Razard86

Happiness is your natural state of being. If you aren't happy now...then you aren't awake yet. This means you need to die before you die...so you can realize that happiness and peace is your baseline state. You don't even need to think positive thoughts because that is not happiness. Just BE. That's it. Once you realize that BEING is peace and happiness then....you will be happy. DEATH is happy, Life is struggle and misery. When the boundary between DEATH and LIFE collapses you can be the WALKING DEAD and then you enter paradise....which is realizing you cannot die. Then you can be alive and REST IN PEACE.

It's not like a movie...its literally a movie. Your life is a movie/dream/vr simulation, dreamed up for an audience of ONE. It also always gives you what you want as well. I just recently got a job that checked all the boxes I wanted and I NEVER had to try to get it. It just happened. Since reality/life IS YOU, it only wants to give you your desires. But it also wants you to realize that you ARE desire itself. So what you think you desire is just a projection/illusion that you place on some object, person, or situation. So life wants you to wake up to the fact that life is a beautiful movie full of suspense, danger, and trials and tribulations that is complete and other FANTASY. If you can view life as a FANTASY, THEN you can really enjoy it. As long as you think life is REAL then you will suffer. For me awakening stops you from taking life too seriously and also...it lets you know that life is YOU. Life also gives you hints as to what is going on....so pay attention to the words and thoughts you use....because THAT is the script you are writing. I talked my job into existence and it is hilarious. So part of taking responsibility for your dream, is taking responsibility for your words and thoughts. Its amazing to me how we actually direct our life with out words.....blows my mind. But yeah there is no free will, you don't control your heart beat, you don't control the weather, you don't control what time you wake up, you don't control when you are hungry or not hungry, you don't control when you have an itch or not have itch, I can keep going...you don't control crap. Think of it like a theme park ride....just go where you feel like going and pursue what you feel like pursuing....and enjoy the show. Don't work a job you hate, unless it is setting you up for a job you love. Don't date or marry someone you cannot stand. The purpose is to flow with life, NOT to fight with it and it will constantly communicate to you on how to flow with it.

Well the solution is simple, but the toughest thing to do....we have to become okay with death, and feeling pain both emotional and physical pain. A couple of things, outside of extreme situations majority of pain is temporary. And also we actually cannot die, the physical form can die, but what we actually are cannot die. So the "die before you die" is the solution. You will not be able to overcome selfishness and detachment until you confirm your immortality. Once you confirm it, then the process of letting go and trusting becomes something that becomes easier and easier. So if anyone wants to know the purpose of dying before you die that's it, it teaches you how to let go by showing you through experience that you are not the body and thus you are able to let go. Now here is a part that scares people....we don't have free will. So I would tell you or anyone...don't struggle too much with choices....your free will is an illusion and your decisions are always based on what state of consciousness you are in. For example...if I attack you when you are asleep versus when you are fully alert your ability to respond is based on that. Your ability to respond is always based on your level of intelligence and awareness. For example....we let children off the hook because we claim they know better....but we hold adults accountable. The truth is.....adults don't know better either lol. If they did....they would do better. They are ignorant and foolish and that is why they do the things they do. I want to tell you a story....which shows how counter-intuitive reality life is. I was talking to a woman who use to work in a max security prison. She had to give shots to serial killers and big strong macho types who committed violent crimes. These guys killed people with their bare hands in brutally horrendous ways right? When she tried to give them a shot with a needle....they passed out from fear. Are you hearing me? I bust out laughing but it made sense to me because Spirituality already states that the more fearful you are, and the stronger your attachment to your body is, the more quote on quote evil you will act out. So here is a mindfuck for you. The skinny gentle dude in the room, is more courageous than the macho violent dude. Anyone you see going around threatening people, and insulting people, and trying to act tough, they are actually scared shitless. Its so funny when you discover this. The bravest version of you....is the part that doesn't identify with anything, not the body, not your possessions, absolutely no thing/sense. If you get yourself to that version, then your ability to see clearly will be completely amplified. In truth we usually make decisions based out of self-interest. Our ability to step outside of that is based on our level of attachment, fear IS attachment, it is also love lol. If you want to become God as a man/woman? Release all attachment. Whatever method can get you there, if you truly desire to become that....then the quickest way would be to die as many times as it takes until you get the message that you are actually dead RIGHT NOW. Because you are....literally DEAD right now. So technically you have never died....and you never will because what you call DEATH...is what you are. Life is just a projection, over what you call DEATH. So the key to getting to a place of Self-Love I would say...is to first....awaken to the fact that you are DEAD RIGHT NOW.

