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Fear God/Death. Heres a story Nachiketa and Yama (Katha Upanishad): This is perhaps the most direct and famous Hindu story addressing the fear of death as a catalyst for spiritual knowledge. Young Nachiketa's father, in a fit of anger during a ritual, declares that he will give Nachiketa to Yama, the God of Death. Fearlessly, Nachiketa goes to Yama's abode. When Yama is away, Nachiketa waits patiently for three days and nights without food or water. Impressed by his perseverance and respect, Yama offers him three boons. Nachiketa uses his first two boons for worldly concerns. For his third boon, he asks Yama: "When a man dies, there is this doubt: some say that he exists, and some say that he does not. I want to know this, taught by you. This is the third of my boons." Yama initially tries to dissuade Nachiketa, offering him long life, wealth, beautiful women, and vast kingdoms. But Nachiketa remains firm, understanding that these worldly pleasures are transient. His unwavering desire to know the truth about death and the afterlife compels Yama to reveal the profound wisdom of the Atman (the Self) and Brahman (the ultimate reality). The Awakening: Through Yama's teachings, Nachiketa learns that the true Self is unborn, eternal, undying, and distinct from the perishable body. This knowledge frees him from the fear of death, as he realizes his true nature is beyond the limitations of birth and death. The story is a powerful allegory for seeking ultimate truth beyond superficial existence.

They probably do it naturally. Someone has to stay awake all night.

@AJBrewAn insight will brain blast you but awakening is like 1 million insights at once. Its like you get every single insight at the same time and your brain explodes and you are left stunned. You have to sit there and say what the fuck just happened to me for years.

@Inliytened1 ego backlash bust just be karma.

Its an insight. You wont have to ask when you awaken. You will be stunned for years. Its beyond identity.

Try to think nasty thoughts when she ride you and see if you instantly cum. Bet not. The act of physical domination is doing it. Why is cumming a punishment?

When you become a friar come back and shoot holy energy at leo and see if something happens.

@Puer Aeternus If it is a measurement tool whatever its measuring has nothing to do with you or anyone as an individual, and to try to identify yourself with it, to see where you are is a farce. Proven by the fact that it will change based on external stimuli. The only true stage is turquoise in the whole thing and turquoise just means i surrender my life to every stage. If its a model its a model of collective humans not individual. Saying this person is a certain stage or i am a certain stage is masterbating.

@Basman The spiral dynamics is made up or is somehow claiming to measure something outside of the universe which is also made up.

@Basman To say the lowest level of spiritual development ladder is money, shits on the entire structure. To say that is to say women's rights are because of money. Anti slavery is because of money. All the way up to turquoise where you can finally say just kill me I don't care. Pretty much what I am saying is spiral dynamics is a house of cards until you reach the last level. And once you reach the last level thats, anti survival, and the only way to truly beat stage red individually. You beat it by saying just kill me then. They probably shit on it cause they see that its a farce. You are pretending to beat stage red when you were born past stage red. Basically lying.

@Puer AeternusSo your spiral is built on how much money you have. If your money goes you are instantly put back into red. That means red is not individual. Tran sending red is cultural. Imagine America collapses it falls into stage red. Someone who is a stage orange or blue or whatever goes oh my God I'm scared and falls to stage red. Were they actually orange or blue or was it just made up heiarchle word games to play while your stomach was full and had a nice home and protective society.

@Puer Aeternus This to me is like a physicist doing their physics before studying metaphysics. You skip the fundamental stage start at stage 2 or 3 and claim you know. Never being in stage red to prove you can pass it. Its like yea I'm better cause I have never been in the situation for me to have to be red. And you can look down from your ivory tower at people who are born into stage red and think you've somehow overcome something and are on a higher stage, as if you or someone can enhance them with developmental tips without actually doing it.

Because of money only. Money holds people up to higher states. The whole spiral dynamic bs is because people are comfortable. If money goes so does your spiral dynamic state. If that's true its just a self masterbating tool.

@integral It must be an overwhelmingly beautiful energy source that makes you scream Jesus Christ!

Whats God jerking off to? You are either fking a woman which entails ownership. Thats an action of going out and getting something you make up you dont have. Or delusion into fantasy. Sex dosent exist when you are currently not having it.

Where's the video?

@TruthFreedom You belong with God. God is where you are. You are at home you just feel like you dont belong at home with God. You are missing metaphysical home that is everywhere. When you find home your heart will explode as you will see God has never abandoned you like everyone else did.

Deviant art seems like one. Rarely identity involved just people expressing art without censor.

@TruthFreedom The only spirit you are talking from is vodka.

@TruthFreedom You said you were Jesus the character of a story you are citing. Somehow he existed and died for you to hear the story of him. At the same time you are him? And I don't make sense?

Its the path of finding God. Where is home? Jesus wasn't being rejected he was rejecting every home he was in because that's not home. You could be doing the same thing. You never feel like you are at home because nowhere out here is home. You will never feel at home thats why you are drinking.

@integral Yes I agree. Now think of all those times you had to be quiet when you were cumming. You wanted to scream and thrash your body but you couldnt. All that energy is stored in the body. Now you do it 1000 times look how much of that energy is going to be stored inside of you. And its going to start rotting it needs to come out. This energy turns into rapey energy , they can have alot of sexual energy that isnt coming out because of shame and guilting themselves turning it rancid. Even when you have sex with a woman you are so ashamed you are not making any sound. You REALLY want to make sound but storing it even deeper down. Then you will see you never released what you really wanted to do. The energy is now aggressive. Now you dug yourself into a hole where you must release this negative aggressive energy projected onto a woman.

@integralI think it comes from having to be quiet when you are masturbating at home. Basically shame. We compress the emotions then eventually we cannot enjoy sex like we want because of shame.