Razard86

Sigh....I was for a brief time...being poetic....yes what I said wasn't true. The point of delusion is play....I WAS PLAYING!!! Learn to read the room Mr. Serious!!! I'm not in deconstruct mode here....no need to deconstruct when the topic isn't about Absolute Truth.

I didn't get that from Vadim. But I have read his book, he loves talking about Pendulums and stuff. His book I would classify into New Age Spirituality. But yeah your conditioning is a script and it runs on autopilot. It's why if you are not aware of your biases....your basically a robot just parroting whatever bullshit you picked up. You won't believe how many people cannot even defend their viewpoint...because they never sat down and questioned it. People think I'm smart...lol I'm not. I just spend time going over my beliefs, and calling out bullshit when shit don't add up. If it don't add up throw it away.

Psychological Suffering is actually easy to get out of it. Psychological Suffering comes from the belief that evil exists, and from a desire to not let go of your hatred of something. You believe some past event or current event needs to be different and you continue to ruminate on it excessively. Because you were raised to believe this is normal, you do it out of habit and believe you cannot control it. So...here is how you deal with it. Whatever you hate....face it. If it is a memory, replay that memory on purpose and keep playing it over and over until it doesn't faze you anymore. If the current moment is bothering you, just accept it because it's temporary. Change what you can, and what cannot you accept. Life is supposed to be BOTH comfortable and uncomfortable and its by design. If life was too comfortable...you wouldn't do shit. The only reason you need food, shelter, clothes, water, oxygen, poop, and sleep is because if I take all that from you...you would just sit in peace and do nothing. LOL. Gotta keep you busy doing something otherwise you can't have a life.

There are many teachers I think that teach embodiment really well, Ram Dass, Mooji, etc. Do not believe or trick yourself that a full awakening will just hand you embodiment. Just because you are AWARE everyone is YOU doesn't guarantee that you will be living as that as your truth. Remember each moment you can choose how to respond. For example I can be aware I have egg on my face, and choose to walk around and NOT GIVE A FUCK!! So understand that awakening works the same way. You can be in a non-dual state and choose to ignore this and act opposite to what you know to be true. Anyway I found a guy who I think communicates effectively embodiment. I may not agree on how he words things, but that ultimately doesn't matter. You can actually still gain understanding that can be communicated even if the words used may not be as effective. What resonates with you resonates with you so hopefully this guy can be of help.

I really wish people awoke permanently that way lol. Unloading bullshit. You could say enlightenment is taking a crap on the toilet and never being fooled again.

When I get home from work sure thing.

It's simple. Enlightenment is only complicated because egos complicate. Think of an ego as someone you are waiting for to take somewhere and they look for all types of distractions instead of leaving. Now drop that duality and realize it's you I am talking about lol. All Enlightenment is, is complete acceptable of your true identity. But many on here imagine conceptually what that actually means. I'll explain. Until you can love your character unconditionally you will never be okay with removing the barrier between you and what you call other. Anyone can awaken, in fact it's not hard. The hardest part of awakening is figuring out how you are fooling yourself. Even worse you created fake enlightened people to fool you, so you have to wade through all of their bullshit too. They mean well but are full of human conditioning. Your best bet if you want to awaken is study Leo's videos and ask him in messages legitimate questions. Don't waste his time with stuff he already mentioned. Stay away from the poets they will confuse you with entertaining sophistry. You need to be able to deconstruct your identity while confirming your true nature with a change in consciousness so you can verify that what you are being taught in Spirituality is true. If you succeed you will live from a state that is both ordinary and profound all at the same time.

Close your eyes what do you see? Open your eyes what do you see? Whatever is in your awareness is all that is. If it is not in your awareness it doesn't exist.

What's worse is even Martin Ball would call bullshit on what you said and even he is not fully awake. Lol.

I am not confused. Everything I said is self-evident and is grounded in direct experience. Everything you stated is airy fairy poetry and cannot be confirmed in direct experience. This is why I know you do not live from a base-line non dual experience. Even worse you said beyond the dream. There is no beyond, you are too attached to appearance. You never go anywhere. All location is appearance.

Here is another simplification. Can you love your human character unconditionally? If you can you can see it as whole and complete. As such your fear of death/impermanence is removed and now you can drop your limited identity. Why? Because something that is whole and complete is finished, whole and complete, and can be let go. Now you can expand your identity to infinity. The dream is Self. To judge the dream is not just a judgment of the dream but of the character you are playing. Until full unconditionally love for the character is achieved you will continue to chase your tail.

