Arthogaan

You don't. You did not ask them to fuck and give you birth. You do not owe them anything. Which does not mean that when you become fully detached from them eventually, you can't pour them with love.

Well I think after certain point in the distribution it flips. It is often the case in developed countries that the inteligent and wealthy individuals see the burden that children are to financials and freedom and decide for fewer kids if any. And it is in the poorest and least inteligent families that do not have decent planning capabilities tha they breed beyond their wealth and have 5-8 children.

I stopped drinking coffee 3 months ago and only now I start to not have to nap two times a day. Giving it up for me was far more difficult than giving up alcohol, sugar or cigarettes. Not even comparable. I had headeaches for a month. The consensus that withdrawals last 2-9 days is bullshit for many people. There are many stories of people getting back to themselves only after 1 year with no caffeine. It's a drug. And chances are you are sensitive to it. Unlike Leo or my Mom which can drink it and immiediately go to sleep.

I don't really have any.

Yes, but it is also infinitely young/fresh, because you create all of it each second.

Function of food is to allow you body to thrive. So buying it via money does not negate the purpose of it, it is still fulfilled. But the purpose of a relationship is to grow yourself, provide value and love for other person, learn about human emotions, about commitment, about friendship. So paying for that negates the very thing. It's more like wanting to learn how to hunt via buying food - yeah, that would be cheating and you will learn nothing.

The use of "I" is wise, because this is what I literally am. Using this fun blanket analogy which I think is great my true Self is the Blanketness Itself. I am the Blanket. Blanket is the "I", pure consciousness. And withing the blanket, within the "I" there can appear the illusion of ego, or the illusion of red square.

Life is never boring, we are just pussies. Instead of moving responsibility to some other reality just grow some balls and start doing crazy shit. Like this: Or go on a date with a girl from high school that you were scared of. Or go earn some money and go lose it in a casino. If you can't make this life interesting on this amazing planet I doubt you would in some other reality.

Why did you stop?

My favourite ambient track with Allen sampled there perfectly.

Nice! Did you do any particular practices that day? Like did you do powerful kriya session in the morning or a meditation yesterday or sth?

That there was this huge amount of mental energy being released when you were doing something that your body was screaming against and you were proud. For me that would be: - Kissing a girl that I was scared will reject me in high school. - Quitting a corporate job and following a blue-collar course against my family after my bachelor degree. - DMT

I love that firm response 1. Is your current perspectice all there is in the universe at the moment? 2. Is there a room when you close your eyes? 3. Please share some thoughts about why you love technology even more now. Ever since my journey I am at the same time ever more in awe of Technology but at the same time I want to avoid it as much as possible. 4. Since your awakening are you experiencing anything people would consider paranormal/siddhi? 5. Is Law of Attraction real/ how to manifest most efficiently? 6. Do you think you will be ever in a relationship with someone? 7. What is your favourite psychedelic and why?

Nice! 1. How long did you live in a camper? Was it hard? 3. What was the field that you abandoned and what do you pursue now.

Nope. Boomers in my country on average think that any kind of psycho- therapy is for sick people and that they would never go because they are fine.

I want to buy a book for my dad on Christmas. He has some pull toward spiritual stuff but it is all very conceptual and he does not even consider the possibility that he could experience some of this stuff himself. Do you know any book that could open his mind in a gentle way? It would be great if the book is popular enough to be available in polish language. If I won't find anything I thought of just translating Leo's Guide to Enlightenment into polish and giving him that.

I understand what you say as the fact that each and every Qualia exists as a potential in Absolute infinity.

I don't think so. He does not have any goals. He just a boomer that has duties and daily tasks. He is mostly stage blue. But still he resonated with Ekhart Tolle book. I managed to find first book of Jed Mckenna translated to polish. That is my best bet so far.

Great! I resonate with all of that very much, thank you for your energy! So do I understand that this future Craftsmanship of life will be rather spontaneous and in every aspect of life that comes your way and it will rather not be any specific career and also not connected to your past programming skills?

The one I noticed recently and that was really empowering to question was: "I am probably not going to be the one of top 100 most consciouss person ever." Also "I am not a monkey." "I as a man should limit my Cuteness"

When you imagine that there is still a world, then there is a world even with closed eyes. But for example after a psychedelic, when you imagine with conviction that there is no world after you close your eyes, then there is no world and you are floating in empty (head)space.

I believe a physical disease is an effect of repressed emotiona such as anger or unworthiness. And we can heal them by changing our perspective. For those that are programmed and we can't heal them it just helps to know that it is part of ones Challenge for this life and somehow it is unique lesson for the creator and you can accept that.

How will you earn a living after that awakening? What is your job and is it going to change?

I had two courses: philosophy and social psychology during my economic studies and it was all pretty shallow.