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@Princess Arabia The only difference between this picture and it is consciousness cant 'take a mask off' There's no space and time for it to take a mask off. It all happens in the same location. And its just a black space that's 'like' an eye cause its looking at itself. Like behind our head is a completely frozen black void that we are pretending is a head, and its looking at itself with a 'mask' on. It could be better to imagine the mask as a bubble instead and the bubble just pops and there is nothing there but an eye looking at itself lol.

@Princess Arabia Hiding from you . God is behind you paying more attention to your life than you are. He 100 percent focused on your life. He create and listen and feel your reactions and creates situations based on those cause reacting shows you want it or need to work on it.

@theleelajoker yes I grew shrooms like 30 gram one time I tripped off like 4 gram the next time I ate the rest. I was like 14 beers in and got the liquid courage to just eat and keep eating while I was playing video games. All of a sudden in the middle of a league game it felt like something very scary was sneaking up behind me. I span in circles cause it felt like it was always behind me. I started to freak out but remembered that fear is just fear and I sat down and just let whatever was happening happen.Then I went to the living room and sat on my couch and it felt like my conciousness was a rock wrapped in a plastic bag with the handles of the plastic bag outside the back of my head and someone was pulling on the handles but my conciousness was 'too big' to fit out the tiny hole i was being pulled out of. Then I hear a voice say 'hey bro you are wearing too many shirts!' And I got a picture in my mind of a man standing there wearing 100 shirts and he has to be naked to fit out the hole. Then the voice said ' look at that dot on the wall across the room' so I did. I stared at it and it felt like something pulled me out the hole and every time shirt I had on was ripped off I got sucked out of my body and i was in what appeared to be the second dimension. Then I went to what appeared to be the first dimension. While I was in the 1st dimension it felt like a static screen with rooms that could move from left to right. I was scrolling rooms and stopped on one with an alien doctor and he was pointing a stick at a chair like telling me to sit in it but I was stuck outside of the room looking in. Then what felt like a printer came from my right side and was squeezing my memories out like I was being mind wiped.

@decentralized yes I was with God and God was saying I love you you are beautiful you are perfect over and over again. I will comment more after work.

@decentralized i don't know both times were on drugs. It feels like you are looking around but you can't find yourself. Like you have an aura field surrounding you and the aura field is the feeling of being you. Ego death is like your aura field shuts off and the aura field of the universe comes into you. I cant read the other thread rn I'm at work.

@theleelajoker Yes. That blackness behind you can be used to change dimensions or realms of God. You wont die you will just take the mask off. I was just trying to show that behind everybody there is a massive void of nothing that dosent exist in physical reality and people are being tricked into thinking is 'behind them' and out of visual perception. Its where God is hiding.

@decentralized Yes twice. it might be showing you that your nose is not real. There is a form of yoga that you stare at your nose and you see that your nose is not real. It goes away. Sadhguru talks about it. If you stare for long periods your nose dissapears and you are left with 2 seperate realities looking at each other and you are trying to merge them by holding the state. Also when I had kundalini I heard an audible voice talking to me In my head. But it didn't last days or weeks or years it was like 6 words. It felt like my ears turned on when I heard the voice. Like if you were alone in a room and heard a voice your ears sort of turn on and you think who is this in kinda shock. Vs listening to a tv you hear the voice and your ears don't 'turn on if you understand.

@Princess Arabia Nothing is the portal nothing will take you to a different dimension of reality. It took you to this dimension.

The part of your brain telling you you are going to die is not kundalini Its ego. You could have 15 centers of the brain talking to you you cant know which one is which. We can assume this because you are telling us you don't know. You shouldn't assume anything specific is talking to you you have no idea.

@theleelajoker the void behind you is a portal to another dimension its not behind you. i don't see how i can make it more clear. In direct experience of reality you are looking out your eyes and behind your vision of reality is a dark spot where you cant see. Thats a portal.

@gambler Crying is just trying to release memories you do not want. You stopping the body from crying cause you feel you don't deserve it is hurting the body not you and the crying has nothing to do with you. The body needs to do it or you hang onto karma, memories. When you feel yourself tearing up just push it to full throttle. Go watch sad videos, watch a romance movie. Remember you arent the one crying the body is crying its a feature of the human body. When you cry if you are concious you can see you arent the one crying you are actually happy and the body is doing its thing. If you see this you are now crying tears of gratitude. Your mom dies you cry its completely selfless crying you are watching the cryer and you are happy. The tears are now not of sadness and selfishness cause of loss but gratitude towards God. If you sit at home and do nothing but focus on your thoughts and talk to yourself you will automatically start crying and not be able to stop it, you can try that. If you havent cried in a long long time once you start a little you will probably open up like a waterfall and you will say I wish I had been letting my body do this my entire life.

