Razard86

No offense.... but what you are describing is changing the content. Enlightenment is not a persistent activity of content change. Enlightenment is jail breaking your mind. That is why deconstruction along with psychedelics is so effective. I have heard people claim that psychedelics do not work for everybody, this is false. What is true, is that everybody do not work with psychedelics. All psychedelics do is raise your awareness so you can access dissociated parts of yourself. Then you deconstruct your entire identity until there is nothing left. Which is what death actually is. People think little ego deaths will do it for them, noooooo. You need to release all attachment completely and face complete annihilation of any attachment. THEN you escape your mental prison and you reach the peace that passes all understanding. This is simple, only the ego makes it hard. After that process, you rebuild the structure to your liking with the focus on being authentic. Meditation is more useful in teaching you how to direct your awareness in various ways which obviously can alter your states of consciousness. But all states of consciousness are impermanent. Enlightenment is the ability to flow through the different states without the neurotic desire to attach to any specific state. This ability is effortless, meaning it happens on autopilot. If structural change is not accomplished....you are just wasting your time.

In this reality your life as your current persona/avatar is impermanent. That means it is conditional. That means any relationship you create with an other is also going to be conditional. The overarching condition is going to be that the relationship between these avatars is going to end eventually. If you are seeking the infinite in a relationship (which is what the belief in romanticism is) you won't find it. Many seek the unboundless unconditional love in relationships with others not realizing they are wasting their time. I understand that the relationship with other is sticky, juicy, and ever so sweet you do not want to let it go. But you will have to eventually let it go, and it was never going to fulfill you anyway. No conditional relationship will ever fulfill you. Sex won't do it, money won't do it, fame won't do it, etc. etc. Until you are able to fall in love with the truth, you are going to have a bad trip. All a bad trip is ultimately is just denial of what is. I desire for all to free themselves from their bad trips.

Happy for you too!!!

While I don't disagree that activist demonize white guys, as when I was in college in one of my classes the acronym WORM was used which means White Old Rich Men. So yeah the bias and demonization is inherent. But if you understand WHY they do it, it actually makes sense. Is it justified? From their perspective it is. Just like from your perspective it isn't justified. The truth is, we should push for a healthy calling out of both sides. Because both sides are hypocrites and until they realize this....they will fight forever. But yeah censorship doesn't work, it has never worked and it will never work. All of human history has literally told this story. I don't realize why people haven't figured this out.

This was a while back, but this Officer violated so many police procedure stuff, and ended up killing this guy. He got off!!! A lot of the times, the way police are prosecuted by prosecutors, and the whole process of the jury selection process can help get them off.

1. There is no justice, our criminal system isn't concerned about justice. It is concerned about demonization, about punishment. All the research says that if you were concerned about justice you would be focusing on rehabilitation and reintegration, and about solving the issues that have been known to foster criminal activity. 2. All of our actions have continuously shown that is not our concern. From the way our media reports crime, to the way we represent criminality in movies and t.v. shows, we have a cultural bias against justice that bleeds into all aspects of both crime fighting, and how it is adjudicated .

1. You will always have the ego if you are living in the dream. The ego is not just the identity, its also its expression as well. Your speech is ego, the way you walk, dress, your habits, memories, etc. 2. The point is to not fall for being stuck in identification with the ego. Also the ego isn't the devil. The last barrier of the path is self-righteousness. If you believe the ego to be a devil or evil, you will always be at conflict and war with reality. True acceptance of reality is acceptance of everything, the whole entire design process, and where you currently are in life right now. Spirituality is often used as an escape mechanism from facing reality, no different than drugs, sex and alcohol. But the whole point of Spirituality is the opposite. You have to face and look at everything about yourself both from the infinite, and the finite as well. Nothing less than total self-acceptance. You must face your own judgment, and eventually find yourself innocent along with the rest of reality. Until then, you will still be in the prison you erected. Liberation = Freedom from all judgment!! Good luck!!

I hope it helped, may your tears liberate you into a wellspring of self-love.

