Razard86

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  1. Great!!! The secret is unconditional love for your avatar and for all of life!!! Love is the path!!!
  2. The reason I go so hard on here, is because God is the most amazing thing there is. Just recently before this post I was contemplating the nature of God and watching a video, then suddenly God surprised me again!! My direct experience became even more intimate and magical before my eyes! I lied down and enjoyed it and laughed at how amazing this is!! Many people have to take substances of some kind to experience this, while I get to "trip" for free!! It was at this moment where I understood God's dilemma through me. God is so amazing, but I can't force God on you. I wish so much for you to feel the amazingness of God but I can't force it on you. People chase God in sex, video games, drugs, etc....they have to pay money for these extroversions.....I get God for free. It's so amazing!!! You have no idea, to get God for free? Sigh....this is the only thing I wish I could give you.....God-Realization for free.....sigh.....all I can say is don't stop. Don't doubt that you are God, don't doubt you are worthy of the love you as God want to share with yourself. Challenge your notions of what is possible. Don't believe in things absolutely, but test the possibilities of what is possible. You as God want to surprise yourself!!! So test what is possible and watch the surprise!!! I really hope one of you reading my posts and the posts of others on here eventually breakthrough the realization that you are God and that you created yourself and all others. When this happens all human knowledge will appear as a fools game to you and you will be open to testing everything. Explore your dream with an open mind, and maybe one day you can realize that you are the greatest gift ever!!!
  3. What does it feel to encounter God? Some can call it the purest pure. The most genuine. An authentic giving. So how to experience God? What are you encountering? You encounter your generosity, which is an expression of your genuine giving. You experience the authenticity you have cultivated, the pure love you have for a thing. To love a thing is to experience God. When you cultivate this love long enough, this love will accost you with its warm embrace. If anyone says that they don't know God, know they have not realized God, and they live a love-less life. Love is the greatest gift, its the greatest wealth, when you realize you are love you become the richest ever! Why is that? Because all money is spent for a better experience, bigger house, fast car, pretty sexual partners, travel, drugs, creation.... But when you are God every experience becomes a better experience and it constantly unfolds with more surprise. To discover you ARE EXPERIENCE ITSELF, saves you time chasing your own tail for something outside, for something separate from yourself. Because you are experience, you can get it all for free!! Who knew God was the greatest amusement part and the price of admission was your generosity? All you have to do is empty yourself of ill will, and you get the greatest gift of all time, to experience yourself more intimately!!! Thank God for this inner romance!! Thank God for this constant surprise!!! Thank God for the chance...to help another to awaken to this surprise gift that they hold inside!!!
  4. Wow. Did the snakes bite you?
  5. The more selfless you are the more power you are given. That is how you designed it. So if you are willing to take a psychedelic and surrender your life in that trip you can return with greater self-knowledge and even possibly spiritual abilities. So when you are ready to stop conceptualizing and put your feet to the fire and trip, you will have your answer. But staying on here and conceptualizing is going to do nothing. Jump in the deep end of the pool, or sit around and waste time in analysis paralysis.