Ask him if he wants to die and ask him if he wants to take shroom before he dies. Theres nothing to lose. When I was alcoholic I was doing it because I was very scared of dying and drinking was the only way I could turn my brain off

@Someone here My problem is Im pretending to be philosophical. Im not I am autistic but I have to pretend to be philosophical because people wont understand so my posts come off as a cluster fuck. I only got into philosophy 3 years before I saw God and I understand it I have spend 1000s of hours over the past 6 years researching and I understand every philosophical idea its just I'm almost purely right brained. My language and math skills sucks and idea inside my mind are not ordered and come out to me in pictures. If I somehow spent hours trying to post something perfectly philosophical too all left brained people I would forget what I was trying to say and just delete so I just go with the flow. I almost dont even know how to structure something. I failed english 4 times in high school. When I listen to music I don't pay attention to the lyrics I am 90 percent right brained vocals to me are just another instrument.80 percent of the music I listen to is in a language I do not understand or instrumentals. If I were to write a philosophy book it would be a comic book. Words to me are hard and structure is hard I have 0 structure in anything I do. If we want to be a clear and concise as possible we need to use the least amount of words and each word brings in infinite qualia so I will try to reestablish your points to what I think God = nothing Nothing = black energy Black energy = qualia Ideas = God (Thoughts about ideas are just other Ideas) Eureka moment = God (The peak of human qualia, The experience of seeing black energy as you)

@Someone here Yes basically form a concept and come to its conclusion that its not even real. Then you get the eureka moment. The bigger the foundation of belief the bigger the eureka moment the greater understanding of said thing.

You experience it everytime you finish a thought. It will be like never thinking again. Try it right now. Thats all the identity is. You are still there and you experience life without identity every time you finish a thought. Every haunting thought of death is coming from a fake voice thats scaring you. But you are not the voice and you already forget your entire life right now. Its just a trick. You are scared of fear thats it. You dont remember your entire life every second of the day you are just making up that you have the memories and everytime you think of something you make up whether it happened to you or not. You could re live your life 1000s of times so you can have the same ego all you want. You are stuck with your identify for ever how do you like that? Ego is limiting you can pick and be a different person and have different thoughts everyday and you would still feel like you it dosent matter you are scared of nothing. Are you scared of not thinking about specific things? The identity is just an algorithm in a metaphysical realm.

Solipsism denies reality. Not good. Its like solipsism.

Its a mini game of conciousness. You are just here in the game. Its like asking why am I on level 10 in this video game. You would probably answer what kind of a question is that? You just are

I was using Bashars method of masturbating and imagining and during a break to calm down an insight hit me. I am no mind. I don't have to try to do no mind. Anything that is coming to me is not me I am not generating the thoughts at all. The observer does not generate thoughts. We the observers can witness our true state in the space between thoughts. Trying to do no mind is like trying to stop a random person from thinking. Just see that you are state between thoughts when there is no activity and look at it that is true form. There is 0 pressure to do anything.

Every category has a hidden loop you can find that relates to the concept of nothing. Contemplation is relating one word to other words over and over again until your neural pathways understand its relation to nothingness. When the pathway do this the neurons will understand that their connections are pointing to God and they will self delete leading to a eureka moment. In the eureka moment of neurons deleting you see God. The brain will say wow I knew something so totally then realized I didn't and am now free.

@Egodeathrow God created infinite objects and stored infinite qialia in these objects. If you want to focus on the qualia of infinity that salvia gives you then do it. Gods also put Infinit qualia in an apple. You dont need to go salvia infinite because its too much for a human mind. The subtle aspects of life as said to have the most important. Gaping your third eye with salvia could fuck you hard.

@Breakingthewall im constantly thinking about sex should I find a girlfriend to quench this want even if I do not really want one so I can be balanced. I dont really want a gf but I do want to have sex. To me it seems a bit disingenuous but maybe thats how most relationships start.

@Egodeathrow One requires thinking which isnt it. Thinking takes you away from it. When you think you stop focusing on God to focus on the lesser God the word.

Don't focus on the limit focus on its most stable state of nothingness. As you have stated focusing on the infinity aspect cannot be done.

@Breakingthewall what do you mean balance. Like physical balance? Or a mental balance. Or both?