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I think the men are quiet and the woman reflects them man. If the man go as hard as he wants he would be yelling. Have you ever yelled during sex?

@Razard86Thats fair you can change hate to I dont fucking like you, aggressively dont like you.

When you awaken it gets confusing on what you should be or do. Its all one, i must like everyone because I am them but I spend 5 seconds doing that and I'm annoyed. What that means is you actually hate everyone and thats who you are, and you are pretending to be nice cause you think you are supposed to. You are supposed to hate everyone and life won't go forward till you stop lying. Once you hate you can see that everything will be okay when you are rude/honest and genuinely not interested. People through out life will gaslight us into thinking we are being mean when we are just being ourselves. For instance people will be like why do you look so angry or sad when just sitting there cause you have resting bitch face.You are sitting there perfectly normal and someone just randomly insults you and tells you what you are doing is wrong. Then you change and act like someone else for some asshole who found your face uncomfortable. When we say everything is love its means love that you hate people not love the person. Love your resting bitch face and fuck the person who insulted you for it. God needs the interaction to happen so you can say to them ,who the fuck are you? Instead we are programmed to take it to heart and insult ourselves when we didnt even do anything and we change for no reason. This hurts the individual everytime they pretend and will actually ruin Gods graceful plan for you. After you do this you will be able to smile all day. You will do what you want and everything will work out and there will be no friction.

Yes the self deception is that you care about anything. Earth is a spooky haunted house ride and you are caring about ghosts. You gotta not care but feel like you do.

When I awaken it only take 1.5 gram it felt like I had a massive reservoir of energy sitting there or that I was crushing my energy into my feet and then let it go. Or my energies were at 0. I was drinking heavily. I think once you reach 0 energy God fills you up thats why they say empty your cup. Empty your cup and God will fill you up. I got enlightened but I didn't stay there i came back down almost instantly. You can shoot so much energy through your body that it sends you to another dimension of reality, similar to if a 2D person in flat land lifted himself into 3D via a massive blast of energy. Like if a dot on your paper created enough energy for itself it blasted off the page into another dimension , up or out. It dosent matter if you stay there once you touch God you are saved by God even if you come back down. Its just about how you treat the experience you had do you beleive it? Do you act like what God said when you meet him? Will you struggle now on death?

The country runs off scared pigs. Americans are scared of everything cause they have it super good. If you have alot of really good things you are scared that it will collapse. When everything can collapse it you are scared of everything. When the mind is chilling in survival mode you are constantly looking for things that are going to hurt you thats why science is getting into super niche shit. You think Iranians are scaree about microplastics and freaking out? No only 1st world countries are cause they are sitting around in survival mode.

I was thinking what the opposite of logic is. I come to the conclusion that beauty is the opposite to logic. You can see God via logic and God is logical, women deny this for the purposes of beauty so they cant find it. Beauty clouds the eyes of logic and obsession with being beautiful blocks being able to witness God via logic. I have also come to conclusion that in order for me to nest myself in truth I need to abandon my logic. I found God with logic and when you do that you need to throw it away and explore beauty. Logic after God is useless except to piss you off. Woman cant see the logical inconsistencies in their arguments and attack when they see the crack, instead of exposing their own hole. Women need morals to exist to survive with men, they cant look at the fact that everything can dominate them, and they have nothing to help them except the graciousness of man. They use logical inconsistencies like morals to hide the fact that they have no logic. Logic with a hole in it is not logic at all its fake words and understandings. This means In general women have 0 logic. None of this is an attack on women its just analysis. I love women I don't hate women I think the things they do are nice and without a woman no one would care about you. Without beauty you are alone with your logic and its not fun. Women bring life to man without woman man is a robot.

You think about something happy. Feel the emotion and hold it for as long as you can. Emotions are energy you are just looking for energy in your body. Once you hold it you can make it grow. Then you start glowing it and then people around you and reality is now happy. If you are holding into negative energy then it won't work cause you will drop happiness to feel that instead

Its the most important part of life. Here you get to work and you get to eat. You can do as little as you want but its important to move your vehicle. Moving your vehicle and day dreaming is a core part of reality. Your body is a vehicle you are using to travel between metaphysical planes. Its supposed to move around. If you do hard work your imagination is super powered. Then it can project more things into your life. Daydream requires no thought. If you move around you will stop thinking. The more exhausted the less you are thinking the more your imagination gets powered.

