Razard86

Just me talking to my beautiful self. Its so fun out here when you realize you are not alone.

The ego isn't inferior... its love. The ego operates off love, its the biggest loving piece of evidence in your entire life...its just dysfunctional. All the ego wants is love....you feed it love....it dissolves. All of our egos....is what we created as children. So its the creation of your childhood. Anytime you didn't get the love you thought you needed as a child, you constructed a shield. Later on you developed a sword. So you have you armor, your shield, and your sword and you are ready to BATTLE others to survive. Once you realize others are YOU IN DISGUISE...you drop the armor, you drop the shield, you drop the sword. You realize...you were fighting your reflection the entire time.

Lol I did think of the APEX Predator. But the APEX Predator...needs its food supply lol. https://www.fisheries.noaa.gov/species/killer-whale The Killer Whale needs enough prey. So the APEX male....hmmm could we say Arnold Schwarzneggar is one? He killed it in body building/modeling. He was a movie star. Then was able to elected to Office. From an accomplishment stand point couldn't we call him an Apex Male? The guy killed it on all levels. Also..he is emotionally intelligent. Did you see his video on the war with Ukraine?

This is true....but its currently changing. So its a non-issue. But its more nuanced and complicated also. As technology increases the need for physical dominance to get things done decreases. Now life becomes centered around interpersonal relationships. This makes physical dominance, and intelligent less important and emotional intelligence more important. So the more you make a society technology reliant, the less masculine oriented the society becomes. Sure its held up by masculinity, technology, construction, etc, but personal relationships takes front and center and that is why women excel better than men. This is a much more deep, complicated issue that you could write books on how we got here. The short end is go watch Leo's video on Unity and Division. This will give you the big picture understanding. If you attempt to take sides, you won't see the big picture of what is happening. What is happening...is actually the GREATEST GOOD. Eventually both Masculinity and Femininity will be honored, cherished, and integrated. Its just going to be VERY MESSY in the mean time.

Also Alphas are not Alphas in every environment, nobody is. You can have an Alpha on a College Campus, who is a beta when it comes to school tests. You can have an Alpha who is great with women, but cannot forge real friendships with other men. You can have an Alpha who is great at making money, forging friendships, but sucks at deep emotional intimacy and so has estranged relationships with his wife, kids, and other family members. There are a lot of people who are great at starting relationships, but terrible at the maintenance. You aren't going to be great at everything. Most Alphas SUCK at losing. They are sore losers. Everything else came easy, so when things get hard they are fragile. Its the funniest thing when you witness it. Most Alphas have no depth, and need a Beta friend to bring out that depth within them.

But I'll stay on topic for this. What is supposedly an alpha. 1. An alpha would be someone who in a given environment is the top dawg. So in terms of dating an Alpha would be a guy who has traits that are considered dominant. He is tall, he is physically strong, He is intelligent, he is clever/witty, he is confident, he is resilient. You get the picture. Now what most on the forums don't get...is an alpha can ONLY be an alpha if he is rare. The same way something can only be considered beautiful if it is rare otherwise...its normal. Now I could argue the other side...but we will keep it on this level of analysis let's not go any deeper than we have too. 2. So....without the beta and the sigma the alpha cannot exist. In fact the perks the Alpha enjoys is due to the beta. Alphas do not have to spend money on women, nor spend time talking to them, they can date tons of women and just have sex and leave. Why? Because betas spend money on women and talk to them and make sure their emotional needs are met. Without the betas, the Alphas couldn't do what he does. So they are interconnected. If they are interconnected...why is there such a fuss. If everyone become alphas...there wouldn't be alphas...they would DIE. Alphas would then become betas. They would have to do everything betas do. Betas are the foundation of the dating game, they literally hold up Alphas. This is the same thing how society works with the rich and the poor. Its the exact same thing. Its why I laugh....because its so silly. 3. Sigmas are a little different. They have qualities of both. Sigmas have the sensitivity of the Beta, but the confidence of the Alpha. They are the inbetween category. Some of them date, most of them don't. Some marry, some don't. Sigmas are usually betas who became Alphas and saw how silly the whole thing is, or they are Alphas who hung around a beta, who infected him with his sensitivity and he thus became a Sigma. LOL I said infected like its a bad thing.... 4. Majority of relationships are going to be between co-dependent people who haven't worked through their issues and want to get together so they can blame each other about their problems. Since they don't want to address their own internal discord they want a distraction from these issues by entering relationships. Majority of people enter relationships with the mindset, what can I get from this versus what can I offer. They then try to play the game of giving as little as possible, while demanding as much as possible. Its a silly game that creates drama, and entertainment like a teen drama that comes out during the fall every year. 5. Eventually, hopefully the person realizes their relationships follow a trend, they keep attracting the same type of person, they keep engaging in the same type of behaviors that make the relationship unsustainable. So as a result they realize they need to work through some issues, take themselves off the market. Work through said issues. Only look for partners who offer what they offer. They find that person, settle down into a long-term relationship and that's it.

