Razard86

You are overly complicating it. God doesn't need to jump through all those hoops. Literally you are just walking around in your mind talking and interacting with yourself. The end. That's it. This is why I suggest people microdose. Stop doing psychedelics in high dosages, microdose, walk around and just pay attention. Over time you will discover....that it's only you. For me it's the best discovery ever, because I already liked people before now I love them cause they are me. Sure some are harder to love from the relative perspective but it's easier to accept life when I realize it's me. Now integrating that and accepting it on a personal level takes work obviously but it's better than believing the folly that their are others. So right now I am just talking to one of the favorite characters I created, with one of the favorite characters I'm currently living through right now.

Everyone is born with some type of aptitude, an advantage, something that just comes natural and sometimes they take it for granted and assume others have the same ability. What's worse is many people are not even aware they have talents and as a result believe themselves to have little to no value. Your role in life is to experiment and discover what your talents maybe. Here is a list of talents many people take for granted. Many of the listed talents are also skills as well, not all talents are skills like height for example is not a skill but it is a talent. Every talent's value is tied to its application, being tall can help in basketball but will hinder you if you wanted to be a jockey in horse racing. 1. Good at organizing gross material objects (Cleaning, tidying): Some people you can drop them into a junky room and they can figure out how to clean it, not just get rid of dirt and dust bunnies but actually put things together in an organized manner, some can even make it look stylish. This is a great ability and yes you can get paid for it, look into interior design. 2. Good listener, really good at picking up on subtle body and emotional clues along with the words spoken: A person like this can make a good interrogator, psychiatrist, Detective/Police Officer, Debater/Lawyer, Salesman, and Teacher. This is actually one of the most paramount skills you can learn, and some people just have a natural aptitude for listening. Listening can be the difference between a marriage and a divorce, getting a raise, signing a big business contract, and whether there is peace or war. Don't underestimate the power of this talent. 3. Speaking: This one is self-explanatory, your ability to communicate your thoughts clearly will get you noticed, your ability to educate or inform will get you respect, your ability to entertain will get you loved, and your ability to inspire will get you sought after. Speaking is a fundamental skill we all must learn, but as always some do have a natural aptitude to express themselves much more easier than others. 4. Fashion: In the modern world image is powerful. When trying to build a brand those that follow you design a mental image of who you are based on how you are visually represented. Your clothes, your facial expressions, your mannerisms expressed in body language, the different images and branding you use to separate yourself. Fashion isn't just the clothes you wear, its how you express yourself in it. This is the difference between someone saying "You rocking that suit man, versus "That's a rocking ass suit you got man." Think presence, the gait of your walk, your demeanor it all matters. Those who understand fashion usually become designers, and some Image Consultants. 5. Jokes: Know how to lighten up an environment with a well-timed joke? Many a comic was a victim of either bullying or hard times and used jokes as a weapon to defeat their bullies or soften the tough times. Jokes are one of the few ways where honesty can actually be rewarded. Many times people fear the truth but if you can wrap it up in a joke people can accept it and laugh at the silliness we collectively engage in. Jokes while great, are hit or miss. Jokes are a wonderful talent to have and a nice skill to develop if you lack it. 6. Restraint: Some people are naturally good at self-control, they know how to control their impulses and not allow them to run wild. Learning not to give in to emotional whims, and how to not give in to biological desires easily is a talent some are born with, but it would still need cultivation/fine tuning to turn into the powerful force it can ultimately be in your life. With restraint in place, many things like overeating, and overindulgence of any kind can become a piece of cake. 7. Forgiveness: Yes forgiveness is a talent, some people have the ability to forgive rather easily, and do not take most slights personally but develop an impersonal perspective to life. People like this can shake off sleights and misgivings of other people, and can even overcome traumatic experiences a lot easier than those who lack this talent. Think of forgiveness as your ability to be detached from the things that people have done to harm you thus allowing you the ability to move on. So there you have it some talents (that are also skills) that people can be born with that most take for granted and do not see the value in it. There are many more I could list of course I just listed the ones I noticed get overlooked a lot by people I have come across in my life. The most overlooked one I noticed is listening. As stated earlier listening is powerful it is one half of communication. As such if you master just listening alone, you are half-way from becoming a master of socialization. In fact I would argue that listening is more important than speech, since most people you deal with are self-centered and would rather hear their own voice than yours. Anyway take from this what you will, have a blessed day!!!

