Razard86

I have said in the past that feeling is truth. But what does that actually mean? Well first we can look at your normal survival feelings such as hunger, when that feeling arises you think "I am hungry." So you proceed to find something to satisfy that hunger. What you may not realize is based on the strength of that hunger is the level that your entire reality is recontextualized around food. You are looking at something as not food or food and nothing else is more important. In the beginning you may be picky about things like price, taste, distance, time. But as that feeling intensifies those discriminatory factors become less important. So notice your reality is always experienced like this based on what you are feeling. This is why feeling is truth, if you are sleepy your experience is from that state. So feeling could just be called "states of consciousness." Leo did a whole video on it here. THIS ^ runs your whole life and your meaning just reflects this. You could hate the taste of apples, but when you are starving? Apples will taste AMAZING!!! Your state of consciousness creates your experience of reality, but since reality and your state is fluid.....it reveals again that your reality is not objective. But it can certainly feel that way as each state change can alter reality and create an illusion of solidity, until you CRASH from that state into another and then everything is experienced differently. This is why its important to understand that feeling is truth, your reality and how it appears is true for you, but how it appears....depends on how how you are feeling, and how you are feeling...is determined by your state.....NOTICE THIS. Focus on cultivating feelings that can create experiences that you can enjoy. Practice gratitude, and seeing the beauty in everything. How do you do this? By realizing that first that YOU ARE BEAUTY, start from that!! If you can recognize the beauty within you, then you can project that outward. Your reality, and how it appears, is just a reflection of your state of consciousness which creates your feeling, but also realize that feelings can also change your state of consciousness as well. But that state...is heavily entangled by how your perception is habitually run. Choose to be more conscious and with each moment practice cultivating feelings that bring joy, and peace, and you can enter and stay in states that reflect that. So I can be tired, but through practice I can dis-identify with that feeling....and get out of it being tired. Most tiredness is usually mental fatigue, some Spiritual Teachers have joked that it comes from being a ME (ego) and all that meaning you have been running around creating all day tires you out. Its certainly an interesting thing to consider. Anyway....try to be more aware in each moment how feeling, state of consciousness, thoughts, all influence how something is perceived. You can try this....go read something, then come back later...and notice that you can naturally notice something different than you could before....these tests...can show you that you are moving around in an ocean, that for some reason you think is solid, physical, and defined, that has never been true.....you construct solidity by projecting meaning onto it.

True, but the secret is the relative is the illusion, the absolute is all there is. Your POV is absolute right now. As long as you believe an other has a POV...then it is true because you imagine it is true...because everything is your imagination. Even saying you cannot know...is something you are creating. How can you NOT know...when you are absolute? Think about it? You can only know your self if you are all that is. You are the end all. You have never known anything outside your POV....and you never will. So Amanen and Razard can ONLY have a POV IF YOU SAY WE DO. NOT Knowing whether we have one...IS ALSO DETERMINED BY YOU. You are that which determines everything...because there is only you.

The moment you say someone is legitimate you give authority, you give authority by saying they are credible. That is giving authority. Its called giving trust. I'm not saying you gave all your authority but you did what was called delegation of authority.

Hunter X Hunter is one of the best animes I ever watched. I like the break down of this Antagonist that that this Youtuber made. Check it out!!

This is really profound!!! It is also....why we are here!!! Thank you as well!!

You want proof your POV is the absolute? You and every POV has never acted differently. Why do you think every POV believes it is true? Even when POV give away their authority they believe they are right. The secret is every POV believes its POV is absolutely true....because...it actually is. Your POV is the only one that exists....this is why the barrier of other is the hardest to accept. Your POV is absolute, and mine is too. We are ONE being pretending to be infinitely many POV, this optical illusion is possible because its all a mind. Also notice what I bolded in your quote...what proof do you have that assertion of yours is true? Your direct experience and how you interpret it has always been your proof. Its why I keep trying to show people on this forum...no POV ever perfectly agrees. Why? Because every POV is absolutely true. THIS is the secret. Its only relative because it is interacting in relationship or context. Without that relationship or context...it becomes absolute.

Alright it seems the purging has been done. I'm glad everyone has got their judgments out of them. I'll end my comment with this video. Mods you can lock this thread since nobody seems motivated for the particular purpose of this thread. Thanks for joining me on this trip. All concerns will be considered....but notice some of them contradict and again as I have said in the past....notice how people cannot agree. I am your mirror, all judgments of an other are only the judgments you actually have with your self. I'll leave you with a cool Allan Watts video.