  6. 1. My issue with you is you make baseless assertions. You will say oh you are this oh you are this with NO EXPLAINATION. The first rule of critiquing is to be able to explain your critique. Otherwise it has no BASIS. 2. What you don't understand is making baseless critiques is a waste, the person who receives it can do nothing with it and all it comes across as you engaging in one of the ego's favorite past times which is criticism. Egos love to criticize, everybody has some complaint, some issue, some judgment, or joke about somebody LOL. But just because you have one doesn't mean it has merit. 3. I'm not scared I literally told you I LIVE IN A SOLIPSISTIC NON-DUAL WORLD. I awakened to SOLIPSISM, there is no seperation between me and anybody. I experience all others as myself, there body as my body, etc. I have deconstructed the boundary of time and space, so I am not limited to that either. Now for you, this is just fantasy, but for me it is reality. Why? Because I didn't allow fear to stop me. You literally had the privilege to use something like 5-MEO and still live in duality and talk about fear to me? Are you kidding me? Do you not understand that the ONLY reason you returned to duality after 5-MEO is because your ego mind rejected it. But I'm the one that needs to be humble? LOL 4. Humbleness is not superior to arrogance or confidence, and secret humbleness can be a form of arrogance. What you don't realize is whether someone is humble or arrogant is open to interpretation which is why I said you need to actually EXPLAIN why you think someone is whatever you say they are. If not then all you are revealing to people is you shoot from the hip which is what most people do. Discernment is a SKILL!!! If you are not high in discernment then you will not be able to deconstruct your mind and as thus you will stay in duality. I have over and over presented you and many with avenues to do this process and all you do is push yourself away further. I mean you literally deny yourself from what you want the most and then deny that you are doing it. I have exhausted the many explanations I can give you. Also if you really do not believe you can collapse this reality....then you REALLY are asleep. YOU ARE GOD!!! NOTHING CAN STOP YOU FROM COLLAPSING THIS DREAM BUT YOU!!! In fact the irony is, you deny you have this ability, because you are afraid if you admitted you could do this that you might do it. That is how much fear you have. If you want proof of people who have collapsed the dream go to Insane Asylums. There are people there who are living in completely alternate realties.
  7. Nah comedy is a lie, video games are a lie, etc. I don't have problems with those. The lies I have a problem with are the ones that cause people to hurt to sabotage themselves or others. It irks me. For example let's say a guy is trying to solve a math problem, but his bias stops him. So somebody points it out and he argues and resists and keeps doing his Science with his bias stopping him it pisses me off. It's like man they are trying to help you but your too arrogant to listen and now you are blocking yourself from your goal. Basically I have a bias in favor of people getting what they want and not sabotaging themselves or others from getting it.
  8. If I went to your job and told everybody you were a serial killer who rapes little children, and then used my skills in technology to DeepFake a video confirming this and you got arrested....could you still love the lie? LOL. I know its extreme but I'm just saying something about lies just irks me.
  9. Projection. I'm already awake I don't need to be awake. I live in a non-dual state. But non-duality isn't what many of you imagine it to be. Also every point of view is self-deceived that's the point. God has to self-deceive itself to have a point of view. Without self-deception there is no point of view. After God is awakened the self-deception isn't really there anymore so I know what is stopping this dream from collapsing, if I wanted to I could collapse this entire dream since I have become Conscious of what holds it together. But the thing is I don't want to collapse the whole thing because I enjoy being human, so I will live the rest of this dream as human. But you are too full of fear to understand anything I say and that is why you waste your words saying things. Everything you say you can never explain in detail, you just make unjustifiable claims. What's worse is you claim to have taken 5-Meo DMT but still don't know what Love is. So who is the one who is unbalanced?
  10. What I love about that picture is when Bart is done, he will go home and still believe that funny noises are funny.
  11. Love you too man, even though I didn't understand some of what you said.
  12. Well I mean now, in your present experience.
  13. Are able to recognize that this is Infinity?
  14. Yeah that is what I said earlier, I can just refuse the question. But the irony is some people are hurt and take it personally that you won't be open about how you feel. You see? What I am pointing to is...you are going to hurt people regardless. If you speak they get hurt, if you don't they get hurt. What I am pointing to is ego's get hurt because they are walking contradictions. If you were to give someone everything they want they will hate you. If you give them barely what they want they will hate you. You literally have to find the perfect balance, and part of that balance is pain. The problem is I am smart enough how to avoid being hurtful, but majority of people I communicate with are not so skillful. If you were to feed people their own medicine they would throw up lol. You just ignored what I said and played ignorant. Everyone knows the truth is painful. If the truth wasn't painful then it wouldn't be hidden. Why does privacy exist? Because secrets are preferable to transparency. Why? Because the more people know about you the more they can use that information to put you down, and use it to control you. This is why governments, and its citizenry hide information. We hide information because we do not trust each other. Because there is a lack of trust, lies are used to protect. As a result the truth becomes dangerous. So notice you have to lie to yourself and tell yourself the story you just did. But the truth is what you said is not true otherwise it would be seen in your direct experience. Notice you just said caution. Caution is the creator of lies. All lies, all secrets, stem from caution. That's my point. You play with the definition of the word true, your definition of the truth is INCONSISTENT and an inconsistency is a lie. Thus your truth is a lie. When did I say telling the truth was saying whatever comes to mind? If I said that....point that out. Also withholding information is called a "Lie of Omission." You know how governments will REDACT a document? So let me ask you....when is it a lie of omission? When are you redacting or censoring the information? Even worse....with your logic if something happens such as the government is secretly breaking the law using your logic I can just choose to "see but not see." So this makes my truth telling conditionally, which makes it inconsistent, which makes it a lie. See the problem? It's not such a simple thing.
  15. Once you gain the ability to see from a Unitive viewpoint, you realize they are all saying the same thing. Sigh.....life has lost its complexity. It's like they are trying so hard to be complex....and it doesn't work. They are just saying the same thing, just a different way.
  16. There are inconsistencies in your own life. If there weren't you would know everything.
  17. Here is the post. Straight to the point. None of the B.S. people spewing on here. Straight to the point.
  18. That's not what ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM says you keep deceiving yourself and that is why you won't awaken. I have already created an entire thread dedicated to what Solipsism says and explained it and you go around concocting self-deception. Solipsism says there is only ONE EXPERIENCE. Consciousness is ONE!! ! You breakingwall if you are not here, then there are no OTHERS!!! In fact if you want to make more sense, see your body as other, as part of the scenery. If you went to a different dimension with other people...would the people you experience now exist? If they did....then you cannot be the ABSOLUTE. So what Absolute Solipsism is saying you can become conscious that YOU ARE THE ABSOLUTE and nothing can exist outside you. You have NEVER experienced other people OUTSIDE your experience because YOU ARE EXPERIENCE ITSELF!!! THAT IS WHAT IT SAYS!!! And it cannot be defeated under any conditions. So how you defeat it...is you deceive yourself about what it says which you just did. But notice once I make the premise....all you can do is IMAGINE in your mind a possibility that it could be wrong. But guess what? You'll never be able to prove it. You might say but what about Leo's Infinity of God's video? That was God...IMAGINING that possibility into existence. But the moment God imagines it...it becomes ONE. So even if there could be other God's, the moment God imagines it...it becomes ONE. That's it!!! Because God is an absolute imagination that can ONLY experience itself.
  19. That happens in dreams and hallucinations. You would have to say other people or beings are equally real in your dreams.
  20. LOL if I tell a man his child just died that would hurt him. If I told a man his wife is cheating on him that will hurt him. If I catch a man in a lie and point it out that will hurt him. The list goes on.....this is not a complicated thing. The most dangerous thing and the most powerful thing is the truth. If you haven't discovered this...then you don't know truth. The truth is a weapon, you have to wield it with discretion.
  21. 1. Every POV is self-deluded. This is why you don't even realize that what you are saying is bullshit. Why? Because EVERY POINT OF VIEW IS DELUDED. So is Leo deluded? Of course he is. But so is every POV that will ever exist!!! That's what it means that it is absolutely relative. Because reality is absolutely relative, the only way to have a POV is to be DELUDED! So the moment you take a POV or perspective, you are deluded!!! You haven't yet realized this which is proof of your own delusion!!! 2. What Leo points to is a greater truth. So what does he mean? He means that from his POV he believes he has zoomed out to a greater degree. An example would be if you were only aware of your continent and then he zoomed out and told you we were all on a sphere floating in space. To us he would be crazy until we verified it for ourselves. So what he is pointing to will always appear to be delusional until we verify it. 3. What is the difference between a truth and a lie? Consistency. So your argument is Leo's perspective and argument is inconsistent, as such he is deluded. Leo would say the opposite. But what you don't realize....is your mind creates divisions in reality that become real. For example the only difference between Enlightenment/Non-Duality, versus the Materialist Paradigm is mental conditioning. The Spiritual Path is just another form of mental conditioning or brainwashing that alters your perceptual experience of reality. So then why is Enlightenment referred to as the truth....because it points to the ABSOLUTE TRUTH. The ABSOLUTE TRUTH is true under all conditions whereas the material paradigm is true up to a certain point and then inconsistencies appear. So notice...everyone is arguing from their point of view on what is true and what is not true....not realizing that you first need to understand how you define truth and not true and be consistent with that definition, because people love to CHANGE the definition of what truth is...which makes them liars, because the truth...is consistency. This is the secret....God is an infinite creator, which can create inconsistency, but God itself never changes....it's true nature is unchanging but it can create the appearance of change. The secret is all change is deception, lies, which means there is no difference between anything. Thus God learns through this experience what is the truth and what is a lie. That's all that is going on here. We spend our whole lives experiencing a lie, and then at the end we get to experience the truth and realize....they are one and the same because life is just God lying to itself that it is not God.
  22. 1. Many things annoy us, avoiding doing something because it it annoys you is not a valid reason. If you design your life in such a way to avoid annoyances you will have a rude awakening that life does not care if you are annoyed. I get what you are saying but that is not a valid reason. 2. Them wanting someone to support their biases is true of all of us on some level, so I am not different than them in this. For example my annoyance is a result of bias, as I want him to value honesty over a lie. So the only reason me and them have a conflict is due to bias which is the cause of all conflict. I'm not looking to remove their bias as I know they could care less. I'm trying to figure out how I can remove my bias against lies. I have hidden self-righteousness that comes out because I made honesty and integrity an identity so shedding that is an on-going problem. 3. Saying I am not sure...is an attempt to appease them. You are telling me say something to avoid conflict, this is called people pleasing and is an attempt to appease them and me. Also this would be a lie, because if I do have an opinion then saying I am not sure is lying. Now saying I don't know what's right is something I could say...but if I feel I am right that would also be a lie. What I could say is "I don't feel comfortable giving my opinion because of our past experiences." That would be better.
  23. Your on the right track. When they call it death what they mean is it goes offline for a while so the true self emerges, or you can call it the true ego emerges if you want. Then the illusory ego returns of course because you can't live your life without it, but here is the kicker.....what you call ego is just your perspective, your identity. When we talk about being disconnected from truth we are referring to judgment. The Spiritual Path is not about killing your ego, it's about killing it's self-hatred. The more you "die" the more you have the opportunity to reconstruct your ego. Your ego is a CONSTRUCTION. Now this construction was done on autopilot without much of your control because you were a kid and on average it's foundation is put in place by age 7. What you are doing is deconstructing it so you can re-construct it in a way that serves you better in life. Spirituality is basically therapy.
  24. Sigh..... 1. Jesus's parents were told to hide Jesus in Africa. Matthew 2:13. 2. Why were they told to hide in Egpyt? Because the Hebrews were mixed with Egyptian blood. How do we know this? When Jacob whose name was changed to Israel and whose sons were the Fathers of the 10 tribes of Israel, when his sons sold Joseph his second youngest into slavery he eventually became second in command to the Pharoah of Egypt. Because of a famine Israel and his 10 tribes/sons settled in Egypt. Genesis 47:27 : "Now the Israelites settled in Egypt in the region of Goshen. They acquired property there and were fruitful and increased greatly in number." Now we get to Moses. Why was Moses able to raised as an Egyptian Prince? Because Moses like the rest of the Hebrews looked like the Egyptians. Because the Hebrews had lived among the Egyptians and had sex with them and children with them, they became a blended people. Also Moses himself also married what is referred to as a Cushite woman. A woman of African Descent. Numbers 12:1 "Miriam and Aaron spoke against Moses because of the Cushite woman whom he had married, for he had married a Cushite woman." So as we can see the reason Jesus was told to hide in Egypt because he being of Jewish blood has a mixed ancestry with the Egyptians and this made it the perfect hideout. If his parents and he did not look like the Egyptians they would not have successfully been able to blend in. So no Jesus wasn't white. He was a mixture of African and Middle Eastern Descent. Oh and the Romans were a mixed people as well. https://theconversation.com/challenging-the-whiteness-of-classics-remembering-the-black-romans-175180 But this information is hidden for the purposes of racial division.