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When I was growing up my parents shunned it. I was forced to turn my head. This severely damaged me. If I turned my head back before it was over they call me a pervert. Now I am a pervert. Be thankful

You have experience on certain subjects. When you contemplate you don't make up information you have information in your mind you let naturally go through organizing itself. You just sit there involved in the subject and let your mind wander.

@James123 Theory means they are just guessing its just most scientist agree with it. Once the big bang reaches a certain point at its beggining physics breaks so they can't say its true they are just speculating based on what their math is telling them. They are saying our math says this until this one point then our math breaks so we think its this. This is what Donald Hoffman is doing with his simulation theory only we can use it to observe now because its happening with all matter in the observable universe including our own bodies.

@James123 Big bang is a theory. This is a proven mathematical fact that when we look into the tiniest realm of this visible reality that the matter gets too intense and according to physics if things get this dense the space around them should collapse into a black hole but it is seemingly not collapsing around us at every second. This means we are in a black hole. Big bang is a speculation this is something we can observe right here and now with the tools according to the scientists. Both are the same in that they lead to something that breaks physics but with this one we can see it in real time.

@creativepursuit i never read the study i just listened to the guy who founded it. He said that the smaller and smaller you look you expect less and less things. When looking through a microscope they witnessed much much more than their should be. When they look closer at what makes reality there is so much that if what they were seeing was true reality should be collapsing into a black hole under the sheer weight of what they are seeing but it dosent because we are in a black hole and what is allowing existence to exist is a black hole with information in it. Conciousness is a black hole. The information is given by donald Hoffman.

@creativepursuit its proven that the physical human body is made out of a black hole at it fundamental base level along with everything else.

Infinity means you cant see the end. It means there is always more.

Whatever you are witnessing in reality is your level. God is teaching.

@Spiritual Warfare I don't think ego dies when you dream. Alot of time we dream about things we know and people we know or events we have experienced. If you think ego dies and you go infinite when you dream the chances of you dreaming of something you have experienced or a person you know would be almost 0. The chances that you dreamt you were a piece of dirt just existing would go up exponentially. When you go infinite you go infinite. There is nothing resembling what you are right now. Ego is not there in deep sleep. Every thing you do and see in reality is a simulation this void is doing. Even your breathing is made up. You don't experience breathe when you are in deep sleep or dream.

@Princess Arabia lol

@Princess Arabia Thank you for rephrasing my sentences.

Grow your nails long, don't cut your hair. Do something emasculating and be okay with it. Its an identity game you are either masculine or feminine.

It can be both By your own words you were with a woman for 40 years and had no idea you were constructing her. How real was it? How real is dealing with solipsism? Its the same real. God is both and that's why its so good, its both sides of the pasture.

The problem is its not answerable there are people who have experienced it but its not something that can be answered its before anything you have ever experienced. We aren't concluding we are witnessing it. The void of nothingness is right in front of you there's just stuff in it right now. Anything we do will just be logic and this logic is based around this nothing we are talking about. If you see it words mean nothing, if you don't you will be looking for something in the words that's not there.

@Spiritual Warfare My experience was i was in a void. There were moments where I was aware and I was freaking out and then after I freaked out I would become unaware but still there just not freaking out anymore. Like being awake and being asleep. When in the void you experience states of being awake and then asleep. The only difference is when you are awake there is something to be aware of cause you are freaking out. When there isnt anything to be aware of you see conciousness. Its like looking at a black screen with your eyes taped open not experiencing anything except being there. When you become aware again you go omg I have just been staring at nothing for a long time I wasnt sleeping! And I'm still here ! How many times did I forget I was staring at this thing?! Noooooooo its all there is! When you go into deep sleep you aren't sleeping you are just staring at nothing. Going into the void is like being in deep sleep then waking up and still being in deep sleep but you know you are there and can emote and think there's just nothing for that space to experience. You just have no control over what you are emoting and thinking its just what you are carrying spiritually. In my case it was pure abandonment. I was screaming in abandonment for what felt like 24 hours straight then I would bubble up and then pop when I popped I was just staring at the void in a sleep state, I would remain here for another 24 hours, then I would 'wake up' or become aware that I was staring at nothing and start over again. It felt like I was there for 3 months. Slowly the bubble or aware period gets shorter and less extreme and eventually your sleep state and aware state will become the same thing just a void of nothing looking at itself and you are ready to be put into another body. When you are in this state of no mind there's no reference to being a human or being a bird as you will be in a no mind period for like 7, 24 hour periods straight.

@Spiritual Warfare The nothingness does exist. When you turn into nothing you can still think emote and feel but nothing will be doing it. You will see all these things are coming from a source that isn't there or cant be found, therefore it is nothingness and it is experiencing something and it exists. we think all the information is coming from outside in the world but everything that is experienced is coming from this source of nothing right now. When the outside world goes all sense perceptions go but everything else stays. All the invisible things in the universe that we perceive is coming from the source of nothing. Those dont go anywhere just the idea that these perceptions are coming from somewhere other than nothing is seen to be not true.

