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@Oppositionless God put those people there.

@LostSoul1 - You cant die 2- No matter what happens will be karma You can just do it or pussy foot around it slowly and forever. If you go about it completely morally you wont get anywhere it means you are faking your life.

@PolyPeter If you were doing that you wouldnt be engaging you would just answer questions if they asked. Are you asking how to answer questions to something you know?

You can see God through intellect. Its a definition for something you currently dont have a definition for. The gurus do it the reason they can do it is cause they can see your intellect and tell you something you need to complete the definition.

@PolyPeterI dont do that but I am not trying to get people to see God I just try to make them feel better about dying cause they are already scared. You cant convince people to see God and to do it in ordinary conversations wont work and they wont like it. They are doing it themselves. If someone brings up dying I say it might be the coolest thing we ever experience we dont know to make them feel better. I am saying what you want to do based on what you asked is to convince them God is not real and they are going to die and never exist again.

@PolyPeter Truth = God They already know God you are trying to get them to disassociate from God to see God. You cant not know God. The way to do this is to tell them God is not real and they are going to die and stop existing. Thats the dissolution. This is to strike fear into them and that will cause a thought and then you are done. You have to make them see that they dont know what they are looking at.

According to your logic they need dissolution.So God is truth The answer would logically follow that you need to tell them Gods not real.

@Tenebroso The question is about starting to have sex not not getting sex.

Have sex and the blow your load. Never appologize for anything. Enjoy it so dont go so hard to begin with.

To me it seems like you have alot of karma left. You gotta go live life you want to but dont know how so you pretend to want to be spiritual. Karma could mean you have alotted play time and you are trying to something you didnt want to do. I see a woman with severe dementia she has a 1 second memory but cant stop walking. Shes walking the entire building all day her body is starting to fail shes leaning to the right but has no idea she cant stop doing it. Thats her karma she has to walk more before she dies cause she didnt walk enough and the legs want to walk cause they are going to die. She wont sit down for 1 second to eat. She keeps forgetting what she is doing and her legs are saying I am going to die and have karma left. What it took for me to burn through my karma to awakening was literally a nomad life. I left my home at 17 and free fell.You gotta actually move your vehicle. All homeless people are trying to awaken or have you cant have a home you gotta leave your home. Like if you are at home you gotta shit talk your parents when they piss you off and then get kicked out. No authority. The path to awakening is one where you dont take shit from anyone even if that includes you having nothing. I lived out of a backpack from 17 - 33. You have to live your life with complete abandon that means you dont self reflect on anything. That means going back to sleep cause you cant have morals you gotta be you. Like you literally have to say fuck God Im doing what I want and forget about it ever existed and become unconscious again. Karma could include many things. You might have to go out there and get drunk and fight people you might have to sexually assault women. You might have to shit your pants in front of everyone. You might have to never clean your body or house for months. You might have to become so mentally deranged that reality morphs into a dark horror show and you feel demons looking at you from every dark shadow as you spiral into insanity not knowing what the fuck is happening or why its happening. You are going into the dark part of your soul to see God its not supposed to be pretty. Your soul reflects reality and creates it. Once you do this you will have proof for yourself that God protects you in everything you do even while blindfolded you somehow managed to survive walking life blindfolded. Thats cause God literally will take care of you wherever you are. In life you are walking the crocodile pit blindfolded and God is guiding you. You can fall off and get hurt but you cant die ever even if it seems you died.

@PurpleTree You can find emotions you forgot existed when you do that. Its very fun. Like you have the emotion of experience love for the first time in a cartoon or a memory. If you find it you get it back. You can watch cartoons you used to when you were a kid/baby and get a tonne back. If you just put it on and stare at it. If you are fractured you can do shadow work and get the emotions back and become whole.

Once your in for 30 percent you are his slave tho.

Thats what awakening is.

@integralWhy wouldnt you just build one yourself then? Nvm youd have to have money.