Everyone you see on the forums...is you....but you don't really know what that means. You see, when you say....oh yeah I know they are me...you don't...no judgment obviously because you will awaken when you are ready.....so no rush!!! But here is a hint.....every time you judge anybody on the forums or in the world....you are truly judging yourself. For example, let's say you have a person on the forums who is complaining saying life is hell!!!! And you are going around telling them, no its not!!! Life is great!!! The truth is....you both are correct!!! You see...the person who is complaining to you about how they feel....they are literally....your true feelings. They are the parts of yourself you deny!!!! So when truth....and feelings collide....oh boy!!!! If you only knew what that means....its a BIG CLUE!!!! Your life is really your mirror....oh man if you only knew!!!! Your entire freaking life.....you have been interacting...with the face, the image of God....which is .....Yours/God's imagination!!!! So remember.....don't judge God's image....God is sensitive...encourage God and let God know that you love them and believe in them....because every part of God you see, is doing the best it can.....just like you and me. We are all parts of God that have disassociated ourself to know ourself by interacting with our reflection....so we each dream a dream where we forget that we are each other and get to really discover how we really feel about each other. Wow we can be really mean to each other when we are unconscious and think we aren't one. But we don't mean it....we wouldn't do it if we really know. I actually discovered...it is impossible for God to be a Devil OH BOY!!!! If you only knew!!! God is only a devil equivalent to how much it is asleep. God's greatest fear.....is to consciously hurt itself. Do you get it? God would NEVER consciously hurt itself EVER!!! That is impossible!!! Why? Because God is love!!! I'm not giving you anymore....especially you logical types!!! You will beg for more in your journey to figure life out!!! Stop trying to figure it out,.....is okay to not know....because.....the part that knows/reality.....is literally you!!! And its more conscious than you are!!!! It knows how to give you the greatest gift....but you call it death!!! But the greatest gift is actually life, its why its called the present!!! God wants to give you the greatest gift....but you men...YOU HATE SURPRISES!!!! That's it....no more clues...take the breadcrumbs.... I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!

Truthfully I don't even understand how its considered a sacrifice. I won't lie, I'm tempted to go straight monk mode for awhile. You live in nature, you eat, meditate and live a simple life. Seems peaceful and serene to me lol. I do feel a pull towards that lifestyle at least just out of curiosity. Modern Society bores me now after awakening. To me being able to study the sensations of your perceptions and connect with them is more fun than...the other things we normally do as fun in modern society. Of course none of that would be possible if I never took psychedelics in the first place so I'm happy I took that plunge. Released my contracted energy and took me to a whole other side of reality.

No problem...this forum...is like karma on steroids. Who needs psychedelics when you got these forums? LOL its a joke, I would still recommend psychedelics for contemplation. But this forum is like the perfect mirror. Every moment you have some random user criticizing or attacking something you write. It comes from all angles and completely out of no where. If you forget those critiques are YOU, you will take it personal. Each "person" is an aspect of Infinity that is looking at its opposite and saying EWWW. Its like the Fall looks at Winter and says you are too cold, the Winter looks at Spring and says you are too Warm bright, and the Spring looks at the Summer and says you are too Hot and Sunny, and the Summer looks at the Fall and says you are too Chilly. Tall telling short its too short and Short telling Tall its too Tall. Logical telling the Creative its too wishy washy and the Creative telling the Logical its a robot. The Young telling the Old they are Fossils, and the Old telling the Young they are foolish and arrogant. This is just a game of identity and its important to not get too sucked in.....although sometimes it can be tough lol.

Wow wonderful response and such order and detail too!! I thank you for blessing me with such a nuanced perspective and I believe it will be of help to others who read this. I'm glad these questions got you thinking, that was the point. Notice how there isn't a right or wrong answer? It is all based on how we interpret it and also as you wisely deduced there are other factors that can influence those situations even more such as the context of the past events that led up to those events. Thank you I will be reading your response and really contemplating on it. The funny thing is...mistakes don't actually exist...you could do everything right, and it still not work out and you can do everything wrong and it works out. For example with the partner that cheats on you, let's say that they did it out of spite/jealousy. Most people would say you need to leave that partner as that behavior is unhealthy. But you might choose to make the "wrong" decision and it actually works out fine. Now obviously the odds are usually low in such situations but the truth is....we have no clue how our decisions will play out. There are an infinite number of variables at play, so the optimal choice...cannot logically be arrived at. I have heard from wise people that intuition is usually the key to figuring out what the best decision is. But hey....this is a broad subject with so many perspectives. Thanks again for your response you really hit the ball out of the park on that one!!!

Thanks!! Mind providing feedback on how you would answer those questions? I'm interested in the answers people would give. You don't have to answer all of them, you can pick one or even create your own one. I am interested in how people view Self-Love.

