Razard86

This was beautiful and I agree and I can see that you have an eye in the infinite. Many demonize my posts and think I am attacking them but if only they realize that everything is always working towards the greatest good. Yes even though the Guru is a trap, some want to stay in that trap and that is okay. My posts...are only to bring awareness....its why I tell those to ignore me. I do not believe it serves me to allow those who claim to seek the truth and engage with me to not have their delusions deconstructed. Maybe I'll just start telling them peace be with you lol.

God Is Love...You Are Love, This is Why The Process Of Awakening Is Tricky. Why? Because its sticky. Your love is so got damn sticky you are always sticking to things like a ROGUE POST IT NOTE!!! You can't help it, YOU ARE SO AMAZING you keep getting in awe with your creations....you don't want to let go. So you release all your attachments and follow a Guru or many Gurus and then....you become attached to the Guru!! Now its funny you look at atheists and fundamentalist religion and say...I'm glad I escaped that trap!!! Then you start hanging on every word of your Guru....and start going around preaching their gospel!!! Your Guru has become your religion!!! For the Atheist Science and Skepticism is his religion, for the fundamentalist its often the religion of his birth. But you escaped those traps....to create A NEW ONE!!! THE GURU!!! Oh I love my Guru, he/she is so amazing, look at their wisdom, they are profound, unreachable, if only I could be like them!!! BOOM, you have now fallen into a ditch. Your love for your Guru is your love for your self but you project onto them this love, and create a storyline of unworthiness and hours and hours of practice, which feed this comparison game of unworthiness and any Guru worth their salt, would notice this and cut it. They would need to act foolish, let you down, disappoint you, and eventually if you are too obsessive banish you!! Because you would term them INTO PERSONAL GOD and block yourself from realizing what you are!!! God as an ego is addicted to unworthiness, addicted to the admiration of other egos. I get it, every EGO IS AMAZING so the trap makes sense!!! But!!! YOUR EGO IS AMAZING!!! The purpose of the path is this realization!!! What you have created....is amazing!!! Your Guru is your own creation, to realize this...you need to eventually drop your Guru....and become your own Guru. The better route would be to NEVER take on a GURU EVER!!! To view your guru as an equal who is just sharing knowledge/experience. If you take this approach your progression will be swift, but if you are constantly looking up to them....you will never realize what you are. The Guru is probably the BIGGEST TRAP OF ALL, it is the LAST TRAP on many journeys. So this is a wake up call for you....but hey....I'm just a fool rambling for fun!! Ignore this if it does not resonate.

Please don't put that limitation on yourself. I absolutely love women!! They are so beautiful, and happy and free flowing when they are in their element. I get sometimes how your desire for them can block you, but that's okay. Work through it. You definitely can, I believe in you!! Its not contradictory at all lol. I can go to sleep right now and have the exact same dream. I can dream that everyone in my dream is awake and enlightened and I am the only one who isn't and I can view the opposite. Also Martin is definitely awake I never said he wasn't I'm saying his ego is playing the game of denial. Anyone who has done 5 MEO as much as him can only deny solipsism because it scares them. I discovered solipsism...off of freaking edibles. EDIBLES!!! There is no way you can deny solipsism if you take 5 MEO. Leo even said on his video he checked multiple times because he obviously wanted to be sure, but I am pretty sure off his first trip he noticed it. When I had a kundalini awakening it happened again. So yeah....solipsism is true and literally cannot be disproved no matter what you do. Once you see behind the veil...its kind of...jawbreaking lol. But after you think about it....the other aspect comes into view...you realize....there is nothing to worry about at all. Like literally nothing. Absolutely nothing. Problems don't exist, why? Because everything is you. Are you a problem to be fixed? LOL.

I can't stop laughing at this!!! Good one!!! He said the "machine gun of truth!!!" I definitely see a bit of me in that guy!!

The dream model works really well. Picture this....you are dreaming....but you ZOOMED INTO rockyreed.....you could also ZOOM out from that perspective and realize.....you are dreaming the entire universe. You can also realize that inside your POV.....whatever is outside your POV....doesn't exist. You could also realize that your ability to create reality...is instantaneous!! Its faster than light, try blinking for example really fast. Notice how it disappears and is there again. When VR Technology reaches a certain point....humans won't even be able to play this silly little game they are currently playing at the moment lol.

