Truth

That's exactly what happened to me, I was going strong for about 4 months, then I started to slowley miss a day there, and here, and eventually missed 3 days in a row, and I had to re-commit to it and build a stronger vision just as you are. since then I've been going strong without missing a day for almost two months now for 30 minutes a day. I actually feel really good about it, but I do miss the memes, that stuff is fantastic haha. but I'm gonna keep going here.

I love looking at the underlining meaning in music, one of my favorites is Alesso - heroes, she talks about running away from problems, hiding from problems, and when things are good, that's when we come out, and goes on to talk about how everyone does everyday things (unaware of what they are capable of) and not being that person, and for the people that can "hear" what she means that " We are a different kind, we can do anything. We could be heroes" Just my view on this song, I love it.

Leos newest video "The Ultimate Model Of Human Knowledge" really laid the foundation for how I came to this realization, sadly to build this understanding wasn't simple, it seemed I had to gain all the knowledge and wisdom I could only to eventually destroy it, to step back and see it for what it really is, very counter intuitive, but even as I write this it's just more concepts and more beliefs, it's like the ego trying to tell itself it doesn't exist by telling itself it doesn't exist all the while being aware that it's telling itself it doesn't exist. really interesting though. Cutting out social media has made me realized how stuck I am, not in a bad way, but, when I'm on social media compared to when I'm not, it's almost like I have the illusion that I'm being productive in my life, which I wasn't, looking inward instead of outward has been huge for me.

I absolutely love this, but also its unsettling, because it boggles my mind that the illusion of the ego is way more deep and even more profound than I'm aware of because it feels real.