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@Santiago Ram Whenever I do this my vision fucks up and get blurry and i cant refocus. Ill blink and it will instantly unfocus and the shit starts flying around my visual field and it feels like my eyes are breaking.

Try to watch a cartoon episode you have never seen before and repeat every single thing they say in your own mind for the episode.

@gambler It is uncomfortable, It feels like a spicy bubble blowing up and popping.I have feelings of energy circling around the crown of my skull, it feels good but gets overwhelming unless i rub my finger around it in a circle.Sometimes I will have syncronized zaps on opposited sides of my brain at the same time. But there are some feelings that keep happening.

@gambler It like weird feeling like a thick lava bubble forming and then popping. Since my awakening my brain feels like it turned on. I can feel electricity going around all the time. I never felt my brain before but after eating shroom I feel energy in there everyday.

@BlessedLion No just mushroom years ago.

@Santiago Ram Thats what I am pointing too you think you are seeing stuff from your eyes but you arent. You are seeing them from your mystical eye. You dont have real eyes, you cant see out your eyes cause you arent inside them. Existence is being witnessed by this mystical I.

You can also think of it like If I pull out your eyes and cut them off you will still be there inside your brain. You arent seeing out your eyes you are somewhere in your brain and light is coming in, and you are seeing the light.. The light comes in and you are there to witness its structure. So if your mother is standing in front of you there is literally your brain matter behind her body. Behind the walls is your own brain matter, People come in as projections of light and you are allowed to see them. So your eyes are not 'seeing' they are tools that allow you to 'see' your own mind.

When I was 2 I had a dream. Barney and Fred Flinstone were walking down a road talking I could understand them I knew they were having a conversation. Suddenly I dont know they are having a conversation they are just making sounds. As they walk less and less things appear in the background. They stop making sounds and are just moving their bodies and mouths. There is no sound and they are just walking and I get an intense fear that nothing is happening.

I only visit family when I have to so at Christmas. I get there the first thing my mom do is grab food and sit down. The little dog jumped up and scratched her a little bit and she threw it halfway across the room and screamed at it. My neice turned into nefew and is a drug addict at 14. The family is screaming about the child in front of them as if they dont exist or only exist as an object to be yelled about, they put headphones in but I know that they can still hear. I have flashbacks of my life within 1 hour and think no one can make it out of this mentally sane? I see these people once a year and instantly dont like it. Both my brothers have totally abandon my entire family including myself to never contact them. My mother has no idea and is so unconcious she dosent know her and her sisters are doing it. They are highly conservative nut jobs as well. Its like they have no idea what their bodies are doing fully asleep, they damage the minds of their children then blame the children. Covid made my mother into a conspiracy nut she had pages and pages of stats about it and was deciphering it like some sort of code. For a long time she was constantly arguing with me about the stuff and since I am a liberal I have no idea what is really happening. We argue and yell. Whenever I ask for a stat I will look it up and she will freak out if its anything different than what she thinks is true. Then she says this is my truth and I ask why would you want to make this shit up. I dont nessasarily hold opinions, she thinks she arguing against something I am just wanting to know why she thinks these things and when you try to poke at it, by looking up information, she bursts our in rage and says I am always right, while not trying to be right about anything it just contradicts what I hear. She says she dosent want to talk about it then brings it up and then says I want to argue. The last time I saw her for the 1000th time she said ukraine was bombing its own citizens and I said I dont think that happened at all and we researched it and learned about russian backed separatists murdering ukraines and she flipped out and yelled at me and condescendingly said you are right you are always right. lol?? She thinks Trudeau was an authoritarian. She also says she wanted Putin as a leader, but somehow hates communism ,as she thought Russia was a communist country. Her own words contradict themselves.

Thats what the dream is for. The path is to a void. The light is there to distract you from reaching the void. One time in deep meditation I saw a light fading away as it was fading I saw gnomes and stars and Mario dancing around out of it saying look at me! Look at me, pay attention I'm a gnome! I saw God created light when it needs a distraction.

Its literally a mechanism to lie to you and create a metaphysical being that is like God and then to rip it away and you will then say God is not real because I can't see him. I couldn't see Santa and I fell for that. Its created to do that. Probably the most evil thing society has ever done. This is what they teach you God is real hes invisible he gives you gifts and loves you. Here is Santa he loves you is real and give you gifts, here is proof Santa exists he is leaving presents! Oh wow God must be real too! Jokes kid we gaslit the fuck put of you! Then the child says well I am never believing anything I can't see even God. The child will have an existential crisis and close their imagination.

@khalifa The same thing is happening to me it feels like a bubble bubbling.

Like going mach 10 while not moving at all.

When a christian sees God they are going to say its satan and freak out. No one can help you if you think God is satan.

