Razard86

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  1. The best way to understand Solipsism would be to look at life like a MMORPG. When you play a MMORPG your experience is completely Solipsistic as the Game itself. So the MMORPG we'll call it the Game of Life and shorten the name to Life for this example. So Life which is being played by infinite avatars each have their own perspectives....but notice each of them are in a Solipsistic bubble which we can call their AREA. This AREA is limited by how far they can SEE in each direction. This LIFE is a UNIVERSE and because it can only be ONE since it is NOTHING, not physical, each iteration of itself is both the WHOLE and the PART. I once left my body in a violent kundalini reaction and went straight to the Godhead....and...I was all alone there. I also have had a sober and non sober awakening that I am the Universe living through this human. But what's even funny is God is BEYOND the Universe in a sense because its not BOUND to it so it can destroy the entire Universe. Now this always mean you are alone with your SELF. So yes you are alone, but you are alone with yourself. In my analogy of the game of life, everything in that game is really the same SELF, because they are all the same part of the same thing. So what the game does to experience "other" is it creates it through illusion. It creates infinite solipsistic bubbles that are equally it, and it gives them infinite diversity so it can experience itself as different. Thus Infinity of Gods and Solo Infinite God are equally identical. Multiplicity, and Singular are thus equally the same thing. So you as God can choose to be a Singularity that experiences everything/multiplicity as a singularity, or you can choose to delude yourself of your Singularity and experience yourself ignorant of your Singularity and focus on the multiplicity. What I have noticed is the human psyche seems to be averse to the Singularity, I do not think its a bug but a feature. The human is designed to ignore the Singularity and to Mature into its love for it over time. The more one can embrace the Singularity the more Mature that human is because the key to being Selfless as a human is to accept that you are the Multiplicity so deeply that you become the Singularity.
  2. Until you become Conscious of Nothingness you won't understand.
  3. Bless you! You noticed it!!! It mostly happens in the Spirituality section. It gave me what I call posting fatigue. Even funnier its usually the same people and they are the FIRST to post on any thread I find. But here is even the biggest kicker. How would you feel if you discovered something, it was so amazing and life changing and valuable to you and you couldn't WAIT to share it...and then everytime you do you attract negative responses telling you that your missing something? It blows your mind because you know what you are sharing is TRUE because it has added MASSIVE value to your life....but NOOOO let's jump in your thread and derail it!!!! It's like if you won the lottery and wanted to give me the winning numbers and I and a bunch of people argue that it's impossible....you know how frustrating that is? Like you want everyone to win the Lottery but noooo you must keep those winnings to yourself. It's the funniest thing man, blows my mind!!! But hey...it is what it is I always say. Anytime something crazy happens I say it happened because Reality is INFINITE, so it must contradict itself. But anyway I don't wanna turn this into a Spirituality thread. How has your relationships been? And is that dog YOUR dog in real life?
  4. There are stages to love. Stage 1: Lust/Desire: This is the attraction stage, you see something and you desire to obtain it. Stage 2: Intellectual Love/Rational Love: You can list all the reasons you love a thing and it makes logical sense how it fits into your life and why you value it. Stage 3: Existential Love: This is TRUE LOVE. It says I love you cause you exist. My only desire is to be with you. I don't want nothing material from you because your being is the greatest gift, it is what the PRESENT is all about. I love you so much that I'm willing to let you go because your freedom is my highest desire for you. True Love is God....want to find the greatest gift? Develop True Love....and you will exude it where ever you go.
  5. You are that which I do daily, sometimes I can snatch something novel, other times I feel lost in some circular never ending hovel, you repeat yourself in unique ways, constantly looking to reinforce okays, when the real challenge is dropping the past and focusing on todays, I don't want the spiral to trap how I see, I wiggle constantly to break free, endeavoring constantly to create a new me, yet I cannot escape that pull for long, some how this remixed tune is the same song, who knew creativity could be a black hole, that its riches must be fought in the cold, I realize I'm just a wellspring of experience to mold, constantly trying and searching for my contribution to the fold, this path shall be eternal, toiling in my little kernal, but true action, where fore will it come? When intuition, applauding past efforts, believes contemplating is done, how does it know? It knows not the time of its arrival, but it knows not to be a repeat patterned revival, it knows when thought processes must seppuku, and create the finish line to walk through, such is the adventure of the contemplative creator, always checking on how to ascend greater.
  6. You petty, arrogance, too many fights too count, raised voices, too many times we shout, it seems it was inevitable, two worlds collide, we never truly connected not fully inside, True Love is just agreement, acceptance, and support, we were two ships, never found the docks to port, the crumbling, the small tearing down, became large vibrations sounding off surround sound, this misery is palpable, it shouldn't be allowed to last, this was a failed love feast and we need a fast, cause the loss of respect is symbolized in the thrown broken glass, I guess for us we failed and we couldn't do it with class, cause your animosity so strong, you think 911 is wrong, if I need your help in an emergency your response is too long, I'm not worth the effort, we were always a lost cause, For you I would have broke universal laws, but now I pause, because I'm finally free of you no longer behind bars. You only ever had time to fuck, that's why this is a break up.
  7. Somehow this thread devolved into some Non-Duality discussion. Notice I didn't post this in the Spirituality discussion even though I could have. The first two stages are relativistic, the last stage is not. The point is to BECOME LOVE, by realizing you ARE LOVE. The first and most consistent relationship you have is your human self. Can you love the human self that you are unconditionally? If you can you have discovered TRUE LOVE. After that you can exude or spread that love wherever you go. The only task you have if you want to live the good life and have healthy relationships is to become TRUE LOVE. As I always say everything starts with YOU....it also ends with YOU.
