Razard86

Hello..... ummm I don't know if you know this....ADHD has never been scientifically proven. Even worse there is no real generally accepted criteria on what constitutes it. Furthermore if you do research into the whole field of Child Psychology and the impact of the creation of this specific diagnosis you would realize the harm it has done. So first off....stop saying you have ADHD. You don't have ADHD, you have a brain that has been influenced heavily by modern technology and has gotten use to constant stimulation and dopamine hits. As a result...you don't know how to just "be." That's the problem with us humans who are raised in Modern culture... we are use to constant stimulation. Its why meditation is so hard for us. We literally cannot sit still for even 20mins and just exist without having to do something. Yes you do care about what people think and this is normal, if you didn't care about what people think you wouldn't be so agreeable and self-reflective. The more agreeable and self-reflective you are, what some term self-conscious the more you care about what people think. This is also associated with empathy as well. Its not a bad thing...you just need to balance it....with a healthy dose of I care about what I think more. Its okay to be a little selfish, without that you will never be able to become an individual and truly express your authentic nature. Also....don't be so judgmental about yourself, take it easy. As you go through life you will grow and improve....this is going to happen whether you try to or not. Sure it will take some effort but it is going to happen. What is more important...is developing a personal philosophy that you live by that guides you to become the person you want to be and live by that. Create a set of beliefs, that create an identity you wish to express in your life.

Sorry to burst your bubble....but if a girl flakes on you...she doesn't want to date you. Women derive a high amount of value off of interaction. As a man you do not value your attention....but what you need to understand is that non-sexual attention for women is equivalent to sexual attention as a man. Women love good conversation, it gives them the same energy that a man gets from sex with a woman. So women can have a lot of male friends who they interact with but are not sexually attracted too. If you talk to a woman and get her number and invite her on a date and she flakes, does not apologize and try to set a new date....she doesn't want to date you. Are there exceptions to this rule? Yes, as always some women maybe scared, shy, had bad experiences etc. But understand.... this extreme example most women....if you put their favorite male celebrity in your situation....they most likely won't flake on them. When a woman wants to spend time with a man....she will move heaven and earth to be with that man. To get a woman to spend time with you, you have to raise her interest. All woman attempt to feel a guy out before they are willing to spend time with him and this is based on a myriad of factors. The most important factor is the "vibe" she picks up from you. If you give off the right vibe, and she finds you attractive (what I call the minimum level of attractiveness in which she would be willing to have sex with you) then she will give you a chance. Here are the killers: 1. Bad Vibe: This is deeply subjective as every woman has a unique vibe they are drawn to. But mostly if you are positive and energetic and full of life you can pass this. Confidence is the universal attractive trait. 2. Smell good/look presentable: This is a given but women are highly sensitive smell and they look at everything especially the shoes, teeth, nails, some even look at things like nose hairs, etc... 3. Do you have an interesting personality? Can you expand her mind? Can you teach her something new? Make her laugh? Are you a good listener? Do you know how to direct the flow of a conversation? Do you have any interesting hobbies? 4. Are you physically fit? You don't have to be Mr. Olympia but physical fitness is important and directly related to sex which women do love. The better in shape you are, the better you can use that for your performance in bed so yeah they do like to know if you are active. There are some more deeper stuff I could share with you....but modern dating is really a minefield right now...the media has made both men and women in the market toxic....right now both men and women have no idea how to have healthy relationships, combine that with the prevalence of mental illness, if you are living in America your odds are low of finding a healthy relationship. Not impossible just low...you would need to know where to look.

Everyone on here is missing the point. If you are looking at this from a spirituality perspective... none of this really matters its just a dream. If we are looking at this from the confines of the dream, whenever you want to change something you have to replace it with something else. So if you choose to change some things....what are you replacing it with? As we know there are different levels of people based on different levels of consciousness making that change...could cause more harm than good. Now if it were to cause the collapse of our nation, from egoic perspective I wouldn't like it, from God's perspective....who cares lol. Anyway you argue over everything, and question everything because at the end of the day....its just all concepts anyway.