1. If you really want something...you will get it. The only way you won't get it...if its not for you. So if I designed a character to be good at specific things but give him the freedom to choose a direction if he goes after something he isn't designed for....he won't get it. But if he works within the boundaries of what he is designed for he will always get it if he is diligent enough. 2. What distinction? Is my kidney distinct from my stomach? Or is it one simultaneously happening and I am pointing things out? I can make a distinction right now of you one second ago, or two seconds ago, or two days ago. I can make distinctions forever. Does it make it true? Its true in one sense and wrong in another. Do you look at the whole picture...do you study the parts. The parts YOU CREATED, because it was just really a big happening and you created PARTS to figure out what is going on. 3. It is a game...the whole thing is a game. You think there is a difference between me imagining a job right now and doing it in my mind...and me actually getting one? Things only feel real because of physical pain and emotional pain. If I took that away from you RIGHT NOW... everything would be fake. You only know a movie is fakes because there is no physical pain and emotional pain. 4. Why is rejection hard? Emotional pain. Why is training physically hard? Physical pain. Without pain everything is fake. It just becomes DEAD imagery moving around in your perspective view. You think I'm joking, I'm dead serious, DEAD SERIOUS. Its very funny. You think you are being clever, I think its all funny. 5. When you truly realize, not as a mental exercise, but truly realize that there is no difference between your imaginary world, and what you think as real, then nothing can actually faze you. Pain will still hurt, but you know what it is. When a fire alarm goes off, you know its just an alarm to get you moving, when you feel pain you know its just a feature to make things appear real. The jig is up at that point and you laugh at how you could ever trick yourself into believing in things such as separation!!!

Exactly there is a purpose to it. Eventually....you get tired of struggling and fighting...and you just accept. Its why enlightenment is inevitable. One day it just dawned on me I was like "Ohhhhh life just happens, how could I forget?" I was never in control. There is NO BODY controlling anything. If everything is SELF....then I am not a self, everything is me, my resistance is akin to a kidney having self-awareness suddenly waking up and thinking it is separate from the body. It asks questions like why am I here, what is my purpose? It then resists against the body, and struggles all in vain thinking it has some control, until one day it realizes its not the kidney, but the whole body and it relaxes....then it becomes one with the whole body. Humans have this issue. They have been given the gift of imagination, which basically makes them God in a finite form. They can create anything...and the first thing they created....was a finite self amidst an Infinite Self. The moment they did this...they created a World of Suffering. You can't suffer without a self. Ask yourself...can a kidney suffer? It can if it creates a self. Now notice this...Everything God creates...God becomes, so self is creation, so the self you are, you also created. So your ego is imaginary, but everything is imaginary, so your self is just as real as your human body. It is indistinguishable and that is why it is so hard to find your TRUE SELF, the NO SELF, the NO SELF that constantly creates a self. A self is just a creation that has a life. A beginning and an end. NO-SELF exists eternally, while SELF exists finitely. SELF can only exist within thought, emotion, and activity. If there is no activity going on...there is NO SELF. Just emptiness, nothingness. Everything was always this...but with thought, emotion, and activity...it can appear this has changed and a life emerges. 1. You could...you just may not WANT TOO. There is no difference between you and another human. If a human can do it...so can you. The only real limitations you have would be stuff like aptitude, but you would be amazed at what repetition and practice can create. Most humans have no clue what their true potential is. 2. Humanity has been adapting to far worse, poverty today is no where near as bad as how bad it was being a hunter-gatherer in the jungle/forest. So its all context. If humanity survived then, they could survive now. Since you ARE THEM, you can do it now. There is no separation. You already know I am right, you just fell asleep again. 4. Picture how you were as a child, picture how you are now, the child version of you could look at you and say how could I ever become them? Easy...because its you!!! There is no difference between the child version of you and the current version of you. But you can create that distinction. You can create a distinction between you now, and 5 seconds ago. LOL. distinctions are hilarious!!!

