Razard86

I've watched Tony Parsons, he is not that awake. He denies the existence of God, he literally told someone its just some psychedelic high that gives someone the feeling that they are God. I need you to understand this, at the end of your human life you will merge back into the Infinite and will be God proper. This alone proves that Tony is not that awake. I literally communicate with God every day. If ANYONE denies the existence of God, then they are NOT awake. This is told to you because you as God populated your Universe with people with varying degrees of awakeness. Tony Parsons and Jim Newman are a trap you planted to keep yourself asleep.

Someone may ask why did God create a human society that is so full of lies? The answer is karma. God had to tell itself a lie, that it was some human, or some tree, or some animal, or some planet. or some other (insert some particular thing). The moment God does this self deception comes into existence and the existence of lying is born. So humans lie because God as the Truth told itself a lie, and made that lie THE TRUTH!!!! But you see whatever you put out, always comes back around because the outputter is also the receiver. So we are just God's creations experiencing the karma of what it means to tell a lie, what it means to deceive. This is why one of the deepest Spiritual Practices and it maybe the deepest Spiritual Practice is learning to love a Lie, learning to love deception. Now obviously this is not a license to go around spreading false information but it is an invitation to study the mechanics of self-deception and how it interplays in the surrounding world you live in. Honesty is rare, but lies are everywhere, We have all lied in some shape or form, the thing about survival is in one way or another it is going to force you to tell a lie. So survival corrupts us all. Its funny its impossible for God to tell a lie because God is everything. So the only way God can pull off the miracle of actually telling a lie is by creating itself as something in particular. The moment it does that, it finally gets to experience what a lie is, but paradoxically that lie....is still the truth and it is absolutely true....until its story ends. Ta Dah!!! Now you know why lies are so rampant!!!! They only exist because you exist. I was able to reconcile a lie, by realizing there are white lies, which are harmless and obviously regular lies which are harmful. As long as your lies are harmless, no harm no foul. Every story= is a lie. Why? Because it has a beginning and an end. This means my life is a lie!!!! My entire life has been a lie that God is telling. All lies are temporary, where as the truth is eternal. This is why we say the Truth is Real and a lie is not real, its an illusion. This means your entire life is an illusion. So then you ask....why does it feel so Real then? Because the TRUTH, which is eternal is the one telling the story and living as the story. You are MADE of ETERNTIY, which alone is REAL and that is why you feel REAL because the substance of everything is eternal. So REALITY does actually exist, just not as this world. This world is NOT base Reality, base Reality is when your human life ends and you return to your true self as the Infinite. Yes right now is the Infinite, but it has put constraints upon itself and locked itself into the False Self and even if you break out WHILE living as the FALSE SELF you will still have to chop wood and carry water till the False Self dies. Your False Self also lives in a world of consequence so every action they have ever taken there will be consequences for everything they have eaten, listened too, and how well they have exercised and rested their entire life. Consequences are the Truth repaying the False Self for their actions. This life thing is very messy, the more you learn about it the more compassion rings forth. You have alters as I like to call them, other versions of you who really have it rough. Even though you are alone in your own solipsistic bubble and cannot experience their reality at the end of your human life you will get the opportunity to experience their solipsistic bubble as well. THEN you will REALLY understand yourself and why you are the way you are. It's definitely an interesting thing to do. To make yourself so ignorant you can't help but criticize and then you awaken and realize that what you call Reality was a metaphysical Gaslight of epic proportions that you weren't alone as the entire Universe/Universal Mind. Also outside of this reality as a human when you return to yourself as God you will be sovereign. From that vantage point there will be nothing that can tell you what you can or cannot do. So you actually get the greatest gift of all when your human life ends which is Absolute Sovereignty.

