Razard86

The moment BEFORE the ego death was the scariest day of my entire life. I felt like I was about to explode into a million pieces....THEN I DID. When it happened...I was like...oh I'm still here...oh yeah that's right I can't die cause I am not my body. It happened on edibles and I think it was reacting with the residue from the 5 grams of Mushrooms I had taken about 19 to 20 hours earlier. Anyway I couldn't resist that one I tried and it just happened but afterward it wasn't so bad. As long as you realize that what your true identity is....is just awareness, infinite awareness. You will be fine...because nothing can harm you. But I won't lie the moment BEFORE...lol you feel like a cartoon character about to be erased by a pencil eraser. Cause you think your the character....but you aren't. So yeah you can't prepare for ego death, either you are afraid to face your illusionary mortality or not. You think you can handle it...until it happens because nothing in life compares to it. There is no reference experience you can allude to. Even Kundalini Awakenings do the same thing. Anyway the key to not losing your sanity is to have certain grounded knowledge...and lock your door and put your keys some where you can't reach it, or have a trip sitter. 1. Even if everything is a dream....YOU WILL RETURN. So there are consequences for doing crazy things while in a trip. 2. Even though you are God....you have placed yourself here until you desire to leave. 3. God loves Fear, and even the human version of you does too. 4. If you aren't searching for ego death you probably won't experience it. But if you are looking for Absolute Truth from the depths of your being it will show itself......are you ready for the scariest thing ever? THE REAL YOU?

Its not relative phenomenon its literally everything that I went through. Making excuses for others infantilizes them. You should show compassion but never tell the person that they aren't in control, they always are at all times. You just let them know its normal to be afraid and that doesn't make them weak because fear is a normal response to something foreign or unknown. My first experience with a psychedelic scared the crap out of me. But I remained calm and controlled my breathing. I was actually able to change the direction of the trip through breath control and staying calm and I never had any formal training in breath control. So this isn't no absolute anything, I literally went through it. The reason he freaked out is how he would respond in an emergency situation which means he has trouble remaining calm when things are going crazy around him. Its a normal response but definitely NOT something he is unable to transcend. He can, he just has to find a way to calm and center himself. For me controlling my breathing works for me.

An issue I have noticed that Modern Humans have is there attachment to beliefs and education. What I find most interesting is Ancient Spiritual Concepts are being learned by some of the most successful people and they are learning that through success the concept of No Self, No Control, is the key to getting results. They are learning one of the key principles of Reality Being a Mirror. Everything is Perspective, Attachment, and Focus/Attention. Leo said in one of his videos that the best advice is usually counter-intuitive. This is because the more you study aspects of life this will constantly be revealed to you. You can actually discover quite easily how much personal experience someone has with something based on their lack of core principles of counter-intuitiveness in their understand of life. Couple aspects. 1. What you chase will run from you. To get what you want you need to focus on it, but also be okay without it. This works in every relationship. So you set an intention on something. Then release any expectation of getting it. When I say release I mean do not become to attached to getting it. Otherwise doubt creeps in. The moment you identify with something, you also simultaneously fear its opposite. So if I identify with success I will immediately also identify with failure. So now I will engage in the dualistic struggle of Success over Failure. 2. You create every conflict, and all conflict masks your ability to see clearly. A conflicted mind is a distracted mind, and a distracted mind is an unproductive mind. What is the solution? Identify with nothing, which makes you identify also with the opposite which is everything. Since you equally identify with everything, you cannot favor anything over another. Since you identify with nothing, you don't fear losing everything. Once you can adopt this mindset your mind becomes clear. There is no longer conflict. Now since there is no conflict....your ability to perceive the present moment is finally clear. Your ability to focus is also clear. 3. Now that you can see clearly, focus clearly, and are detached from outcome. You can achieve whatever you choose. Your entire life is just a reflection of what is inside. A conflicted mind gets conflicted results. A peaceful mind gets peaceful results. Do you want your life to be rough and painful? Or do you want it to flow? The choice is yours....

Yep because God is a narcissist. LOL.

You are very blessed to have seen it since 7. Nice!!!

True....but I intuitively feel this isn't the case but it is certainly a valid possibility as well. I would still suggest a woman figure out her feelings before allowing a man she knows likes her to believe he has a shot with her wanting to be with him romantically. Men and women can only be friends if both do not find each other attractive. If one finds the other attractive it can lead to a host of issues and pain. In most cases Men and women cannot be friends. In some cases it is no problem and depends on the maturity level of both parties involved.

More good advice. You guys are on a roll!!

Yeah I agree, you need to be able to apply the desire in a repeatable organized fashion. Can't argue with that. Basically like a work out fitness plan. Or what is called iteration.