Its Infinite Levels....which means....there are no levels. He is just having fun. But yes you are correct if he is capable of going further he will discover more...in fact him discovering alien consciousness is discussed in the Law of One Book. Leo keeps saying he is discovering something new but everything he keeps reporting is just confirming things I already read. There is another guy who has mentioned something similar to what Leo is saying without talking about the Alien part. So Leo isn't saying anything new per say. All of Reality likes to point to the same thing from a different angle or POV and through different words. So yeah....there are more levels....but truthfully....it is just going to collapse back into to itself eventually and he will be right back where he started. But let Leo enjoy his trip in infinity awakenings and recontextualizations. Also here is a secret....all of his awakenings....you can access because Leo is YOU. So the irony is....if you put out the intention under say 5 MEO DMT to experience what he is mentioning....you could theoretically receive the same transmission. I've already stated on the forums I received someone else's psychedelic trips, without a psychedelic but through chakra music Just from me conversing with the person. So theoretically it isn't impossible to receive the same awakenings Leo has right now. I would suggest those of you who have access to psychedelics to explore this possibility. You really need to drop the limitations many of you hold about how all this works.

More and more projection. I don't need to twist anything into a belief. In my direct experience...there is no location. The Universe is a hologram. What does that mean? Everything is One in its totality. That means my FOOT is my POV no more or less than my eye sight. That means YOUR POV is MY POV. You are the one creating distinctions. THERE ARE NO DISTINCTIONS. You keep complicating everything. It is infinity. That means everything can happen all at once right now. There are no past lives, there are no future lives, there is only the now. The present. That's it. Any attempts to complicate this further is just illusions you are creating. My FOOT is the absolute, the DUST IN MY ROOM IS THE ABSOLUTE. A VIRUS IS THE ABSOLUTE. There are no distinctions...there are no differences of any kind. Even this disagreement...is also agreement. How? Because for these words to exist....they have to be agreed into existence. So we cannot even disagree if we tried!! Stop conflating you are just confusing yourself further.

^You got it. Yes....this is why Jesus said suffer the little children and forbid them not for of such is the kingdom of heaven. To flow with life we have to recognize life is us, and thus we do not need to fight it but to trust it as a child can trust its parent. We trust life by connecting to it, and paying attention to the messages it is constantly sending us every moment on all levels to the best of our ability.

I revisited this video...and its interesting because the only barrier to this video is the logical mind. The logical mind is wired to engage in survival of whatever it identifies with. It primarily identifies with the body, and it identifies with pleasure and minimization of pain. Its hilarious from that limited perspective the rational, logical mind would never understand this message. The fact that anyone is even interested in this at all....makes no sense. Its so funny how reality doesn't make any sense at all. You can come up with explanations about why you THINK the anomalies that are us being interested in messages like this exist...but...I'm sorry it still doesn't make sense. Why in the hell would this message resonate at all? Its so funny, I know because ultimately its because reality is infinite love, that really is the only explanation that exists which is why...logic is so funny because logic can never describe infinite love. This means all your logic you are using to make sense of reality...is all just delusion....because your logic can never explain why any selfish human could ever want this message and even decide to undertake it. The only reason...is love...and love...doesn't make sense. AT ALL. Also please don't respond with....its cause you are God. Because God=unconditional love so saying unconditional love is the same as God.

There you go again not understanding... MY POV is absolute. YOUR POV is absolute. THATS IT THE END. You keep trying to put it in the finite. MY POV is the absolute. SO IS THE BOTTLE I AM LOOKING AT. MY WATER BOTTLE IS ABSOLUTE. MY FOOT IS THE ABSOLUTE. Are you getting it? EVERYTHING IS THE ABSOLUTE. THAT'S IT.

He never said in the future, he said...everything is happening SIMULATANEOUSLY. Go back and watch the video...he says and I quote "You already have." What does that mean? It means...it is happening RIGHT NOW! He has made this point MANY TIMES. He used a sponge as an example and said your POV is the holes in the sponge. They are all being lived RIGHT NOW. So no he never said in the future...that was your own projection.

Translation of what Holykael means. "God only forgot in one of the minds. (Holykael means his ego). Everyone else is already enlightened and playing a game of pretend, including you. (He means all of us are playing pretend he means our ego. There is only one conscious being in existence who can awaken. Holykael means himself. Correction: Holykael's ego is an illusion which is playing pretend just like every other ego. The only being that needs to awaken...is the universe which holds all POVs. Holykael doesn't realize that victimhood is literally the opposite of God Realization. God cannot be a victim. Its literally not possible. The only way to be a victim is...to have an other, and others don't exist.

I hope your question wasn't serious. Horses and ants perceive love differently than us. So of course an Alien would. Hell individual humans...experience and perceive love with some differences as well...just ask Holykael lol.

