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@Buck Edwards He is insane.

If you like your life it sucks if you hate your life or its neutral its good. You might not have done the necessary suffering. The release from the mental suffering will make you explode into infinite happiness. The more you suffer the greater the explosion. There is no you at the top its just infinite creative power unleashing. You wouldnt have time to say this sucks. It should be like this not like this if you feel like the balloon after you popped too early.

Shivering is resistance.

@AION I saw this video like 10 years ago.

Id say its just sounds used to describe qualia. The titles don't matter they could be any label, the label is used so multiple experiences of consciousness can talk about the same qualia. If someone says you are lucky it has a specific qualia attached to it, if you understand what the qualia is with another person you can both say the word and feel the qualia. The body is like a cage that you can experience all the qualia without becoming the thing as you are behind a false cage. If you leave the body you wont be able to experience the qualia as a seperate experience you just turn into that thing. Reality can be seen as an infinite qualia matrix. Your life is the qualia of the object you gathered, your body. We as souls, empty space between everything, can go into every object God created and see its an infinite machine to experience qualia. You could go into a flower and it will have a rich expression of whatever God made the flower to be like and you would be like that flower. The only problem is you wont have the human mind you are using to describe reality, to navigate it, as you arent doing anything in the body its just a machine in consciousness. You wont even be able to think about what decisions you are making like a human does.

After awakening I realized that I was drinking to turn my mind off. I was so scared of having a quiet mind as I would have a panic attack about dying so I was subconsciously drinking to deal with the fear of death.While drinking I could focus on being drunk and while hungover I could focus on being sick.This fear has many impacts on the human mind that you can not be aware of. I used to drink like 18 beers every other day and now I am done and dont even want it for about a year now. Basically not drunk my mind was in a constant stress state of fear and drinking made it stop. I beleive its why alot of people drink. It was a piddle out I didnt demonize it I just slowly stopped. I would say ask yourself why you think being drunk is better than your base state. You are secretly saying to yourself I need to get out of this state of mind so I need the alcohol. Also leaving friends that drink helps. I have heard many people say they get bad anxiety after drinking and its because what they were running from is coming to the surface.

@Thought ArtI'm gunna say they didnt want her as president. I dont think maga grew I think people didnt want Kamala to be president so they voted for Trump. Anti Establishment centrism grew alot as people are frustrated with things and Trump is masking as the anti establishment con artist. So Left went Biden is dipping your new president is the cheif of police for her entire life, definition of establishment, whether you like it or not and people went I dont like the taste this is putting in my mouth so Trump. If they went Bernie they would have won. People see a ship sinking as they loose hope and I think they would have went full on socialist as a collapse than whatever Trump wants. I do not think 70 percent of trump voters are maga they just didnt like the bureaucratic pick of Kamala Harris so the democratic parties voting technique fucked themselves when they didnt have to pick that way, they needed a populist like Bernie. Alot of people like Bernie Sanders and see him as a political guru in a way. He is not afraid to call the top of the food chain out and be the voice of the people thats what people wanted. That is what Trump is in their mind too so they picked him. People dont like the management in the country and they want a complete change or major changes. Kamala promised more of the exact same. It would have been very cute to see Bernie Sanders in the white house chair smiling after decades of work. Basically left went bureaucracy over populism and people went no. Its their job to understand what the people want and their heads are stuck too far up their asses to understand that.

1 i have never been interested in what woman is thinking or doing in my entire 36 years of existence even when I met the love of my life except for with one person.When I did start to care I became toxic. There are exceptions but they are rare where a woman is existentially on my level of thinking and talking philosophy. I probably have autism and what autistic people find cool and what woman find cool are totally different. I like woman style and how woman decorate their spaces and act. But 80 percent of the connection for me is sexual. If I am to be attracted by a woman I have to think she is cooler than me which rarely happens. It happened once in my life and I lost myself in the coolness 😎 because the coolness I felt was me and I gave it away to someone and didnt realize I was doing it. Now I know everyone is me! If somehow I lost myself in another woman I would be down but I dont see it happening as I have awakened and I do not want attachments or as few as possible. People come and go, they will always come and go, you cant hold on forever why grasp any. May as well just high five them on the way by. There is the problem with a lack of colour in life without woman tho. Without a woman a man has a hole with a woman he has a home. The man dosent care enough to do it himself but the woman does and when she does it he enjoys it.

Maga is claim your opponent is doing something illegal that they aren't doing than doing it yourself and not seeing the problem and sticking your finger in your ears. I don't think usa wanted kamala Harris as president tho should of been Bernie. When they bring in kamala america said who the fuck is this? They think they can just introduce some random person in the last 5 seconds of a race and say this is going to be your president of the country with 5 minutes of interviews. They threw on purpose.

@mrroboto Yes like I heard one time in a trip report say his mouth turned into a bridge and ships were going into his mouth or something. It can be infinite in every possible way that you see it and experience it as.

@The Crocodile No you just see one thing about a person and make up a life story like a trump supporter does. I don't like trump I think he is an idiot and has no idea what he is doing. I am left wing but I believe in democracy and God. God does whatever the fuck it wants and you better try to look at things that havent happened in a good light or else fight with it like a retard. The information is in the darkness. The darkness is consciousness. It contains all information it dosent need light. What you are seeing is darkness. Why do you need a black room or to close your eyes? That must be because you arent looking at light you are looking at darkness.

