Razard86

Did my post disappear or am I losing it? I swear I posted here and you told me Friday 13th has been bad for you and you avoid doing anything important on those days.....

Its funny how true this is....and I would have resisted this message just 2 years ago.

Leo you take for granted how you are wired. You are a truth addict. All LSD did for you...is help you drop all the garbage society impressed in you...and then...the rest was history. Its sad, but unless someone is seeking it, they won't get the hints. When I told my mom about my experiences...my mom once fell down when she was working as a nurse...I found out this year she had a mystical experience. She told me...."Oh that wasn't a mystical experience, I was just hallucinating." I bust out laughing in my mind. I was like "Whyyy?" Unless they are open to it they won't get it. I have been able to convince two of my friends about this and they believe it (intellectually lol) but they aren't interested. A lot of fear arises in them....which was funny to me. Its why I totally understand....God only wants to wake up....when God is ready. My friend has now had spirituality videos showing up in his feed all of a sudden. I caught one of my friends reading the bible now LOL. So the interest is rising. My sister....intuited most of spirituality without even reading or learning any of it. She was practically finishing some of my sentences.... but she too...is not ready to go into it. The truth is....you were already re-wiring your brain with all your self-inquiry, LSD just supercharged it.

A lot of you in the forums think you want problems to disappear, you think you want pain to disappear, you don't. You are addicted to it like a crack fiend. But if you claim you do....I challenge you to watch these two videos that Leo made in the past and REALLY look around at current events. If you do long enough....you will realize that all problems are imaginary. Everything is always working towards the greatest good, at all times. This has always been the case and it always will be. Once you realize this though...you have no more drama, what is there to worry about? You see? I will have taken your drama away!! You don't want that, you want to worry, and fear, you want excitement, anticipation!!! You don't want to know everything is always okay, THATS BORING!!! LOL. Here are the videos. 1. 2. These two videos... explain what is happening every given moment both in your personal life, and the lives of the entire universe. Think of Video Game that updates in real time in every moment with the proper interconnection of activity with every given moment. You choose to go to the grocery store, update, you make a wrong turn, update, it is always updating and interconnecting towards the greatest good at every single moment. There are no mistakes, there is only ever absolute perfection at all times, while allowing freedom of choice to live as you see fit. These two videos merge perfectly and literally explain all of human history and whatever history you want to apply it too...like evolution, disease, etc. Its happening all the way to smallest level, to the largest grandest level (think planets and solar systems, galaxies etc.) So yeah....keep it simple at first and use it for current events.

^ This...so much this.... ^ I've noticed...its like the weather. I've experienced profound joy the last couple of days and then woke up today...and it just felt blah....I was like really? I just accepted the feeling....it came and then it went. So I realized....its just a constant happening. Its like the freaking weather. I see why Leo said its an acquired taste. Its better than not having it...but there is something to said about ignorance too. The even funny thing is...everyone is actually already enlightened. I finally got what Buddha meant by that. You really just forgot...this is just a game of hide and seek and eventually you find it. It feels like coming home...somehow familiar....and yet also...alien. Weird for me...

Its why you got to experience...the truth can not be spoken...only pointed too. Meditateeeeeeeeee, contemplateeeeeeee, think about it constantly........listen to topics of spirituality that focus on what you are trying to understand, over and over and over. Take a psychedelic or do some yoga. Over and over and over...then... BOOMMM it will just HAPPEN.

LOL...might as well show the milky way.

When a woman hurts a man...she is training him to be stronger. So she is winning. Every man has to overcome this hurdle so consider it a rite of passage. You are helping make men strong lol.

I think we are good, we aren't fucked...just confused...what's wrong with confusion? With confusion there is exploration.

And that madness is beautiful.

If you could embody the VR logic fully...wow...just wow...I was thinking of that the other day I wonder how effective it would be?

Do it on both. Why only men? Both men and women need to get their act together lol.

If only she reconnected with the legendary Carl-Richard....who got her enlightened and she got sent to a mental ward. LOL. But cool, if you want to meet her you will, you probably don't I bet though.

LOL....stop thinking theres a you.....hahahhahaha anyway I think a better solution for people with deep imprints is to imagine them on purpose...and accept them. Its the only way to get over them. Accept that it happened. Also recontextualizing it can help also. That's what awakening is...a grand recontextualization of everything around you. It goes deep too because when you are awake....you are totally free. Its like yes I'm free!! Free at last, free at last!!!

The only way is acceptance. Without acceptance there is no liberation. So you must accept whatever arises. Fear, Anxiety, Resistance, Denial, Anger, Hatred, Fatigue, whatever. Accept your unwillingness to accept as well.

You can't have a past...every time you think of the past...you bring it into the present. Every single freaking time. Now you can imagine...that its in the past using logic to tell yourself that. But you only ever experience the past...in the present. Its why time travel can't happen because the travel will always be in the present. LOL. Since God is the present....you can't escape...LOL.

Oh its definitely possible...because its YOU so its definitely possible. You are GOD are ONE in totality. Its you doing all this crazy nonsense. You created all of this...to have this conversation right now...at this moment. Why did you create Leo? Why did you bring us all here? Why Tyler? Tell me whyyyyy? LOL. Go meditate and find the answer....and don't tell me love...lol thats the answer I always get back!!! Give me something unique!!

^ This part....it doesn't make sense. LOL. Its like come on.....really? None of this makes sense....None of it....its so funny!!

Ummm Matthew to experience behind the scenes....you would have to be behind the scenes. I can't see behind the scenes footage of a movie....unless I experience it. This will scare you....but what God is....is an eternal happening. You know your organs just happen...cell division just happens, your heart beat just happens, the weather just happens...that is what God is...it just happens. Its pure freaking magic. All labels are delusion, all explanations are illusion, it just happens. You cannot comprehend it...it just happens. This when you realize...you aren't a self...you are just a happening...that disguises itself as a self using an inner narrator who you think is you, you have physical sensations, and emotional sensations, that feel real, you believe you can be in danger and die and this fools you completely. The truth is....you have a first person perspective to an eternal happening....the end. You are not a person, you are just sight, or no sight if you are blind, that has either a screen of vison or black screen if you are blind, that is just experiencing sensations. But all of it is you. There are no distinctions no seperation everything around you is just you....logic is imaginary, labels are imaginary, you cannot describe what is happening, you made up descriptions to have a life. There is just present moment happening...for eternity. This is God. The End.

LOL you wrong for that!!! https://biblehub.com/john/10-34.htm He did it indirectly after that. Started saying stuff like "The Kingdom of God is within you." Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you. Luke 17:21

Wow really? That's cool man. You ever talk to her in high school?

HAHAHAAH would be nice to have his money!!! LOL. Man let me you, people treat you so different when you wear a fitted suit and some sun glasses. You go from being treated as an average Joe to some kind of celebrity. Makes me shake my head...I'm like....its some damn clothes. I can walk in a store like this and people give me their undivided attention. I walk back out and back in with a T-Shirt and some Jeans...they ignore me. This status thing we have in this world...makes no sense to me. NONE AT ALL. But hey gotta play the game sometimes if you want to get results.

Thanks for the share your the best!!

Yeah the dream is actually great...awakening is really so you don't take it too seriously and end up suffering.

Or do you? Its like asking for someone's name without giving your own. Ask it of your self first....