Truth/ Masculine/ Brutality/ That Which Is Perceived/ That Which Cannot Be Avoided. Love/Feminine/Softness/That Which Nourishes/ That Which Sustains. The Truth is brutal, its unrelenting. It never shows weakness. It is ever growing, expanding, and always in full force and power. It is order. It can simply be described as it is what it is, and also that which isn't. The truth is all encompassing and there is no escape. Its mere existence demands submission because it is everything there is. Love is soft, its nourishing. It shows weakness, is vulnerable. It is ever growing, expanding and always in full force and power. It is disorder/ It can simply be described as it is what it is, and also that which isn't. Love is all encompassing and there is no escape. Its mere existence is submission because it is aware it is everything there is. Love and Truth are one because they teach the same lesson. Life is self-sustaining, self-nourishing because it is aware that all is self. Life also understands that love cannot be cultivated without experiencing brutality. Through experiencing brutality one seeks love. Through experiencing nourishment one seeks to spread nourishment. A desire to save others is born from a desire to save one self. An understanding of the suffering of others is born from understanding suffering. All suffering is relinquished through love. If the highest truth is everything is you, and you wish to relinquish your suffering, you do so through love. The answer to every question is love. Why? Because all is self. What is the highest truth? Submission to self, which is self-love. How does one learn to love self, through interaction with other self. Other defines self, without other there is no self. So self/other = love because both create each other. If both create each other, and are defined by each other, then obviously both are each other. So the solution for self and other is to love each other since they are one. This is so simple, yet self and other are asleep to each other and argue and fight. If they had been aware of each other then they would simply recognize each other and give each other love. Then other collapses and is seen as self, then the highest truth is revealed. That life is just the greatest love story ever told of how self became other and returned home to the realization that it was playing with itself.

Cool I used the word dumb for many reasons. 1. Western Education believes the ability to construct models that are reliable as a sign of intelligence. They believe the ability to apply models is wisdom. 2. So Western Education believe thinking is the path to intelligence and wisdom (along with experimentation) and would look at the lack of model usage as being dumb, Dumb can also mean silence and you could use that with speaking both externally and internally. Also the use of the word dumb would annoy people who like to weaponize its usage as a way to attack those who are their lesser (from their perspective) so it can trigger an egoic response that will seek to disagree thus revealing a bias. (I do this for fun ya know!!!)

This is true...but sometimes they switch places. The Masculine can be dancing around the place trying to build and erect things, and the Feminine watches this dance and protects him.

Glad you get it. Depends on what is being mean as dumb. To be dumb can also mean to be silent, either through the speaking or the mental chatter. So if one is silencing the mind, and not using that mental chatter to keep constructing models over what is....then maybe they won't deceive themselves from what is going on. So its all context/relational which is what you already know. So in this context...it does have something to do with being dumb. The famous phrase seek first to understand than be understood, often we use our models to understand instead of allowing what is to communicate to us on an intuitive level. That's all that is being suggested. This is definitely true, but only on an absolute level. It's okay on a relative level.

I recently came into awareness of how you can find out if you or an "other" are being dishonest. The throat chakra is part of you that is associated with you being honest about your beliefs, or your feelings or both. I'm sure many women probably have felt this but many of us men are probably new to this game. Anyway if you ever feel a slight pain or discomfort in your throat when listening to something, reading something etc it probably means either you or the "other" is not being honest about either their beliefs, or feelings. I would say in most cases its the latter, and that feeling you are picking up is probably doubt/fear of the opposite of what they are saying being true. Play with this...it will open your eyes to a new possibility of seeing the world!!! I did not discover this on my own....I had a little help...so try it out with a friend or family member!!

Sorry I took so long to respond been busy. What helped me is I listened to chakra music which gave me the ability to align my energy to put up a barrier. But ultimately now I realize that, was just a temporary fix. Why? Because eventually we need to learn how to face all uncomfortable emotions as they arise. But here is what helped me have a natural barrier.

I'm happy for you man!!! You lost your virginity in a way that suited you. Some people's first experience isn't that great so I'm glad for you!!! Now you finally realize how much more sex you have been withheld from so go out there until your desire is fulfilled lol.

Well done!!! Me likey!!!

I don't think its so much a bet against civilization itself, but of its current design system. The way it currently is designed and runs is unsustainable. Both economically and environmentally. America is like a sinking ship that just keeps plugging the holes. Instead of realizing that those holes exist because of excess waste of resources with no mind to concentrate them towards efficiency. America is more interested in maintaining power than using it wisely.