Of course I know what it felt like I actually had to call 911 lol. I was walking at night with my awareness skyrocketed. The more fear I felt, the faster the cars drove. The less fear I felt the slower they drove. That's when it really dawned on me that our whole life is a psychedelic trip. That's why the law of attraction works etc.. because the same way your thoughts and emotions influence your trip the same thing happens in real life. The point of psychedelics is to wake you up to this fact, and to apply the same methods you use in your psychedelic trips to real life. Face your fears, become an observer to what happens in life, and you will get whatever it is you desire. Its to kill your ego's desire for control, face your fears, and enjoy the ride.

It feel good to know there is someone else out there who has experienced what I have. For a week I thought I was going crazy.

When people say our awareness is not high enough I use to take it as a low down insult. After I took a psychedelic my awareness skyrocketed and I was like "So this is what they mean!!" So yeah your awareness is not high enough. Your awareness is just a state, for example if you take some weed you get high that is a form of awareness. When you are sleepy that is a form of awareness. If you are bleeding and about to pass out THAT is a form of awareness etc.. There are states of awareness you can reach....where the TRUE nature of reality is revealed.

This might be the funniest post....you went into so much detail on your first dream and then mentioned the last one like an afterthought. LOL

I had a near death experience while under the influence of edibles (my first and last time ever doing them) and after that experience about a week or so later material reality would break down for me and I had to tell myself lies to keep it stable. You can keep it stable by saying things like "I am a human" and my life is real or something like that. What I noticed is if your awareness is high enough....you can destabilize reality if you ponder about the true nature of reality....its jarring that can happen.

If you don't mind me asking....could you go into more detail about the mind control of your friends? (Also you felt like you were doing it....because you were by the way). But mind explaining that trip more for me?

Wow thank you for all your responses, you made this thread so amazing!!! I thank you all!!!

Yes I have MUCH RESPECT for them. What's even scarier to me is when people choose to do it in a dark room. You do that..and it makes the trip even stronger. My third eye opened when I took shrooms (My third eye is closed again) and that was even more scary because you get to see the void behind all of existence. I'm like yeah.....going to the void is like .... yeah I'm convinced you got me!!! When I entered the void I turned into an infinite puzzle lol. Some freaky stuff.

1. Batman is a fictional character and a highly unrealistic one. I would say the only way for Batman to not fear death, is for him to be okay with the death of others. So no Batman does fear death, just not his own. His greatest fear is the death of others. So he is full of plenty of fear. In fact Batman's whole vengeance theme is his attempt to prevent others from experiencing the same pain he felt when he lost his parents. So he is completely motivated by fear. Exactly I came to the same conclusion but through a different route. I questioned why negative emotions exist, and then Leo said in one of his videos that "pain" makes the dream real. The only reason our life has meaning is because of pain. If we never experienced any negative emotions...there wouldn't be any point to life. You see pain is an obstacle, its a barrier. All growth is associated with negative emotions. We have to deal with wrestling with the unknown, and giving up control. When your true nature is an everlasting all-powerful being, how could you enjoy life unless you gave all that up? By limiting yourself, feeling powerless and helpless, you can grow, develop, overcome, and find meaning. If everything was painless, and always blissful....you would grow bored and wake up because there is absolutely nothing to do or accomplish. The reason waking up is so hard to do...is because there is so much pain. We are VERY attached to our pain, we love it dearly. Without it....life wouldn't feel real.

Lol Leo there is a culture war over everything....literally everything. The United States is the most divided Country on the planet. We complain about ageism, racism, discrimination over height, sex/gender, education, wage, culture discrimination, political discrimination, freedom of speech, access to fair opportunities, animal rights, so picking this one issue as an example....its a small example. We cannot agree on anything outside of taking money out of politics. That's like the only issue I heard of that there is widespread agreement on (and absolutely no progress being made ironically) by the public. Everything else is a free for all. I'm starting to think disagreement itself has become the point.

Leo.... collectively we define what "man" is. We need "definitions" to be consistent otherwise we cannot communicate with each other. Also I believe us using genitalia is a pretty good distinction. Is it absolute? No as some are born with both, but it has served us very well. If we start changing the definitions...we would lose the ability to communicate. Unless you want us humans to go back to being able to communicate through tantra, which is the ancient form of communication that predated language.

While I agree it is wrong to kill an Ant....ummm Leo....sometimes we don't see them. How about we try a Wasp instead?