Best video I ever seen on what work ethic is. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-_qOh5tKrI&t=4s

Mental Illness is conditioning nothing more. Outside of actual brain disorders which obviously are an issue majority of mental disorders are conditioning which is just lies your society tells you to make you feel like something is wrong. Perfect examples are ADHD, there is way too much information that this is not a real condition but a natural process seen in young boys. Then you have people who suffer with issues later on with attention, this is due to overstimulation from technology. I could go on and on. They create new mental or personality disorders almost every decade and they also reclassify old ones with what they call continuing education. Its all illusion. Not with that said I do have empathy for those who suffer these conditions but I take more issue with society increasingly creating these condition. Mental illness is creation of modern society, an issue primitive cultures don't have problems with. Note: Don't try to say well primitive cultures had these issues it just wasn't understood. Current psychologists have traveled and studied primitive cultures and have found these issues mostly non-existent. As I always say, environment produces results...and when I say environment I mean the internal environment. Go watch Leo's video on Ketamine. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EokHiVt0KeU&t=84s Back in April when I went through a Kundalini Awakening I experienced visions and because they frightened me I called 911 and got myself admitted. I was diagnosed as experiencing psychosis. I overcame my "psychosis" by accepting the visions. So psychosis isn't a disorder, it is just resistance to what you are experiencing. Afterward I would experience some what is called "Hallucinogen persisting perception disorder (HPPD)" I overcame that as well by again accepting what is. HPPD is caused by fear, deep-rooted fear. Once you choose to accept what is... IT STOPS. The moment I did it, it stopped and the problem never came back....because all problems are just resistance. So what I realize through all of this is, is all we do is reinforce people's resistance and teach them to be victims. We medicate them, and keep telling them they are victims and they will never be able to overcome any of their fears. All this was from my direct experience.

Nah I've channeled before, that energy rush of infinite love can be overwhelming. I plan to gradually over time get myself used to it. The only thing that blocks us from any of these experiences is identification and thought. If you cease all of this completely it will happen naturally.

I'll ask you a question. With a country like the U.S. that has mandatory education...do you really see it benefiting us? I'm not saying education is bad, but how do you educate? Do you promote creativity and divergent thinking? Or do you tell people how to think? One is true education, the other is brainwashing. Obviously we should educate ourselves because without a map of reality we will be lost. But we need to foster and push people toward their natural strengths and stop trying to shoe horn people into a one fits all. People shouldn't be in their 20's still not sure what they want to do. We need to have a system in place that by the time they are 18 they have sufficiently experimented with enough broad forays to know which path they want to pursue. So school should be a life purpose system not a system of memorization of most material you will never use. I can honestly say as an adult I have learned more though self-education than I have ever learned from formal education. There are so many flaws in the United States Education system I can write a book, and regularly update it with yearly editions. So when I say educated...I'm not talking about self-education I'm talking about what passes as Education in these systems we call public education. People love complaining about how the population is dumb...its because the environment you created makes them dumb and keeps them dumb. Consistent results are NEVER accident, they are consistent because it is designed to be that way. Nothing is consistently an accident.

Totally agree completely. Except for psuedo-spiritual, I think it is the essence of Spirituality. My path of psychology is what led me to Spirituality similar to how it did for Carl Jung. They are so deeply linked I don't even know how we can separate them. But yes I agree if we process our trauma then Self-Love becomes your reality that you don't have to practice it, you've already become it.

The more open I am to everyone being me, the more I see myself in others. It feels like I am communicating to hidden parts of myself that I have forgotten exists. Its really cool because I can find instances where I have currently or in the past displayed those same characteristics. So for me its a game to see how much I can integrate my shadow self every time I get triggered by something someone says or does. Like I had someone steal from me, it felt like a betrayal but it didn't bother me so much as it confused me. So I use instances when things happen as a way to gain more knowledge of myself which makes solipsism kind of like an adventure of sorts.

You can literally look at power so many freaking ways. They say nobody is more dangerous that the person with nothing to lose. You can argue systemic power but that is usually kept in place by fear and ignorance. Then there is productive power or your ability to produce. Personal Power can be defined as your ability to stay lock step on any path you desire to take, and your ability to recruit others to help or work for you in the attainment of said path. So charisma is a form of power, the ability to call people to action for a specific purpose. There is military power, political power, power of the hearts/minds which can be done through media/propaganda. You can write books for decades on this subject. I would personally summarize power for me personally, the ability to surrender to what is, while simultaneously working to bring forth what is not.

You need more living to do, I know too many examples of the opposite on both ends. I know women who are with men who are not their equivalent looks wise (from the conventional model of attraction) and men who are with women who are not their equivalent as well. Sure this tends to happen in the 30+ age group but that is because by that age most people realize that looks are overrated. The totality of the experience of being with someone trumps looks, besides we are all going to be old one day. A person you tolerate when you are young and good looking you will despise in old age.