Watch these two videos that describe the effects of psychedelics and mimic the effects through rendering. Enjoy!!! Hopefully this can help you on your path.

I recently had a discussion with someone who is really pursuing intellectually more knowledge about the Infinite. This is a fool's errand!! Now there is nothing wrong with deep contemplation about it, go for it if you want but you will never be able to grasp Infinity Intellectually. Now many people will challenge me on this, which makes me laugh....how foolish and blind do you have to be to not realize this? I can show you through your own direct experience that you will never be able to grasp it intellectually. Do you know yourself completely? Do you know yourself 100 percent? The answer....is no. What life shows you through your direct experience is you will NEVER know yourself completely. You are constantly changing and life around you, which is also you is constantly changing. So you don't even know your own self....yet you think you can learn absolute infinity in its totality? I have come across certain egoic aspirations that blow my mind but this one takes the cake!! Now again there is nothing wrong with contemplating about the absolute, I do it daily. But I am not fooling myself that I can ever know it. You can BE IT, but you will never know it in its totality. That is why we are here, to get to know ourselves. At the end you will discover...you knew yourself a little, but you kept changing. The Ego wants to know everything, lack of ego is the acceptance of that which does not know. There are many things you have been, which you do not even know why. You then concoct a story as to why afterward. The story is just an illusion, your attempt to string things together to make sense of it. The story/interpretation is never it. It just is. There are many people who are great at things, but could never explain WHY they are great at it. Go around and talk to people who are not great at explaining things. You don't need to be able to explain something to do it, and being able to explain something doesn't mean you can do it. So what that reveals is the intellectual understanding of something....is never it. Of course I am not saying anything new here.....but people's egos keep forgetting this. Intuition does not need an explanation. Stop being so addicted to model making, my gosh its like a disease.

People with this mindset are the people who should be seen in our countries as the top intellectuals. This mindset is the type that can help collectively supercharge our progress.

Regions where black violence is more common is where ever the black population is most centralized in but this is true for basically any race. These topics are a lot more complex than you realize if you really want to study it. The issue though transcends race. This is a gun issue, this scene you just witnessed doesn't happen that often in other countries because they ban the use of guns. This scene is the reason why profiling happens, because profiling is a natural defense mechanism your brain does to root out danger. If I dropped you in a jungle your brain would profile what is dangerous or not based on that environment. Profiling is an inherent aspect of policing that has nothing to do with how "good" or "bad" someone is but it completely environmental/context based. If you lived in a neighborhood where majority of people who wore white t-shirts and jeans were gang members going around killing people. If you moved there in ignorance and walked outside wearing their uniform you would put the police on edge. All you would need is someone to call the police scared of you, and for you to reach for something black in their presence and you would be a stain on concrete.

There are tons of examples of people who have experienced telepathy. Look at these non spirituality, psychedelic users.

God is definitely insane, but that's what it means to be infinity. Just like you can't help but be as you are, God can't help but be as it is. Your inability to love yourself as you are, is just being projected onto God. If you truly loved yourself unconditionally then you would be able to accept God which is ultimately you. Infinity cannot be anything other than what it is. That's like asking a dog to be a cat.

Cops don't like using tasers because its harder to aim, once you miss you are vulnerable, and its stopping power is not as consistent. Cops are not interested in preserving another life, they are concerned with preserving their life. Cop culture is designed to get the cop home at the end of the day, this means cops are taught to preserve their own life over your life. Its the classic kill or be killed. In fact, they use psychological tests to weed out those they think who cannot stomach this line of work. I'm of course talking about United States Police Culture in general, cannot speak much on other countries.

The fact that you come to that conclusion off a couple of videos? You do know statistically majority of crime by the numbers is done more by white people. Blacks have higher percentage within their population but if you take raw data of the numbers of violent crime its white people by a mile because of population. So if I sat you in a chair and showed you all the police videos of crime it would be overwhelming white, so after that sitting and watching...should you profile white people? Your brain would only retain whites as criminals as the sea of all that white violence gets drowned by the totality and sheer numbers. You see how silly your statement is when taken at face value?