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@Leo Gura But I don't have the POV of a child in Gaza. There is suffering in my life, but probably nothing compared to having your entire family blown up before your eyes and feeling like life is totally hostile at all times. Even though I suffer seeing their suffering, I'm not even sure if there is a POV suffering anything out there in Gaza. If I kill myself right now, I might spawn and experience what is like to have the full experience of being in Gaza? Idk, do you know? Why couldn't I choose the next form, if I have infinite possibilities? There's infinite time to experience infinite lives, I still think I could skip the horrible ones forever. Sorry I'm not being dense, I just can't understand for the life of me. Maybe the only reason to want to experience all lives is love of life itself, love of being alive regardless, love of dreaming. And maybe in my death I will find this love with no more barriers and will be able to surrender to it. I had a vision where I saw a cow mooing in pain. And all in a fraction of a second, I first felt pain and suffered and then right after I've seen through the illusion, I've seen that was God pretending to be a cow in pain. A connection so deep, and the pain disappeared and I was at peace.

You love it too, stop pretending

Thanks

Can't you clean your ears with the best tool that you already have, the pinky finger? Maybe different levels of oleosity in the wax or something, but I never needed to go to the doctor to clean my ears in 20+ years. Only went a few times out of conformity when I was a kid haha

No escape. The unwillingness/fear is what keeps me crystallized. Sometimes I can tap into being okay with bad experiences, even further I could even for a second feel a beautiful connection beyond my fear during bad experiences, but soon I get afraid and start hating again.

But since it's infinite, how can you not able to skip the bad ones so to speak? I could always choose a better one out of infinity possibilities, why should I want to experience falling into a meat grinder, I can already imagine it very vividly, every centimeter of pain and horror, but I prefer better lifetimes... Of course, as an afraid human right now I say that. Maybe out of curiosity I could want to have the full experience because only imagining it vividly is not the same as it being a reality, a reality would be much richer experience. Now it's where love for experiencing enters, isn't it? I can sense sometimes.

I think you broke my mind after the solipsism video... I still doubt it and it creates confusion and fear of being delusional even though I've seen some things. Btw, way before even finding you I knew it deep down.

Bla bla bla. You care more about your own asshole than 'humanity', you're not at Leo's level.

"This is not about your personal Awakening, this is about mankind’s Awakening, so to speak." @Leo Gura Ngl, that stings Because you have always been direct, and you even say it directly 'I'm trying to get you to realize...'. You know what I mean, I'm not being able to express myself well now.

@Leo Gura Would you make a new video about Solipsism? Could even have another tittle, but the focus being on that Otherness. Maybe instead of being explicit you could do a more guided thing, maybe answer more questions people have being asking for all these years, idk.

I don't think anyone said the obvious and pervasive one: having kids is conformity, for most people.

@integral Aren't you being conformist for not using the best invented tool to clean your teeth, the toothbrush? Conformist in the hippie thinking way I mean.

I agree with the toothpaste being conformity, but isn't the best tool that feels more efficient, the tooth brush? How do you clean your teeth exactly, a piece of cloth and water? What if you get bits of food in between the teeth and don't notice? Also: "The idea that you have to poison a plate that you just ate from and you call it cleaning", but depending what you eat on that plate, it will get stuck and brushing with water only will not remove all of it, so wouldn't you be eating micro bits of rotten food later?

Why do you floss your teeth (or dont)? Is it because you've been taught to and simply created the habit without even thinking? Or is it because you got the insight that food might get stcuk im between your teeth and it starts to rot inside tour mouth, and you don't want that so you floss? Conformity vs Consciousness

That's such a ridiculous thing to say 'toss us some breadcrumbs', but I can't help it

@Leo Gura What about the mind course? I even forgot what you called it haha Could you toss us some breadcrumbs? Are you actively working on it, etc.

Conformity is when you do or want a thing because of secondary, usually hidden at first glance reasons. The difficulty is in becoming clear (conscious) in what you really want out of love and inspiration AND being able to live like you want. Otherwise you get confused about your reasons and end up acting out of conformity / because everyone does it / it feels like you're belonging and fitting in which feels good / you're ashamed because you've been taught to do what the robots do / you feel like it is necessary / lack of creativity to think out of the box / thinking others know better than you / thinking YOU know better than others and being a conformist rebel / thinking you're being cool...

@Someone here I feel bad for alienating you, it's not right. Sorry for that. We are all fucked up in some way or another, and all bullshitters in various degrees. And you do make me laugh with some of your posts, you're funny.

I don't buy it based on your past posts on this forum. You gaslight, act arrogant and bullshit all the time. Where was he 'flirting with your writing style'? Lets clarify. @SQAAD were you 'flirting with his writing style' when you said: Or.. he dies and awakens.. ?? @Someone here You are a professional bullshitter, and idk why Leo keeps allowing this here.

Hmm idk man. Seems like an odd thing to have fun with, and the emoji didn't help.

I hope this is a twisted joke, because if you are being smug correcting a man for how he writes while writing like you do, you have zero self awareness.

Ah... It used to show Member Apolitical, I guess that's too deprecating haha

What does Member P3 mean?

My take away from the video: