Razard86

This man is a genius of skill and time on your hands. Shout out to his producer as well.

Every beginner is stupid, stupid just means you are ignorant so you do stuff you shouldn't. Nothing wrong with admitting it. If you put me behind the wheel of a plane, I'm a complete idiot.

You got it!!! Don't forget its also completely in love with itself, and has no barriers on what it is willing to create and experience. What helps me understand God more deeply is that God loves everything so much because it loves limitless creativity. This means it loves Genocide, discrimination, torture, suicide, insults, weakness, crying, despair. As a human ego coming to terms with THAT is when you really go deep. The funniest thing is when you discover even God thinks its evil. God allows all perspectives, and honors all perspectives, so when God as a human calls God a Devil God accepts that unconditionally.

Yes and So are you.

Whatever is...is what I am, and what ever isn't is also what I am.

That's a distinction you are creating. That which is aware....is itself a thought. Awareness is made of a thought, it's just an infinite thought that never ends. This thought is neutral, its only thought is that it is aware. It's always thinking that it is aware forever. That's what the I am awakening comes from. God is called the Great I Am.

You are a dream woman lol.

Well that's the secret, imagination is alive and intelligent. Reality is made up of thought, the structure of reality is thought. A dream is a thought, imagination is a thought, so everything is just a thought. God/Reality turns the abstract into the concrete. I am a concept in the mind of God, Consciousness can magically make a thought real. Here is an example using a cartoon. Johnny Bravo temporarily gains the power of God.

LOL when it's all imaginary in the end you can create distinctions and then dissolve them. The fun is getting Consciousness to actually SHOW you it can dissolve a distinction. At a certain point you just give up all rationality and logic because it obliterates logic. The best bet dealing with Infinity is just say everything is true, not true, and nothing ever happened and leave it at that.

I'm confused answer what exactly?

Yeah the path to God is radical open-mindedness. If you are afraid of losing your mind then you will get stuck in this work. Just remember REAL is a mental construction. For example a person would tell you that a paper clip can't have a personality. That person isn't really awake. There is no difference between a conversation with a candle stick, and a conversation with a person. Can you break the boundary between Sane and Insane? Can you realize that the source of the conversation you had with the paperclip is the same source that gives rise to human speech? Then there are the paranoia stories your mind can make up. How is that any different than the normal stories your mind makes up? Its still the same source. It's this type of radical thinking that opens up your creativity. If you open up your mind....cartoons will speak to you, and...you can even become them!!!! Curt has no clue what real open-mindedness is.

You got it, its why its so funny to me. God is an infinite story teller, that created every life story from nothing.

Well...you see the issue with eternity is....its an infinite perspective. You can view yourself however you want. You can see this as your first time here, or just a drop in a bucket in eternity because there is no beginning and no end. Here is a strange loop paradox for you....you have lived this exact life before....and this is the first time you have ever lived this life.

When you do the work deep enough you realize that you can recontextualize reality however you want and it can appear to be that way for you. That's all I'm saying. Basically in essence we are all equally deluded, and also we are not. Because reality can present itself however way it wants too. Basically reality is an infinite perspective. For example try this exercise found in this link, its really good at changing your state.

Here is another way of it making sense. Right now I am living Carl-Richard's life from Razard86's perspective.

People in your nightly dreams aren't conscious, you GIVE them your consciousness. You are the source of everything. You are my source. I cannot exist without you, and you cannot exist without me. If you as Consciousness were to destroy the material world I would cease to exist. You are MY LIFE. So it would be accurate to say, thank you Carl-Richard for creating me. Consider that!!!

The average human is actually a genius of creativity they are just not always in the right environment to bring out that genius.

I said this awhile back...Trump is a rebellion vote. Because of the emergence of Progressive Outlets that educated the working class on how much Establishment interests rule the Democratic Party, this caused a rebellion as they became more informed. The Democratic Party main issue is they have a listening problem. Progressive Outlets have been telling them for years that true Populism is what they needed. But because the Democratic Party has been exposed by their own base and refuse to admit it and change, their own base says I will vote against my own interests than have someone claim to have my back while they stab me in the back. Trump is openly, authentically not liberal, and liberals would rather have an Authentic Non Liberal, than a Fake Liberal. Just goes to show you, America is tired of double speak, and establishment politics, the funny thing is....they will still get it with Trump. That's what they get for sabotaging Bernie Sanders!!!! LOL. Democrats the message is clear, your base does not believe you Authentically Care about them.

I agree that it sounds like you have a neurological disorder. If you are not suicidal but are getting those thoughts it probably is that. When you say thoughts you mean voices in your head right? Or is it imagery, or both? I recently was doing some Spiritual Work and entered a State of Consciousness where my mind started creating personalities within me that talked to me and tormented me. I had to take some medication to get it to stop. You could be suffering from psychosis. What did the Doctors say?

You can definitely say that, but that is God as formless. The moment God takes any kind of form it loses that infinite freedom.

Exactly Eternity can't end because nothing is happening. Physicality is a really strong immersion that Absolute Infinity uses.

Imagine becoming the hammer. God can make the whole universe....a freaking hammer.

^^This is all false. The All is Truth. There is nothing but truth. Even an illusion is truth. Until you realize that illusion is truth, you cannot connect to Universal Mind directly. All positive conceptions and their negatives are equally true. If you take any position completely...you will be lost in delusion forever. A feature of God is Omniscience, this means God can know itself. It knows it self by not denying the finite mind's ability to grasp the Infinite. It can grasp it by going Infinite. When it goes infinite, knowledge BECOMES BEING. Because there is no difference between anything which means...logic is equal to being. Don't use logic, BECOME LOGIC. https://www.actualized.org/insights/total-omniscience-awakening

Explain where I have erred?

I've noticed you have been using the word perverted a lot recently, Any reason for using that word in place of corruption?