@Carl-RichardWhat is the observer? And what does the observer do explained to a 5 year old. Do they not focus the object via light? Like they focus all the light waves into one slit.

Double slit says when something isn't being observed by the one observer that it stops being itself and desolidifies into a blob of colour or turns into nothing. When I am not looking at something directly but it is still in my pov its not solid and its a blur of colour. Like if I focus on something it gains solid form and shape and I can know what it is, but I look away and its still at the side of my eye visible but now its not solid or shaped and I can't tell what it is i need to look at it to see. Science is saying thats whats happening in reality not a limitation of my eyeballs? If its true its logical to follow that when you stop looking at something it completely desolidies and turns into the deep sleep space behind your head. This made me think about black holes and how when the buddha says let's eat its him realizing he's a black hole eating light.

@Carl-Richard That cause the physicist is counting on there being outside of what he is seeing right? The physicist can't say thats happening because it breaks his theories. In a sense he's looking at the double slit experiment objectively and saying no. Thats madness. The physicist sees his math breaking in his direct experience via his eyes and is denying it. Cause he made up that object permanence was real.

@Natasha Tori Maru I have 0 understanding about anything. My brain works in images flashing in my mind and I try to decipher them. When I read something I don't even know what I just read as my mind does not compartmentalize things. I'll read and stare and a picture will come into my imagination and then words come. In my original post I was asking a question about whether this is true or not cause I don't know and science never explains it in normal videos. And if you cant explain like im 5 then I won't understand cause I have never read a book in my life. I failed high-school. But I am hyper logical. I don't want so many words and theories dancing around in my logic. If I look and or read something and no reaction happens in my imagination then I discard it. If you explained the double slit as there is a man standing looking through a hole and there was light shining through that one hole. And then he turned his head and then the light went through all the holes then I would understand. But there are 15 million words I don't understand in books thats why I don't read them I don't need these made up words in my head. Scientist have to pretend to be smart so they make up a bunch of stupid words to sound like they are better. Its easier to understand pictures for me. If you can explain it to a 5 year old that means you understand. If you cant then you are hiding behind words.

@Keryo Koffa I think i just thought of the answer. To jerk off and use your imagination but not about sex. Jerk off and tell yourself a story thats not sexual while being erect.

@Natasha Tori Maru I'm just stating facts if you get offended then its true. Nothing i said was malicious I am just pointing out that what you said is like an AI prompter saying they are doing art. Its insulting to the word art. An AI artist can't do anything an artist can do and being a hermit is not easy. You try to disprove what I say and shatter my paradigm I am saying its wrong. And another gaslight, I am not bent out of shape I am saying words calmly. I am picking at your ego thats why you read it as bent out of shape. If you want to be a new age hermit then do it so am I but I would never claim I am a Hermit thats super dishonest to what the word means. You know if someone threw your communication away you would go into society and try to meet people because without it is insanity.

@Natasha Tori Maru A hermit talking in social media taking 100 selfies a day. New age hermit. Not real made up definition of a hermit. A hermit would not paint its body for art thats purely social. Imagine a hermit painting its body and then sitting there. It would say why did I just do that. A hermit dosent want to talk to people, a hermit stays away from people you are in your room reaching out at people right now. Your paradigm is shattered now my is put back together.