@OppositionlessNot knowing is a good thing. What if it was written in stone? Not knowing means you can literally make anything up. Why are you focusing on the negative purely? You have people saying they became literal Gods too after taking psychedelics. Since your infinite focusing on negative is a trap because it can be that way why purposefully make it that way? Whats happening here? You havent experienced being an inanimate object have you? Why beleive them if you havent. If you have a choice between imagining about being a God or a cupboard why are you focusing on the cupboard? If you became God you would be so scared of being a cupboard you would become one cause thats what you are identifying with. Imagine whatever God thinks it becomes you would be permanently turning into negative things from fear this is Gods trap it made. Since God can do anything it will think about negative things get scared and get trapped thinking about negative things. It said if I fall into that trap its cause im retarded and I deserve it cause I am literally God! How dare I forget my own perfection! You are scared of a thought loop not Dying or unknown. Its imaginary words. Unknown is not a thing its not known you cant be scared of it. Sadhguru -'Your imagination and intellect are working against you.' We have no idea if salvia is the doorway to experience inanimate objects only and if you dont smoke it you never experience it. It could be the door way to inanimate infinity we have no idea. And since we are using our intellect correctly no reason to speculate cause we could be thinking about God instead its way cooler and we feel better by doing it. If it ever happens what are you going to do. Thinking about it now wont help it will only hurt.

@Oppositionless Are you scared of dying or not knowing? Dying isnt real You dont know anything right now you are making up that you know something.

@Oppositionless Its only God. If you know God you know yourself in every being.

@Oppositionless I am not describing my awakening I am describing what led to it. My awakening showed me we are here to suffer and then explode and I was doing the fear to myself on purpose.

@Oppositionless I know there is something. Thats what God means. We dont exist God exists. What you are using to experience yourself is God and God is forever and thats what exists not yourself. You just enter the place between thoughts for awhile.

@Oppositionless Yes I have said that and I mean I was afraid of death. Dying will still be scary but not in like an existential way like it was. Its more of I dont know scary. It becomes something you gotta do but you know its not the end so its like doing something you wouldnt ordinarily do scary instead of OMFG panic attacks I was having before from the fear. It becomes like the type of scary if someone told you you had to go out and sing in front of a medium sized quiet crowd for no reason. You just gotta go through it and something else happens. It would be like someone saying one time in your life you are going to have to jump off a 8000 ft diving board into a pool and you dont get to practice you just gotta run and jump and do it, without having to run and jump or do anything. The board will appear at a random time and when it does you just have to run and jump. When I awaken I saw I wasnt scared of dying I was coming to a logical misconsistency in my brain and that was pointing to god and I was having panic attacks from it or mini awakenings. Like my brain would go silent and I would sit there and I would get a feeling of im going to die and my brain would logically come up with that I am going to die and nothing matters and my memories are already gone and I am never going to exist again. The reaction would set my logical mind into a loop about dying and I assimilated that with dying and I sent myself into full blown panic for like 20 years. The consistency was that I exist. I am naturally super meditative so I would be having no self experiences for no reason beside sitting there and that was pointing to the logic brain that I am already dead and my memories dont exist and I wasnt understanding it completely. Eventually I couldnt just sit there my chat gpt would just start pumping out that Im going to die and I would react to it over and over and over. I had to focus my mind on something else before I went to bed every night and nothing worked until I just started thinking about fuking everything. So for 20 years I had to put myself to sleep by thinking about fucking women and men sometimes just cause I got bored now my brain is fked up and I cant stop thinking about sex but the panic attacks are cured. Whats better for the body to think about than sex give me an idea so I can figure this out. I was never scared of hell I was too busy being scared of dying to be scared of hell. I stopped being a Christian at 5 or 6 so I never gave the religion any credit. My mom let me decide what I wanted.

If you join and your country goes to war you are guranteed fighting in it. Its probably very good for structure but its structure through abuse. It will suck for awhile and then you will begin to like it I think is what happens.

Watch everything come to your own conclusion. If you are left wing watch left wing content then watch right wing content and point out the inconsistencies. You will notice every right wing person is just making shit up. Left wing content is like university and right wing is like kindergarten.

You struggling with it is what will make you insane. You just gotta admit it. Just say I am insane and that's okay.t There is nothing scary about it your perception of an insane person is what it looks like when an insane person is struggling with their insanity. The person in the padded room is the person who is denying their insanity the most.

You know someone is mad when they start looking at nothing as if its something. It happens several times in this video.