I have a fun idea!!! Well it is for me anyway since I am serious about getting rid of some judgments I have recently discovered housed within me. This is your chance to say all the things you don't like/prefer I change about my style of delivery. But let's make it fun balls to the wall. DO NOT HOLD BACK!!! I want that same energy you all gave me in that gaslighting thread!! Now as a rule..I will NOT be responding to any criticisms outside of asking for more clarification. I won't do my usual deconstruction, and other responses I usually do. I want this to be my own version of a BAD TRIP!!! So don't hold back!!! I love you all and I want you to go complete authentic expression of what I do and how it HURTS YOU. Also...I don't need anybody defending me here, this is not the thread to do it. This is just people expressing their pure honesty about what they don't like. Lets get it on!!!! Note: Moderators I know this might scare you....allow it some room, obviously if it gets out of hand lock it....but I would desire you let it run its course.

Yeah that's definitely third eye related. When mine opened back in March of this year my vision became sharper, and when I would watch a Youtube video people appeared to jump out the screen, like I was wearing 3-D glasses. So yeah really nice. Happy for you!!

Let's not turn this into a debate about the pro/con of criticism. Anyone else have any other issues with me?

^^^^ Thank you for the critique.

I agree completely, never said it was an algorithm , and you are correct nature is highly dynamic and context-dependent which is why intuition is so important. One of our biggest issue is we close ourselves off from reality's communication because we judge it ordinary and dead. Many people think the air is dead, the ground is dead, not realizing it is equally alive as their own body. We really need to get rid of the material model of reality or at least update it.

So I recently watched Leo's clip here What I would define intelligence as is the ability to recognize or become aware of truth. I would define love as the absolute infinite expression of truth. I would define wisdom as the ability to actualize the recognition of truth towards the highest expression. This means that all intelligence would mirror how nature works. Nature is self-cleaning, nature is self-nurturing, nature is self-sustaining, nature is self-growing. So we would use the totality of our resources to providing for others in as similar a fashion as nature does for all of life. I've used an example of the human body as a model. If society could mirror the human body, or the earth's model of how it functions we would be aligning ourselves with how reality functions. What's your take on this?

The Nazis never tested their beliefs, there was no research involved no search for truth. You cannot compare the Nazis to nature perfectly because all Nazism is, is an aspect of human nature. Jesus and Buddha is also part of human nature. You are taking one part of human nature and applying it to the absolute without considering its opposite. Also absolute integrity is absolute efficiency because the greatest integrity is the absolute unison of all parts working together. Nature is so efficient, that even human dysfunction is calculated and still combined in unison to work together with maximum efficiency, using suffering as a buffer to gain compliance. Our problem as humans is we judge suffering and pain, not realizing that without it, we would have killed each other off a long time ago. Pain and suffering is the only reason the human race is still here. If humans had their way, they would try to figure out a way to get rid of pain and suffering...and then the human race would go extinct.

And what would that entail? Priorities are always contextual. Are you saying making sure your thoughts, actions, are in alignment with your purpose? Because if that is what you are saying I agree. The issue is though to be in perfect alignment your actions would have to be alignment with how Nature works otherwise you are working against reality which will prevent your desired result. Hmmmm I just realized something from this interaction, amazing!! I'm learning something every time!! Its so funny how just a change in how you are looking at something always changes its meaning. This thing called life is so funny!!!

Breakingthewall.....if you cannot understand how comparing Nazis to how Nature takes care of the weak then you don't understand why Nature does what it does. Nature gets rid of the weak, or sick if they will cause the rest to die. If right now people had a sickness that would kill anyone who comes into contact with them in 5 hours and we were unable to find a cure, our only solution would be to kill them all or the entire human race would die off pretty quickly. Why does the body kill off cancer cells? Because those cells will kill off the entire body. The difference between infinite intelligence and human intelligence is we would be so compassionate that we would allow something to kill us off. That's why most leaders in survival based environments end up being narcissists because they are the only people with the ability to make the hard decisions. Sometimes you can be too caring too a fault and cause an entire race of people to be killed off. Its the age old question do you sacrifice the few for the many, and the answer is it depends. If it cannot be negotiated or figured out, then the few have to die for the many. But if you can find a way you do it. Nazis had no scientific backing for their claims or beliefs, it was just pure hatred off of speculation. Nature does not speculate, nature is all knowing.

