Razard86

Self aware...is observation. Observe your thoughts and actions...focus on that which you fancy. If you want to be more caring...contemplate on what that means...you can also look up material on it and ask others as well. Productive? Productivity is relative....you probably mean something survival related so if its pointed towards say financial goals...go read and consume as much information as you can about finance. Everything is a game, so learn the game of money and how to responsible with it and the potential traps that exist with it. You are just an infinite array of patterns and expressions, learning how to center and point that into an arrow....takes skill. Its a habit...you would need to cultivate. But truthfully.... you may be better off learning how to flow with life, rather than being a strict disciplinarian on yourself...but hey...sometimes you have to go through specific stages before you can do others. I use to be a disciplinarian in the past...I've dropped that in my current stage in life and am focusing on flowing.

^ A desire to help is arrogance. 1. How do you know what is right or wrong? 2. Why do you think anything needs to be helped? So yes Tough Love and Condescension is the same...both forms of arrogance. How do you think we have technology? Inventors wanted to HELP humans...even if it harmed the planet and other animals. LOL.

You are fine...I do that as well, the pull is strong....the more advanced you become, the more intelligent, the more wise, the more you can see problems... there are highly intelligent people I disagree with, I don't like the way they word things, or the way they use certain words in certain ways. Nothing wrong with that, you can even point out how you differ in expression, even being direct...but yeah sometimes we can fall into a trap of imposition. Its a fine line, one I have been guilty of crossing many times!!! So all is well my brother...I don't mind it at all even when it gets annoying its all love at the end of the day. That's what I love!!! Even annoyance is love!!

How many hints you want??? Infinite hints? No Problem....Everything is Everything....its also nothing lol..... Stop this distinction game.....if you want some freedom.

Who is it that has an ego? My projection....is your projection...don't you understand? Also...everything is true....so how can the truth be better...if everything is true? You cannot escape infinite love....it holds things...as all true...because the truth is what is....that's what makes everything so wonderful. Instead of always commenting on posts....playing the critic...maybe, just maybe...you could write your own posts. Playing the critic...and hurling accusations and interpretations is easy... and safe. Why don't you enter the arena instead of hanging around in the spectator role? You once talked about sailing, that was interesting!!! Much more contributory and less contentious than all the judgment you love spewing on every post. You love to claim one is in ego...but again....if everywhere you are seeing ego constantly then....whose ego is it? Only an ego....would be constantly trying to stifle the free expression it seems. You could just as easily ignore....there is a difference between a simple comment...and a constant need to critique and correct the posts of others. Are you simply leaving comments on the posts you see, or always needing to critique and refine every post that shows up in your point of view? If you find you are always uncomfortable with the expression being given...is it the expression or your close-mindedness at play? Who knows?...... Or maybe...you need to reread this? Just because an expression doesn't fit your cup of tea...doesn't make it ego....it just means....your ego doesn't like it. But what do I know? I'm just a fool....if you argue with a fool....what does that make you? LOL.

So true and that's the beauty ?.

^ You only see your reflection. Who is seeing selfishness? Who needs humility? What is humility? What is right or wrong? Only your POV adds these meanings. Everything...is neutral, everything is completely meaningless. What you speak...is the meaning you are creating. Seems you don't like your reflection.

Glad you get it. LOL. Spirituality applies to everything because its basic.

Don't worry about the reward, focus on the process itself.

Exactly....real is a perspective...if you are at an ability level that you cannot unimagine it all...then it is real. But once you start being able to defy the rules physics in your reality.....then what is "real" collapses. Its no different that when you struggled with something it was hard...then when you got the hang of it, it was easy.....hard or easy is a distinction you make that is relative to your POV. Oh.....lol what is real? Let's hear your definition.....what is real?

^True but the beauty will only be truly realized....when it is seen for what it is. Before then...the game of Good V.S. Evil exists, when that is done with the Games of everything is beautiful in its own way, and has its own fit and purpose which is my own personal interpretation becomes the norm. When you can see through the illusion...you can finally stop being serious and HAVE SOME FUN!!! Life is a game!!!