If my base is nothing and I add human, then if I take off human I am still there and can still think and feel. A human body dosent feel anything there is nothing in the human body that can feel and emote and think its just matter. If you are nothing and are tricked into thinking you are human then you die. If you know you are nothing and are not tricked into thinking you are human you will experience death.

Its like giving the keys to a semi truck to someone who only drove a nissan. He has openly stated he has no idea what he is doing. He dosen't know anything about the laws of the road and has said he will break them and then pardon anyone he wants from breaking laws. Everyone in America is in the back of this semi truck. The semi was driving down the road and people are saying we don't want to go this way anymore let this person who has no idea what they are doing drive again. Where are we going? I don't know let this person who has no idea what they are doing decide. Trump starts driving he has no idea what he is doing and he has back seat drivers around him telling him where to go.

You know it when you come back from seeing it. When you see it its all you can see when you come back to regular mind you can look back on the experience and can decipher what just happened to you. When you are experiencing God you are not there your aura field or feeling of you disintegrates. If you saw God and then didn't come back you wouldn't be able to say I experienced God. So you can become directly conscious and be experiencing, but only know when you come back down and think what the fuck was that?! Like if a 2d flat laner suddenly got launched into 3d and is experiencing 3d going wtf is going on? then floating down to 2d it can only know it was in 3d when it comes back to 2d. While in 3d its experiencing 3d not know what is happening, when it lands it can contemplate on what happened and know. If it didn't land back into 2d and it landed in 4d it would be like it forgot everything about 2d and is being birthed into 4d and cant know.

@Sugarcoat Psychedelic showed me I don't have a brain. Its a first person simulation, objective reality only exists to first person experiencers. They showed me the void where I think my head is, is the edge of the universe. If I am playing Skyrim VR and I am looking out the POV of my Skyrim characters eyes, the Skyrim character does not have a brain as I'm looking out of its POV. If I point the pov of my Skyrim characters eyes to its own brain and asked myself where am I? The answer would be not here. If I am talking to a merchant in Skyrim any emotion the Skyrim merchant has is perceived by me based on what he sounds like and seems to be expressing. The merchant in the game has no emotion outside of the POV of my experience. The self is like this. The self is looking into a simulation and when it takes the headset off its revealed to be nothing but also everything that was being experienced in the game of life. Without the self there is nothing and when the self is revealed to itself by metaphysically taking the headset off it is seen to be nothing.

@Sugarcoat If we could somehow take our eyeballs and turn them around and look at our own brains we would see we are not that. Since we are the experiencer not the experience of reality. You are also not in your eyeballs. Try to picture your eyes looking at your own brain, you are looking at yourself from your eyes, which is not you, and you are also looking at your brain which is not you. Where are you in this scenario?

@Sugarcoat I'd go the other way the self created the body and everything. Yourself is the universe. You and me are the same thing looking at a different body.

@Sugarcoat The brain is creating the idea that there is something there experiencing something. Then this thing the brain created (you), creates other things to experience things its experiencing (other people and objects). Its just a screen and there is a metaphysical eye looking at it.

@Sugarcoat Its not an assumption,you can see that you are just reflecting emotions back at yourself creating emotions other people are feeling and assigning them to them. The persons emotions never leaves their body and you feel it, what you feel others are feeling is you reading body language and creating an emotion you think they are feeling. You have never felt anything from anything in your entire life all of it is self created emotion. Right outside the skull is a void of emotion, feeling, concept, idea and the idea that people exist. Your feelings of reality never go out and reach others they hit your skull and bounce back, only you don't have a skull there is an invisible window between you and reality, you are a ghost in heaven looking through a window making up everything you are seeing and feeling. Its an assumption to say other people are feeling my emotions or I am feeling others emotions. 1 millimetre outside the human body the idea that anything exists is not there. Its just brains predicting things with a complete void inbetween them.We talk and shout and express into non existence. An energy source(human) can witness this expressionfrom another energy source(human) and express what it is witnessing to itself from across the empty void. Since its not receiving any information from a void, the expression of witnessing and experiencing is completely self created. Not only does this apply to humans but your entire field of view all the time. So all the content of your life is completely self created including the narrative you have of yourself every experience every emotion. If you walk down the street, people are doing construction, you are talking to a friend, cars drive by you hear honking. All of this activity is your mind, nothing is happening 1 millimetre outside your body. Why reality is so weird is that it works without logic, when logic is applied it still works. Its primarily created without logic but it works up until logic points back to itself, showing that nothing is happening.

They are told not to cry. Crying is a release when you release you forget and heal. They are all carrying the baggage from childhood still and it just piles up as perceived hatred towards life.