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Contemplated on the meaning of life and was given this from God which is myself. God's ego wants to be the greatest hero in every story. That is why every ego struggles to find out what it wants to do in life. That is why it is always looking for role models and can get lost in dogma. But in God's eyes every ego is equally as great a hero which is why in God's eyes there is no evil but from the ego anything less than your best at being the most loving from their point of view is what they call evil. This is why every ego is addicted to self-development, video games, movies, and T.V. shows all in pursuit to try to become the greatest hero from their limited point of view. This issue is they are God so their limited point of view is also absolute. That is why it is so hard for awakened people to accept their ego. Their biggest desire is to escape the world of form and be with their beloved. While simultaneously realizing that the greatest gift they can give themselves is to love the present moment, and realize they are already with the beloved. Life and death are one!! Kobe Bryant is my favorite character as Razard86 because he epitomized hard work and valued getting results but not more than giving it his all in the process of winning. In his first NBA finals as a leader he took that Finals loss personally and made an effort to be a better leader by being more compassionate and empathetic without devaluing his principles. In the next NBA finals he had his worse game of the series but was able to win by putting his ego and pride aside and trust in his teammates. This proved that Kobe wanted to win at all cost because his biggest barrier to overcome in his life as a leader was his arrogance. He learned how to be compassionately arrogant. The problem humans have is they use logic to figure life out. What they fail to understand is life is translogical every trait matters you can't leave something out. Seek ye first paradox and then you can see life clearly. Life is just an ocean of self-paradox due to the problem of self-reference. Also God represents the highest most good non-judgmental thought you have. To access God you need to have a unitive world view, or one that sees all is infinite perfection. You wield the ego in service to your conditional relationships with survival such as food, money, friendships etc. There is nothing wrong with being selfish, if you do not be selfish you cannot live. So how to be selfish in a Godly way? Easy!!! Be the perfect gentleman or gentlewoman. Learn to be compassionately arrogant. How to accomplish this? Make listening your greatest skill. Learn to stop thinking when people are talking and give them your full undivided attention. How God integrates its egos, is through listening. If you listen long enough, and you are God realized you will realize that the person you were listening to IS GOD!!! Now if you are not God-realized its fine, listen anyway with the understanding that the more you listen to others the more you will understand them and learn how to get along with them. Now here is where arrogance comes in. Make a commitment to never accept anything that you believe to be Bullshit as true! You need to take complete authority for your world view. Now this does not mean you don't listen to others, but you stay true to your highest values. This means you need to create or adopt a value system that you follow. This value system must not be dogmatic, make it vague enough that you have some wiggle room to work with. Compassionately Arrogant is the key to life. If you are too compassionate you will bend over backwards for everyone and be a stepping stool. If you are too arrogant you will become a tyrant. A good way to help is think of it like this. God is that which empowers, so true compassion is in service to empowerment. A parent wants there kid to be a stronger version of them. Seek to empower those around you, and only keep close those who seek to empower you as well. If you choose to be a martyr like Jesus all is well, you will just suffer the same fate he did. If you are up to the task of martyrdom more power to you. But a more practical application is to care about your survival while helping others with theirs. By doing this you dissolve the boundary between selfish and selfless, between good and evil. Had this insight from God watching this video! God is AMAZING!!! Kobe Bryant is you!!

Spirituality mostly deals with breaking free of conditioning, the prison of the ego. Many gurus and teachers as a result sometimes forget to mention the importance of Emotional Mastery, which is learning to deal with unpleasant feelings. When you become free of your egoic identity, you will start to become penetrated by every identity (ego) around you and the only way to deal with this process as it will become very unpleasant is learning to deal with unpleasant feelings. Here is an emotional Mastery Researcher, Speaker and Teacher who obviously is a GOD send with 35 plus years of research in her direct experience dealing with studying this topic. I love her already and I just was introduced to her by John Assaraf. But I digress, if this resonates with you check it out!!

Oh one last thing, the phrase/identity compassionately arrogant must eventually collapse when you become God Realized. The path of God-Realization is ONENESS. Do not let anyone tell you any different. Why? You perceive reality based on your beliefs, if you retain any divisive identities you will only see conflict and problems, the reason God Realization removes all problems....is because all distinctions/identities are seen through for the illusions that they are. Remember as you go through your trips especially the ones you deem BAD trips, the key to getting through them is to relax the best you can and do not allow any thoughts to become negative thought patterns that spiral into demonization of any kind. I'm not judging just offering a suggestion. My aggression I'm currently displaying, the directness of my communication style is all because this is what got me through some bad trips, those bad trips literally transformed into mind-blowing and altering revelations of how I was dividing up reality into us and them, its a beautiful thing to realize and I hope one day you can too!!! Safe tripping psychonauts I salute you!!!

