrender to god if i wanted to stop the game/dream, but then i said not yet i'm not ready to leave this game yet. So somehow you have to surrender to yourself fully or accept death or something like that to stop the game? From what i know it seems it is also possible to be liberated while retaining your body at some point in your life, meaning no food/water no energy output of your body, you have more freedom and can witness/experience life more fully. I'm asking myself why we can't retain this liberated state but only if we surrender to god. Because it's a big deal stopping the game/dream of survival etc?

It's not, it's only unlimited after the limit is reached. In another words there is only nothingness, and in this nothingness there is a tiny point that is conscious. The limit of this tiny conscious point is the question what it is? In another words, how it came to existence, why it's there, whats the environment it is in and so on. After that the infinity of all the possibilities is being created for infinity because of "it" experiencing itself. This is the max level i reached and it seems like i was there before because of the energy i felt, and it seems all the life in god itself points to this "max level limit questions". That's just what i have experienced and i hope it's not truth because it was kinda depressing to me. Ask yourself this: How can you compare yourself if there is only "you"? So all the knowledge that people have brought and most of them speak about the void including me have probably reached this limit but had manifested different experience in the same void.

Would you say it's possible to reach such a state where there are no others or experience time freeze or where you could walk on water for example? Personally i think it's possible, but you could die at any moment because you don't know how to interact with such a state?

Can you go outside next time and describe what you see and how people/enviroment interacts with such a high state?

What do you mean exactly? It's not like mdma that kills serotonin cells i think. Lsd actually causes nerve cells to sprout more branches and spines

Would you say it's a lot more intense then lsd? And will the ego fight/resist more to it then to lsd? And did you try going outside while on malt? Also this is not a trip report but just a story, lacking all the details as always.

I did 3 lsd-p1 sessions of 100/200/300ug with someone. And i noticed that in each session things materialized at the same place which gives it stability and realism and not just a fantasy. 1.In each session he had red rose tattoo on his sideburns on the same place. 2. In each session his appearance changed to another same version of him. 3. In each session the gaming headphone that was laying on the table projected a led light of the same color even though it was just a color. 4. In each sessions when we tried to pull ourselves higher in consciousness he had the same patterns all over his body and these patterns started to run all over his body and sometimes even couch he was sitting on like his body didnt have a difference between couch and himself like it was the same material. And just all the materialized materials were stable and stayed in the same place even if you would leave and reenter a room.

Yes, reality turns around you. God creates dream where only 1 ego is god. Its basically like each person has its own dream and is the main character of their own dream/dimension.

@SourceCodo but you might be right to some extent about the ordinary mind. Yogananda said the suffering comes from desires/attachment/seeking. So perhaps the constant seeking for awakening/god creates more suffering, this is why meditation is so peaceful just because you let it be. Im gonna be honest though this path of seeking almost only brought suffering upon me but it also removed anxiety in other aspects

I'm sorry but either you didnt do all the stuff you described or you're god trying to decept me. I've talked to a guy yesterday that did lsd and 5 meo with his family, even he said that his brother became an empty shell and that he became god. Even i have seen in higher consciousness that your environment and peoples behaviour changes the more conscious you become. Reality i'm in it's very obvious how people are very limiting in behaviour and thought and it's like they stay the same for 20-30 year or all their life. I know i have been awake as god before. When i was in higher consciousness , no food/water no bodily energy output were all signs of higher consciousness while you were just being yourself. The reason god self decepts himself is because if he didnt reality wouldnt be possible, and because you as ego are resisting it. You want to suffer and play for dumb because in being god like there is less fun.

I think it's called self preservation , your ego won. What do you think @Leo Gura, why did this happen? Even if you would call this gods deception, why doesnt god want for me to wake up? My first thought says because it's already trying to give itself best life in balance and keep itself asleep as it sees best life here?

@SourceCodo i think you never done lsd, too much materialistic talk. Have you ever seen a lamp emitting spirit light in total dark room, no? Thats enough evidence to see and confirm that it increases your consciousness.

Yeah but ones you see 1x the lsd world, your brain gets reconstructed and you might have psychosis for few days after that. I wonder what's the purpose of this in gods eyes.