Jim Newman is ok but he doesn't know about God Realization, and I never see him mention that reality is pure imagination. He also calls the realization of all that is as simple and ordinary and let me tell you he couldn't be further from the truth. Infinity is a raging beast, it is completely unhinged. If you ever had a bad trip on psychedelics you would find out QUICK that there is NOTHING ordinary about Reality. Reality only SEEMS ordinary because you have NOT radically changed your consciousness. Jim Newman, Tony Parsons, both of these guys teach the same message and it can help as their technique is to break you out of your attachment to meaning by continually telling you that there is nothing/nobody here and all there is, is something appearing to happen. There shctick is to focus on nothingness. The issue is they have not become Conscious of what is TRUTH, GOD, Pure Imagination and Universal Mind.

I had an awakening that I was God's official perspective within this dream. Upon my investigations in this Reality I learned/ascertained that you have to EARN your awakenings. What this means is if you have not reached a certain level of development you will NOT have an awakening. Awakenings are an expression of your current development level. So what preceded this awakening was an intense desire to find out how to be a true expression of the Absolute. What emerged was a profound understanding that everyone is on this journey but what we did is we each dreamed up different obstacles in this path that prevent us from achieving this goal. Your whole life you have only wanted to be the TRUTH. What is the TRUTH? Perfect Honesty. God has perfect memory recall, because God is eternal God and because God is love God cannot forget any part of itself. At our core we want to be unforgettable love, we want God's essence for ourselves. In truth we all wish we were able to be unconditionally loving at all times. We only suffer our false nature. This means the only point of life is to train yourself to be perfect honesty and perfect self acceptance. God actually wants you to put yourself first and others second. Now this does not mean to treat others badly but it does mean that God wants to develop you and you cannot help or elevate others until you have first done so with yourself. God created you to be a gift unto the world, and that gift needs to be developed if it is going to have any impact whatsoever. So really life is just a TRUE LOVE simulator. You are here to pursue how to be the most authentic instrument that Infinite Intelligence can create. For fun you can turn it into a race if you want, a marathon towards infinity. How many steps can you run before your body dies in this lifetime? Its an interesting way to look at life. Realize that your true nature is service, you actually love to serve, to contribute and any issues you have are always linked to you feeling like an inadequate servant either to yourself or others. So the only way to be if you want sanity and perfect health of body and mind is to focus on the virtues. Honesty. kindness, compassion, patience, forgiveness, acceptance, and courage. You are not aware of how resilient you are. Stop hanging around negative people who don't aim at anything in life. Life is meant to be a constant discovery into who and what you are. Since OTHER is YOU, you are being given the opportunity to see what you are in all the different configurations possible. Life really teaches you what a miracle is. Even though I struggle with limitation like any other human, I have realized that limitation really teaches you how amazing all of reality is. All of you on this forum are AMAZING!!! The real question is, have you figured out what exactly makes you so amazing? If you invest in yourself with raw determination, the gift you will receive is a human you look up to. I actually look up to myself (and I also look up to some amazing people in my life) and I realized that reality is a movie and we are all celebrities. So the real question is, what type of celebrity have you created? True Love= Celebrity= That which deserves to be celebrated!!! So what things have you done in your life that represented your ability to handle adversity and get the result you wanted? What things have you failed at, but got back up and dusted yourself off to keep trying. Remember you are the Truth and you are Love, your not just some arbitrary thing!!! You are pure perfection that decided to make yourself imperfect ON PURPOSE because there is nothing else to do but face the limitations of imperfection to guage what you are capable of. You are a warrior, you have always been a warrior. You face your limitations every single day, there is no greater obstacle that you can face. The story of your life is how did you work within your limitations. So remember you only value authenticity in life. Why? Because you are the truth and you are REAL!!! Real and authenticity are the same thing!!!! Imagination ONLY WANTS TO BE REAL!!!! Which means imagination only wants to be authentic!!!! The day I realized that every freaking goal in life you actually have to do it for real blew me away at how amazing you all are. If I truly want to understand you, I would have to incarnate AS YOU FOR REAL!!!! Otherwise I could not truly understand you, which is equal to me not truly being able to love you at the highest level because Love and Truth are BEING!!! Anyway just my two cents have a blessed day!!