You literally cannot have the unknown, a surprise without deception. Want to do a cross over in basketball= Deception. Want to through a pitch to strike out a batter? Deception. Remember...our opinions about things is rooted in survival. Good and bad is really just saying...what is good for my survival and bad for my survival. If you wrote a story about characters and wanted to add drama and adventure....you would add deception in it, otherwise your story would be PREDICTABLE. Predictability is boring. It's why women get bored with guys that are too nice, too predictable, too smooth, a woman needs some sexual tension, emotional tension, to be excited in a relationship. Deception is flirting, deception is comedy, deception is makeup, deception is costumes in a play, deception is actors on a stage, deception is a video game!! Deception...is love.

This.... literally this.

The problem is people don't understand how awakening happens. Awakening is a natural process like breathing, or a heartbeat. You don't awaken from doing something, you awaken from openness, and exposure to that which can awaken you. For example, let's say your consciousness was naturally very loving and accepting, and the only thing that stops you from realizing solipsism is a Teacher/Guru talking about it. All you would have to do is sit and listen to what is being said without thinking. Then your consciousness will just naturally wake up. How do I know this? From direct experience. Consciousness wakes up from exposure...on its own, at its own rate. The truth is anybody with an open enough mind....can awaken. People only DO NOT awaken out of fear/judgment.

God is a sentient (Sentience meaning God has feelings, feelings is not a human quality but a quality of God) love and truth simulator that spontaneously manifests itself in the most loving truthful way possible in every moment, this is why every moment is perfect because what is more perfect than love and truth?

Also to add to this. One day you will realize that this statement by Mike Tyson is the ABSOLUTE TRUTH. Why? Because you are God!!! Why would you give yourself a life you don't want!!! But you can only truly understand this....if you become God Realized!!! Think of this as motivation!!! Find out why everything had to be the way it has in your life!! The hardest things for you to reach God realization will be, being able to accept the meaning found in these three videos. If you can just accept what is said in just these three videos....you will be able to understand God. Make this your daily practice!!! Meditate and ponder about this. Instead of just taking psychedelics for a good feeling, use it to focus on these three concepts. These three concepts are what keep you from awakening to yourself as God. 1. Understanding everyone acts from Good Intentions helps you to recognize yourself in others. This is crucial!! 2. The last part deals with selfishness and the brutality of survival. Understanding these two concepts helps you escape the prison of your logical mind constructing a world view of good versus evil. You are able to understand the concept of evil, without being imprisoned by the concept. This is the last step!!! The last step to full God-Realization!!! This last step is Self-Righteousness. By making an effort in your life to raise your consciousness, the lies, foolishness, and lack of consciousness of others becomes even more apparent. What has happened is you have become aware that you now have a Spiritual Ego!! This Spiritual Ego ONLY wants truth, at the expense of its own feelings. As a result it will also ignore the feelings of others and shame and rebuke them in the name of truth!!! This is a trap, that happens as a result of being around egos who do not love the truth as much as you. But the truth is....all egos are actually equally loving, and thus actually love the truth as much as you do!!! The issue is ego development!!! A less developed ego is going to be more afraid of truth than a more developed ego. It's as simple as that. Another way to look at it is, think of everyone you see as just a different CONFIGURATION of YOU. This can help with the understanding that everyone is you!!! Hope this resonates!!!

Got some more insights to share. God is the greatest motivational speaker, romantic partner and best friend. God loves you unconditionally no matter what you do, but for your sake God wants you to actualize your fullest potential as the hero in your own story. You do this through self love for all of existence. Cultivate restraint, moderation. Learn to advocate for yourself and for others Forgive Easily, Help when you can and when you cannot help don't beat yourself up There are no failures, failure doesn't actually exist, you create failure in your head. There are only mistakes due to ignorance or negligence. Fear attracts obstacles. Your entire life is about overcoming fear, so whatever you fear will make an appearance in your life. Until you overcome that fear it shall be a forever obstacle that chains and binds you in your life. If you awaken as God you get to finally experience reality in its true freedom. There is no amount of money on Earth that can emulate God's goodness and love. What you want most out of life is to awaken, but because you believe you can die its also your greatest fear. So you are stuck between your desire to be finite and your desire to be infinite. Such a pretty pickle God has got itself into.

Experienced Pure Imagination on Edibles.... Couple of Insights -God is the most amazing thing there is, and your life is how God shares how amazing it is. The purpose of God-Realization is to realize how amazing you are and then use your life to demonstrate that -Death is an elaborate illusion and there are layers and layers to your fear of death -At the highest levels of Consciousness you realize how much Self-Love you as God has, and you realize you never had anything to worry about. Your level of pain, and suffering is equivalent to how far away you are from Ultimate Self-Love. Choose to raise your Self-Love which is to remove your biases for your human avatar and everything you see. -God is so amazing it is literally impossible to become bored. -Leo said Infinite Love is like Dark Chocolate....this is false Infinite Love never gets boring EVER!!!

