Razard86

^^^This!!! Absolutely THIS!!! This is the only message...everything else is just distractions. The whole point of awakening....is to realize everything is you. If everything is you....what is the problem? But the funny thing is....you love problems!!! Problems are juicy!!! That is why every great movie, book, has trials and tribulations for the hero to overcome!!! Who doesn't enjoy a good story? The only issue is....if the story stops being an illusion and you think it is REAL!!! I know about this guy I came across him around January of this year. I recognize him as an interesting story character.

I'll just interpret your whole response as "Do what thou wilt."

Thanks and yes Love is the most powerful force indeed. Its so powerful it is awe inspiring, frightening, and beautiful.

^ I am not a man on earth and that is not a fact. Facts are also imaginary. You are attempting to force your delusions onto me. Just like how most of POVs do. Measurement is also imaginary, which your imaginary science has already proved. They proved that all measurement is imaginary. They also proved your precious free will is imaginary as well. All your points have already been debunked by your so called facts, which reveal you just are not open to truth and just want delusions. That is fine, enjoy your delusions you have that right. Also everything that has just happened...including this interaction...is all completely imaginary and you are dreaming.

I was talking to a friend of mine about their recent trip on 5 MEO and more about the integration of the trips into the relative and he pointed to me an old video of Leo's video with Martin Ball. He told me there are some hidden gold mines in that video that talk about the energetic aspect of reality and how the ego expresses it. Really interesting video. I watched this awhile ago but the lens I have now is much different than before. This link starts where they have the discussion but you can just watch the whole video from start to finish if you want too as well. Best of luck!!

Exactly.

Very beautiful picture.

Failure is imaginary. Completely and utterly imaginary. It has never existed, it is a concept like everything else.

You can block their mentions so maybe that would help. Also, the wonderful thing about the ignore function, is if someone quotes them....you could choose to NOT read it. So if someone reads it, and gets triggered....who is at fault? The ignore function...is pointing to something...what a lot of people on the forums are so asleep on is...every judgment they are making against me....is just judgments against themself. One of the people here on the forums just said he is a jerk, so he is judging himself. His reactions to me, his triggers, is just the parts of himself he doesn't like. I've pointed in the past that getting triggered is GREAT, because it alerts you to the subconscious judgments you have against yourself. The more and more you can catch these judgments and let them go, the more you can love yourself. So why do I advocate ignoring me? Everyone's progress is at their own pace, some can deal with this work faster than others. If you feel its too intense...then just ignore. If people cannot realize...that they create problems, and problems don't actually exist...I don't know what to tell you.

1. All of these things can be done in a video game. All of these things can be done in a virtual reality game. I can simulate in a VR game every single situation you just presented. In Fact Grand Theft Auto...does a pretty good job of already doing most of what you presented. 2. Secondly....you could imagine right now in your mind....everything you just said. In fact....when someone reads what you just stated....they are actually visualizing the points you are making. So that means...they can completely render the scenario you just presented which means...it doesn't negate that your reality is YOUR MIND. Your mind, is just your imagination. You have never known anything OUTSIDE your imagination. OTHERS are your imagination, your body is your imagination, sensory perception IS imagination. All knowledge, all direct experience, is just imagination. This cannot be disproven. WHY? Because you would have to USE imagination to try to disprove imagination. Imagination is the end point!!! Any attempts to entertain otherwise is just denying your imagination and pretending it is something else...which you have to USE imagination to do!!!!

This is true.

Exactly so if nothing you are saying is true...then it has no meaning. Nothing is happening here, it is only appearing to happen. And yes saying something has no meaning is meaning...which is a contradiction, which proves.... logic is false!! And there is no meaning!!! So the contradiction proves the point that there is no meaning!!! So the lack of meaning proves itself through meaning by having no meaning!!! Exactly!!! Don't try to figure it out, just understand through the example above.

Big balls, big ovaries, both are impressive displays of personal power. Besides me and friends have always laughed at how people say big balls as if balls weren't the most vulnerable part of a man's body. And how when someone acts weak they call them a pussy yet a pussy can take a lot of damage to it and a whole baby comes out of it. The irony of how words are used and the meanings attributed to them. So funny.

Well I am glad you feel this way.

Yes my friend!!! I'm glad you recognize what is going on here!! I resonate the same!!! Tired of playing these little ego games, but reality must experience every possibility....so here we are being thrusted forward towards death and rebirth on all levels....for all of eternity. But here is something counter-intuitive that I discovered!! Once you realize what is going on....you realize...the game is actually trying to help you!! I had a rough day two days ago and I prevented myself from projecting any type of meaning. Do you know everything just magically worked itself out? No it didn't happen at the pace I wanted it too, no it didn't happen in a way I could predict. But it DID, just happen. So this can be seen from different angles...as all things can.