  8. Paradoxically since your Mom is God....she did create you.
  9. Jesus=Flowerfaeiry. If you go deep enough you will realize YOU ARE JESUS.
  10. I don't know how anyone is meditating to this..... The only thing I've found that can produce these results is OBEs and I'm not talking astral projection I'm talking a controlled NDE. Unless fear of death is faced I really have no clue what a person is doing. To go infinite the finite gotta be surrendered. P.S. Psychedelics are really this radical and beyond, you have no idea how non normal Reality can reveal itself to be.
  11. I told you, you have all the answers right there. Great post!!
  12. There is nothing wrong with adoring celebrities, just don't assume what they show you is the real them, realize they are people just like everybody else, and realize in most cases you may not really adore the person that they really are but most likely their incredible talent, their image, and the way they carry themselves. Adoring celebrities is not idol worship, but it can devolve into it if your not careful. With that said, the whole social engine/machinery around celebrity oozes with corruption which is why most celebrities can burnout and why some become corrupt themselves.
  13. So happy for you!!! Cheers!!! Empowered living is a beautiful thing.
  14. Dude people like you are too hard on yourselves, if you are spending time contemplating this I seriously doubt you are struggling in the empathetic department. Please don't become one of those nice people who spend time trying to find a way to demonize themselves. If you want to understand the magic of Solipsism its this......how do you want to be treated? Obviously you want to be treated with respect, so treat everyone with respect. If you were in a dire situation and needed help you'd want help, so if an opportunity arises where you could help someone...help them. If you hurt someone unintentionally you would want forgiveness, so forgive those that hurt you. Solipsism is the highest love, because you are communicating with yourself!!!! What can be more beautiful than that? It's so amazing!!!!
  15. You are a nice guy, you used your 4th post to cheer someone else. That's a swell thing to do.
  16. I remember you, it's been awhile since we last heard from you so welcome back!! I'll watch your video after this post. But I remember when you first posted about Maple. What made a clearly intelligent caring person such as yourself want to join Maple? What exactly were you looking for?
  17. Well Leo....I don't know about that point system you got...it doesn't seem to have an arbitration process and as a result can be suspect to abuse. In that sense its kind of culty, also there is way too much group think on these forums, not enough members thinking for themselves and latching on too much to how you express yourself. I do think you changing your signature from you are Leo to you are God was wise as you realized and pointed out that some people were erroneously creating a parsimonious relationship with you. With all that said, no Actualized.org is not a cult, but it definitely has some culty vibes. I wonder if this is endemic to human social groups.
  18. You aren't understanding with practice in sleep paralysis you can shut your body down and exit it entirely. Your body will be safe but its the same as a Near Death Experience. Also many people get OBE's mixed up with Astral Travel, this is not the same thing. This is the same thing as shooting yourself in the head,.....with no damage to the body. This is one of Darius J. Wright's students explaining what he learned.
  19. Not yet, but I plan to eventually. You have to enter sleep paralysis, and that is not natural to me. When I sleep, I usually go to deep sleep, I don't usually dream. So its going to be something that will take time. I researched him and he's legit. There are people who started making videos talking about their experience. Things like reuniting with past loved ones who passed away, accessing past lives, and being in your God State and creating from that level.
  20. There is no process, connection is not a process. Connection is direct. Why? Because connection is awareness and awareness is beyond all processes. Many of you get lost in maya and vagueness and this is why you don't achieve the love connection of direct consciousness. Are you aware that everyone and everything is you? Are you aware that everything is housed within your mind? Are you aware that your consciousness is completely identical with everything? Until the answer is YES to everything I just wrote then Direct Consciousness has not been achieved. There are too many people on this forum who waste time engaging in non-duality debates, and waste time being verbose and pushing vague notions of confusion around Spirituality. Posts such as those do not serve to guide those who come to this website looking for advice on how to awaken. Your post above is such a post. It's why I'm glad I was able to weed through the chaff and fully awaken that everything is me. Now all I desire is to help my SELF awaken in the humans who come here looking for tips on how to go about that process. If your goal in your posts in the Spirituality Section isn't to help then all it means is you are playing the role of blocking those who are eager to awaken.
  21. It seems to me you want more than just a standard awakening. Based on your suicidal post it seems you really just want to exit the body and experience your unlimited self. There is a guy who teaches how to exit the body through a controlled near death state. I'll give you the link so you can check it out. His teaching is behind a pay wall I should warn but it seems right up your alley. https://dariusjwright.com/my-mission/
  22. I mean no such thing, everything you just wrote has absolutely nothing to do with what I am talking about. Love is connection, who knew the truth could be so simple and humans can STILL find a way to be confused and try to complicate it?!! Love is connection, and the Universe is mental. When all connections are seen/experienced to be Mental then Direct Consciousness has been achieved.
  23. Democrats like to market themselves as the party of the people, but until they connect in a meaningful way with their progressive base they will never have true lasting power. True Progressive implementation would push the United States forward in a meaningful way but the Democrats are too interested in politics as usual. Too much corporate interests/influence over the party's mainstream candidates.
  24. All direct consciousness is, is a clearly felt mental connection with your surrounding environment. When there is no difference between the physical connection and mental connection in your direct experience then you have unlocked direct consciousness.