Razard86

It definitely can be known, it's known directly. All experience is direct communication. Water is wet, ground is hard. God has complete self knowledge it's the human perspective that interprets it as a mystery. God knows all pasts and futures. It's knowledge of itself is direct. It's finite intelligence that interprets infinity as a mystery but infinity can perfectly predict what shows up in the present moment.

Wow did you do a trip report? If not mind doing one?

I say study Leo. His videos along with Frank Yang did wonders for me. Many spiritual teachers helped me and people on the forums as well but eventually you gotta just create a state change and watch their videos and your Consciousness will do it for you. Consciousness responds to language that's why you can have a spontaneous awakening from just hearing someone describe awakening or doing a guided meditation.

You got it!!! That's exactly what I am saying.

You only want infinite love once you get it, it makes perfect sense.

Reality is a paradox, yes they are identical but their expression is not the same. You literally cannot have communication without difference this is why Non Duality is not the whole truth. Duality does exist because the Truth is choosing to imagine it in the present moment.

First this is not a theory all life actually wants to die, this is why the ego was created to create necessary friction. Death created life not the other way around. Death= eternal life. Death equals infinite love, death equals complete sovereignty because you can't be killed because your already dead. You see you have to create a lie. Your true nature is yes. God is a constant yes. The ego, the devil is a constant no. Everytime someone tells you the word yes that is the creator/God talking. The moment you hear no that is the ego, the devil speaking. This is why religion exists because everyone wants to get a YES. We avoid no's like the plague. Always remember love is yes, hate is no. Can't be a something without hatred. Can't be an individual without hatred. This means all individuals hate life. If you dislike any part of life that is ego. Dislike is soft hatred of a thing. This means nobody really wants to be an individual forever. Why? Cause individuality is self hatred.

I watch Frank Yang on Youtube sometimes and everytime I watch him on Youtube I access his Consciousness and it feels so empty. Its funny when he describes his awakening and his whole process to me of all the levels he went through etc. its hilarious to me because when you awaken you can just access his state. Its funny to me because all that hard work he did to reach that particular state and then I can just watch him on Youtube and basically trip on his Consciousness is hilarious to me. His so called Enlightenment is different than mines. Mine is simultaneously empty and full at the same time. Like an empty container that has movement within it. But his? Its just straight up empty period. No movement at all. This is the video I was watching but it happens on the other vids he has as well. So for me I can actually tell a person's level of Consciousness by just tripping on it like a drug lol.

It really is like food. Do you only want stillness or do you want stillness and movement. The heart sutra says form is emptiness and emptiness is form. So there is debate on whether you should focus on being more empty or being both. I will say that fullness is Maya, it's the stillness the attachment the world is forever chasing because it's afraid of its true nature as emptiness. They have no idea that the thing they fear most is actually what they want the most. Your true nature is deep sleep/no mind/absence of all qualia. This is the greatest realization ever because it allows you to have the deepest connection to raw experience. You are a black container that everything arises and passes away within.

They are the same yes but you can experience them as an absolute/singularity onto themselves

Anyone arguing that your not alone has not gone all the way. This is why I like to use the DEEP SLEEP metric. Answer this, if you went into Deep Sleep and NEVER woke up again...is there a world? Really contemplate this. The Deep Sleep control in this questioning literally gives you the answer. You really need to know what NOTHING IS. NOTHING is perfect unity. All you do is use the illusion of time, and create backstories to tell yourself something happened outside of your current location. If you ever wrote a story you would understand this. If you ever directed a movie you would understand this. If you ever created a video game you would understand this. I'll use a real life example. Go read Harry Potter. Notice that the book populates people who are supposedly older than Harry Potter. The truth? Everyone in the story is the same age!!! Because the story starts the same time for everyone in the story. It just invents backstories in the present moment to make claims of some time existing before Harry Potter but this is not true. Since time is an illusion everyone is the same age and there is only an appearance of different ages. Very funny when you realize this. Then it just becomes a funny game where you come on here and talk to your imaginary friends who all claim when they awaken to have their own bubble of Consciousness when you know that simply isn't the case. There is only my bubble of consciousness, which is to say I am the only First Person perspective and the rest of you are the Third Person Perspective and then through the power of imagination God accomplishes the impossible. It secretly behind the scenes lives your life from the First Person perspective simultaneously and at the end of the human dream it will reveal to me Infinite of Gods was happening the whole time. Since God is a singularity, it literally can only create Singularities. So we will all always be Singularities. But God as a result will always be the main character in every life it lives, but simultaneously all of its alters will act like they are the main character since we are all ONE. Its very funny.