@Onecirrus They cant be bored or they mentally go insane. The woman literally needs a man or the woman would lose it. You dont see hermit woman because they are formed around society and need social interaction to fend off insanity. Nothing worse to a woman than a boring man even if he is super ultra hot because they can't survive there. They need a man to pay attention to them. If you are abusive to your woman but you make her emotions go up and down they actually like that way more than someone who just sits there and does nothing. This is why if all men ignored women women would have to change their gameplan because they need to be stimulated by their emotions way more than a man does. Men are conned into these games because other men can't wait. The woman will come to you as a man, she has to by how her body is built. Men going to women is dead wrong and thats why men are sad and alone. They don't know how to play the game women want them to play, and they don't have to, but they are tricked into thinking they are the ones that need it more. A woman would rather you abuse her then bore her. This is important. If a woman says hunny I'm getting bored in this relationship, you are better off calling them a retard and starting a fight , then to say I don't know what to do and don't care of you want to keep them.

@Keryo Koffa Kinda yea. I'm thinking if you were born on a planet with no light source what would be happening. You wouldn't even know you exist you would just be qualia experiencing something but it happening to no one like a baby moving around in its mother womb. I heard that hindu say the first thing that existed was a long form and then Shakti came and make the long form spit out milk. They are describing realities origins of humans come from the qualia of being inside of a woman's womb . Not like we think, there is a sun the sun heats things up and they start moving. They also say the light is an illusion. So like imagine you never saw anything completely blind (there is no sun ever its just dark and dark)no identity and living like that. You wouldn't know how big your limbs are or what they even are, it would be a purely random experience. Like a purely subjective existence with no context. Maybe the stars are God's cum plasma and we are little blind semens looking into eggs. They also talk about snakes alot. Snakes move around like semen. The planet hates snakes except Hindus why?

@Keryo Koffa its just one strand of light thats hitting every surface. The surfaces of objects are light not physical. The physical plane exists inside of a metaphysical strand of light that can't self reflect on itself. But there is still something more there. That is Shiva. That which is not, the one player. Its like you are in a play and the lights go out the actor is still there and there is qualia of something still there.

Ok your eyes are double slits. Now what's happening. Theres no such thing as Africa in the double slit it says its not formed. The observer isn't in Africa except by the light that shines through the observers eyes. If you are saying I can stare at my wall and see Africa then it makes sense.

If you understood what the void is you would know. You are like a baby bird begging to be fed by the parent in the nest and it did and you complain about the quality of the worm.

@Carl-Richard

@Carl-RichardWhen you look at it turns into a particle and when you dont look at it it turns into a wave. So they are both it all depends on which one i focus on. My focus is solidifying them into a particle. You can clearly see this in your own point of view. Its not a limitation of your eyes like I said. Science is saying this is happening in physical reality by observers. You are one the only one. Humans are taking their direct experience and making up a story about eyes and it being blurry, because something is not in direct focus. Its blurry because my pupils are not focusing on it. No, science is saying an object is literally becoming wavy in physical reality when you are side eyeing it.

@Princess Arabia I am just doing theseus ship with what you can see with light. You are saying you would still be in a body after light goes away. The physical form of the body is light. When the sun goes down the physical form of your body starts to blur then dissapears. The same way it does when you stare at someone, then move them to the side of your eye, and then turn your head completely and they turn into nothing. That makes your body the sun/light. Proven by science but not explained by science. But there is something else there that is not physical because you are still there when physical dissolves.

@Princess Arabia Yes the sun isn't there its not the permanent of reality. It comes we see ourselves and get energy, and then it goes and our bodies dissapear but there is something else there because the sun is just an object like other people. You dont dissapear when you look away from the person and you dont dissapear when the sun goes over the horizon. So we can say that the sun is responsible for subject object interaction, without the sun the subject object relation ceases to exist and it turns into a purely subjective experience. If someone is talking to you , you cant see their body you cant make up that its coming from a different body in your mind. Like a thought. When the sun dissapears all form ceases and there is something else there thats not the sun and its not any single part of your body or in your body. Here is why The sun creates and solidifies form proven from the double slit. Your body is there the sun goes, the form of your body desolidifies. There nothing there. Now redo the scenario but take your skin off your body, now its muscles and ligaments. The sun goes away the muscles and ligaments literally desolify from reality they have no form they are either waves of colour or nothing-no form. Now you are just bones re do it. Your bones will desolify from reality when the sun goes over the horizon. That means there isnt any of that stuff you think you are in, you are not in a solid body when there is no light.