Crickets....

It actually clears things up so I will explain. The finite mind of a human, is the mirror of the infinite mind of God. Leo told everyone in the Solipsism video that they are a partition in the mind of God. This still holds true....but in a paradoxical way. You see when you divide infinity....it is still infinity. Then understand this, God is pure imagination. So God can imagine another God....that God would be equal and have all of the same abilities as God and since it is sovereign it can have its only reality separate from yours. So in the original Solipsism video he was saying that the people you saw couldn't suffer, and had no experiences of their own. This is both true and untrue at the same time. Why? Because that other God that dreams...IS STILL YOU. But you will never know until you dissolve the boundary. You can't do it by force, but you can do it by request...because its you. So if you are high enough in consciousness you can request to resolve the boundary and it can happen. This is the only way that God can experience an OTHER. It needs to imagine it into existence. If it doesn't have access to its reality, then it can exist separately and you can have two realities. So in this model each person you see is a universe unto itself. So when you and another person have sex, it is literally two universes merging together. If you do it on the physical level its just the avatars having sex, if you do it on the metaphysical level its God merging as ONE back again. Makes you laugh when you think how foolish it is that we as humans demonized sex, God loves sex, God loves becoming ONE. Now God becoming One also happens when you either become enlightened, or when you wake up from your dream. No matter what happens God will always merge back with its creations. God will always separate and unite for all of eternity.

And you would immediately get bored and wake up. For the following reasons.i 1. There is nothing at stake. In that world.... you are just walking around full aware that you created everything. So you will be in a VR Simulation with full knowledge that you created everything. So explain what is there to do? With each thought, it comes to pass. So there is no surprise, no mystery, no adventure, nothing to do. 2. If you want to test this out, go become a video game designer, or write a book/movie script, you will then realize how DIFFICULT it is to make an engaging world. When I was in my teens to early 20's I had the opportunity to play games for hours!! I got to eat when I wanted and sleep when I wanted. It was so fun....I did this for a couple of years and then one day....it became boring. I wanted to DO something else. If you got whatever you wanted, whenever you wanted long enough...it would bore you, then you will be like....I wonder what it would be like to NOT get what I want!!! 3. The only reason you feel the way you do, is you have experienced what I did above. Anybody that has played video games long enough, or worked in the industry would understand. Life is INGENIUSLY designed. There isn't a single video game designer, movie director, book author that could create life at this level. All movies, T.V. Shows, video games, fall short. Once I realized that the greatest game....is life itself recently everything else became boring and I started staring at the wall, my fingers, and realized how amazing life actually is. Its funny how we just ignore all this ridiculous design around us.

Yes, the parent thing is certainly touchy I have the same issue with my Dad. My Dad holds grudges, I visited my mother recently and he pretended I didn't exist. Me and him got into and argument I think 4 years ago? He is still mad about it. He got into an argument with my Grand Father one day and when my Grand Father was on his Death Bed and my uncles and aunt called him to say goodbye to him....he refused to speak to my Grand Father. So you can picture how stubborn he is. Isn't it wonderful? The only thing I disagree with is, God did all this by choice and with control. But the even cooler thing is....God can pretend it has no control, which is even cooler!!! God gets to experience what its like to be in denial!!! You can't make this up!!! Its so cool!!!

Science as currently constructed will never understand reality. Why? Because reality created science. So science is studying the rules of reality....and reality doesn't really have rules. It can be...however it wants to be. Until Science acknowledges this....it won't for a long time because that is not logical. Reality doesn't follow beginning middle, and end. Reality is eternal and infinite. That means there are no distinctions, there are no labels, there is no logic. All those things are being dreamed up. Thinking Science can study reality is like thinking Spider Man can study Stan Lee. He can't...he has to realize....he is Stan Lee the same way Harry Potter has to realize he is J. K. Rowling. Until this is realized....Science is just playing a Science game. A game of pretend.

You never cease to surprise me....so cool you make life interesting. Just the other day you were preaching the "BEWARE, BEWARE, message. You cannot tell me its nots interesting how you are the bright side this time around. That is soo coool man.

I'm sorry to hear that.... If I could I would put my hand on your shoulder like in the picture...