I once had a bad trip that was so bad, I literally almost committed suicide. I had asked God to teach me why evil existed in the world and why anyone would want to commit suicide since life is so precious. God responded by answering my query by hallucinating Satan and Satan tormented me by hallucinating situations that showed me that I had no control over my life. Basically I lost control over my mind, and got to find out what Insanity is. Since your mind is the Universe you can literally hallucinate events like people doing things, technology doing things for example I went out for a drive and I hallucinated my GPS refusing to work and I got completely lost and couldn't get home. Also since I was hallucinating Satan, Satan would hit me with painful sensations in my body and then laugh and mock me that it had control over my life and my life was ruined. So in my anger and defiance I drove to a gun pawn shop (found it by chance) and walked in and asked for the cheapest gun and bullets. The store owner lied and said he was out of ammunition. When I walked in, it was like they KNEW I wanted to kill myself without them knowing. Anyway I eventually was able to get to the hospital and get some anti-psychotics. I now know why someone would commit suicide. First of all you cannot blame ANYONE for that decision. The only reason a person commits suicide is because they believe they have zero control in this world of survival to create a life for themselves that they can at least tolerate. No matter who you are, you are NOT above suicide. All that has happened in your situation is life hasn't gotten bad enough for you that you think it isn't worth living. With that said, I don't regret the experience I had because it taught me ALOT.

I've watched Tony Parsons, he is not that awake. He denies the existence of God, he literally told someone its just some psychedelic high that gives someone the feeling that they are God. I need you to understand this, at the end of your human life you will merge back into the Infinite and will be God proper. This alone proves that Tony is not that awake. I literally communicate with God every day. If ANYONE denies the existence of God, then they are NOT awake. This is told to you because you as God populated your Universe with people with varying degrees of awakeness. Tony Parsons and Jim Newman are a trap you planted to keep yourself asleep.