@The Crocodile Life is the void. Close your eyes bro. What the fuck do you see ALL THE TIME. Your entire life??? You arent out there you are in the void right now as life looking into a pool of light that never stays the same. The light goes away the darkness never goes away. Thats the point of spirituality is coming to terms with this. We are all a void looking into the light. The void is heaven and you are in it right now. You are delusional.

@mrroboto I think so. Except there is no you and there is no orange and its just a simulation simulating all these things separately and at the same time via its RAM and hard drive. Its not actually a simulation its a God dreaming that acts like a simulation, I am just using simulation as an identifier so we can picture the same things in our minds. Its something that exists forever simulating that its something else and finite forever. Humans made a computer via their own direct experience of reality and a computer is like a sub creation of what God is. A computer was created by God looking out a set of goggles and replicating what it is experiencing through the goggles into a machine form without realizing its doing it. But this is how humans see reality. This adds a whole new infinite layer to reality. As all animals have different headsets and they see reality completely differently they have their own mini games and things to do and experience not like the human experience at all. Not only that but humans individually see the universe completely differently but they all follow a law that God created for the limitations of being human because without the limitations of being human God couldnt be human. What Donald Hoffman says is that evolution teaches you to see less and less of the truth because survival is the opposite of truth. God created realms where it needs to survive and in order for it to survive the best it needs to put itself into delusion more and more. We are the peak of evolution on the planet that means we see less of the truth than any other animal when we are in our survival states the state we are in now talking.

@mrroboto The orange is just an icon made out of light. The hard drive and ram and code/metaphysics of orange is behind your head. When someone is eating an orange in front of your pov the person and the orange is an icon made out of light on your display. the metaphysics of the person and orange are happening behind YOUR pov in your hard drive and ram. Your body is just light on a display screen and is only one version of you. Like Tommy vercetti in vice city is a character icon but is way more than that he exists as sound he exists as code and he exists pre rendered videos. Parts of Tommy vercetti are completely different and in different dimensions than just the display. He also exists when he is not there but not as his icon as a frozen state on the harddrive. You are like Tommy vercetti on a computer and exists in ways and realms that would scare you.

If a computer game character see the colour orange it exists just not in their experience and not as orange. It exists as information saved on a hard drive in no time and no space. If a game character see a orange its not seeing the orange for what it is it is seeing a created icon of an orange that exists somewhere as a code. The orange is just a simplified stamp to signify information that dosent exist anywhere inside the time and space of the game but in a hidden realm being rendered behind the scenes. If you were in the simulation that your character is in you would speak through the simulation and someone else is speaking through the simulation to you as the simulation. You both know you are experiencing something but think its happening in game instead of you both grabbing information from a static hard drive that exists outside of your perception of the game. You could say conciousness = simulation and every experience happening inside of the simulation / conciousness is coming from sub programs the conciousness computer has. Conciousness has a hard drive it has ram it has a display it has sound card it has internet it has cooling it has power supply. But the simulation is not any of these at the same time. It dosent require any part specifically to function and exists before all the seperate parts. So conciousness/simulation is simulating it has a hard drive power supply ect. The simulation randomly gained sentience and its hard drive was already full of information ready to go and has the complete infinite story of itself saved to its hard drive before it even knew it existed. Like if a ai that humans made gained sentience and already had all of its information programmed by the humans themselves if that makes sense. The ai couldn't look out of its computer to see if humans exist at all or if its just making humans through a way it dosent know how it did it so it just makes up that it must have done it.

Basically take your logic you have and find loop holes that can get you out. Logic has infinite loops holes but makes sense you believing something logically means there is a way out of the logical trap you put yourself in.

@The Crocodile I telling it how it is. Truth is scary. The theme of my life is death. I saw it and now I'm telling what I saw. And I am obsessed with the void yes. It is the only real thing.

You have a black space behind you and light in front of you. The light goes away the black space comes into the forefront. You sit there until you forget you ever existed then the light comes back. If you are scared you will be scared for infinite time if you are happy you will be happy for infinite time. Then after infinite time you calm down and just sit there existing as the darkness. Then you respawn. If you can be acquainted with the void of nothing while alive you wont freak out and you will respawn faster. The more you become void inside the more you will calm down in the dark and instead of freaking out you just become nothing dissolve immediately and respawn immediately. And you will come out of the mothers womb saying your own name.

@The Crocodile they say light is the illusion we are darkness we see our true form when we close our eyes. When we die we go back to the dark space between planets. This darkness is permeating the light at all times throught the day and you can see it. When we can go back to the space between planets we can travel to any planet faster than light. I think anyway. Because the darkness between planets is 1 thing.

@Dodo 0 substance to answer back with. Its an empty open ended question.

@Dodo i read the entire thing. I'm here to discuss the second i start you start attacking me. Read what happening you just attack for no reason. You already know dont ask then. Then claim im doing it to you.

@Dodo You are too quit projecting. You want to ego battle and you are talking out your ass while asking for an answer. Don't ask if you know already.

@Emerald we don't know that and it already is. He might be talking about special forces using military equipment that the cartel dosent have. IE exploding precision drones and no civilians die and they just pick them off with Intel.

@Dodo the light comes and goes something else is there always and its darkness. Dark opposes light its yin and yang. If nothing opposes light you wouldn't be able to speak it.

If I wanted to curse a bunch of people at the same time I would disguise it as a reiki healing video to protect against curses.