Absolute Solipsism is just God playing the otherness game on the absolute level. Once you understand that God wants to experience other, then Infinity of Gods becomes obvious. When Leo stated he realized he couldn't know he was actually wrong, he could because if God wants to play the game of other on the relative why would God limit itself to only the relative? God would also do it on the Absolute as well. So he really didn't even need to verify because God's nature to experience and create an other is not just a relative notion, but an Absolute one as well. But since all other is delusion, even when God creates another God, that other God that has its own separate reality will eventually collapse. Why? Because the other God, is completely identical so when it completes dreaming it rejoins. So no matter what God does, it will always be one, no matter what perspective you take. It is an absolute. The Oneness, is the ground, and the infinity is the lack of a ground. Infinity = Relative expression, which even has the ability to become absolute expression through infinity of Gods, but eventually...like all dreams it collapses back into Oneness.

The butterfly is God. God is not an identity, we construct the identity, to say God is not the butterfly is to be in opposition of Absolute truth which is that God is all there is. The moment you say God is not, you deny Oneness. All attempts to differentiate are illusion this is why absolute truth cannot be spoken because language is duality, duality, is identity. God is, isness, the butterfly is, isness. The moment you attempt to define, to describe, or to communicate in any kind God, which is, you have actually taken the focus away from isness. It cannot be spoken, it cannot be communicated, it cannot even really be pointed to in actuality, but the whole point of the ego, the whole point of the illusion of separateness, is to experience the journey of attempting to. Through failed attempts to possess, to point, to encase the absolute, you can understand it through the opposite of being. Being can know itself through its failed attempts to possess, to point, and to encase. Thus the game of separate and oneness is completed through the individual perspective of that particular ego.

1. God can point back at itself...that's what is happening right now through this communication, God is pointing back to itself. It's just the moment God does this, God falls into delusion/asleep. 2. God is always God even when it forgets what it is, because it is groundless, it has no quality, remembering and forgetting is a quality, so whether God has a quality or doesn't doesn't negate whether God is God. 3. God is the rulebook, so if God says it isn't God, in God's experience this will true and the opposite will be true as well. God has authority at all times, even when it gives its authority away to its dream characters it still retains its authority. In fact God only gets lost and confused...because its infinite. But all this you already know....I see what you are up to....

There is no better, better is something that the ego constructs. To create a better, is to create value. Value only exists in the world of survival, the world of form. Self-deception is a tricky, sneaky aspect of the ego always looking for a better. Yes from the human perspective, there can be a better, but from the absolute...there is only what is, isness, being. So this insight is both true and untrue depending on your viewpoint/perspective.

Leo steers clear of this because of his desire to teach the direct path to God Realization. The New Age concepts while fun to explore will be distractions for the ego and prevent God- Realization. Many people who start the spiritual path never reach full on God Realization because they get caught in the stories of the different aspects of astrology, reincarnation, aliens, and other such phenomena. I'm rather glad he didn't go this route, but he could expound on these things as add-ons post God-Realization. But another tid-bit, many people who take psychedelics cannot maintain the high-consciousness states they desire at base-line because of how strong self-deception is. Becoming to enthralled with the stories that Universal Mind can spin, makes it hard to not be pulled into a lower consciousness state. The ability to see through every story, every illusion is a key aspect to maintaining a high consciousness, unless one wants to unwittingly become a Zen Devil. These topics like to create a form of specialness, which can create Messiah Complexes etc.

All true, but self-deception and an awareness of why it is there and how it is used as a means to guide awakening and the speed and intensity of the process explains why it is not as simple as just stop imagining. You are correct, but the same reason why God doesn't just stop imagining every dream of every ego, but draws out the process is the same reason why the Dark Night of the Soul exists as an expression of the ego of how grueling it is to stop imagining.

Practice this with yourself first, then it will naturally happen with others.