NOOOO!!!!! NO!!!!! Keep the critiques coming!!! My ego does not need to be built up!! That sucker needs to be purged of all judgment!!! These critiques are coming from a place of love!! If they weren't they wouldn't take their time making them!! All critiques come from a desire to help or improve an other. So every critique here is well meaning!! So please don't stop!! Shower me with all your love!!! Critique me all to death!! Everyone!! Provide me with more insight into where I lack!!! And no this is not to be confused with BDSM lol.

Ever have a friend who is suffering emotionally and you tried to cheer them up? The more and more you pushed and prodded the more they resisted? Ever notice you may have gotten frustrated and even angry? Notice how they might even feel like you are attacking them as a result? Its funny, you are partially angry at them of course, but ultimately you are angry at yourself because you are powerless. Because you cannot accept that they are unhappy you become unhappy. Why? Because you identify with them and view happiness as good and sadness and depression as bad. I get it...this is something I still struggle with. There are times I am okay with the suffering of those I care about...because I understand that it has to be the way it is. But other times....I allow myself to feel into their suffering and it hurts. But what I realize most of all, is I cannot force another to stop suffering. And if I do...I actually increase their suffering. So the greatest form of love I can show....is compassion...to be present with them in their suffering. And...that can be hard, it can be frightening, but that is what love is. How do you know if someone loves you? They are able to be present when you suffer. They don't disappear when you have bad times, they are present through the ups and the downs. The greatest form of love is to allow someone to just BE....themselves. Be themselves when they mess up, when they are foolish, when they are scared, depressed, judgmental, hypocritical, most times you attempt to control another you are actually coming across to them as unloving even though you are doing it out of love. Often when you want to protect another you do it by force when things become overwhelming for you, but it doesn't mean it will be seen as protection, often times it can be perceived as you not thinking they are strong enough, or good enough and are some how defective. So the greatest love, is to allow another to suffer. Their suffering bothers you because their suffering becomes your suffering, but some times the greatest love is to suffer in silence with them.

^^^^Don't be a spoil sport now!!! Continue with the critiques everyone.

I love you man but keep it focused on criticism. No encouragement lol.

Breakingthewall you just compared nature to Nazism? Explain to me how nature and eugenics is the same? Eugenics is the systemic targeting process of killing off an entire race. Nature outside of human nature does not engage in Eugenics. Nature just freely expresses itself as it is, and whether you can adapt or not determines whether you can survive. Humans are the part of nature that acts in opposition. Also absolute integrity is maximum efficency. Absolute integrity is the complete integration of all working parts, which is what nature does at all times. Even human's lack of integration is absolute integration because the reason humans SUFFER is because they act in opposition. If humans stopped acting in opposition they wouldn't suffer. Suffering is not inherent its a consequence of acting in opposition.

Dangit...why I got to be the side character?

Breaking The Wall.... could you not say....we already do? Also saying nature doesn't care about the individual....is an egoic perspective. From my perspective....nature cares about every individual. Human nature....is also nature. Have not humans strived with each generation to be more and more loving? Look at where humanity was and where they are now? Also....why do you believe death is bad? Is not the whole spiritual path about realizing that death is infinite love? Is not the entire source of what we call evil stem from the fear of death? How do you supposed humanity can ever stop being selfish if they are still afraid of death?

Again I appreciate it, but please don't defend me here. I want all the criticisms that others (who are me) can give me. I want this thread to be a version of a bad trip. So criticism is the intention here. From your POV what disturbs or bothers you in how I express myself?

^ Wow interesting take I like it!! Maybe the human story is that...ultimately that selfishness is its own misery and acceptance is its own reward? That if you ever try to improve a creation you always do harm? But through nurturing a creation you bring it to its highest fulfillment of expression? So instead of trying to change something....nurture it instead? Maybe our lesson is wanting the best is fine, as its an act of love but maybe the best is to nurture and allow the rest versus controlling and force. I think humans represent the Universe teaching what true love is.

Care to elaborate? This sounds interesting!!

I like this girl she provides some good information. Most of these I already knew, and in general what she is speaking on is true. Watch because one of these phrases will eventually be used on you at some point lol.

Jowblob.....are you even listening to yourself? Everything you just stated that you claim I am doing...YOU ARE DOING? Are you even aware of this? You are akin to a person slapping himself telling someone else to stop slapping himself. Even the statement stop this nonsense debating...you are debating with me!!! So who needs to stop debating....when you were the one who started the debate? You have levels and levels of a lack of awareness due to levels and levels of dishonesty. Do you not realize how dishonest you are? At all? Even worse you are complaining about discussions about illusion...so why would you enter into a thread to discuss about illusion then? Do you see? You are not making sense!!! If I don't like pizza, I am not going to enter Domino's and complain about them making pizza!! I just won't enter the pizza area!!! Jowblob I suggest that before you do anything... ask yourself questions like why am I doing this? When you say things about people, ask yourself do I do the same thing? Actually take some ownership and OBSERVE YOURSELF!!! I could point out even more if I keep going but its too much!! Its way too much. Observe yourself. Please observe yourself. Your entire posts are walking contradictions. All of this is with love by the way. No judgment.

lol come on try a little harder!!!