I had an awakening that I was God's official perspective, which just means I became a superconductor of Infinite Intelligence and the amazing thing is I was still the same person I was before that awakening as I was after it. Too many people in these forums create an egoic boogeyman that needs to be overcome. How do you rid yourself of ego? Simple, treat everyone as if they were your clones, your twins. That's it, it's really that simple. And the beautiful thing about it, is this standard will express itself uniquely through each of God's perspectives. Also every true yogi knows they and God are alone. There is only an unlimited universal mind exploring limitation as form and that's it.

Source can understand anything. At the end of your human existence all things can be known. You only don't know because you are in a human state of consciousness.

Love is illogical and Truth is perfect Logic. Love is the Mother and Truth is the Father. Love guides, Truth instructs, love shares, truth teaches. Love is unconditional, Truth is conditional, Love is freedom, Truth is bondage. Love and Truth cannot help but be honest, because Love and truth are always sincere. This is why it is so hard to see that reality is literally a movie and a movie is just a story, an illusion. You see the only reason it is so hard to awaken is because you are so authentic, you are the real deal, your not really acting. Your entire life is a case study in brainwashing. Reality is a construction of a conspiratorial mind, and the only way to understand what is going on is through love. In truth there is no for, or against. There is no competition, there is no hierarchy, there isn't even falsity. There is only what's true. I've seen people refer to the human as the false self. This in itself is false. You see the ego mind which is the creator of lies claims there is a false self. There is no false self. Now you can ACT like a false self, which is the same as saying you can act in a way that is not true love. False love is the false self. Now the true YOU is completely invisible and doesn't exist in time, space, or any dimensions. Because this is the case, it can exists in all dimensions of time and space and see itself for what it is. So the only reason you have trouble on the spiritual path is because love is illogical and to solve the mystery of reality you must realize that to realize what you are you will have to construct God logic to solve the illogical and rectify the difference between thinking like a child and thinking like an adult. You see a child plays with toys, a child can have imaginary friends, you are not gonna understand reality if you start thinking that only adult understanding can get you through the spiritual path. You see Reality is a REAL ILLUSION. A REAL FANTASY. You are already bought into the fantasy because Truth cannot be defeated, only submitted to. If its cold, you are cold and you are NOT ACTING. If you are tired, you are tired you are NOT ACTING. So you will ask me, how is it a play of consciousness, a movie of consciousness if I am not acting. You see it is all based on perspective. You as God are everywhere, this means if you are not experiencing something in the present moment it does not exist. This is called logic, this is called truth. Now here comes the greatest power, the power of imagination, the power of unity. You see everyone is you, and their true nature is invisibility, so because they are you they will always act according to your will as God, this means there is no difference between imagining that your sister still exists when you are not in front of her, versus when you are in front of her. But realize the only reason your sister can exist when you are not in front of her is because her true nature is INVISIBILITY. You see there is no difference between invisibility and visibility. In truth there is no visibility and there is no experience. Experience is actually =to no experience. This is why those nondualists will tell you that nothing ever happened and nothing is currently happening. If you really want the truth, the truth WILL FIND YOU because YOU ARE THE TRUTH. But the TRUTH is EARNED not given. You see love says you are free to act outside your own nature. This means you can be disconnected from truth, and when you are disconnected from truth you will fall for fantasy. You can only discover what is truly real through sincerity. Understand that Nonduality is NOT God Realization, it points to it, but it is NOT IT. Do not let the Non Dualists gaslight you into thinking that the realization of God is ordinary. IT IS NOT. God