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@UnbornTao Reality can get very ugly and weird and distorted. You have an ego is showing me that you got scared too and are still scared. This is a realm of imagination that we were watching and got scared and thought we would die and then forgot we were a God.

@UnbornTao To me its so weird its scary. Cause i still think Im human. Like if the moon turned into an eyeball and looked at you weird. Or your toys came alive and started talking to you weird. I guess Eerie is the word.

There will be a moment when you realize you are looking at yourself. That's true messed metaphysical horror.

@jacknine119 If anything you read or understand give you an emotional reaction that means your ego is hiding behind it. My mother was a foster parent I grew up with many children and I see them act out non stop. They come from abused homes and they will push against love because they don't want it because they don't love themselves. When your parents hurt you and treat you like crap you cant love yourself. You should treat this as a wake up call that God love you as you robbed your sister blind and she is still saying she accepts you and loves you. Things might seem like a negative experience but bullying yourself for what you did is not good either as its a trap for not loving yourself. Just learn from it.

@jacknine119 its the default state of the human. Its more about stopping something then starting something. I cant tell you what to stop doing with your mind cause I don't know.

@Hojo He desperately needs to be seen as high skilled and intelligent when he's not. Why? Some sort of mental issue. What kind of person does this? A very strange one you should not trust. Since he is a gamer he must want to seem like he's the best and is doing it the same way he became the richest with his other companies. Grift. This is a good analogy to the way he is with any subject he knows. He has enough money to look good on the surface but is retarded when analyzed by someone who knows anything about the topic he's faking understanding with.

@Juns

@Juns I don't know he seems to be an impulsive liar. I don't know why a billionaire feels like they need to do that. There's a video where he top character in path of exile and he's moving around grabbing items he shouldn't and throwing away top tier items cause they are lower level. He throws the best item in the game for a 10x shittier one cause its higher level.

You are just acting out cause you feel no one loves you. You are pushing boundaries cause you feel you dont deserve it and testing to see if they will abandon you like everyone else has. Its a self sabotage demon. You didn't steal to gamble and make money you stole to hurt your sister cause you feel you don't deserve her. You'll do it again. Just leave before it gets worse you are trying to put yourself in a situation where there is no one that loves you so you can look at the hole you have. You probably feel like a loser and secretly want to lose.

@TheGod You should know you dont have to figure anything out. Thats Gods job. Just go put faith to test.

God cares about you and God is all people.

'You' is a word game. If we stop using words in our mind for 15 mins we will trip out. Our identities are a product of our language. Language allows us to separate our concepts. Language stops us from seeing reality isnt just a dream then a dream then a dream. The reason we think we arent in a dream is cause someone told us with language. If a guru were to enlighten you he would just say 2 words to you and you would instantly understand reality because your entire reality is hanging on a couple assumptions that you cant figure out. These wrong assumptions are hidden behind fear.

Porn teaches you to be a cuck. When you have sex you will have erectile problems and it wont be as good as the porno. You treat it as a non sacred act and treat it like a chore or game.You will make up stories that you have too much sexual energy and need to jerk off and will watch porno. You will not know how to talk to women because everytime you talk to a woman you will be picturing them naked and you will cuck yourself for a pixel on a screen, at the same time making you mentally unwell and frustrated. Porno will turn women into sex object in your mind and that can turn into insanity and full mind take over, meaning everytime you see a woman you will think of sex when they are not sex and there is no sex existing in the current frame of existence. This is a deep trap. Sex is how the universe is made, it is the primary emotion of the universe, everything that exists, and porno is limiting that to a man abusing a woman in the butthole. All of this is negative.

I just read Elon Musk pays people to level his Diablo character to top 20 then lies and says he did it while knowing nothing about the game. Keep believing his bullshit.

@Princess Arabia Its half and half.

@kray You cant not exist you are nothing existing. You will still exist when you die you just will lose all ability to remeber what is happening and what was happening and will be in the moment and you wont be able to get out until you stop freaking out.

@r0ckyreed God is outside the universe. Outside the universe there is nothing. Thats where God resides and that is where heaven is. And that is where you are located right now looking into the universe, God is right behind you watching over your metaphysical 'shoulder'.

When you live by others people you deny yourself. Make your opinions stronger than theirs and call them dumb. It dosent matter what you say to anyone. People will respect you more for being an asshole than a pushover. This isn't the realm to worry about others its the realm to assert yourself. I spent 25 years being this way and it will not get you anywhere. You are secretly victiminzing yourself in a hellish realm you cant do that.

This is the downside of having sex with beautiful women. You will have karmic thoughts that will last forever.

@Kairos Yes, you are not real and cannot live in the present moment. Once you reach the present moment you will start to hallucinate because there is nothing there. Thats what psychedelics do put you in the present moment you see the present moment is a mind making past and future analysis from a present moment that dosent exist.

Being dead.

@ShardMare God will have you meet other parts of itself. These things and people will make you feel and emotion. The emotion is already inside of you but you use this thing as a way to let yourself feel the emotion. The emotion is not coming from the outside its being generated and created by you you always had it. Since people dont know this they pretend that the thing they saw or experienced created the emotion and they assign that emotion or feeling to that object. When the object leaves they cant feel it cause they made up that something exterior was creating it. Loneliness isnt bad its a feeling. Its the last one you want to feel. Thats why you are trying to make fake connections with people instead of seeing you are making up what everybody feels like.

You are God and were with all your emotions forever and you wanted to share your emotions with people so you want to be born. You are in a human now you can take all your emotions and give them to things and feel what it is like to live without them. You have a black hole inside of you that will never be filled until you give every emotion in you away and sit in loneliness, and be alone, because that is an emotion you want to give away too but cant. Its a first person emotion not one that can be shared or perceived to be shared. The only reason we do anything is because we are terrified of God. The feeling that makes you want to go find someone is the fear of God, God is the black hole within you that can never be filled. Everything is a distraction from this realization. Its a realization that will never go away until you surrender to the void forever.

@Someone here Its like you have 3 versions of yourself running in real life 1) you have a present version that dosen't exist its just a void of nothing. You can never reach it because when you do you see its nothing. 2) you have a past where you are thinking about what happened, witnessing what is 'happening', and contemplating. 3) you have a future where you are projecting the future events for survival and desires based on the past. What humans do is they use these 3 versions of themselves to create an illusion that they exist. You can never be in the present moment so you are constantly seeing what has happened. The person is asking 'Why are we seeing specifically this from the current frame of existence.' They are asking the 1st non existent version of themselves that is creating reality why it is this way from their 2nd past version of themselves perspective. They want an answer so they are also using their 3rd future version to project and answer to their 1st non existent self. The 1st non existent version of you is the only thing that exists so they are asking a question that no one can answer because they are doing it and witnessing it from their 2nd past version. Reality is first person only. Its a void of nothing that is flickering past and future all the while not having a present moment and the only explanation being that you are doing it as a void of nothing.

@Someone here To deconstruct your mind. You want to reach the present moment of non existence that's where past and future are coming from. You do this by contemplating, whether someone is right or wrong about God is just a perception. The words have a meaning they just don't mean anything in a linguistic way. The meaning is your interpretation and feeling the word gives you. Human reality is a word game. You are a word game you are trying to find loops in to expose yourself as a black man inside of a white screen and thats it.