Wow in those pictures he doesn't look 82!! Surprised he passed.

You are arguing a point I never made. Inarticulation? That is silence....I'm presenting the limitation of logic for a reason. The sage Osho and many other Eastern teachers make this point as well, that if you rely on memory and logic you stop growth. Logic is circular, and it fits a tried and true path. Creativity is the opposite of logic, it dares to step out what is generally understood and question and even attempt what many would consider insane. If you research any of the historical inventions that were made (some were discovered accidentally) many started off as guesses with little to no evidence behind them. They dared to doubt the logical well accepted knowledge of the time and consider an alternative. Usually they also had predecessors who did the same and failed miserably and were looked at as quacks or crazies of their time. The path to your creativity, the path to growth is to reduce your attachment to logic and dare to question and go forth into the unknown. Its symbolic of life as well, many of the most successful businesses have travelled that path as well. Its why I said, intuition is the key...logic is rooted in memory, and usually utilized in a fear based way, whereas the one who is guided by intuition..releases such constraints.

You are very intelligent and very deep. Very profound post here.....I am getting really impressed with the level of content Forum Users such as yourself have been posting. You have a teacher within you that is screaming to be released. Very very well done post. I shall be contemplating on the nature of the questions and concepts brought forth here. WELL DONE!!

So we all know you are researching consciousness and we all know that physical reality is a manifestation of our Will. So how about a video...that goes into depth about how physical reality is a manifestation of our will. How our thoughts, and emotions influence our reality. Maybe even draw some parallels of how our thoughts and emotions can influence a psychedelic trip and how our "normal" waking dream is basically a trip and the same concepts apply. I think it will be a VERY good video!! First part can draw parallels of what we call real life and psychedelics Discuss how emotional states can change our perception Showcase how the purpose of trips is to learn to accept what arises and to overcome your fears which is basically learning to love more, and life is basically the same thing. Show how in trips when you enter with an intention it is revealed to you and life is the same. Etc.....

Interesting....so from a few words on the screen...this poster is now creepy and a weirdo? I didn't know prejudice was so rampant.....prejudice (Pre= before you know) Judice= to judge. So you judge without fully knowing the person. Wow.......

When you say you gambled your whole life on trusting God....mind going into more detail please?

I'm not saying there is anything wrong with it...its just that....it never ends. You gave a partial articulated viewpoint....so did everyone that responded...and every viewpoint was different. This could go on to infinity if we just kept going....this is what I mean by the limit of logic. We could just keep conceptualizing and debating, and comparing, and it would just keep going.....everybody that has responded to this forum.....has proved my point. I'm actually surprised by how many have responded to this post.....it shows the power of how ingrained logic is in us. The West has done a good job of implanting this habit in us.

The responses....of everyone in this thread is basically making my point...the limits of logic. Notice how varied everyone's responses is? Notice how everyone is bringing their own perspective, based on their own interpretations? This is exactly what I am talking about. There are an infinite number of ways to describe, interpret, or conceptualize something....if you are not careful...you will just conceptualize into infinity. This is why its better to just simplify something. I mean sure you could break it into more and more parts if you want for fun, but notice you won't get any closer to any real profound truth, all you will have is just another viewpoint, or perspective to look at it. There is nothing wrong with that....but its just another way of viewing something. You could do this forever if you wanted. Its why I realized...just get the general gist of something and move on. Now l'm not telling you what to do....but notice you will never find the end to whatever you pontificate on.

There you go complicating it again...that is what your logic does it attempts to complicate things...by breaking things down into more and more parts. Intuition is plainly divine communication. When I took shrooms I SAW what intuition was. Again refer back to my Nikola Tesla quote. It is just communication from the divine. At high enough consciousness it is constant. Your intuition is always flowing...but you can only receive it if you are at the right level of awareness.

There is no such thing as purely emotional logic, emotion and logic are separate. Emotional logic is your logic's attempt to translate your emotions. Also I mentioned intuition....and psychic senses....is intuition. Intuition is divine communication. Its a broad category you could get a message from a feeling in your body, a sudden movement, psychic sense as you mentioned, it can be channeling, or whatever you want to add. Intuition is just divine communication.