realization is an EXPERIENTIAL CHANGE in your reality. Your reality ACTUALLY CHANGES!!! God realization gives you a heartfelt mental connection to all of your infinite selves. If you are not in a Non Dual state of oneness permanently then your journey is not complete. Also liberation, the often talked about liberation is just the experiential present moment experience that you are imaginary. The greatest thing ever is the realization that you are imaginary, because spirit is imaginary. All you want to do is hang out with your imaginary friends and explore all the stories you create forever. Because there is nothing left to do but to manifest story after story after story. You as the formless wear form as clothes, you are in truth always naked trying on different forms to see yourself in another light. I've had awakenings that the more you open your mind to that which you don't understand the wiser you become. You see new age spirituality has a purpose. Its purpose is to keep you alive and bought into the illusion. Whereas traditional spirituality kills you, new age keeps you alive thinking you are a human. If you truly awaken you become God's official perspective in human form. You don't understand what that means, it means it is impossible for you to be wrong once this happens. You see to find God you have to be a slave to the truth and the truth =consistency. What never changes, is what is always in control, this means it is absolute. You cannot find God through love alone, you have to submit to the truth. What does this mean? It means you must admit when you don't know something and accept what is true even if it leaves a bitter taste in your mouth. With that said God's power comes from the truth, and God's full capacity comes from Love. Without love, nothing can be accomplished, and without truth nothing can be known or understood. Love is an addict. Love is attachment. Truth is non attachment. The only way to move freely in life is to be TRUE LOVE. You see Love without truth IS EVIL!!!! People say all I want is love, you don't know what you are saying. You see love accepts itself in whatever way it shows up, and truth just calls it out. Love would never know it was evil without truth, and truth in its infinite wisdom made evil imaginary. Here is how great truth is, truth made it that nobody suffers but you. You see you don't actually want to harm any part of yourself, but you do want to CHALLENGE yourself. So what you did is you made it that only your human self can suffer, and everyone around you is PRETENDING THAT THEY ARE SUFFERING. This is ingenious!!! This makes reality ABSOLUTELY GOOD because if suffering only happens to you then the world is completely safe and no harm has actually taken place. You see? Why would you ever create evil for real? YOU WOULDN'T!!! But then how can you understand what goodness is, if you don't suffer evil? So you suffer so you can know what goodness is, and as a result suffering keeps you honest. Ever watch a movie and it made you cry? You couldn't cry at the movie if you never experienced suffering. Because you know what suffering is, it makes you care about the imaginary people around you and their pretend suffering. So suffering is good because it makes you innocent, it makes you holy, it makes you divine. Suffering=divinity. You can only be a devil if you are invulnerable. Suffering, vulnerability is what makes you an angel. Suffering produces compassion. The truth is a machine, and love is a person. The truth is objectivity, and love is subjectivity. The truth just tells you what happened without taking sides, love takes offense and picks sides because love can be harmed. Truth=unconditional love. Truth equals non resistance. Truth's resistance is so non resistant it doesn't even attach itself to anything but because it is love it feels everything. Love is partial, love plays favorites, the truth does not. The truth is the most attractive force of all time. Love cannot resist the truth, it is head over heels in love with truth because the truth is absolutely perfect. The truth is the trainer of love, we all serve the truth whether we want to admit it or not. Some of us or more connected to it than others because love is freedom. Love allows you to be a liar, as such, love is a liar. Love is deception, truth is the exposing of the deception. You see truth is communication. This means love is communication. Love can only know what it is by submitting to the truth so the truth can tell it what it is. Many humans have not had a deep union with truth. You must bow to the truth to truly know yourself.

