Razard86

Yeah after the trauma of the ordeal. I'll explain what I mean. Whatever state God is in God is ABSOLUTELY in. So if you enter a state where Jason appears before you with a chainsaw, you are not going to be able to sit down and self-inquiry that away. If you try it, he will get to you and saw your arms off. You will cry in terror and anguish and wish it to stop and probably pass out. Psychedelics reveal why there are people who make claims of demon possession, or why some people who have NDE's go to HELL. Your imagination is so powerful it is TOTAL and ABSOLUTE and as such it is not some easy thing to deconstruct. Spirituality is the scariest thing you can ever delve into. Even experiencing war, rape, etc doesn't compare. Why? You could imagine infinite rape and experience that.....get the picture? There is no limit to the tortures you can imagine. Human reality suffering doesn't compare to the dark places an Infinite Mind can conjure up.

Completely agree.

Don't get to carried away with this lol. I only say this to people who want the truth but are resisting it at the same time. Even though this is all true, logic is very useful and even though its imaginary if someone comes at you with a chainsaw all this its imaginary will fly out the window LOL. In fact if you want a real scare to see how powerful imagination is....you can watch a Jason Movie and imagine Jason coming to murder you and if you reach a high enough state of Consciousness you can imagine Jason actually murdering you lol. And then awaken from that nightmare even though it will have felt real, sometimes even more real in comparison to what you call regular life.

Reality is groundless, to establish a ground reality has to imagine pain and suffering. Remove pain and suffering...and ironically life ceases to exist and everything dies. There is more than one type of death, most think death is annihilation of appearance, think about this....how would you like to walk around in a world that appears DEAD, FAKE, NOT REAL? Pain= Real. You only think cartoon characters are fake because you don't feel any pain connected to them. If Mario appeared in front of you and punched you in the face, and it hurt like hell you wouldn't call him fake. And guess what? You can reach a state of Consciousness where you can conjure Mario right in front of you and he can punch you in the face and it will feel just as real as if I did it to you. THEN you will realize what everyone is talking about. There is only imagination, and imagination is ABSOLUTELY REAL.

That's all we and every spiritual teaching, and now even modern science points to. All the evidence points to this, if it is resisted it just means you don't like it. There is not a single person on this forum who can disprove this. I mean LITERALLY SCIENCE has proved it and they still resist. At one point you could make claims that Spirituality was just some woo woo nonsense but you can no longer do it. The Cat's out of the bag. Also in my own personal life I also proved it to myself multiple times just to be sure. So at this point anybody who argues this, is basically just a Con Artist. It's why you see me communicate the way I do, its like dude your so full of shit it don't even make any sense. LOL. Then I discovered it had to be this way because its absolutely relative. So by default you have to have those who deny the truth no different than you need short and tall, black and white, wet and dry etc etc.

How is the Earth objectively billions of years old when according to your precious science its just an appearance of something. https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-universe-is-not-locally-real-and-the-physics-nobel-prize-winners-proved-it/ Explain this one for me? I actually want you to be authentic here. Explain this for me. Were you here for the billion years? Or did somebody tell you that?

You created yourself so you can create your own meaning from your perspective of what you are. So don't let anyone tell you not to create meaning, unless you agree of course. Consciousness would prefer though that you use your unique perspective and develop your own perspective so it can learn the truth of what it is in your particular perspective. Why? Because what else is there to do than to know yourself infinitely from infinite perspectives. Some prefer to not have meaning, not realizing that itself is meaning. And some prefer to have meaning, not realizing that their meaning is arbitrary and can be destroyed any minute through some new discovery within the relative. So basically...do what you want. You can be masterful, or you can be unmasterful that to is part of the play/seriousness of Consciousness. Consciousness likes to be both serious and playful. Don't let anybody tell you that Consciousness is only playful, that is human spirituality bullshit. If I dropped them off in a poor country with civil war and child soldiers and disease run amok they would stop that silly rich country tune. With that said...you can enjoy that delusion too if you want. You can go as deep as you want or stay back and resist it doesn't really matter but it also does.

^^^^^This is itself a frame. Consciousness is both what it creates and isn't at the same time. So you cannot escape frames. An attempt to escape frames is an attempt to escape what you are. Also you cannot reduce an Absolute. An Absolute is TOTALITY. Right now you are guilty of the very thing you are trying not to do. Look at your fear. Consciousness is BOTH THE MAP AND THE TERRITORY. It is not either or its BOTH!!! Language is a frame. Life is a frame. Actualized.org is a frame. Your mind thinks and understands in frames. So you are making the argument to not reduce Consciousness to a frame, through contemplation which is a frame, then through expression which is a frame. You see the sillyness in this? Stop trying to escape from yourself. Any perspective you take is just pointing in a direction. 99.9% of the world points to the frame, Spirituality points to the lack of frame. BOTH ARE TRUE. If you go towards either as an Absolute, you are missing the whole point of the story. You are in the Yogi that sits on the mountain stage who deems his understanding superior. Then a blizzard forces the Yogi down the mountain into the village. The Yogi is now forced to live amongst the unconscious and is totally confused. They whine and complain about everything and get in their own way. He tries to intervene and falls on deaf ears. Eventually he realizes he needs to meet them where they are at or stop complaining himself because his resistance to playing their game of unconsciousness is no different than their game of playing resisting expanding of their consciousness except for one caveat, HE KNOWS BETTER. It's why life is always a perfect mirror of where you are developmentally. It goes full circle forever and ever. The more you raise your consciousness paradoxically the more you will suffer initially. Why? Because you become even more aware of issues and how to actually solve them. You realize the cause of majority of issues is just unconsciousness not competence. We have the ability to solve all our problems, we just need to get over ourselves. This is how it feels when you are around unconscious people. ^^^^LOL. The more you raise in consciousness the more patience is required.

