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1. For my mother it was really important that I had the highest grades in school. There was a LOT of toxicity and arguments even when I got B instead of A. I distinctly remember one day as a kid when I was cramming the list of Polish Kings and all the dates of their rule and my mom got into the room and said "you know what, you are learning to much this weekend, maybe you should play some video games?" - it happened once, and I was so shocked and felt so accepted for my interests that I remember it to this day. 2. I had a lot of toxic arguments with my mom. I am sure she had bipolar disorder or something like that, she had the uncoditional love side and narcisistic toxic side to her. After two days of arguments and crying she often would come to me and apologize for everything, talk how she does not want to behave like that, that I am perfect as I am and we would just hug and cry in "apologization". These moments of forgiveness and of just letting go of and forgeting the past two days of arguments were really freeing, loving. It showed me how fast you can drop these heavy feelings. 3. When they actually supported me in my decision during high school to change the profile from biology-chemistry to math-science even though they hoped for me to be a doctor. So there is a common theme in my childhood. I felt the most loved when I was free and supported to do what I want and I felt the worst when I couldn't do something because it was not right or I did not good enough to earn something.

Just curious about jobs of people on this forum.

I hated the Pascal's Wager argument when I was an atheist in highschool haha - I always thought it is stupid, what if Greek Gods are true and then they would be mad at me that I believed in Christian God. But I know actually appreciate it, after some God realizations. Basically it could be said like something similiar to what Leo points out - like: you need to realize that maybe it is possible to become God-Realized - you don't know but you could live as it is possible and then you can realize Immortality and become God, and if you just assume it is impossible you loose all that Gold.

Why so harsh? I just was curious. You don't see often here someone responding to himself 20 times in under 30 minutes instead of just writing one post.

Hi friend, what is the purpose of this thread?

Can't you see a difference between saying to an audience: "generally being fat is not healthy, can be a sign of lack of discipline and you should avoid that it in yourself and your potential partner" vs talking with a fat person that you know is insecure and saying to his/her face "you are fat, I would never date you"? Or giving advice that if you are into self-development you should avoid being in relationship with toxic people vs talking with an insecure person and saying "you are so toxic, I would never date you"

Nice way of putting it. I like it <3

He fucking died Literally. Edit: for few seconds

Question for those God-Realized. I was struggling to put my problem into words, so I contemplated it and came up with a drawing. Sorry for yet another solipsism question and for my terrible drawing. I know words do no justice. But I would still appreciate some pointers. So - let's say I was in Absolute Infinity Consciousness/God-State (G) thanks to a psychedelic. Clearly I saw, that I imagine lives of my character baseline (B) and of all other people (A). But then the psychedelic starts to wear off. And I am now not God-state. I am now in B-state, so the illusion of others is again convincing. The question is when I shift from G-state to B-state is there A point of view? And G point of view at the same time? Then the first picture would ilustrate that. Or is it more radical that when I shift from G to B then only B-POV exists and other people (A) are imagined and God is not looking trough their eyes - so more like picture 2. Because my direct experience suggest picture 2 is true. Only THIS exists. This perspective that I have now. And I can imagine being in a G state if I ingest a psychedelic. But I do not want to fall into deception. Thanks for help guys. I will tag some people whose responses I like reading, sorry for bothering you. @Inliytened1 @GreenWoods @Kksd74628 @Leo Gura @justfortoday @BipolarGrowth @Breakingthewall

For many consciousnesses realizing life is a dream is like My life is A Dream! (come true)

Imagine a game character on your computer screen. Then what option is true? 1. Body of game character is the Screen Display. 2. Body is inside the Screen. 3. Body is outside the Screen. 4. Screen is inside and outside of the body. 5. Screen is neither inside nor outside of the body. 6. Screen Display is notexistent. edit: to maybe add some depth to that analogy lets imagine screen is made of light so kind of like a hologram/projector.

Nice try WokeBloke, you will not fool me you have your POV right NOW

After You stop dreaming this POV or after you just imagined the end of Machiavelli's life then You will imagine whatever You will imagine then. It is for You (as God) to decide what you will imagine then.

Maybe You will be imagining suffocation and heart beating stopping of Someone here. But then 1 microsecond after that you will be imagining something else.

I understand it as follows: -1 second before your death You (the consciousness) are still imagining your POV, life as bambi -then you are imagining the death of the bambi -1 second after death of the bambi you are imagining whatever next comes for Consciousness - maybe Singularity, maybe straight to next "incarnation" so you are "born" in new POV, new human, or whatever Your "I" is always there NOW. Whatever happens in front of it is whatever happens. The "I" does not die. It is still as a screen.

Perfect! I think I got it right here:

Agreed <3

Well "first" and "prior" and "exists" would not apply to that Unaware Infinity and it is not an experience but it can be intuited as that "thing" that God is rubbing of off. Just like Blank state at night.

Yes GOD is now/in the now. But what I meant was that if GOD does not imagine Singularity in this present moment then Singularity does not exist right now. In a way God is not omnicient in this moment that he imagined but he is because that POV is all there exists.

Yes. God is the Dreamer and the Dream. It is the same. But by analogy there to the Night Dream before the Dreamer/GOD there is Not Dreaming/Absolute/Unaware Infinity.

Yes, great, thank you. I get it. Just like in a dream there only "exists" two thing in a way. 1. Current imagined perspective - The Dream 2. and simultaneously the Blank Black Potential of the sleeping Mind, udefined, not actual/but actual Infinity with the potential to Dream Everything. And that Inifinity can dream everything for eternity but just one Point of view at a time. Dream after dream. It has to be one POV at a time because there is only One Consciousness. One Blank Mind. Dreaming One Dream after another.

So lets say I am in low consciousness-state now - I conceptually know I am God and others do not exist because I saw that on psychedelic but right now it is not so obvious. If all there exist is THIS NOW STATE, then Singularity/Absolute Infinity is not Actual right now. Right now my limited POV is Actual. Not real but Actual.

But maybe he is asking from I Am, perspective and not I am Machiaveli perspective. So then he will?