Arthogaan

What Leo is teaching is realizing that your whole point of view is one big vehicle and that there is only one vehicle. No sub vehicles in that vehicle.

* flashbacks of Leo screaming "nothing is under control! Everything is out of control!" during his live trip *

I see what you are saying. God's imagination is reality so when he dreams that he is not god that becomes reality. And even if in a certain dream it would be total, because God is limitless so he would be able to limit himself totally to a butterfly, then still God is limitless so he can change his mind in an instant, decide total is not total and actually I am able to wake up as butterfly. Because God is so limitless he would be able to ignore his total limits. Very paradoxical, but my intuition just is on the freedom end of that paradox. That he always has a potential to wake up to being god so he is god.

It is a certain aesthetic and style choice. God just prompted Leo to simulate being like that:

Well then fastest way into enlightenment for you is actually to fulfill your desires with girls first.

How many hours a day are you able to meditate? Meditate for 10 hours a day and you will see a really fast progress.

That is all valid criticism. Just have in mind that we are critizing the owner of the house that invited us all for dinner for free. And no ordinary food is served but highest insights. Sometimes the host of such house can behave weirdly. Sometimes he throws people out of the house, sometimes he shouts and insults. But his got a good heart for inviting us all and serving delicious insight for free.

Well the movie continues to be absurd, so I don't know if it would change your experience to watch it till the end. I loved the goofyness and absurdity.

Did you watch a movie "Everything everywhere all at once"? That movie does a pretty good job with combating a sense od nihilism and meaninglesness that stems from infinite pararell universes. Its a great movie.

Title of the post says: I am a Tantric practitioner. I know nothing about tantra, but what you later started to describe just seems like regular enlightment/abidance/awakening and process of integrating it into daily life. So why do you use word tantra and hows does it differ from other enlightment concepts? Are you using you sexuality in order to achieve what you described?

I am from europe so in order to buy ETFs i must use degiro (broker). From what I heard I believe interactive brokers would be good option for you.

I agree. Like one third of our life we are in this other dimension and yet highest teachers speak so little about it. It's funny. It's like God - The Ultimate Deceiver purposefully does not point too much to dreams, to not make it to easy.

Death is beautiful. He is now at peace and one with God. No need to grief. You are in awesome situation actually. Love life. Your father is dead and you are now totally FREE. To honor the death of your father live fully, with no fear, be happy.

The thing that helped me the most in the past is to learn to see her as a child. All her drama, all her validation it is so childish isn't it? But try to see a certain innocence in it. She does not know better. In a way it all this drama, all this screaming, in a way it is kinda cute. So innocent, so stupid, so cute. Try to accept that. And just try to minimize interactions with her, but when you have to just be calm, loving. You have the power to be like that. And when you finally get out of that house, you will be invincible. You learned to see the cuteness of your mother which is the hardest thing to do for many (it was for me) so now it will be so much easier to see good in other people. You can do it

What is "I"?

I quit coffee on 6th of July 2022. It has been 7 months and really only now I am starting to feel like myself. I quit cigarettes, alcohol, sugar and nothing was even closely as hard as quitting coffee. No energy to do anything, no want to do even the things that I loved doing for the first 3 months of withdrawal. Coffee is a serious drug for some people and it is beyond me how much it is disregarded as being harmful. Most scientist agree that withdrawal last for 1-2 weeks which is ridiculous. I recommend reading reddit r/decaf. Many beautiful stories of people and also reassurement that yes, it really takes so long to get through withdrawal. Reading that subreddit was really helpful to me. Also I used modafinil to get through work and university when I had too. I bundled most of my task in two day of the week and did it all on modafinil. Rest of the week I allowed myself to be somewhat miserable. It really gets better and it is worth it.

Never see her as an object in your game. She does not owe you anything. She is a free divine creator and she can do whatever she wants. Love her as that. Do not try to restrict her in order to fit your agenda. That is all you need.

Life purpose can be something much more general and connected rather to the energy that you want to send out into the world. It is not a career choice. Maybe your purpose is to be and share "going with the flow" or sth similiar. Cheers.

I just buy broad market index funds whenever I have free money. Mostly VWCE.

Just channel that energy as if you are just playing with yourself and faking it for fun. After time you will soak in it long enough that it will start to transform your default.

I have Faith in that I am Alone.

You could say we, but still there is only one Point of View happening right now right here. The one you are experiencing. The thought that there are other POVs happening at the same time is an assumption and not direct experience.

Why do trees change leaves? Why does the snake shed its skin? Why do our cells die? Why is someone dancing changing its position? It is all one big dance.

Yeah, God has eternity to dream, so surely he will dream every such perspective for fun. But right now he is dreaming THIS perspective. And maybe he could dream them up all at once, but right now in this very moment direct experience suggests that what you are perceiving is all the dreaming there is.

Not saying Solipsism is certainly true, I just want to give arguments. If God is able to imagine whole fucking fractal-like universe it is certainly not a problem to imagine eyes that seem consciouss. Just like characters in your dreams seem very real and conscious until you wake up. "Why would God imagine sth so lame" - I dont get why you would consider it lame. Absolute Solipsism would be the greatest thing ever, there is only You -> inifinite peace, inifinite love, infinite power sovereignty and freedom. I do not have an average life, and none of the person on this forum has "average" life even for the fact that their brains are wired for spirituality enough to even be here.