Lol don't cut yourself.

Condescension is an expression of Masculine Love or what we like to call TOUGH LOVE. You see it mostly in competitive arenas. It leaves a bitter taste in the receiver and a sweet ecstatic taste in the doer. God is an addict...what do you think the EGO is? The EGO= Addiction. Without an EGO you couldn't have addiction and without addiction there is no meaning and purpose. If you have meaning and purpose in your life then by definition you are addict. Nothing wrong with addiction, its the spice of life!!! What is wrong...is thinking there is something wrong!! Explore the situation and if you feel it is out of balance...then you can fine tune that. The truth is wrong or right doesn't exist...its just lack of balance. We are all like little puzzle pieces...that are constantly changing...trying to find where we fit...and that fit...is also constantly changing!! Such is life!!!

^There is no perfect method, because dishonesty with ourselves is unconscious. Our dishonesty hides from feelings of fear, shame, guilt etc. So there are two things you need to deal with to become better able to catch your dishonesty. Make a commitment to not tell lies to "others." I know it will be difficult since people are addicted to white lies, give up the white lies. Now the next thing is, if something makes you feel fear, shame or guilt, admit it to yourself. Never hide behind the mantra that "I'm fine, or I'm not afraid." The MOMENT you catch yourself IMMEDIATELY CALL BULLSHIT, and actually check to see if it is true. If it is...then all is well, if it isn't all is well also. But all is not well if you allow yourself the smokescreen of claiming all is well without checking!!!!! You gotta check!!! When you drive, you check to see if your gas is full. When you cross the street you check to see if cars are coming. So why do we assume everything is fine all the time...even when sometimes it is so obvious it is not!!! You do that too much you become numb, and then your ability to detect emotional baggage....becomes impossible to detect because now you can't even feel it!!

Wow....very perceptive...now if you could only realize...the rest of humanity was the same person as you.....let's see how long that takes!!

1. All of mathematics is a lie, there is no distance, which literally means...all measurements are an illusion. But time to make fun of your love for mathematics. Here is a mathematician telling you that there is no free will. Oh and for good measure...let's add someone who deals with a different scientific field a neuroendocrinology researcher talking to a neuroscientist. ^ You do realize....that if there is NO LOCATION...then there is NO WESTERN LIFE. THERE IS NO HUMANITY. Do you not understand what no location means? This is utter and complete imagination. Right now...you do not exist, and nothing is happening. There is no past, and future. There is no individual. YOU ARE IMAGINARY. YOUR HUMAN AVATAR DOES NOT EXIST and is a mental construction. You are all alone in a solipsistic bubble floating in an empty void. You are dreaming up everything you see, but because you are biased you are avoiding this message and talking as if you know something...you don't know anything because everything you see...has no explanation. All explanations are delusions, created to pretend to have a life.

1. Reality is condescending....have you noticed this? When a Lioness hunts down some prey and the Hyenas appear and chase her off and take it for themselves they humbled her. They told her....your kill is OUR kill. 2. A virus is condescending to your cells, it enters in takes your nucleus's reproductive function for its own use and says...YOUR REPRODUCTION IS MY REPRODUCTION NOW!!! Like DEBO from FRIDAY!!! There is nothing wrong with condescension, that is your projection. Sometimes.... an animal, person, organization, or even a country....needs to be humbled. A good ole serving of humble pie, served through condescension!!! Only fragile egos hate it!!! I love it!!!