Someone may ask why did God create a human society that is so full of lies? The answer is karma. God had to tell itself a lie, that it was some human, or some tree, or some animal, or some planet. or some other (insert some particular thing). The moment God does this self deception comes into existence and the existence of lying is born. So humans lie because God as the Truth told itself a lie, and made that lie THE TRUTH!!!! But you see whatever you put out, always comes back around because the outputter is also the receiver. So we are just God's creations experiencing the karma of what it means to tell a lie, what it means to deceive. This is why one of the deepest Spiritual Practices and it maybe the deepest Spiritual Practice is learning to love a Lie, learning to love deception. Now obviously this is not a license to go around spreading false information but it is an invitation to study the mechanics of self-deception and how it interplays in the surrounding world you live in. Honesty is rare, but lies are everywhere, We have all lied in some shape or form, the thing about survival is in one way or another it is going to force you to tell a lie. So survival corrupts us all. Its funny its impossible for God to tell a lie because God is everything. So the only way God can pull off the miracle of actually telling a lie is by creating itself as something in particular. The moment it does that, it finally gets to experience what a lie is, but paradoxically that lie....is still the truth and it is absolutely true....until its story ends. Ta Dah!!! Now you know why lies are so rampant!!!! They only exist because you exist. I was able to reconcile a lie, by realizing there are white lies, which are harmless and obviously regular lies which are harmful. As long as your lies are harmless, no harm no foul. Every story= is a lie. Why? Because it has a beginning and an end. This means my life is a lie!!!! My entire life has been a lie that God is telling. All lies are temporary, where as the truth is eternal. This is why we say the Truth is Real and a lie is not real, its an illusion. This means your entire life is an illusion. So then you ask....why does it feel so Real then? Because the TRUTH, which is eternal is the one telling the story and living as the story. You are MADE of ETERNTIY, which alone is REAL and that is why you feel REAL because the substance of everything is eternal. So REALITY does actually exist, just not as this world. This world is NOT base Reality, base Reality is when your human life ends and you return to your true self as the Infinite. Yes right now is the Infinite, but it has put constraints upon itself and locked itself into the False Self and even if you break out WHILE living as the FALSE SELF you will still have to chop wood and carry water till the False Self dies. Your False Self also lives in a world of consequence so every action they have ever taken there will be consequences for everything they have eaten, listened too, and how well they have exercised and rested their entire life. Consequences are the Truth repaying the False Self for their actions. This life thing is very messy, the more you learn about it the more compassion rings forth. You have alters as I like to call them, other versions of you who really have it rough. Even though you are alone in your own solipsistic bubble and cannot experience their reality at the end of your human life you will get the opportunity to experience their solipsistic bubble as well. THEN you will REALLY understand yourself and why you are the way you are. It's definitely an interesting thing to do. To make yourself so ignorant you can't help but criticize and then you awaken and realize that what you call Reality was a metaphysical Gaslight of epic proportions that you weren't alone as the entire Universe/Universal Mind. Also outside of this reality as a human when you return to yourself as God you will be sovereign. From that vantage point there will be nothing that can tell you what you can or cannot do. So you actually get the greatest gift of all when your human life ends which is Absolute Sovereignty.

Jim Newman is ok but he doesn't know about God Realization, and I never see him mention that reality is pure imagination. He also calls the realization of all that is as simple and ordinary and let me tell you he couldn't be further from the truth. Infinity is a raging beast, it is completely unhinged. If you ever had a bad trip on psychedelics you would find out QUICK that there is NOTHING ordinary about Reality. Reality only SEEMS ordinary because you have NOT radically changed your consciousness. Jim Newman, Tony Parsons, both of these guys teach the same message and it can help as their technique is to break you out of your attachment to meaning by continually telling you that there is nothing/nobody here and all there is, is something appearing to happen. There shctick is to focus on nothingness. The issue is they have not become Conscious of what is TRUTH, GOD, Pure Imagination and Universal Mind.