Leo actually changed his argument on Infinity of Gods. I don't know why yall keep ignoring that. According to him you don't access to the POV of others because of their sovereignty. So he put out an intention and was able to make a connection to the God Head of that POV. So according to him Each POV has a God Head and is stuck in a solipsistic bubble. Since that God Head is INDENTITCAL to other God Heads because...its the same God then there really is no difference between saying there is one dream or many. But what IS true is, in your dream....you are the only being that exists. You are a single dreamer. But from each person's POV they are the only being that exists. So your human self is imaginary and so is everything you see. The only REAL thing, is that which looks through your eyes. But everything else...is imaginary.

Triggered....a touchy subject....when a statement, a picture, a feeling, whatever it is....unleashes a torrent of emotions!!! We all have been there....its like somebody pulled a lever and unleashed something...sometimes we didn't even know it was there!! You might go to sleep, and all of a sudden a NIGHTMARE!!! When you wake up you are like "Where the hell did that come from and why?" You talk to your friend and they say something you don't like!!! Trigger!!! You watch the news and the anchorman or woman says something!!! Trigger!!! Your dog pees on the floor for the umpteenth time even though you been taking him to get trained and for some reason it isn't taking!!!!!! TRIGGERRRRR! You get my point. So why in the hell would I ever suggest this is a GOOD THING? Am I Out Of Mind? YES!!! But that is besides the point!!! We can delve into that later!!! The reason why triggers are good, is they reveal the hidden emotional pain you are harboring but you are unaware that is there!! Isn't it lovely? You get to discover the hidden parts of yourself....that reside deep within!! For example let's say you still got some resentment from not belonging in your childhood....someone on this forum might make a post towards you or someone else...instantly you get offended!!! TRIGGER!!! You lash out and BLAME the person who just wrote words on a screen....that it is THEM who are responsible for the feelings that have risen from the surface. First of all....REALLY? You really believe that logic? A person (who you can't even be sure they are a person...they could be a bot) who put words on a screen, and have no clue about you at all as you are just an avatar....is RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR PERSONAL FEELINGS? Do you even realize how silly that sounds? You see emotions are tricky thing. They are like a TIDAL WAVE!!! They can overwhelm you, engulf you, DROWNNN YOU!!! I mean I get it, they can be intense, they can also make you feel alone in that moment like a surfer out at sea all alone struggling to stay afloat and not drown! I get it!! But lay off it!! This victim, finger pointing, and blaming a random person on the forums for your emotional tidal wave needs to stop. The truth is you got TRIGGERED!! You can't control it, it happens, but the beauty of the trigger is each trigger is an OPPORTUNITY!! Its an OPPORTUNITY to EXPLORE AND DISCOVER WHAT IS HIDDEN!! Isn't it amazing? I see so many people on these forums always talking psychedelics and they have NO CLUE about the importance of TRIGGERS!!! The whole point of psychedelics is to explore the hidden parts of your mind....well TRIGGERS are a GREAT TOOL FOR THAT TOO!!! You get to discover your fears!!!! Your judgments, your biases, your blindspots!! Its ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL!!! TRIGGERS are one of the best ways to learn about yourself in a way that another person doesn't have to point out for you because your TRIGGER POINTS IT OUT FOR YOU!!! So instead of running from your trigger, getting mad at what triggered you, YOU SHOULD BE REJOICING!!! You now have another opportunity to engage in the meaningful exploration of....the parts of yourself that are hidden!! So trigger away, heck unload that whole clip!!! Embrace the triggering that arises, and explore it wherever it leads!! Every time I get triggered or trigger others.... I know...I'm doing God's work and it is also being done on me. *Salute*

These are some good quotes....I had heard he was a Mystic...pretty interesting.

Lol exactly my point. Yeah humanity has a long way to go but interesting filter practice you use.

Thanks for the share man!! All of the above is SAVAGE!!! It was also a pleasure to read!!

I'm sure what he wrote was a typo. I think he meant brain when he put you have no mind.

^I'll check him out. I know Tony says coming to his meetings, gives a different energy resonance than watching his videos, so maybe if someone wants the veil to drop that could be their best bet. He explicitly states for people that its all about an "openness to the communication" which has nothing to do with the ME. LOL. That man is the ME annihilator. I love it!!! And his laugh is infectious. He also made fun of Rupert Spira in one of his videos...lol. He mentioned there were 3 people who teach his style of messages that awoke from his messages. There is a guy named Kenneth Madden who awoke after coming to Tony's meetings about 10 years I think ago. Also there is an Asian guy who also awoke from his meetings. He mentioned there was one other person....I wonder if its this Andreas Mueller guy you are mentioning. But yeah I like Tony's laugh as he destroys all hope and meaning. My friend told me he reminds him of this DMT Elf from one of his trips.

Fixed that for you ^ Keep the encouragement coming!!!