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I dont think so. Ride it out or leave. If you live with a crazy family you cant do much about it besides fight them verbally and get kicked out. Any boundary you draw against crazy parents is a disobedience to them.

@Princess Arabia oh ok I didnt see it.

@Princess Arabia You think this is chatgpt? I dont think chat gpt could write this. This looks like a human wrote it.

Women are generally way more open to spiritual ideas. Men will shoot them down cause they are logical. I talk to women about aliens God spiritual stuff all day and non of them have called me retarded or stupid. If I was with a group of men they would shut it down instantly then make fun of me. I tried to talk to my best friend once about god he called me weird said I was being weird so I stopped talking to him. We were friends for 20 years and couldn't handle one convo about it. He's the most scared person I have ever seen.

I eat mushroom I sit there. I see that I do not exist outside my skull and its void of all emotion logic and intelligence. I then see that I am making myself up and if I am making myself that means that I can't die. A voice in my head says if you cant die what are you? As an athiest the only thing I could logically think of is that I must be God. I blink and see the universe behind my eyes. Then I feel energy coming from the soles of my feet, it goes up and it reaches my head and my brain exploded into a million fireworks. I tore off the screen of reality it felt like pulling hairs out but in a good way. Then I shot off the screen of reality and went into the space behind my head and there was a million voices saying I love you you are beautiful you are perfect and I got filled with love and shot back onto the screen in like 5 seconds. Then I cry for 6 hours and grieve for 3 months that I was no longer alive.

Its not a communication its a post and it is very smart. I will try to think of ways I am projecting. The long post was nessesary to get a point across. With this logic You can say maga is actually the ones that want a 1 world government and they are projecting that on us. And trump is going to try to do it. You can take any political figure and automatically see what they want to do based on their projections of other people. The smart ones say nothing so you can't see their projections that are impossible to hide.

@ExploringReality I am doing it on purpose in your case.

Pretend you are in a lunch room you have your head down on a table people are talking. Someone says something you have a problem with and you lift your head to make a rebuttal then put your head back down. People keep talking and they say something else and you lift your head to make a rebuttal of what is being said and then you get into an argument with the person and feel like shit after and wish you never lifted your head. Now take your mind you are in the lunchroom of mind with your head down on the table. Random voices and conversations are going on. You hear a thought that you do not agree with you metaphysically lift your head you add a rebuttal to the thought then put your head down. The conversations keep going it changes topic to something else. Now a thought comes you disagree with you metaphysically lift your head to rebute the claim your mind is making and maybe get into an argument with your mind and feel like shit after and wish you never lifted your head to respond to it. The metaphysical people in the lunchroom of mind are not real. Do not lift your head from the table to respond to any of it.

@ExploringReality Ok princess.

@ExploringReality Its God touching itself. It touches itself all the time. You didnt say anything about touching myself you made a clear attack on me never having sex. So I defended myself.

@ExploringReality You brought it into the conversation I am defending myself moron. It also didnt say anything about a body count. Are you writing replying with chatgpt?

@ExploringReality I have had sex over 3000 times

@ExploringReality When you die you wont remember that, Its useless information. You parrot chat gpt word for word. Anything realized deeply is nothing but touching yourself. Congrats you touched yourself now what? Satan is not evil its lies. Evil is what happens when satan lies.

@ExploringReality Gods not aware that it exists. Animals are self aware to varying degrees, we are just one degree on the same line they are on. If you had a human and didnt pay any attention to it it could have less self awareness than an ape in the jungle. Yes thank you for stating that contemplation is the thing that separates animals from humans. You contemplate away from source to contemplate back to source. That is creating a complex identity with the same awareness an ape has when it looks in the mirror and sees itself. And then realizing that all the shit it told itself about itself was made up and going back to source to baby mind. The self never changed just contemplating habits. The only reason to do spiritual practice is to see you cant die so you wont be scared when you die. The deeper awareness you felt you had obtained will be abolished because deeper is not closer God is the surface of life. Deeper awareness is dark world,God is light, contemplation is dark world/satanic/away from God.

@ExploringReality I think all your intellect and contemplation is just a more refined self the exact same one as your baby self. Its just adding more stuff to it. Its the same self even if it seems smaller. So contemplation is just you defining and refining the same line more and more. Its not better or worse or more or less. An animal would do very little contemplating because it cant its intelligence and intellect is garbage. If the self was a backpack humans are like carrying 1000s of books and a hog has like an Archie comic, the backpack is the same and you dont have more or less of the backpack by having 1000s of books in it. Infact having 1000s of books in it makes you weight more and become further from God(Evolution). So logically in my theory a Hog knows or is more close to God than you or I, with less self reflection and intellect and intelligence. The humans ability to contemplate strays them further from God but this is what makes them different than any other animal. Like I think a Gorilla could see itself in the mirror if it was looking for it via contemplation and become more self aware. If it could somehow contemplate. I think one Gorilla could see itself in the mirror and another couldnt. This would mean its not a species trait. Once the Gorilla sees himself whatever he makes up about that thing is just adding on more to the discovery and is not useful its just a story or more or less self reflection. Reality is like a screen that you are moving closer and further away from at varying levels and metaphysical degrees.