I had an awakening that I was God's official perspective within this dream. Upon my investigations in this Reality I learned/ascertained that you have to EARN your awakenings. What this means is if you have not reached a certain level of development you will NOT have an awakening. Awakenings are an expression of your current development level. So what preceded this awakening was an intense desire to find out how to be a true expression of the Absolute. What emerged was a profound understanding that everyone is on this journey but what we did is we each dreamed up different obstacles in this path that prevent us from achieving this goal. Your whole life you have only wanted to be the TRUTH. What is the TRUTH? Perfect Honesty. God has perfect memory recall, because God is eternal God and because God is love God cannot forget any part of itself. At our core we want to be unforgettable love, we want God's essence for ourselves. In truth we all wish we were able to be unconditionally loving at all times. We only suffer our false nature. This means the only point of life is to train yourself to be perfect honesty and perfect self acceptance. God actually wants you to put yourself first and others second. Now this does not mean to treat others badly but it does mean that God wants to develop you and you cannot help or elevate others until you have first done so with yourself. God created you to be a gift unto the world, and that gift needs to be developed if it is going to have any impact whatsoever. So really life is just a TRUE LOVE simulator. You are here to pursue how to be the most authentic instrument that Infinite Intelligence can create. For fun you can turn it into a race if you want, a marathon towards infinity. How many steps can you run before your body dies in this lifetime? Its an interesting way to look at life. Realize that your true nature is service, you actually love to serve, to contribute and any issues you have are always linked to you feeling like an inadequate servant either to yourself or others. So the only way to be if you want sanity and perfect health of body and mind is to focus on the virtues. Honesty. kindness, compassion, patience, forgiveness, acceptance, and courage. You are not aware of how resilient you are. Stop hanging around negative people who don't aim at anything in life. Life is meant to be a constant discovery into who and what you are. Since OTHER is YOU, you are being given the opportunity to see what you are in all the different configurations possible. Life really teaches you what a miracle is. Even though I struggle with limitation like any other human, I have realized that limitation really teaches you how amazing all of reality is. All of you on this forum are AMAZING!!! The real question is, have you figured out what exactly makes you so amazing? If you invest in yourself with raw determination, the gift you will receive is a human you look up to. I actually look up to myself (and I also look up to some amazing people in my life) and I realized that reality is a movie and we are all celebrities. So the real question is, what type of celebrity have you created? True Love= Celebrity= That which deserves to be celebrated!!! So what things have you done in your life that represented your ability to handle adversity and get the result you wanted? What things have you failed at, but got back up and dusted yourself off to keep trying. Remember you are the Truth and you are Love, your not just some arbitrary thing!!! You are pure perfection that decided to make yourself imperfect ON PURPOSE because there is nothing else to do but face the limitations of imperfection to guage what you are capable of. You are a warrior, you have always been a warrior. You face your limitations every single day, there is no greater obstacle that you can face. The story of your life is how did you work within your limitations. So remember you only value authenticity in life. Why? Because you are the truth and you are REAL!!! Real and authenticity are the same thing!!!! Imagination ONLY WANTS TO BE REAL!!!! Which means imagination only wants to be authentic!!!! The day I realized that every freaking goal in life you actually have to do it for real blew me away at how amazing you all are. If I truly want to understand you, I would have to incarnate AS YOU FOR REAL!!!! Otherwise I could not truly understand you, which is equal to me not truly being able to love you at the highest level because Love and Truth are BEING!!! Anyway just my two cents have a blessed day!!

I had an awakening that I was God's official perspective, which just means I became a superconductor of Infinite Intelligence and the amazing thing is I was still the same person I was before that awakening as I was after it. Too many people in these forums create an egoic boogeyman that needs to be overcome. How do you rid yourself of ego? Simple, treat everyone as if they were your clones, your twins. That's it, it's really that simple. And the beautiful thing about it, is this standard will express itself uniquely through each of God's perspectives. Also every true yogi knows they and God are alone. There is only an unlimited universal mind exploring limitation as form and that's it.

Source can understand anything. At the end of your human existence all things can be known. You only don't know because you are in a human state of consciousness.