@LordFall They worship shiva/the darkness/satan. It dosent matter if they are good hearted, they dont know satan. When you awake its like you are seeing satan not God you see you are satan and when you see satan you see that God exists and God created satan/you so it could experience something that is not God. Like satan is the 'one avatar' / every character, and every character is played by God/the simulation. Christianity is saying only the game character exists and its satanism to say there is a simulation that can be accessed. Hindu is saying no we are in a simulation and there is the 'one Avatar' and we are all it and its shiva(the darkness you see when you close your eyes,satan) and the ultimate God dosent care what we do its just hosting us and its all accepting.They say seeing satan is enlightenment. Its the Goal, you cannot see God but you can see yourself as satan.

Christianity is anti satan but they create it(by demonizing things children do) then demonize it inside the person Hinduism is Satan worship but we need to understand we have been lied too about satan Satan is darkness, the void you see when you close your eyes God is light and satan combined into one light/void One time in reality when you were a baby you and reality were one and then you dreamed yourself into existence. Then you grew up and something scared you 'the snake/reptile brain' and you disassociate from God. Christianity is anti darkness, If this were true to Christians they would all have to deny themselves and say they are all God. Each Christian sees darkness when they close their eyes that means satan is there. Christians hate Hindu cause its satan worship and its true but they dont understand what is happening in reality. Also eastern religion is not the left hand path. The Right hand path is what Christians are supposed to do or what Sadhguru is preaching The left hand path is like stealing dead bodies to steal the energy, doing disgusting things, painful things, being naked and acting different, pedophilia and stuff. Christianity is like I will completely dissasosiate and never question anything and be asleep and hindu is like hey you are satan and you can use satan as a tool. The snake signifies your reptile brain/fear/ survival mechanism. Christians are scared of going insane or realizing God is insanity and they built a religion that denies it and then killed everyone that knew and then took over the planet.

Sadhguru is like elon musk opposite he wants ultimate communism where everyone is working 16 hours a day and sleeping for 4 hours then meditating for 6 hours then getting up. Like a cell working towards maximal potential. Elon musk wants dark enlightenment where everyone is slaves of corporations and work 16 hours a day, hes openly stated it.

@Spiritual Warrior np when it happen to me i was just looking and then I went into another dimension.

I only read archie comics so I wouldn't know why people read.

You have infinite imagination the reason you can't make shit up with your imagination and then draw it us because you haven't practiced. Everyone is creative. We are all created by the same source. Imagination is a tool to use God gave you. Giving up before even trying is your logic working against your imagination. You have a built in creative device inside your brain. JP isn't using his creative part if he says that. He's way too logical.

I think its an energy form it has a specific feeling. The term evil has negative connotations that should be abandoned. Its like being around electricity you can feel the electricity but can't see it the same with evil. When you say it can be used for evil you are saying it can be used to make a specific energy form. Peoole feel the energy and say its bad but its just a feeling. From spiritual understanding if you are okay with evil you can use the energy to do things with it. Its like the colour black of energy all energies have special flavors but they can't hurt you and shouldn't be feared. Its just the flavour. Most don't like it so its been deemed evil and the people who aren't scared to use it have an untapped energy source to work with.

My opinion is when you say something untrue of God. Like if someone says God hates you, or santa sneaks into your house and gives you presents cause he loves you and is your best friend. Difference you could say haha God murdered you Blasphemy God murdered you cause you were a dumb bitch There are times the word blasphemy has come to mind and I have said it but I cant remeber the context. I just know when I hear it cause the word comes to mind. Not lying or getting something wrong but making something up to hurt someone and deliberately shrink their imagination. Pretty much the entire christian narrative is blasphemy. Coming from the pov of someone with Christian experiences. Society like it is is a form of blasphemy. Factory farming. Probably other religions I am not familiar with.

You understand that knowing you are being unconscious is being awake. You need to like what you are doing. You are not unconscious if you can see your unconscious behaviour. You are just trying to control reality while awake it dosent work like that. You just need to keep noticing your compulsions and loving them when you do them. When we see God we think we must be good. God dosent care it just wants us to love it. Think dream. Dream you are doing things unconsciously you dont notice when you fuck up and dont care. Awake lucid you notice what you dont like and try to stop it. Dont try to stop it. You arent on that side of the dream. Someone posted a quote about loving Gods blemish. The blemish is your life, you can notice things and they will change you dont have to lift a finger to change its just paying attention. When you put yourself in negative because you dont like it you are making the dream a nightmare. Like running away from the witch instead of staring her in the face saying you cant hurt me. This is Gods dream not yours. Gods doing it, correction of perfection is not what you want to do. Acknowledge you want to do it and acknowledge its a compulsion. Most of all whenever you feel yourself feeling compelled say I surrender my thoughts to God. If you are doing something compulsively and dont want to you will argue with yourself and come up with nasty things.

@Schizophonia It does attract women in a decisive way. 100 percent. If you have or dont have will be another check mark. If you smell good you automatically win. Animals are attracted by scent.