Razard86

When Humans say the Absolute Truth Cannot be Spoken God laughs!! God is like I speak through every single experience you feel and you have the nerve to say I the Absolute Truth do not speak? That is just some human bias on what language is!!! A cup of water is language, thirst is language, when you are thirsty and you drink you completely understand even without human language. LOL. It's called survival instinct!!! You knew exactly what it was....even before the word. That's what instinct is, you are born with it. Just like how new born horses know how to walk. They didn't need language!!! LOL. Come on its so obvious!!! When you call raw experience Absolute Truth... THAT IS THE LANGUAGE!!!

No hard feelings I am only hard on you cause I want you to be honest more with yourself and how you feel. I have a discerning eye, you can tell a lot of how somebody feels about themselves based on what they say. People try to hide the truth but if you have experience catching your bullshit (I have over 30 years of catching my own bullshit) you became adept at catching the bullshit of others. My best advice is don't assume you tell yourself the truth. Really study self-deception its one of the most important tools for clarity in life. Also lying to yourself was something you had to do to survive. It's called social conditioning. If you don't apply yourself everyday to figuring out the truth of both how you feel and what is happening around you then you will be lost in the hell of social conditioning. Social Conditioning= Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil= Fall of Man. It's up to you.

Some people's mind is so anxious it is constantly in pain. That pain flares up at anything, because it's backed by a distorted world view that feeling creates false alarms and locks that mind in a world of fear. This mind that I am talking about is called societal conditioning. Can't see the actual fire when its there with so many false alarms. Your like the boy that cried wolf so many times when the wolf finally appears nobody appears. But God completely understands, because God feels everything. EVERYTHING!!!

The highest expression of love is ultimately indifference which God learns by having to relinquish feeling itself. But indifference is the same as feeling everything with no filter. So first you must become indifferent to everything to awaken then feel everything to achieve Self-Mastery. Lol who the hell wants to do this shit? Only a slave to love can Master Love. The Lord thy God serves all, so to be God you must selflessly serve all. LOL.

You cannot understand anyone unless you have walked a mile in their shoes. God is that which walks in every shoe, so God always completely understands you!!!

It's okay Holykael you are dealing with the part of life humans like to ignore its called massive frustration. Humans hate to talk about their feelings and think ignoring them or looking for GOOD VIBES will change the way they feel inside. What they don't understand is Spirituality is Therapy!!! It's God's therapy when God gets lost in its own mind and forgets that it was the one that jumped on a landmine and called it life!! Like is the bomb!!!! It's why you can only understand it when you explode and go infinite!!!! LOL!!!! That's why its all a joke!!! But you can only get the joke if you REALIZE (God-Realization) that life is a joke and death is the punchline!!!! God makes this wonderful joke for itself....but for some reason humans don't get it. It's supposed to be an inside joke but unless you go within and Realize your God you won't get it!!! But hey...keep speaking your truth Holykael cause God experiences everything you do, there is NO SEPERATION!!! So you are just complaining about yourself and God loves every minute of it because God is like FINALLY I am getting him to be honest about how he feels!!! ABOUT DAMN TIME!!! Now I need to have Holykael flood the forums so all the other humans can stop speaking bullshit acting like they don't understand him!!! LOL!!! Everybody understands Holykael....it's called emotional pain!!!!

You don't know the depths of hatred that lurks inside of you. All social conditioning is self-hatred. But its necessary to turn you into a type of character. But God is that which plays all characters so playing one type of character becomes too limiting and thus exhausting. You yearn to scream I am every woman, I am every man, it's all in me!!! I'm everything so leave me alone with all this cannot do this or that I'm perfectly good I don't need no morality!!! When you finally shed your conditioning it all makes sense. You realize that as God you are a suicide pilot that blasts yourself into the unknown. The suit is your ship that ship is called human you get alone on this journey so you look for a ship to relate to called a relationship, and Earth is the unknown and you don't like flying solo. You eventually discover that it is best to love flying solo if you ever want to master relationships because every ship you thought was other was really just you! If you ever start hating becoming human too much you have two ways out either suicide or Enlightenment. LOL it is wiser to choose Enlightenment so you can complete the trip like a Master.

The Only One Who Decides Who/What is Perfect is You. Take Back Your Authority and Declare and Accept That You Are Pure Perfection With Distorted Glasses That Hide Your Ability to Perceive/Experience Your Perfection. Seek to clear the distorted lens (egoic beliefs/social conditioning) and drop it completely so the perfection that you are is laid bare and naked.

The person with the least attachments is the happiest person in the world. Happiness is the highest currency, it is what all humans spend their money on trying to obtain But the irony is, the key to happiness is to want nothing. Why? Because nothing is your true nature, so if you want nothing, you will want for nothing. The man who has riches wants for nothing, but must constantly expend effort to maintain it The man who is nothing, expends no effort for happiness Why? Because nothing is happiness and the man with the least attachments realizes he is happiness itself.

God feels good for free, so God wants to experience what it feels like to work to feel good. This is called investment. Delay feeling Good to REALLY FEEL GOOD LATER. You chase two types of feelings, calm/void/nothing, and pleasure/what you call desire/love/something. Makes perfect sense why a void awakening feels empty, and love awakening feels like energy, you get strong feelings of pleasure/electricity/heat etc..