Its not I am becoming like Leo. Any Spiritual Teacher would tell you, who are you saving....if everyone is you. Also you called Leo a coward....Julian..Julian. Would a coward do this? https://www.youtube.com/c/ActualizedOrg/search?query=Leo 5 MEO DMT Let's not play this game. You are playing another identity game. You believe you are a coward, and since you love Leo....you project that identity onto him as well. Well if you believe you and Leo are both cowards....you too should go take 5 MEO DMT and tell the world on Youtube that you are God. If Leo doing THIS...isn't putting himself in harms way I don't know what to tell you. Do you know he gets death threats also? Please explain....how a coward....would do any of these things? You apply a lot of labels to Leo...but coward....is one that doesn't actually apply. Here is another thing that Leo did. This ^^^ is dangerous!!! It can break your grip on reality and possibly drive you insane. When Leo first took 5 MEO DMT he said it scared the shit out of him and he had to take a break. Later on...he overcame his fear...and was willing to attempt to take it everyday for 30 days. IS THIS WHAT A COWARD WOULD DO? Then there is this. Look at his bad trips? But there is also more!!! He has taken EXPERIMENTAL PSYCHEDELICS ALSO!!! And also recently he admitted to almost dying from experimenting with a NEW PROCEDURE!!! He also asked to experience insanity through psychedelic use as well!!!! Again...does this sound like a coward to you? Leo is many labels...coward....is a hard one to apply to him. Now....all of this...is utterly meaningless and purposeless because LEO IS YOU!!! But hey.... I didn't think you thought so less of yourself to believe him to be a coward. Let's not try to force people...to fit our preference of how they should be. Leo is as he should be...and so are you.

Not sure why you feel sorry, your apology is not going to prevent triggering from happening. It just happens, and has absolutely nothing to do with you. I once came across a girl who got triggered by cartoon characters as she sees them as scary. When someone gets triggered by something you say it has everything to do with them and nothing to do with you. You just got called a jerk and nothing you did....fit that label. Notice....only one person called you that and felt that way. That means...that person constructed that entire meaning....themselves. So how can you be a jerk? When only one person thinks that way? You write enough threads....you'll be called a jerk a lot more LOL. You keep apologizing every time someone gets triggered you will be apologizing for everything. Outside of direct personal attacks and threats, you are good...also notice....that person made a personal attack....they called you a jerk. LOL. So who is the jerk....the one who is interpreted as one...or the one who calls one a jerk? Who knows?......

Here is your answer. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-009 This also...pushes the dagger further in as well. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-016

Integral I love your POV and I know you mean well but my goal is not to be inviting at all. Many people on this forum are too afraid of conflict, which is a bias. Conflict is built in for a reason and is inevitable. Once you realize the purpose of conflict, then you understand its beauty. There is a lot of FEAR on the forum, and as a result people do not realize the dangers of this work. Since I have experience them firsthand I am not going to sugar coat anything. This sums up the aspect of Infinite Love that this forum is suppressing. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-006 Once you TRULY get THIS what is being stated HERE, THEN you will realize why there is so much fear attached to what I post. Notice how you were able to clearly understand what I was saying. That means my delivery and style wasn't the issue. The issue is....preference. Do you want me to tell you your foot is bleeding and I need to chop it off? Or do you want me to tell you your foot is made of chocolate and we are just going to gently remove it to add some caramel? Same message....one gives the brutality of what will be experience, the other gives you a false impression of what is about to be experienced. Go back and read this thread by a certain user. Did he know what he was getting into? Probably not. Sure everything is love, but unconditional love is REALLY LOST ON PEOPLE. It is EVERYTHING!!! It loves trauma, torture, hell, rape, incest, genocide, the list goes on. I am not here to sugar coat anything. I am here to give as accurate a representation of Spirituality and what it entails. If I am hated, I don't care lol. Hate me, BAN ME, but you will never be able to say, I didn't speak what I saw was true!!

You are swimming around in the infinite dealing with many POV. As you travel on this journey you will realize that certain POV are only there to distract. Once you realize this, then you take the appropriate action. I use too, never ignore and take in all points of view, at a certain point...it just repeats itself on end. In the words of Allan Watts once you get the message you hang up the phone. I have realized that at a certain point in life you have to cut out all distractions, and each step is along that journey. Also....me telling people to ignore me...is not me experiencing too much heat, are you noticing...I am telling them...if they have a problem...why not fix it? 1. I have no agenda...I am telling you to ignore me, someone who has an agenda wants to be heard. Here is a kicker...if everyone on the forums ignored me right now...I would still post what I am posting....in fact here is proof. HEY EVERYONE IGNORE ME!!! DON'T READ ANYTHING I POST!! BLOCK ME COMPLETELY!!! GIVE ME NO RESPONSES AT ALL!!! How's that one for you? But guess what...they won't....that's just how reality is. 2. If all you see is agenda....and do not understand. That everything isn't about agenda....then that is what your reality reflects. But I can tell you what my agenda is....its to align myself with Infinite Love from my POV. That's it!! Nothing more, nothing less!!

You can't help but trigger people, triggering people is not your fault its theirs. But yes its really simple and only appears to be complex, but how it pulls off the illusion of complexity is very elaborate. But you are correct, its utterly and completely simple, with an illusion of complexity. Those who are unable to see the simplicity its through no fault of their own, when its their time to realize it, then its their time.

Such honest expression here. ? I love it!!

What worked for me is totally deconstructing all meaning and purpose. You do it enough and you will see it for what it is. All meaning and purpose is complete fabrication and lies. You need to practice deconstruction until you cannot be fooled. Once this happens the ego will become visible. You will see that it is just an illusion of patterns, processes, habits, preferences, etc. You will also become aware how you identified with them. You will also understand what love is from both the finite and infinite. There is no free will because love gives up its free will to become an identity. The only freedom as such is no identity. When you realize this you realize you were always free because identity was never real, you constructed/created it.

It will, but it seems he is looking for a direct path. All paths lead to truth inevitably because everything is truth, it's just in a dream of denial of what it is.

You are the oracle, you just decided to create me to be on the receiving end to experience what that was like. Thank you for creating me.