This is not a demonization of morality, morality MUST EXIST because the world is not at a level of consciousness to understand that morality is causing all of their problems. They are too engrossed in survival, and therefore cannot make sense of a world without morality. But morality is the creation of guilt. If Morality becomes an Absolute, all humans are inherently guilty and condemned to a life of shame and unworthiness. But humanity has not yet realized this.

There is no good or bad there is only dysfunctionality, imbalance, lack of mastery, functionality, balance, mastery. Bad is only ignorance of what is good, which allows the realization of what is good. Morality is foolishness borne of ignorance. Morality believes in evil, morality believes in separation. Morality is a kindergarten view of the world. One who believes in morality will judge because morality is judgment. Morality is the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. It is the birth and practice of an eye for an eye. Morality=discrimination. Morality is the practice of fear, Morality is religion, Morality is Atheism, Morality is society, Morality is War, Morality is genocide, all the so called problems of the world are tied to morality. Morality allows humans to look at life and ask? Why does the world have bad guys? Why haven't we got rid of them? Morality is the problem and its own solution. The answer is...there was never any bad guys only dysfunctionality. https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2016/06/theres-no-such-thing-as-free-will/480750/ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEatCKgB6Qc&ab_channel=EckhartTolle

Belief and direct experience are one and the same. The only reason one experiences separation is because one believes it is separate. Enlightenment is a realization, a RECONTEXTUALIZATION, that shifts the whole experience from being one that is having experience to being experience. So you cannot separate ideology from actuality. If you could Spirituality would be so easy. Someone would say prove it to me that everything is ONE? You'd look at them and say imagine this, then= INSTANT REALIZATION!! LOL. Majority of time that is not going to happen, because reality is LOVE. And for those that hate that word. Reality is CARE. The manifestation of care. That's what you don't realize because you want to create conflict. Because you have chosen to be an adversary. Yes it is a confusion of Absolute Truth and Relative Truth, that is why nihilism exists.!!! On the journey when one awakens to lack of all meaning they can fall into despair and become nihilistic. This is because they have not become aware that the lack of all meaning=the creation of all meaning. Once they go through that path they realize oh there is no meaning outside what I construct and I LOVE IT!!! Absolute Truth And Relative Truth cannot be separated, but they can be misunderstood. Absolute Truth loves everything so yes Enlightenment is the love of Nihilism. Its the love of everything.

Thought I'd share this one.

Well the only reason we have to deconstruct is because there is no difference between thoughts and physical reality. Your experience of reality and your conditioning are ONE! The reason people are unconscious because how they experience the world is in line with their sensory perception. It's like telling a person the room is actually cold when for them their experience is the room is burning hot. "Well you can awaken that the room is really cold." Guy walks in the room and he starts sweating profusely. Then because he doesn't want to feel like you have something he doesn't he starts saying "I am aware the room is cold!" It's so obvious!" he says as he sweats profusely. He puts on a coat just to keep the act up, and you are watching him do this shit like come on man I'm not better than you for realizing the room is cold, you were conditioned into that! I was too at one point. But if you keep lying to yourself you can't be helped. ^^^^This is the problem with majority of Spiritual Seekers. They come from a world that has taught them to bullshit their way through life. So they do the same thing, they try to bullshit their way through Spirituality. You see the issue? The only difference between an enlightened person and a non-enlightened person is how they experience reality. An Enlightened Person experiences themselves AS EXPERIENCE. An unenlightened person experiences themselves as HAVING an experience. Enlightened person: I AM EXPERIENCE. Unenlightened: I AM HAVING AN EXPERIENCE.

What he doesn't know is I have taken 3 tabs of LSD before and all it did was give me feelings of bliss. I had an awakening to Life Being A Cosmic Romance, a Love Story For God. Oh and notice his arrogance, trip sitting isn't weakness its to prevent incidents from happening. One of the things you become aware of in this work is you don't control your own body. So you can take a substance and your body just starts doing shit, a trip sitter can help protect you from jumping off a balcony.