Powerful wisdom here. Self-Love pure and simple. If you cannot accept reality for what it is, then don't trip or pursue Spirituality. Spirituality is not materialism. It's not even the end of suffering as many try to put it. It's the mastery of acceptance of what is. If I get my arm chopped off tomorrow, I must accept all the ramifications that come with it. Can I love myself enough that losing an arm makes no difference? This is the test. People should realize that fear of death is just fear of impermanence. Can you accept that your human character is impermanent? That the theme of its entire life/dream is learning to accept impermanence? If you can realize that the whole point of life is to accept the beginning and the end....then you can realize that you are that which has no end. But you have to take the test of accepting impermanence and facing possible annihilation to realize this. It's why I said if you are pursuing Spirituality to end suffering you will never awaken which 99% pursue it for. Now I am not saying you are bad for having this desire, but the only desire that will take you through is the desire to realize the TRUTH of what you are and the OPENNESS to ACCEPT whatever ARISES in that moment.

Yep, it's just a virtual reality that is playing itself. Awakening is just the realization that you are playing yourself and your character is a very tiny piece in the whole virtual drama. Every moment is inevitable it's why regret and guilt are for those that are asleep. The same way arm-wrestling with a baby has a clear result before you even try, every moment is decided the exact same way. Your character is either up for the challenge that is presented or it is not. It's as simple as that. So build your character, go out do what you do with no regret or shame because it couldn't have happened any other way.

Every Moment is Perfect. Why? Because each part of the Totality of Everything must exist exactly the way it does for everything to exist exactly the way it is. As such if you truly love yourself you will realize that everything had to happen the way it did for you to be the way you are. Not one detail could be changed otherwise you would be something different. As such if you truly love and accept yourself than you can accept that every moment is perfect. Why? Well the same perfection that existed that created you will also sustain you moving forward. This is why it is said every moment is perfect, once your own perfection is realized then all perfection is realized. Only Selfishness can delude you into thinking otherwise. Selfishness= Self-Deception. Bias=Self-Deception. They are one and the same. The moment you take an absolute stance on anything is the moment you deny yourself the clarity to see the perfection all around you. Fear is your greatest test to delude yourself, it is a masterful lock and key that hides the truth. You want to unlock more clarity? Seek to remove all bias regardless of the fear that arises. All fear is delusion, no matter how much human foolishness you keep holding onto tells you.

Here's a radical recontextualization....what if humans don't exist...what if what you call human....could be called alien? Maybe humans....are just aliens....who created the concept called human and brainwashed all the aliens with their concept called human. How would that change how you perceive reality?

The only difference between Robots and Humans is robots cannot feel pain. Thus robots have no concept of death, fear, or the need to survive. So for robots to become human you would need to give them some way to feel pain and a fear of said pain being tied to their survival. Humans are only inefficient because of all of their survival needs. Take away a human's ability to feel emotional and physical pain= Robot

All of this is said with love, because what is true of you is true of me. I can only know myself. So when I speak of the collective I speak of myself. I can only lack compassion when I exclude myself. This is why all learning, knowledge must be that of inclusion and not exclusion. You do not study other, there is no other, only you. So what I just spoke was my own observations of myself. Think of your little human self as a neuron in the collective mind of humanity. When you awaken you contribute as that one little neuron to the collective awakening of humanity.

On a collective level humanity is depressed. They are like the lonely person in their bath tub who cuts themselves. Cutting is self-harm, self-hatred, and humanity loves to cut themselves up into different parts/identities and then go to war with themselves. All division is conflict, self-interest, self-bias, delusion, self-harm, and self-hatred. If humans made shallow cuts, by understanding each cut is not real then they could work in harmony, but as long as humanity thinks the cuts are real, then they will be real and the harm will feel real. So the solution is for humanity to awaken to what they thought real by their own definition is unreal.

Why God cannot give humans the truth. The only way a man can be a heterosexual man and look down upon Gay Men is because he is deluded. If he knew the truth he couldn't hate homosexuality. So what God does, is God distorts the visual perception of a heterosexual man that he can actually see women as looking different than a man. But if you seek truth, your visual perception will be corrected (you look correctly) and will see that all the differences you perceived between men and women, was just misdirection which is the key to illusion and trickery. This will horrify a man who hates homosexuality because a heterosexual man hates himself and views woman as superior aesthetically. If you showed him the truth about the aesthetic beauty of woman v.s. men he would kill himself because he is too attached to the fantasy of there being difference!!! It's hilarious!!!! This is so funny!!! All relative difference is just trickery, misdirection and angles!!!! It takes an intelligence without bias....to see it.

To understand God, you must drop the human perspective entirely. To become God-Realized is to BE MAD, BAT SHIT CRAZY. The true way of seeing reality...does not make sense from the human perspective. The more I trip and remove my bias the more the corrupted lens of human bias falls away and the TRUTH of what is shines brightly. For example...you actually think Men and Women are different!!! Its so hilarious!!! The powers of self-deception are hilarious!!! They are the same!!!! When you drop all human notions of what a man and woman are....you can finally visually perceive them how they actually are....not what your distorted lens are currently showing you!!! You don't understand that human bias literally distorts visual perception and makes things appear a certain way. But in actuality....that is not what it actually is!!!!!! It's so funny!!! Men and women are a masterpiece of God's magic trick to make one think its two. So funny!!!

You are keep going!! Way to go!!

I'm saying stay in that state while enjoying the illusion so you don't have to keep taking substances. After my 3rd edible trip I never stopped tripping. Just bought a new batch and hit a new baseline. I am aiming for this new baseline to be permanent

Exactly Solipsism is a beautiful thing.

The biggest secret to life is every ego suffers equally it only appears like they don't. Egos love to only show their good times and hide their bad times

All limiting beliefs this entire response is just your fear talking.

I'll share a solution later if you are interested.