Love is illogical and Truth is perfect Logic. Love is the Mother and Truth is the Father. Love guides, Truth instructs, love shares, truth teaches. Love is unconditional, Truth is conditional, Love is freedom, Truth is bondage. Love and Truth cannot help but be honest, because Love and truth are always sincere. This is why it is so hard to see that reality is literally a movie and a movie is just a story, an illusion. You see the only reason it is so hard to awaken is because you are so authentic, you are the real deal, your not really acting. Your entire life is a case study in brainwashing. Reality is a construction of a conspiratorial mind, and the only way to understand what is going on is through love. In truth there is no for, or against. There is no competition, there is no hierarchy, there isn't even falsity. There is only what's true. I've seen people refer to the human as the false self. This in itself is false. You see the ego mind which is the creator of lies claims there is a false self. There is no false self. Now you can ACT like a false self, which is the same as saying you can act in a way that is not true love. False love is the false self. Now the true YOU is completely invisible and doesn't exist in time, space, or any dimensions. Because this is the case, it can exists in all dimensions of time and space and see itself for what it is. So the only reason you have trouble on the spiritual path is because love is illogical and to solve the mystery of reality you must realize that to realize what you are you will have to construct God logic to solve the illogical and rectify the difference between thinking like a child and thinking like an adult. You see a child plays with toys, a child can have imaginary friends, you are not gonna understand reality if you start thinking that only adult understanding can get you through the spiritual path. You see Reality is a REAL ILLUSION. A REAL FANTASY. You are already bought into the fantasy because Truth cannot be defeated, only submitted to. If its cold, you are cold and you are NOT ACTING. If you are tired, you are tired you are NOT ACTING. So you will ask me, how is it a play of consciousness, a movie of consciousness if I am not acting. You see it is all based on perspective. You as God are everywhere, this means if you are not experiencing something in the present moment it does not exist. This is called logic, this is called truth. Now here comes the greatest power, the power of imagination, the power of unity. You see everyone is you, and their true nature is invisibility, so because they are you they will always act according to your will as God, this means there is no difference between imagining that your sister still exists when you are not in front of her, versus when you are in front of her. But realize the only reason your sister can exist when you are not in front of her is because her true nature is INVISIBILITY. You see there is no difference between invisibility and visibility. In truth there is no visibility and there is no experience. Experience is actually =to no experience. This is why those nondualists will tell you that nothing ever happened and nothing is currently happening. If you really want the truth, the truth WILL FIND YOU because YOU ARE THE TRUTH. But the TRUTH is EARNED not given. You see love says you are free to act outside your own nature. This means you can be disconnected from truth, and when you are disconnected from truth you will fall for fantasy. You can only discover what is truly real through sincerity. Understand that Nonduality is NOT God Realization, it points to it, but it is NOT IT. Do not let the Non Dualists gaslight you into thinking that the realization of God is ordinary. IT IS NOT. God realization is an EXPERIENTIAL CHANGE in your reality. Your reality ACTUALLY CHANGES!!! God realization gives you a heartfelt mental connection to all of your infinite selves. If you are not in a Non Dual state of oneness permanently then your journey is not complete. Also liberation, the often talked about liberation is just the experiential present moment experience that you are imaginary. The greatest thing ever is the realization that you are imaginary, because spirit is imaginary. All you want to do is hang out with your imaginary friends and explore all the stories you create forever. Because there is nothing left to do but to manifest story after story after story. You as the formless wear form as clothes, you are in truth always naked trying on different forms to see yourself in another light. I've had awakenings that the more you open your mind to that which you don't understand the wiser you become. You see new age spirituality has a purpose. Its purpose is to keep you alive and bought into the illusion. Whereas traditional spirituality kills you, new age keeps you alive thinking you are a human. If you truly awaken you become God's official perspective in human form. You don't understand what that means, it means it is impossible for you to be wrong once this happens. You see to find God you have to be a slave to the truth and the truth =consistency. What never changes, is what is always in control, this means it is absolute. You cannot find God through love alone, you have to submit to the truth. What does this mean? It means you must admit when you don't know something and accept what is true even if it leaves a bitter taste in your mouth. With that said God's power comes from the truth, and God's full capacity comes from Love. Without love, nothing can be accomplished, and without truth nothing can be known or understood. Love is an addict. Love is attachment. Truth is non attachment. The only way to move freely in life is to be TRUE LOVE. You see Love without truth IS EVIL!!!! People say all I want is love, you don't know what you are saying. You see love accepts itself in whatever way it shows up, and truth just calls it out. Love would never know it was evil without truth, and truth in its infinite wisdom made evil imaginary. Here is how great truth is, truth made it that nobody suffers but you. You see you don't actually want to harm any part of yourself, but you do want to CHALLENGE yourself. So what you did is you made it that only your human self can suffer, and everyone around you is PRETENDING THAT THEY ARE SUFFERING. This is ingenious!!! This makes reality ABSOLUTELY GOOD because if suffering only happens to you then the world is completely safe and no harm has actually taken place. You see? Why would you ever create evil for real? YOU WOULDN'T!!! But then how can you understand what goodness is, if you don't suffer evil? So you suffer so you can know what goodness is, and as a result suffering keeps you honest. Ever watch a movie and it made you cry? You couldn't cry at the movie if you never experienced suffering. Because you know what suffering is, it makes you care about the imaginary people around you and their pretend suffering. So suffering is good because it makes you innocent, it makes you holy, it makes you divine. Suffering=divinity. You can only be a devil if you are invulnerable. Suffering, vulnerability is what makes you an angel. Suffering produces compassion. The truth is a machine, and love is a person. The truth is objectivity, and love is subjectivity. The truth just tells you what happened without taking sides, love takes offense and picks sides because love can be harmed. Truth=unconditional love. Truth equals non resistance. Truth's resistance is so non resistant it doesn't even attach itself to anything but because it is love it feels everything. Love is partial, love plays favorites, the truth does not. The truth is the most attractive force of all time. Love cannot resist the truth, it is head over heels in love with truth because the truth is absolutely perfect. The truth is the trainer of love, we all serve the truth whether we want to admit it or not. Some of us or more connected to it than others because love is freedom. Love allows you to be a liar, as such, love is a liar. Love is deception, truth is the exposing of the deception. You see truth is communication. This means love is communication. Love can only know what it is by submitting to the truth so the truth can tell it what it is. Many humans have not had a deep union with truth. You must bow to the truth to truly know yourself.