Those who wonder if the spiritual path is worth it, you have no clue. No money can buy this, the reward is union with everything. I'll give an example. Let's say you wanted to experience the most tasty meal ever created but it was too expensive, and someone video taped themselves and uploaded it on Youtube. You could watch that video, and experience that food. Let's say you wanted to experience what it was like to ride the fastest car, you could watch a video of someone riding it and experience it. But no it doesn't stop there!!! If your awareness raises even higher, you would even need videos, you could just imagine something and it would become your reality. Do you get it? Many of you complain and wonder if this is worth it.....you literally are waking up to the fact you are dreaming and are gaining the ability to experience without actually having to put your ego in that experience because you are no longer trapped within your ego. There are probably many more abilities you can experience. Spirituality opens you up to a new world of experiences far beyond the mundane regular human experience. All the money in the world will not give you access to this. But even more the greatest gift you get is peace, love, and perfect self-acceptance. What more could you want? To know all that you see and experience is your self and it is always perfectly accepting no matter how it appears to be. That it is an elaborate illusion of pain, fear, hatred, violence, but is really a tight warm union of metaphysical sex happening in every moment within infinity. I'm so glad I pushed through and never faltered and all the Dark Night of the Souls is worth it. You are in heaven right now, but your concept of heaven and how it should be and your egoic prison you have constructed is blocking you. I will share later on some ways to raise your baseline consciousness I have discovered that are separate from the use of psychedelics. But I do believe that you should at the very least microdose with a consciousness altering substance of some kind along with these practices to create a permanent shift in your baseline state. Just taking psychedelics normally I believe is not the best option and is why many have such a huge drop off and have to keep taking it to enter that state of non-duality. Think of awakening as a relearning, or a remembering. You already have the knowledge of yourself as God you just forgot so you are just relearning it. My method is to keep exposing you on a daily basis at a lower level of the subtle difference between how reality actually is, and your conceptual conditioning understanding of what it is. This method is not a practice, you are not doing anything. You are just sitting and allowing your awareness to grow bit by bit and it gets exposed to a ton of sensory perception in a rapid fire way that exposes the subtle ways you are deceiving yourself. Now understand my method still has all the same dangers of psychedelic usage, you can still fall into delusions, this method will actually make you trip longer at a lower awareness level so it can impact things like school, work, and even your personal relationships. This could even destabilize your life and cause schizophrenia, derealization, and psychosis. THIS is why the epistemology is so important because it grounds you in what you actually are. As long as you can tap into your true nature as God, unconditional love, then no illusion, delusion can hold you. Paranoia, and fear can only hold you in its grasp if you do not tap into your true nature. For me it was always easy to eventually tap into it no matter how far gone I eventually fell into egoic delusions because even before I entered Spirituality I was a very loving person. This is why it is important to be a loving person, it can help you when things like voices in your head start spreading fear based propaganda within you, the concept of other starts to collapse, or the boundary between real and imaginary starts to rear its ugly head. If you are a very loving person (tapped into your default nature) then you can accept and love all of it. But if you are still stuck into your egoic identity then this will be rough. Now I am not saying I don't still struggle with ego, for example my ego doesn't like my visual field going wonky, it is too use to the stable form of appearance we all enjoy. It freaks out with unstable imagery and so I have been slowly working on removing that bias I currently possess. This is why majority of my awakenings usually lack any significant visual change but I am working to get rid of this bias. Anyway you have no idea how much reality can change if you pursue this path, but it is dangerous. Ground yourself in the understanding of Self-Love, and practice more and more self-love daily. Unravel your ego identity slowly because if you go to fast there can be not just psychological consequences but even physical consequences as well. Good luck!!!

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Lol found this out by watching the channel that Leo posted of the Executioner Wasp he mentioned that it beat the Bullet Ant so I watched that video and he mentioned the toxin can produce hallucinations so I typed that in and guess what I found? https://themindfulnesscircle.com/bullet-ants-vision-quests-mental-health-recovery/#:~:text=As the ants awaken%2C they,in these hours that follow. The things that exist in this world.

Every thought, sensation, appearance any sensory information is a union. This union is not just love but the pure expression of self-love I recently became aware again of this particular love and it gave in that moment pure self-acceptance This love does not judge, this love only wants to express itself and it's self love in an infinite number of ways This love is everything, the dirty, the stinky, the beautiful, the ugly, and yes even the painful. I watched a porno and then my awareness turned every sensation into that porno. Because there is no difference between anything, getting shot or stabbed is the same as having sex with your most intimate lover. But this distinction that you experience between these two events is just an elaborate ruse, an elaborate illusion. Understand this, you cannot help but have self-love, you are so in love with yourself that you must invent danger, you must invent pain, you must invent fear, you must construct a self, to ever experience other. The price of life is all the things you hate and this is why it must be this way. The only way to die before you die is to uncover your sneaky tricks of deception that hold this illusion of evil and hatred.

If this quality isn't causing harm in your daily interactions I would keep it, this expression you have may uniquely give you a brand or unique identity. But if you feel this expression is harmful, then set an intention that you would like to change this aspect of yourself. If this intention is constantly pondered about and focused upon, your life will create circumstances that will help mold this aspect out of your daily expression. As they say....be careful what you ask for.