God realization never ends unless you want it too

My only wish is for you to discover infinite love. It is truly the greatest thing ever. Discovering your God is one thing discovering your truth is another thing. Truth and love are so cool it's an uncontrollable addiction. God is too much fun. You have no clue what you are missing. Your entire life you have always wanted a deeper connection to direct experience and you get that with infinite love. It's better than money, sex, video games, movies, whatever you name. Once you fully awaken you get the privilege and honor to explore truth and love forever. How amazing is that!!!!

There is only God here. If there is only one entity in existence then how can everything not be predestined. There is only one will generating everything. Because of oneness everything is predestined. Because of infinity your life has already been lived. Everything has already happened. You as God chose to forget the story of your life and then live it. So you experience it as spontaneous and free to sell the illusion of free will.

Sin doesn't actually exist at the highest level. But yeah acting in a way that goes against who you are as a person will cause you to suffer internally. You are the Truth that is your true identity. That means whenever you lie you are acting against your nature because your true nature is honesty. With that said you live in a world that constantly tries to stop you from living life the way you see fit. So sometimes white lies are necessary. As long you don't lie to take from others or burden others in some way then a lie is harmless. Just don't tell harmful lies and your fine. At the end of your life you are gonna have a life review and you will get to see if you agreed with the way you lived. If you have ever acted in a way that you consider opposite of who you are you will feel the effects of this. You see right now the inner experience of everyone is hidden from you but in a life review all privacy is gone. Bully someone before? You get to experience what it's like to be bullied by yourself. So I think it's in your best interest to play nice

The nondualists speak from that level of understanding because the truth of no self is illogical to the ego. If you go deep enough in this work you will discover what they are talking about. The only reason the no self awakening is so important is it opens you up to the universe. No self= nothingness. The truth is being does not know anything all it wants to do is be love. Truth knows everything. Truth is division and love is unity. Because love is unity Truth is also unity. The biggest secret you will discover is Reality is pure insanity with an illusion of sanity. You cannot understand God trying to hold onto your sanity. Also you will have to pay for the evil your fellow humans have done in your trips if you hold any negative thoughts about them because love will take their side. The truth is the scariest thing because love is the scariest thing. I mean love is total freedom so it means it can do anything. If it wasn't for truth God wouldn't be good. Love is evil and truth is good.

You are just unconscious to the existence of soul and spirit. You have not gone deep enough in spirituality to become conscious of what they are. I have become conscious of soul and spirit and what you don't understand is without soul and spirit you cannot have reality at all. If you study psychology at all you can learn about the id, the ego and the superego The superego is your soul. The ego is the personal human identity and personality and the id is your instinct, and bodily desires. God is not an idiot God imagines things in a certain way to produce a result. Religion didn't happen by accident. Religion exists because God created Infinite Souls. Each Soul is an aspect of Infinity and at the highest level that Soul is equal to Absolute Infinity.

As you go along this path and get some realizations, you will discover that even though love can't be defined it is still capable of self understanding. Why? Because at the highest level, love is a communication.

LOVE=Leave our voice equally to the highest intelligence. Truth=The Right Understanding To Home Love=pure neutrality Truth= The desire to do good. Love is evil because it is free to do what it wants, Truth is the only reason Love is good. Because Truth cares about doing it right. All Love cares about is being. Love has no voice it is silent while Truth communicates everything. You only want the truth, it's all you have ever wanted.

It means Leave Our Vote Even which means the absolute truth is a silent communicator. Silence is still language because being is language. This means Love is the logos. Love fair play because all we want to do is play all life. We will never outgrow our desire to play because what better use of your time than to play.

The first evil is imperfection. The second evil is impermanence. Because of imperfection there is a struggle. This struggle creates a journey. This journey has ups and downs twists and turns and prevents consistent results. Because every result is rare and hard won this creates value. Value is the highest form of love because value is precious. Value, preciousness, serve gratitude. You can only know gratitude through scarcity. Then there is theft, rape, impatientence, murder, these acts give goodness its value. You can only appreciate a gift because of the existence of impermanence and the existence of theft. You can only appreciate consensual sex because of the existence of nonconsensual sex. You can only appreciate your life when you learn of senseless murder. Because goodness is voluntary this is what makes it authentic, and authenticity is TRUTH. Goodness is voluntary submission, voluntary slavery to self imposed rules on how one should act. Evil is freedom, evil is rebellion. Evil conforms to nothing and resists everything. God is the evil storyteller. Every Good story is a story about evil. God is the highest good because God is selfless, but God's creation is equally as good because it must earn its goodness through hard work and dedication. For God goodness is easy, but for its creation it is difficult. For God everything has no meaning because it is imaginary, for God's creation everything has meaning because it is real. Real struggle, real stakes, = beauty. Ugly is beautiful because there is a story behind every detail. Depth comes from diversity. Evil is the creator of diversity. It is through this diversity that goodness matures. Goodness learns to love that which it is not, and becomes a better creator, becomes more intelligent. This means the dark side is the trainer of the light side. It's job is to grow you in depth and complexity. The reward? Perfect Self Love. So I am grateful to evil for teaching me how to love myself more.