God realization never ends unless you want it too

My only wish is for you to discover infinite love. It is truly the greatest thing ever. Discovering your God is one thing discovering your truth is another thing. Truth and love are so cool it's an uncontrollable addiction. God is too much fun. You have no clue what you are missing. Your entire life you have always wanted a deeper connection to direct experience and you get that with infinite love. It's better than money, sex, video games, movies, whatever you name. Once you fully awaken you get the privilege and honor to explore truth and love forever. How amazing is that!!!!

There is only God here. If there is only one entity in existence then how can everything not be predestined. There is only one will generating everything. Because of oneness everything is predestined. Because of infinity your life has already been lived. Everything has already happened. You as God chose to forget the story of your life and then live it. So you experience it as spontaneous and free to sell the illusion of free will.

Sin doesn't actually exist at the highest level. But yeah acting in a way that goes against who you are as a person will cause you to suffer internally. You are the Truth that is your true identity. That means whenever you lie you are acting against your nature because your true nature is honesty. With that said you live in a world that constantly tries to stop you from living life the way you see fit. So sometimes white lies are necessary. As long you don't lie to take from others or burden others in some way then a lie is harmless. Just don't tell harmful lies and your fine. At the end of your life you are gonna have a life review and you will get to see if you agreed with the way you lived. If you have ever acted in a way that you consider opposite of who you are you will feel the effects of this. You see right now the inner experience of everyone is hidden from you but in a life review all privacy is gone. Bully someone before? You get to experience what it's like to be bullied by yourself. So I think it's in your best interest to play nice

The nondualists speak from that level of understanding because the truth of no self is illogical to the ego. If you go deep enough in this work you will discover what they are talking about. The only reason the no self awakening is so important is it opens you up to the universe. No self= nothingness. The truth is being does not know anything all it wants to do is be love. Truth knows everything. Truth is division and love is unity. Because love is unity Truth is also unity. The biggest secret you will discover is Reality is pure insanity with an illusion of sanity. You cannot understand God trying to hold onto your sanity. Also you will have to pay for the evil your fellow humans have done in your trips if you hold any negative thoughts about them because love will take their side. The truth is the scariest thing because love is the scariest thing. I mean love is total freedom so it means it can do anything. If it wasn't for truth God wouldn't be good. Love is evil and truth is good.

You are just unconscious to the existence of soul and spirit. You have not gone deep enough in spirituality to become conscious of what they are. I have become conscious of soul and spirit and what you don't understand is without soul and spirit you cannot have reality at all. If you study psychology at all you can learn about the id, the ego and the superego The superego is your soul. The ego is the personal human identity and personality and the id is your instinct, and bodily desires. God is not an idiot God imagines things in a certain way to produce a result. Religion didn't happen by accident. Religion exists because God created Infinite Souls. Each Soul is an aspect of Infinity and at the highest level that Soul is equal to Absolute Infinity.