I dont think self reflection, contemplation. I think animals have self reflection but they cant think about whats going on. I think animals can know they are separate and have identities. I just think they are retards. We are like over 100 thousand times smarter than them. Like a 5 year old they know they exist and can learn therefore reflect on actions but a 5 year old compared to a 30 year old who has been traumatized so many times is a more refined intelligence. We can self reflect way better because we are way smarter. A child has like very minimal brain activity or lives almost completely in the light and no dark world stuff. We are smarter because we are more in the dark world(thinking making conclusions judging lying stealing learning, mental stuff is dark world)

@Schizophonia yes it actually lengthens the thought loop. The rebuttal is adding to the loop. Next time the loops comes around it will have the rebuttal built in.

You cant not manipulate people. Pick up is manipulation its pathetic you basically are like I cant get women so I need to use these tactics to manipulate their mind because I am not good enough to pick them up myself.

@theleelajoker They use the woman to keep their penis hard. Tantric sex is not making love with a woman its making love with yourself. You are not paying attention to the woman.

@Insightful27 You want to do the work yourself. Philosophy is a self thing if you are taking it for something you are not doing it right. Like there is no reason to even waste your time with grades in philosophy if you are not doing it for yourself. The philosophers stone is real but you wont get it if you are not thinking about it. You are doing philosophy for the philosophers stone. If you find it you wont care about the grades. There is something way more important here than grades or you. Your friend is double wasting his time. You are only single wasting your time caring about grades at least you are thinking about it. The only reason to do philosophy is for the philosophers stone the rest is gibberish pointing at it. Philosophy is like a golden apple covered in shit. Its a tool you can use to transcend to another dimension but will appear as if its doing nothing until it happens. Stop doing life purpose for other people. Problem solved. The people who care about AI taking their stuff are pissed because they actually cant do original things. I do art I never cared about AI taking over art because I have original art with original style that only AI could replicate if I fed it my own art. The people who do care are the ones not doing art they are doing a job and replicated their style to match the industry. AI takes that over because its the industry and suddenly they have nothing. No original ideas no original drawings or styles all copied. I dont care about AI becoming a better philosopher than me because I have done my own original philosophy and found God with it. There is however something to be said about people blindly trusting Chat GPT without checking or knowing anything better. I heard on a video that companies are going to get people so reliant on AI that they trust everything it says then the creators are planning on adding different facts to change the past and therefore future. Now you have a society that blindly follows specific narratives being pushed on them by corporations. Corporations force advertisements on people to corrupt their mind non stop, then force narratives though news and media that will change society(this all is already happening) and now they are going to force AI to change the past and future by creating a legion of retards that just auto follow it cause they dont know anything else. Coportations have forced the transgender narrative and we can see how wide spread it infects minds. Now 90 -100 percent of the pop is talking about something that effects 2 percent of people. This isnt on accident its a test and intentional. They can force adverts force news to talk about things, force political agendas on their customers. This is a big problem.This is society take over. Elon Musk and his goons are the mind virus they are pretending to fight. They have been constructing something for a long time. Its like a constructed civil war.

@theleelajoker you are not paying attention to the woman when you are doing this. Its not making love look at their eyes the man isn't looking at the woman. It literally has nothing to do with a woman if there were no women they would do it with themselves.

It happens so much on a daily basis. I see it happening almost every conversation irl. Peoole are judging me every second of the day it feels like a common way people communicate. The only way to not fall for it is to just think everyone's opinions and voices don't matter. If you dont you will constantly be trying to defend yourself all day. If you listen to them you will also constantly feel the need to reach out because everyone is judging you so you must be the bad guy that needs to reach out. Its sick.

Its not scared of dying its scared of the logic of dying. You are getting light headed then logicically concluding that you are dying its not logic before feeling. If you do this enough you can pavlov dog yourself into inducing the state of lightheadedness via thought of death. Dying will feel like fainting just practice being light headed.

@PurpleTree My father wrote a note to my mother in the note he told her he didnt want us and that we were not even worth a happy meal and my mother decided it was good to let us know. I remeber sitting around staring at my brothers and we were just like we are not worth anything. The identities of children are their parents.

@theleelajoker You gotta go animal and loving. Whatever passionate means that is phony, primal seduction is passion.