Let go of all judgment. Only judgment blocks it.

The maze is only tricky because the ego is trying to make sense of an infinity. If you are in a world of infinite identities, then there is no ground, especially if new identities are constantly being formed in each moment. Reality is an infinite perspective and the ego cannot grasp that. The solution is to give up trying to grasp anything. I agree the heart was imprisoned, but only by judgment. The way out is to be free of judgment, free of criticism of any kind. All criticism is judgment. Only egos criticize, and the moment you criticize you are playing an egoic game. Because all egos are literally the same character with a different point of view.

When I was small my next door neighbor was a young guy named Antonio. Antonio was about 3 years older than me and a big guy. This guy made fun of me everyday. In the neighborhood, at the bus stop, on the bus (even had the bus driver laughing). When I went to school, I got made fun of in the classroom as well. Then get on the bus made fun of there until I got home. I have a twin brother, we are not close. Why? Because my Dad pitted us against each other and my twin brother actually took it seriously. Anyway this type of life continued for me. I got into fights in almost every grade, always a bully would attack me and I defend myself. This happened until the 11th grade when I met my first real friend in my entire life (still friends to this day) and got to experience what it was like to have a friend. Why was this suffering the best thing ever? One it taught me the depths of emotional pain one was capable of feeling. I've felt the lowest of the low, I know exactly what it feels like to feel that you are all alone, that nobody cares about you, that it was better had you never been born! This is why I laugh on the forums when many ignorantly assume I don't know suffering. I didn't have my first real friend until I was 16 years old. I was bullied and fought every year, my own twin brother didn't accept me, and my Dad constantly told me I was stupid and treated me like he regretted me being born. Through all this I always had a desire to NEVER be like the people who treated me like this. Through this I had a desire and curiosity to find out WHY people acted like this. I became an observer, I got into history, sociology, psychology, and every event from those tough days is what led me to who I am today. Because of my suffering I was forced to be alone. Because of my suffering I never tried to fit in. It turned me into an individual, it taught me to think for myself, and most of all it taught me to love myself when I felt nobody else did. YOU SEE? You see how my suffering was my greatest blessing? It taught me to love myself when nobody else did!!! How is that not the greatest love? So think again when you throw accusations of "You don't know my pain, or you haven't suffered!" I was told I was an unwanted presence for the first 16 years of my life. I have been in over 20 fights, and I have been jumped twice! When I got jumped two guys I thought I was cool with... WATCHED AND DID NOTHING!!! I've loaned a ridiculous amount of money to people, never to have them pay me back. I have every reason under the sun to hate people, to be resentful, and fearful. I'm not saying this to be self-righteous, I'm saying what I discovered through my suffering....is that love conquers all. One day you might learn why suffering happens, if you pay attention to the lesson it is trying to teach you. I have some other dark stories...I may share later on who knows. But love is so wonderful, its why I wake up everyday truly content and at peace.

Go back and read your comment. You quoted DefinitelyAR and put it as my quote.

Well I would say the symbol of shame = Clothes. Humans wear clothes obviously partially because of temperature control but also because of shame. Babies run around naked because they have not yet been indoctrinated with shame. I'm not advocating for us to get rid of clothes obviously, but many people cannot bear to look at their own naked bodies, and the judgments they have of themselves they just project vomit it onto other people. Also suffering is the only problem, you can only suffer if you feel unworthy. All pain= unworthy and this even is true for physical pain. Why do we run from pain? Because it doesn't feel good, it hurts, and we do not feel we are strong enough to bare it. This means we believe pain is stronger than us and thus we run. So you cannot create a distinction between suffering and unworthiness. If you felt capable to bare anything, then you wouldn't have fear, you wouldn't have shame, and you wouldn't suffer. All shame, suffering is an acknowledgment that something is superior to you. Of course there is nothing wrong with any of this...it is what it is.

I'm aware of this, I've studied this stuff for over 10 years. I could write a book about it if I wanted too. Since we are dealing with infinity...the layers of concealment...are so deep and complex...it could take millennia to unearth how his interactions influence something as simple as a migraine from them watching a commercial episode or hearing certain music lyrics. So yeah I know about that whole ordeal, but the point I'm making is that suffering teaches the recipient why kindness is a virtue by having you experience what it feels like to be treated unkindly. Obviously one would have to work through their fear and judgment to be able to not spread suffering to others, but the lesson has been learned. Its literally been branded into your being.