The Masculine likes to use the words, awareness, consciousness, the feminine prefers the words feeling. You feel that you are aware. Notice appearance, and feeling are one and the same. You feel what you are, you know you are existence through awareness of your feeling. When you fully awaken people say how will you know? Through feeling. You only feel separate, if you destroy the boundary you feel completely unified. I use to be so confused with the word awareness, when I discovered that it was feeling I was like OH!!!!! When you are conscious you are water for example, you feel you ARE water. When you are conscious you are me, you will FEEL YOU ARE ME. Do you feel me? LOL.

I made this post after I listened to James Brown while on an edible trip.

Notice your bias.....since when do feelings not have Spiritual Implications? I made a post similar to what Bazooka Jesus did just now. I FEEL GOOD is a spiritual song. At a certain state of Consciousness you will realize that James Brown is God telling you that he made sugar and spice and everything nice because it feels good!!! Have you not noticed that humanity is in constant search of a good feeling? Why do you stay in your room to get away from other people? To feel good. Why do you talk and communicate with people you like and avoid people you don't? To feel good. Why do you eat your favorite foods? To feel good. Why do you go to therapy? To figure out how to arrange your life to feel good. Why do majority of people join Spirituality? Because they want to end their suffering so they can FEEL GOOD!!! God is Good all the time, and that is why all of life is in a search for God. The search for God, the desire to BE GOOD, is the desire for God. I gave you a hint with the Kingdom of God....you didn't notice it.

Irony I believe. Look how cuddly I am (I will destroy you!!!!) The answer to all questions like these is actually very simple. The implementation is the hard part. Your values are your values. There aren't good values or bad values in the case of what activities you like or don't like a person engaging in. When it comes to the things you posted above and saying you want to change it, take it from someone who is much older, you are going to be adjusting yourself for the rest of your life trying to fit everyone's criteria. So then you might ask so then what do I do? Simple...what to you is the ideal man character wise? I'm not talking money or status and all that I mean what type of person do you want to be? Forget conditioning and all that right now, who do you actually want to be? If you want to get over her having male friends then construct a belief that make it okay. What you are not aware of is everything can be justified but not everything is justifiable. What this means is human beings have an unlimited ability to justify their actions while also making claims that those actions are only justifiable in certain situations and they will argue and justify. So forget about what society thinks, or I think, or anybody else. WHO DO YOU WANT TO BE? Pretend you are a girl looking for a good man. What do you think is a good man? Seek to be that. Once you have accomplished that. Ask yourself what do you think is a good women? And pursue that. Only accept women who fit your criteria and live by the criteria you set for yourself. Through this you are true both to your individual self and your partner. See? It's simple. But it will take a life time of implementation.

There are infinite perspectives on any one thing. Orgasm is like a drug high, for a brief moment you enter the kingdom of God....then you fall back down LOL. Orgasm is a high of love, borne from the most intimate act of love between humans, and they chase that high so much. The first thing people discover after awhile is one night stands don't feel the same as an orgasm between someone you love. Another thing people realize is the orgasm feels intoxicating when there are painful memories (ups and downs) between you and your partner. This is why many people get trapped in cycles of toxic relationships because the makeup sex is addicting. It's even the case why two highly functional partners with little issues, start doing things like BDSM because they want to taint some of that purity with some toxicity even if its pretend. So yeah an orgasm can show you the enticing nature of the darkside, and the ecstacy of bliss highs you can get.

Well I wouldn't call it fear, because literally God is invulnerable. Does a game designer fear how he constructs his game? Only if he forgets its a game. So I wouldn't call it a fear unless you are talking from the character point of view. Also Death is the destruction of all meaning because Death is ONENESS. Notice that Enlightenment also is the realization of ONENESS which also destroys all meaning. So yeah in one sense death creates meaning because life is limited. But the only reason eternity destroys all meaning is because eternity IS DEATH. If you are eternal and cannot be killed, then technically you are already dead. You can't kill what is already dead. God is unkillable because God is death itself. We call form life, we call limitation life, so if God ever created an unlimited form that cannot be killed God would be the walking dead. LOL.

I've made a post about this before, but people don't like to listen. A significant portion of young Black Men do what I call revenge voting. They either vote against their interests by voting Republican because they see the Democrats as traitors, wolves in sheep clothing so they would rather deal with the "enemy that they know", or they refuse to vote at all. https://www.pewresearch.org/short-reads/2022/11/07/10-facts-about-black-republicans/ This is why I said the Democrats are WORSE than the Republicans. Why? The Republicans are lower developmentally. They are like children, the Democrats are like adults who know better and refuse to do what they say they are gonna do. It's cool to see the young idealist, become a hardened pragmatist that goes along to get along.

Yeah without the heart there is no life. That shit is dead. I had to realize that the delusion is what makes it alive and the end of the delusion is what makes it dead. So I get it, but you cannot live freely unless you are dead. So counter-intuitive. And yes he plays the game like the rest of us. I like this guy, he is real Authentic.

Sounds like you have heightened awareness, hopefully it stabilizes within manageable levels can't have you spazzing out 24/7 at the beauty of things....well unless you want too...

Yeah....its called DEATH. Hello ME!!