You got it!!! All my posts are just pointers. No judgment!! Nothing wrong with distracting and entertaining yourself if you are AWARE you are doing it. All my posts are about raising awareness of what you are doing. The rest is up to you of course!!

I love this model!!! Look the easy way to understand this model is to simplify it with a healthy focus on the unhealthy aspects. Focus on the unhealthy aspects and if you are doing the opposite...then you are fine. Also focus on the fears that is described with each identity and allow those fears to dissipate. Great Model I will be using this in my own personal development thanks for sharing!!! I already see one of my issues listed here. Its so funny... I was just asking a question and I was led to this thread and given the answer!!! Life is so amazing!!!

I appreciate you, but let's just keep the responses to criticisms of me. I don't want this thread to fall into people trying to teach each other or convince each other of something. I just want people to give honest criticisms about my style.

I put you on the ignore list because I want authentic critiques. If you have an issue with a person you tell them what it is, you don't make baseless claims. If I have an issue with a company's service I am not going to name call them and walk away....that is just emotional venting. I will list to them the areas I believe they are lacking in and can be improved. Its simple, and it can help get the outcome you desire. When I asked you to provide me with that you said you were too lazy, but you weren't too lazy to add more criticism. Criticizing for the sake of criticizing is called trolling. It is an activity that unhappy people engage in because they are bored and want to feel powerful. Trolling has its place, its the comic relief of the movie of life. But since it doesn't interest me in terms of personal growth....I ignore it. I also find it annoying in serious topics.

A video that describes an important aspect of the Spiritual Process. Many here demonize being triggered, they do not understand the tremendous opportunity being triggered presents. Its a chance to cleanse or release pent up emotions. Here is a short video I found on Youtube that gives an overview of their perspective on the term/concept. A lot of people are afraid to hurt their loved ones....STOP IT. Its going to happen, obviously you are not going to do it intentionally but its going to happen anyway. It might be a belief you have, an action you take or don't take, regardless of what you do you are going to trigger others and they are going to trigger you. Its a trigger party over here!!! Don't spend your life walking on eggshells, embrace this process at whatever level you are at. Personally I love getting triggered, not because it feels good, but because it reveals....what is hidden but there.

Its a process, you unground yourself to awaken to what you are....then you ground yourself back in the illusion. Grounding is a natural process, everything in society is naturally grounding. Watching T.V., talking to people, listening to regular mainstream music, all of this is grounding.

Many people practice meditation for various reasons, so I won't say there is only one reason to do it. But many come to the practice to learn how to quiet the mind, so that they can stop suffering its constant interpretations. This is fine, but if you only do meditation then you are missing the point. Its one thing to quiet the mind, but when the mind is crafting storylines....if you believe the story it is crafting as truth...then you totally defeated the purpose. The purpose of meditation like any tool, is to release your identification with the story, but this for most people will not be enough. You also need to deconstruct all meaning and purpose in your life and recognize it for what it is, your own personal creation. Now when you practice meditation you will have fine tuned the ability to turn the mind chatter off, and if it happens to go off YOU WON'T FALL FOR ITS BULLSHIT. By using both tactics together....you will start to finally observe the character and will regain your authority. The spiritual practice is all about authority, taking ownership of your life, and not allowing your patterns to control you by becoming aware of them through dis-identification. This is something you have to do over and over and over again until you GET IT. Psychedelics, meditation, deconstruction are all just tools for you to GET IT. Once you get it....then you are free from the clutches of the illusionary ego, which was just an energetic pattern that was constructed mainly through your early life and then modified every so slightly each moment after that. Seeing the ego....is like watching things like talking, sitting, scratching, sleeping, all happening on its own...and realizing....that the thing that is doing it...ISN'T YOU. This may freak you out....but well its...true. Its no different than watching your dog running around and not identifying that the dog is you.....the same is true for your body. You are that which holds everything in existence, and the appearances just happen inside you. Obviously this also means the appearances are you....but you are also that which cannot be perceived...but just is...the isness. That just is.