That would be terrible, you want a bunch of narcissists controlling everything? Lol we already have that with constraints its called capitalism. You give them communism....oh boy that death toll.

Its the strongest sign of strength. Its so funny how paradoxical life is. Your greatest strength is in your ability to be vulnerable. The ego hates criticism, emotional and physical pain, uncertainty, and death. Its only because its afraid to be vulnerable. So you have an infinitely powerful being attaching itself to something it created which is vulnerable which deceives the being into thinking its it (by design obviously) so it can experience what its like to feel limited and vulnerable. There is nothing smarter than ego. The ego...is the smartest illusion you will ever deal with, because its just your expression made real. As long as ego is believed, life is real, as soon as it dies...life is not real anymore.

Exactly you get it. Once you understand why everything is the way it is, you realize its beauty, so all resistance falls away, and then like you said...you are free. You can only be free with acceptance. The Enlightened Person, lives in both death and life at the same time. Because they realize there is no difference truly. All fears fall away, all resistance falls away, there is no bad, there is only perfection. Then you truly become reborn, and you become as Jesus said like a little child. Everything now recontextualized is heavenly, and you are in nirvana. Alan Watts talks about it in this video. I now realize where humanity is headed and BOY IS IT GOOD.

Lol seriously...he needs more Lol I remember you asked that question. Sagittarius gets no love.....lol. Its all about the Aquarius, and the Gemini, etc....

This is true in most cases.

Lol....I'm like the guy walking into the room when you watching the movie and I'm like hey you know they are just playing pretend right? And you are like shut up man, I already know that, let me pretend its real.

^ Besides....why do you think you are here? You wanted to be here. Why would you want to leave? If you recontextualize that God's greatest joy is to play God in a limited form you will understand. Man is made in the image of God. What does that mean? God's image, is pure imagination. God grants its power of imagination to Man. So the image=imagination. God is a creator. Man is a creator. God is an infinite creator, Man is a finite creator. God is all alone, Man has other selves to interact with. God wants to build itself from the ground up, and becoming a creator in a limited form so it can experience the joy and struggles that come along with it. God can only play God with others and enjoy it, by creating others, and making it difficult to create. So God gets to have a life through you, get to play God in finite form through you, can share a life with OTHERS. What more could God want? Not only that....God gets to amaze itself with its creative ability...by forgetting its God and AWAKENING to itself through you and then marvel at its own creation!!! Do you not realize the ridiculousness of all this? Its freaking amazing!!

Lol, interesting. What else? I want you to walk me through as you start to realize you are creating everything. How would you feel?

Yeah I know....its why I love you man!!! Thank you SOUL for existing, thank you for being me!!

I'm not even saying anything new actually, if you go back and listen to Leo's Solipsism video he said the same things I am saying. I knew it, but I have been thinking about it over and over and I was like OF COURSE..... lol its so funny when you truly get what he means. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RD5NZuyAhR0&ab_channel=xyzGuy I'm glad I actually had certain high consciousness experiences to confirm what he is saying as well. Now with this said....understand you are spoiling the movie doing this. The pro is you stop caring about things as much and stop taking things so seriously and personal, the bitter sweet thing you realize is you are really all alone. Sure you can have the deepest connection ever because everything is you....but there is still ONLY you. I notice a lot of people think there is some difference between the Absolute and Relative. The Absolute is what is actually true, the Relative is just what is being imagined to be true. But most on these forums look at it in reverse and you can tell based on what they say. There is no boundary, there is no distinction, I am you and you are me. This isn't some belief, or logic, its literally true and there are ways for you to verify this in fact there are too many ways. Its actually so obvious its hilarious. I dare you to meditate and take a psychedelic with your friend....you will discover that the boundary is FAKE. I dare you to contemplate DEEPLY why you only ever experience anything inside and have never felt anything OUTSIDE. I dare you to contemplate if distinction is real...why does it need something to contrast it with? If it was actually distinct it wouldn't rely on something to exist. Red is only red when it is next to a different color. So that means its existence, and label is intertwined so it was never separate. Light/ and color was just showing you that all colors are ONE. Why is it every trait that can exist in you, also exists in every human, the only difference is how it is EXPRESSED. We only know and understand each other...because we are the same. If we weren't we couldn't. I could keep going on and on and on. To know something is to understand it, to understand it is to recognize that it is actually you.