Well that is a deep question. Every POV has truth because every POV is literally truth, it just is seeing and experiencing truth from a particular perspective. As a POV grows its ability to see truth expands, so yes Buddhism holds truth. The problem is Buddhism doesn't incorporate the Love aspect of reality, it emphasizes the void, the nothingness, but it doesn't emphasize that the nothingness is also desire, which is Love. It doesn't emphasize that the void is desire, but desire at the highest level, the desire that is without distinction, infinite peace. The ultimate truth, is there are no levels, no progress, and every POV is always equal no matter what it does. That everything is just a game, a play, and the only reason awakening exists is to become aware of this. After that, you can pretty much live your life how you wanted because now you can finally live in peace. Most don't get authentic rest until their dream ends, with awakening you can rest in the present moment. So yes Buddhism holds truth, but they forget the love aspect/don't emphasize it.

Many of you are still attached to the concept of an other. But notice...every other....is always experience within. The sound of their voice....within. Their smell within. Their physical touch within. Their presence and energy within. Its funny...how you play this silly identity game. When you are angry at them, you call your anger their fault. So you give them ownership of your anger. You only feel anger, because they are the catalyst, the anger you feel was THRUSTED upon you, it just HAPPENED to you. But!!!! The sound of the voice you hear, and all other perception.....you claim that perception is your own creation, but the representation of that perception...is THEM!!!! So let's get this straight....the vision you have is YOURS. The ability to smell is YOURS. The ability to feel touch is YOURS. The ability to feel emotion is YOURS. Okay....but an object cannot be perceived....without perception. So the absence of vision is the absence of visual objects, the absence of smell is the absence of stinky and fragrants, the absence of physical touch is the absence of physical matter, etc.. So then...if perception is yours....then perception is you. And if perception brings forth reality.....then reality is YOU. You play these identity games of this is me, but that is other....and its complete and utter nonsense!! There is no external universe, there is no inside or outside, its all just there. There is no filter or barrier, only illusions of space, distance, etc. When you close your eyes....you perceive no distance, no height none of that, but if you keep it closed and start dreaming.....all of that unfolds. So if you can close your eyes right now, and distance, height, etc. can emerge,.....then how is that any different with YOUR EYES OPEN!!! You play these silly little games...oh when I close my eyes its different, but when my eyes are open.....THATS WHEN ITS REAL!!! LOL! So funny!!! How childish you are!!! What is this PEEK A BOO? Close my eyes....not real, open my eyes its real!!!! Just like a baby!!! The truth? They are the same...they are just different in their expression. You see when water is hot or cold, it is expressed differently...but you don't say....oh hot water is fake but cold water is real!!! But if you closed your eyes right now....and imagined water you would say its fake right? But if you fall asleep, and your dream became vivid enough....the water in that dream is REAL!!!! Right until you wake up!!! NOW its fake again, ONLY because you woke up!!! You see? When will you own up to these silly little arbitrary flimsy rules!!! You are bullshitting and making it up, and you can't even keep it together!! What is real? What is imaginary? YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW!!! You don't have a line, you keep moving it and if you get fooled enough its real!!! So real is what you believe, and fake is what you believe. That's it!!! No different than a master con artist that fools you into believing his con. Its all real.....until the jig is up!!! So stop this silly questioning you already know the answer. It took modern science decades to admit...that all science is entangled with the measurer....NO DUH scientists!!! When you conduct science....it will always be entangled with your perception!! Why? Because it is all perception!!! That perception is just MIND, its all MIND. Stop playing these games....you cannot escape MIND, MIND is all there is and will ever be. But you sure do love trying to construct more hide and seek games huh? Want some more PEEK A BO? When will it get old?

Yes its an interesting game God plays with itself. Its why I get why the Buddha sees everyone as awakened already. When I talk to friends about this stuff...when it starts making too much sense....they RUN. Be like oh yeah I gotta go. One of my friends was like oh shoot that makes too much sense the other day and told me he had to run!!! LOL. God knows the truth on the unconscious level but will only awaken when they are ready. Its why each ego needs to understand it wanted to be here. I know it doesn't feel like that...but its true.