There is no evil. Remove the belief in evil to see with clarity. https://youtu.be/y8HuOycyCT4

The only one gaslighting is you. When you demonize ego you create ego. Demonization is creation of separation. The only way to be is to completely love the ego. To demonize is to create conditions, all conditions are impermanent, when you create an impermanent conditional relationship with how you should express yourself you create fear of the opposite expression. Which is why they say what you resist persists. So yeah the only one gaslighting is you. Your just a poet who preaches delusion that cannot be grounded in direct experience.

I only use Sadhguru because you egos are addicted to appeals to authority. Yall believe enlightenment looks a particular way lol.

This is how I know you are not awake. The ego is your human identity. To identify is to recognize. This means if someone called your human name you couldn't respond because you no longer identify with it. For example if I call the name of another human you would not respond because you don't identify with that ego. If I gave you their memories you would not identify with them because you have your own memories unique to your specific ego. So notice how I destroyed any notions of not identifying. You literally cannot live without an ego. What you speak is delusion and not found in direct experience. Here is a kicker, if your ego truly died your dream would end. Jump off the grand canyon= end of ego. This is how they fool you people. I'm glad Sadhguru gets it.

Lol there are no others. Why not choose arrogance? What you don't realize, to disagree takes arrogance. Anytime you disagree you are saying I know better. So right now you are being arrogant and asking me why be arrogant? Which is very funny Mr. Holier than thou. What hath I done to displease you All-Mighty? Must I adhere to your world view to receivest your love? No wonder you moral types never feel good enough.

There is always the ego. Writing is ego. In the words of Rupert Spira the ego is activity. You cannot get rid of ego because all is ego. The dream itself is ego. Self=ego. The only reason you are not awake is because you think you can rid yourself of ego, you cannot. The ego is the dream itself. Stop trying to separate yourself from ego, this is self-righteousness. You judge the ego as bad, YET you created it!! God creates perfection so to judge the ego is to judge the absolute. This is the height of delusion. All egoic expressions are pure perfection at work at all times. The reason why it is said the ego doesn't exist is because there is no difference between any ego. What you preach is self-righteous which is self-hatred. Ego is pure perfection at all times

Okay as you say that give me all your money since you don't exist. Notice your delusion cannot hold in the face of truth.

Depression is caused by the belief that you can some how make yourself better. All of these responses are just chasing experiences which are impermanent. Even therapy is impermanent because a therapist is only a guide. What is the solution? Self-Love. How do you love yourself? Through application. You need to apply yourself so hard in life to the utmost degree till you realize no achievement can ever permanently fulfill you. Once you realize that you are on the path finally from the delusion that something needs to change for you to have self-worth.

It's not complicated, you all are complicating it. Let go of your belief in evil and your path will be easier. Hold onto your belief in evil and you bar yourself from awakening. Only characters believe evil exists. You are trying to realize you are the creator. It's simple. Not complicated.

Gotta exist to state you don't. So right now you are denying direct experience which is delusion.

The only thing you reject is the limited self identity. So yes it is a rejection but of a limited identity which I mentioned when I said let go of the human identity. To let something go is to reject it. Stop trying to confuse yourself.

Another tip, stop thinking like the character. A writer doesn't hate the villains he creates as they are necessary to the story. Only the character can hate villains and situations. So why do you think the creator would bar a villain from awakening? All awakening is, is complete self-acceptance. If you can completely accept everything, then you truly awaken. Only egos think there are conditions because the ego is addicted to constructing conditional relationships. But that is founded on a lie. Reality is not mechanical, it doesn't need conditions, therefore awakening is possible under ALL conditions. Reality is always complete self-acceptance so all you do is drop the human identity and realize self-acceptance. That's it. In short if you can accept and love your character and their entire life up to this point unconditionally, then you will be able to drop the human identity and realize infinity. So at the level you hate your character/life is what is barring you from awakening.

Your true nature is blank. After that, everything is just a story.

The ABSOLUTE is an experience to be enjoyed. Sigh.....You know what hold onto your flawed ideology. Right now this is the absolute, if you don't want to enjoy it that is on you. It's your dream after all. There is nothing to be humble towards because there is no difference between arrogance and humility. This is delusion. You don't need to be humble, because it's you. You are spinning human b.s. You can be arrogant as all hell and awaken, because experience dictates what is the appropriate expression. And since experience is you, all you need is a true desire for truth. You guys create a distortion of what awakening is. You can awaken as a porn star, you can awaken as a serial killer, you can awaken as any particular way. Awakening has nothing to do with morality!! All it has to do is with a desire for truth. The only reason most Enlightened People are moral is a result of a love of truth tending to be connected to moral behavior. But if you think Enlightened people need to be humble then you are full of ignorance. Humbleness is not superior to Arrogance. .