1. There are states you can reach...where you discover that the present moment you are currently experiencing....is a complete an utter mental construction. Mathematics? Do you not realize that mathematics can only exist if you have sensory perception? Explain to me does mathematics exist when you are in deep sleep? 2. You talk about mathematics so lets continue, the more science studies the Universe they keep learning how things are interconnected. Ancient tribes KNEW things like the Stars and Planets impacted our environment and that information is not currently accepted by Western Science. But they can at least admit the Moon impacts the Earth. What if you were to realize....that all of the galaxies that currently exist in the Universe were all influencing each other? How would you feel if you discovered that distance doesn't exist, that everything is perfectly connected to each other and so all life is being controlled and controlling each other simultaneously? What would you say about MATHEMATICS then? HUMANS created mathematics, Alien representations of what we call Math if they have discovered how to transcend the limits we currently have in our construction and modeling of the universe would have mathematics that reflect that distance....is imaginary. Something you don't seem to understand...is HOW CAN YOU HAVE MATH IF ALL MEASUREMENT IS IMAGINARY!! https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-universe-is-not-locally-real-and-the-physics-nobel-prize-winners-proved-it/ Go and read this....if LOCATION doesn't exist, and DISTANCE doesn't exist, then that means ALL MEASUREMENTS ARE ILLUSION. So now you have a conundrum about your so called Mathematics and Science. You see knowledge and its applicability is entirely relativistic and the broader in scope you go the more and more you start to realize....that previous knowledge isn't applicable anymore. Humanity is in the Dark Ages when it comes to knowledge and that is due to our biases. If we could stop playing games and become more honest then we could do REAL SCIENCE. How do you deny the connection between your own mind and what you deem real and unreal. Do you realize how childish we would look to a more advanced species? They would LAUGH AT US. Because of our dishonesty intellectually it took us 2000 years to discover what Mystics were saying 5000 years ago!!! THIS is why Leo says there is no difference between Truth and Love. You can't even find truth, if you succumb to your biases. What use is double blind procedures, and all your other attempts to get rid of bias...when that bias...overlays your own reality. What if every Scientist you have in your industry shares the same bias? Then they will never discover the TRUTH no matter how many models they use. This bias can not only be seen in Science...but in entire civilizations. Its why we have a lack of parity and so much discrimination and confusion because every POV thinks it knows what's true and believes it operates in a physical objective reality. That one big assumption....screwed EVERYTHING UP!!! LOL!!

Think of a person, place, or thing that you have a strong desire for. No judgment can exist in this space so think whatever it is, whatever fantasy doesn't matter what it is. Hold it in your mind's eye, imagination, hold it until your desire for that almost explodes!!! Then....focus now on your heart, picture that fantasy you have still....but bring your awareness to where your heart is located. If you do this correctly...you will transfer that love you have for that object....into you. THIS will feel you overwhelmingly with love....and THEN you will discover through your direct experience...that you PROJECT OUT YOUR LOVE AND HATE....and that YOU ARE THE CREATOR OF YOUR FEELINGS...and also you are what you desire!! The illusion will fall, and shatter, and you will realize you can give yourself the LOVE YOU DESIRE....WHENEVER YOU WANT TOO!!! I know....I'm spoiling the dream for you.....you WANT to believe that something else is causing your desires....but hey.....think of this as an emergency technique if you ever feel depressed or sad. If you master this....it will be equivalent to having low level love awakenings on psychedelics.