Hmmmmmm this video of his might interest you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVcxIamwO5g&t=1045s

You are always in control, even when you think you are not. I left out some stuff that happened when I had God realization. What I discovered is any lack of control is an illusion. If you surrender to what is, you will always be in control. Our inability to be in control comes from resistance. I'm not saying it is easy to do, because it is divergent from our natural conditioning. But if we look at any situation we have ever had, resistance to what is always lies at the heart the center of it. No offense by the way I predicted this would probably happen because to take psychedelics safely you cannot be someone who desires to be in control. Psychedelics main thing is they take you for a trip, of which you have little control but the secret is they actually reveal how reality works if you pay close attention, and I mean REALLY close attention. Don't get lost in the visuals or the sensations. Pay attention to how your thoughts, beliefs, emotions and resistance influence the trip. It will reveal to you that your "life" works the exact same way. So if you are depressed and your depression lies on control, a psychedelic will scare the shit out of you especially if you are searching for the truth. If you just want to have fun and feel love it will give you that. A psychedelic is the ultimate mirror, it only gives your reflection. Now with all that said.... I think we need to encourage micro dosing first if people wanna try it. We shouldn't encourage EGO DEATH so much. Because honestly...nothing is scarier than Ultimate Truth for the EGO lol.

Its very simple. Right now you are aware. Anything outside of aware, is delusion. Shapes colors, smells, sensations they are all delusions because they come and go. What never goes? Awareness. You can't even say sleep is a loss of awareness because you are aware you went to sleep, which you can only do if you are still aware. Once you realize that you are awareness, then you realize you cannot die, and nothing can actually harm you. Once you realize that....then you can experience any trip and not be bothered by it. But you cannot conceptualize this, you need to KNOW this from the depths of your being. That is what God Realization is, that your being, your awareness is all that is there. Psychedelics help you reach it by getting you to drop attachments, mainly to your identity such as to the body, sight, hearing, smelling, feeling, none of that is you, its an expression of you, but not you. You are just awareness, the background of all sensations. Its that simple.

I love that response very witty, it shows you are high in social intelligence. I wouldn't want to engage in that behavior. Again what is a waste of time or not again is just a perspective, I'm glad we allow people freedom to waste their time because anything could be argued to be a waste (its why many schools have taken art out of their budget and focused on math and reading) I mean you could argue comedy, sports, etc are wastes of time. There is little difference between debate/discussion outside of debate looks for contrast differences, whereas discussion tends to look for commonality/shared ground. But yes practicing what you preach is good, but if you observe yourself closely...you'll see you violate it whenever you are not conscious (for such is the human condition) so its good for us to remember this. But hey...what do I know anyway?

You just did what you told him not to do. Let him believe whatever he wants to believe. I mean it is a terrible waste of your energy. I'm not being coy by the way...just pointing it out.

That's a projection. The man could start a podcast debunking (even though its an illusion) black pillers and if he is entertaining and creative enough could make a living off of it.

.......This isn't even a thread. Also you can't debunk anything absolutely, all you can do is poke holes. If anything could actually be debunked then reality would not be impermanent. Reality is never one thing, and thus any conclusions and beliefs can be drawn from it. Even if I am 80% right about something, I'm still 20% wrong. If a person in there life experience has had the 20% happen to them, nothing I say will change their mind. Because while in general on a global scale that something does not occur 80% of the time, for that person in their direct experience its a daily occurrence. So even a person who is deluded on prevalence, is not wrong in totality, they are just wrong on its frequency and scale. So again...you are just trapped in the illusion of logic. There are an infinite number of ways of looking at something, and how you look at something has nothing to do with the something, but has everything to do with your preferences and beliefs. You only experience yourself, you have never experienced anything else.

I agree with everything you said here. Men are trained or conditioned to see everything as their responsibility. So as a result they take on way too much, this is slowly changing with the Gender/Sex Debate currently going on right now so a lot of things are going to change fast (and be confusing for a lot of people) but definitely if he is up front and direct on what his intentions are then he is not responsible for how the girl takes it. I've seen men tell a woman his intentions, but she tells herself he is just shy. When later on he leaves she accuses him of leading her on when he told her several times that he wasn't looking for anything serious and didn't want to be exclusive. A man who thinks he is responsible for making her happy would try to appease her, when in reality her tears are her own creation. All we can do in life is communicate the best way we can, and how people take or interpret said communication is their own problem. We can help and guide others and be there for those who can't do for themselves (kids, disabilities etc) but we also need to care for ourselves. Its okay for a Man to care about himself, its this message not being spread enough which is why so many men are depressed and keep killing themselves.

Exactly, also you know how when some people get mad at someone they think like this? Some people just go through with it. Don't get me started on how humans think human death is so bad, yet we kill bugs all the time. From the Bugs perspectives we are a threat, something that is dangerous to them. But to us, they are just an annoyance to be eliminated or be shooed away. Its all just a perspective. Two people can watch Batman and the Joker. One may think the Joker is the true hero, another Batman. Joker =chaos, Batman= order. Some want to watch it all burn because they are nihilistic, others understand that there is no meaning and decide to create their own meaning which Batman does. The Joker is drawn to Batman because the Joker realizes Batman sees past the illusion that society creates, but Batman believes that illusion should be allowed to exist and only dispelled by the free will of those enjoying it. Joker wants to unveil the illusion, Batman wants to preserve it. They are both crazy/insane because anyone that sees past the illusion is considered insane. Joker gives a good joke to describe him and Batman. It's all just perspective at the end of the day, based all on falsehood because everything is YOU. Reality is like a body that goes ewww when a part of itself looks at itself and goes ohh I like that though. So probe away, all life is just probing itself.