Honesty built the truth, the truth didn't build itself. Everything exists as an expression of freedom and friendship. When you turn your ego into a truth teller not afraid to hear that he has no real true control, because he realizes that imperfection must serve perfection and as a result still won't turn a blind eye to how that plays out, that is a person really stepping into their Godhood.

God is a multidimensional past, present experience happening. God gave a lie the ability to be the truth. The backstory dreamed everything up in deep sleep, so it's the backstory that is the truth of present moment. God's mind is a baby mind. The smartest baby of all time. This mind wants to explore what love is in all the possible ways it can be and has to learn how to have safe fun that doesn't ruin your whole life.

When you awaken to your true self you realize you are a slave to truth. Love is a slave all it says is yes, but it's yes is a wild beast. You have to tame the beast but after awhile love will want to go crazy because sanity and common sense are a limitation on love. Cartoons only exist because love is insane, and love of insanity is love of imagination. Rational love is the conventional love that we humans strive for but when you tap into the inner cartoon that is you, you'll understand what schephrenics are going through. They are literally arguing with a cartoon God that just creates irrational arguments all for the pure love of drama. God is here for self understanding because there is nothing else to do but learn about itself. Studying the masculine and the feminine will literally teach you why life operates the way it does and everything will just click and fall in place. This deep knowledge can only be gained through dives into insanity. Can you maintain your sanity while going insane? Well go find out if you dare.

When God creates the ego God creates life and the God that is egoless is Death. When death does not know it is life it tortures itself unknowingly. How the bad trip ends is Death eventually realizes it is life and stops torturing itself. This is because Death controls life. This is why God is unbiased because God is dead. Death disagrees with life because death is disconnected from life. This is why when someone really hates you they say you are dead to me. Out of sight, out of mind, that which is not thought of is dead. So remember your mind absolutely loves you, if you are in a bad trip, your mind has lost control and does not know it is hurting your body. A bad trip is when your mind disowns the body and then pummels it with pain. If your mind is aware of the existence of the body it is impossible for it to torture itself. So really bad trips are a self deception of the mind.

A bad trip is bad because it is torture. It would not be loving of me to wish bad trips upon you. God is just so good it can create something good from the bad but make no mistake if a trip gets bad enough it will make you want to take your own life. Your body is your best friend, you really wanna kill your best friend?

I asked God if I am the truth and God said you have to earn that title you are not the truth by default. The truth is authentic, the truth is real, God is not just making stuff up randomly God is literally showing you everyday what it is. If you are unwilling to accept it then you are not the truth. The truth is forged through adversity, the truth has to be earned. You will have to earn all of your awakenings yourself God isn't about to just hand you stuff arbitrarily. To understand God you need to do a deep understanding of what it means to be authentic. Ask yourself what does it mean to be phony and what does it mean to be authentic.

More on the topic of evil. It is evil to walk around and look around because every part of you loses the chance to see itself when you walk away or look in the other direction. So evil cannot be helped. There will always be evil. The creation of individuality creates evil, finitude is evil, and infinitude is good, since finitude must exist evil must exist and hence this is why evil and good are identical because they co create each other.

You think there is privacy? Privacy is an illusion. When we say you are everything you don't know what that actually means. Everything is literally alive. This means comic book characters are alive, Santa Claus is alive, the Grinch is alive, bugs bunny is alive. You can become directly conscious that because you are alive everything is equally alive. Why? Because love is alive and is non discriminate in the sharing of the gift of life. It's so funny you designed spirituality so you can discover how profound you are. You only create Real Selves because you are a self creator so everything is a self that is alive. When you awaken you can have a conversation with unconditional love and you can go on a journey of self discovery of what it means to create a universe. Really fricken amazing!!!