So Self Love is such a broad topic, but it is the building block of Reality. So I think its a topic we can discuss and share. One aspect of Self- Love is learning to accept your Avatar as it currently is. Not seeing it as a work in progress as so many of us are trained and indoctrinated to do but as TOTAL AND COMPLETE just as it is. The ego is always searching for more, always seeing incompleteness, seeing problems, and constantly trying to come up with solutions. So the first step in the Self-Love process would be to actually love your self unconditionally. This will get rid of your neuroticism, and stop you from looking to "others and objects" for love and recognize that what you are IS LOVE. One of the issues I have dealt with and still deal with at times is boundaries. One aspect of Self-Love is learning to say NO without guilt or remorse. Its not just about loving the world, but also that which views the world. Now this doesn't mean being a selfish egotistical asshole, but it also doesn't mean being a people pleasing push over. So how do you strike a balance? Easy. Always ask.....is this action being done for its own sake? Or is it being done to fulfill some desire. If its being done to fulfill some desire then its coming from a need based perspective, nothing wrong with that but just recognize it for what it is. When something is done for the sake of it (playfulness) then it is devoid of agenda which means it is done out of self-love. Many people think self-love is trying to save the world in essence, and that is not what it is. Many people try to "fix" the world and usually cause more problems than they actually solve. Self-Love is radical acceptance of what is, and aligning with the movement of where things are going, instead of becoming afraid and trying to resist the current movement and trajectory. I know its TOUGH, because we all have preferences...but things happen the way they do to allow all POV's the ability to change at THEIR OWN RATE. Many times those that are more advanced can get impatient at the growth and advancement of those less advanced.... but everything has its own rate of change/growth. As stated earlier fulfilling personal desires is not bad, you need to eat, breathe, drink water, poop, and sleep. But beyond the mere survival, cultivating self-love outside of those aspects and maybe sometimes even putting those aspects in jeopardy in certain situations to help others may be optimal. Self-Love dissolves the distinction between self and other so helping an other is helping yourself and helping yourself is helping others. So the boundary between selfish and selfless collapses and All that is left is No Self which is identical to All is Self, which is identical as saying....there are no individuals. So here are some examples to contemplate. 1. You have a friend in need of financial assistance and they have never paid you back in the past, it looks like they may be homeless without your assistance...what do you do? 2. Your romantic partner cheated on you but said they are sorry, what would you do? 3. Your kid keeps acting up at school and getting into fights. When you come to the school to find out what is going on, your kid claims they are being bullied but the school accuses your kid of being the bully. What would you do? 4. There is an election in your state and it will determine the fate of the surrounding ecological environment of your residential area and the city at large. You know you have good ideas that you could add to the discussion politically but you are so done with politics, jaded with it, and would rather not get involved. What do you do? 5. Your sibling has a drug problem that stems from them being physically and emotionally abused as a kid and you allowed them to stay with you to help them get off drugs. You discover that they have been secretly stealing from you to pay for drug use secretly. What would you do? Bonus: Your friend watches Leo's videos and accuses him of being the Anti-Christ for calling himself God. You come from a very religious community and even though you no longer agree with their teachings embracing your new perspective has driven a divide between you and them. What would you do?

Well not actually....I made reference to when I first took mushrooms that it felt alien, and I have talked to others on the forums who told me in the past before Leo's Big Alien awakening that they have felt an alien presence. Also again....the Law of One Book... Leo saying he awoke to Alien Intelligence isn't a far fetch....Humans aren't the only living beings in the Universe and I would bet their level of consciousness is much more developed than ours. I have heard they even learned how to create galaxies....so yeah....something to think about.

I use to think that was it...but its not because that would be martyrdom. Besides there is no distinction in trying to help another or helping yourself. The act of helping others is itself a game of duality. You feeding your stomach right now is no different than you giving your last to an enemy. The only reason there is a push at all for more selflessness is because currently within this dream there is a higher prevalence of greed than charity. But trust me from personal experience...martyrdom has its own imbalance. An ego can uses self-sacrifice as a means to become self-righteous and brag about how charitable and self-sacrificing they are. Also a person can become a martyr because they believe it is the RIGHT THING to do, which is a form of selfishness because you believe there is a right or wrong which means you have an agenda. Its tricky...its slippery, its not so clear cut. Its why I just tell people, do the best you can at the capacity you are at. You can't expect everyone to be self-sacrificial and truthfully...people can't help but act the way they are. ^ The thing is....the ego is ALWAYS intact, even when people tell you it isn't it IS. The POV is the ego, the body is the ego, the ego= the character/persona. Enlightened People don't make any significant changes. They still walk the same, talk the same, all that happens is 2 things....life gets recontextualized, and neuroticism falls away more and more. People keep thinking enlightenment is some big event...no its not. Now you can have some huge experiences of awakenings....and certain realizations may floor you, but all that eventually happens is you just become lucid in the dream. For example I just had a dream where I was having a conversation with someone....I woke up today and realized how real that conversation was in that dream...and even waking up how slowly it still felt real, that voice in my head. It made me laugh because it was just showing me again....how I am the only thing that exists and there are no others....everything is me. For a brief moment I was like I already knew that but dang.....lol. I realize I do enjoy the illusion of other. Its fun.

