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I used to have sleep paralysis so much I would fuck around and push my body out of it and back into it over and over it stopped being scary. If you can push yourself out and wake the body up its very tired and you will instantly fall back asleep without extreme effort. And then you can try again. When you push yourself put of sleep paralysis it sounds like you are driving down the the highway with all the windows down inside of your conciousness.

Im on reddit alot and I see alot of people with messiah complex and it led me to want to see what the mental Illness a psychologist would have created to define thinking you are God since it happens so much but I cannot find one. I see Grandiose delusions (GDs), also known as delusions of grandeur or expansive delusions,[1] are a subtype of delusion characterized by extraordinary belief that one is famous, omnipotent, wealthy, or otherwise very powerful. Which none are doing maybe on the extreme ends A god complex is an unshakable belief characterized by consistently inflated feelings of personal ability, privilege, or infallibility. Thats not thinking you are God either. Anyone know any other maybe Schizophrenia? a serious mental condition of a type involving a breakdown in the relation between thought, emotion, and behavior, leading to faulty perception, inappropriate actions and feelings, withdrawal from reality and personal relationships into fantasy and delusion, and a sense of mental fragmentation. (dont get me started on how much modern science has no idea what schizophrenia is and its ultra retarded) You'd think that they would have a term for it when they have specific terms for messiah complex which is just a grandiose delusion. Does this mean simply knowing you are God is not considered a mental illness by psychologist?

@Chrisd Yes, I think you can know it and be humble and use it as a way to make yourself feel good. The problem starts when ego gets a hold of this idea and you start beleving something crazy is happening that isnt. God as nothing does not think it cant think its a Messiah staying true to God and being nothing prevent the insanity that can come with it from ego. When we start thinking we are what the words in our heads are telling us we lose it. We are nothing. It kind of sucks to not be able to talk about God to someone in real life tho

something being alive

its like your aura turns off

the third dimension is depth. You are looking at like a single room. Dimensions are just changes of the room. 3d I can move back in forth in the room( it requires attachment to an object in space and time) 2D i can move my eyes around the room 1d I cant move my eyes or my body and its just a room but I can change rooms. Your whole perception takes place inside of a cube and the cube can look like anything and you are looking into it. where you are looking into it, you have never moved anywhere your entire life the room is just changing. There is a barrier between you and the room when you feel something about the room the room dosent have feelings, its you making up what it feels like. You are like a flat thing looking flat against a room thats also flat but appears to have depth. You literally have no depth. Your mother is just a picture in this room and you are making up what she feels like. All dimensions are imaginary based on what the room can do.

Its the realm of fighting from hell to heaven Everything is coming from down going up we are going to heaven. Human body is machine to get to heaven. Mind wiped by aliens is real tho

Conscious ignorance maybe. i dont know, on purpose. Intelligence dosent need logic you dont have to know you will already know without trying to conceptualize it

simpliest answer I think is you arent fully the screen right now its not you, must be karma.

it will be like you are in a dark room with your eyes taped open and then falling asleep

I have had mild fears about it but I feel like I scared myself so much about non existence that solipsism is easy at least I will exist.

Watch thought watch reaction to thought. Treat brain like its a computer. You are getting scared of a chat bot you subconscious created. Dont react to a thought its not real. Reacting negatively lowers your vibration and that makes God look like it has less vibe. You are in a simulation and its controlled by your body. There is a video playing and there is a narration of whats going on in reality you arent either of these. You are the viewer you react to what is happening your vibe as a viewer gets lower the simulation responds to this because you are viewing the simulation through the filter of your mood. Your mind is just filtering ideas that you react too. You reacting to it is saying thats me. Just let it the chat bot play.

I know every conversation here is like repeat conversation day but yesterday I was talking to 3 different people and I was thinking we already talked about this 8 months ago. I experience this 3 times yesterday anyone else have this in the last few days? Sadhguru says the energy waves are converging around jupiter and it will cause us to experience things we already did like having the same conversations with people we already have had.

Your soul learns stuff permanently. Just not in language. Understanding comes from the soul not the body. You can become a God through understanding or stay asleep.

Corporations are anti human.

@Princess Arabia If you dont do your shadow work you are going to be in a stink for ignoring your shadow lol. Your entire life before seeing God must be deprogrammed. You are ignoring it !

God made man but he wasnt doing anything, so he made a woman and a woman convinced him of being scared and here we are. The only thing men care about are their fears. And then doing nothing. Being messy is not scary having to be clean is.

@Lila9 whats delusional its working? The only way to Guage whether you are doing something right is if it works and its working for both of them.

@eTorro my advice is go do stuff that's not conciousness work. I find the same thing but I see the reason is I'm only doing conciousness work and nothing else so I have nothing to say cause nothing is happening in my life but God something j can't speak about to other people so i just say nothing. go do human things whatever human things you want to do so you can have something to talk about. Grow a plant or something and then talk about the plant you grew.

@gettoefl I'm think hes saying he has to try to think about human stuff and its not interesting so he dosent want to think about it. Hes not judging them just can't socialize as you see what humans are saying is just sounds.

Fear death. Take this like as seriously as possible. You will not experience something one day and it could be tommorow you need the fear inside of you to grow. You cant stop the fear of death you will grow the fear grow it over time like sadhgrur says you will plant 1000s of death potatoe in your mind and it will consume your mind.

“With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

the human body mimic reality like a computer. We made computers based on our direct experience so we essentially created our own brain in a robot way. We can look at a computer to see how we are built because our bodies are computers. You can witness truth by pretending you are in a simulation and looking at your body and direct experience like its a simulation. This is the power of ego we subconsciously made something that shows us we are in a simulation because its what we subconsciously have direct experience with.

@Schizophonia It is the void of nothing. The void of nothing can be observed. It is located where you think your head is so look behind you without turning your head and spin in a circle looking behind you constantly. This is a first person simulation so whatever behind you is always a void of nothing. There is a hidden dimension that leads to the void where this black spot is in your vision. Reality exists on essentially a 2d plane and when you see that the void behind your head is a hidden dimension of reality its hid from itself. When we turn our heads we arent turning our heads the simulation is simulating turning your head turning. This is how it can exist in 2d and 3d is just a mind game 2d plays with itself. so 4d would be the void you see where your head is and its a dimension of reality.

American politics is a play. They say they were going to arrest trump for 4 years and right before the election they found a hidden rule that says trump can't be put in prison for what hes done and they just ignored that the whole time. Now this. The country is not being run by the people. Its both sides working together for control of the strongest country. I heard that the ex ceo of pepsi is head of military. The country is being run by faceless corporation. They are pushing narratives and dividing the people while making secrete plays from the top.