All I know is you can go to bed and sleep at night....and be conscious that you are sleeping...it throws me off recently I would be snoring...and be like WHO THE HELL IS SNORING...and look and be like...OH MY GOSH lol. As you break attachment to the body by waking up (raising consciousness) you will notice that the body is just doing its own thing...and there was never a YOU making decisions. This whole time....your body is just doing things...and it never needs a conscious awareness there for it to happen. Its kind of freaky when you realize this LOL. They call it sleep paralysis apparently...which it isn't. Its just the ego vanishing...while you are sleeping. https://www.google.com/search?q=Sleep+paralysis&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS991US992&oq=Sleep+paralysis&aqs=chrome..69i57.2879j0j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

The Greatest Miracle Is To Make a Miracle Appear as Ordinary. The Greatest Illusion Is To Hide The Truth In Plain Sight And Demonize It. Reality Constantly Is Miraculous And Hides In Plain Sight. Every Explanation For Appearances Are Other Delusion And Completely False. But The Greatest Miracle Is To Make The Illusionary Pattern So Consistent And Complete That The Explanation Makes Sense. Logic Is Illusion, It Is Just An Appearance, But The Illusion Is So Consistent....It Can't Help But Feel Real. That Is Truly Profound!!!

I agree with what you said and your writing is a great example of Infinity....notice the stream of consciousness you just displayed this is how we create stories. Our mind is ridiculously great at creating explanations upon explanations onward for eternity. I first must confess that I am a fool....to get that out the way...so what does that mean? It means I too just like all beings am doing the best I can within this game we call life. I both know and don't know, its why I share because I know my POV has blindspots as all POV have blind spots...its the beauty of a POV= Point of View. The best I would say to sum it all up, take responsibility for the story you tell yourself. So become aware of your thoughts and the explanations that are being given. Make a practice of being aware when you are playing the victim. The victim is the default mode of the ego, it is the story that things are happening to you and you have no power to make decisions. I know I said there is no free will, and there isn't....but there also are NOT OTHERS so nothing can happen to a YOU. Anything that happens to you, is you....happening to you. Its a tough pill to swallow but Science has actually inadvertently proved what I am saying....I'll provide 2 sources...even though Science itself is imaginary lol. https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2016/06/theres-no-such-thing-as-free-will/480750/ Here they proved the universe is not local. https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-universe-is-not-locally-real-and-the-physics-nobel-prize-winners-proved-it/ Which means all distinction is imaginary. So you see....people on the forums...your precious Science is just reconfirming what all the Mystics have already stated. It appears the Universe is headed for a massive awakening very soon. I believe the key to flowing through life is not allowing your thoughts and emotions to lead you...but you take back the driver's seat and not fall asleep into the dreams of thoughts and emotions. So basically practice non-attachment to thoughts and emotions...not for enlightenment but just for a more conscious way of life. The more you can practice disidentifying the more you will be able to observe yourself and others and gain the necessary information you can use to make more changes. Someone will say but you said you were already complete? You are, but the illusion is that you aren't. First recognize you are. Then fine tune where necessary. Do people think their house or car is incomplete? Do people think their water is incomplete? The air? A tree? A squirrel? No!!! But for some reason...humans convince themselves...that they are the ONE EXCEPTION in the Universe that is incomplete!!! Lol!!! The human mind....is very good at crafting believable stories!!! It can make ANYTHING CONVINCING if you don't question it!!