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Im going to say the desire goes way back to animal kingdom. Domination is the law and sometimes it spawned new emotions of safety and love. This world is very much alone and when something dominated your ancestor it found safety. Every single action taken is taken by an ancestor. I was talking to a co worker and she was telling me that her daughters were doing a specific thing that she did to her mom when she was a kid. When she was a child she would apparently stick her ear to her moms lung from the back and listen to a clicking. She was telling me her daughters were doing that to and it reminded her of when she would do it to her mother. The question is are your actions/desires actually your relatives repeating through your dna and body. In this situation the mother is actually listening to her own heartbeat in another body if you understand, because the daughter did not come up with the idea to listen like that the mother did.(or her mother and so on) Sex is so violent in nature. In society not so much but its in our DNA for it to be violent. Your father raping a woman and liking it leads to you having knowledge and fetish of raping women, and exponentially increases your chances of doing it because our relatives literally live through us in the way they moved and used their body. Human Woman the weaker sex had to develop a survival mechanism around sex because they were being abused so much. They used their violence as a weapon against men in an insane intellectual move and left man stunned and confused. Then they showed him loss and fear and tamed him. The woman showed the man what he was doing and that he existed and was doing it. As to why its cause your mom or dad or grandmother or grandfather wanted too and did weird things. Lifes got nothing to do with you you are just watching judging your ancestors.

Why do Christians make God seem so lame when its actually the coolest thing to ever exist?

For number 4 Materialists deny the self exists but they don't act like it. They act like 'they' have a body then say 'they' are just clusters of neurons firing off. Then 'they' go around thinking 'they' are making decisions. Its completely contradictory unless they believe they are just a robot. If you told a materialist they were just a robot and to act like one they would be offended somehow? A materialist thinks that the brain is just firing electrons going off, but when asked if they can imagine something specifically they can. Whats directing the energy? You could argue the person saying to imagine it but then youd have to admit you arent the energy in your mind you are someones words.

Death is not the end. Its just a time out so you can respawn. You lose nothing you dont have already.

@Princess Arabia neo advitan drone.

@Princess Arabia I did through what they wrote down when they came back and wrote it down and told everyone. This is not the only dimension you 'don't exist in.'

@Princess Arabia you have bodies that are not physical. Its not just me saying it the ancients are.

I experienced something like it. I had drank too much alcohol and was vomiting. Reality was looping the same 5 seconds over and over everytime I vomited was like I was being sucks down into my stomach. It felt exactly like when neo left the matrix and it zoomed down his throat. I also knew something happened unlike what princess is saying I think you will know when you are dead. Or you will know something has changed.

@Princess Arabia Its the trinity father son and holy spirit.Reality/you/and the permanent existing deep sleep.

Going to sleep you enter deep sleep, nothing happens time 'passes' you wake up, its morning. When you wake up you arent leaving any space, deep sleep the space is still there,close your eyes and look at it, that's what consciousness is. You dont leave the space and it dosent turn off or go away when you wake up in the morning and deep sleep is here right now while you read this. Its there while you dream and exists forever. Its silently watching your life, never reacting.

@Anton Rogachevski my body had a biological reaction to seeing it. The cells in your body do something that they have never done before and the reaction your body has when you see it is unknown and foreign to any other experience.

We are supposed to be. Government isnt something God gave us as a right. Imagine we lost our tribalness. Then society collapsed.

my life in a graph, not swings. Consistently in a direction, hopefully up now.

Are you spiralling your topics are contradicting each other to extremes.

@Breakingthewall When you reach direct experience you aren't there either. There is no you in solipsism and no other. Its not your solipsistic mind its a solipsistic mind.

Enlightenment is seeing the devil and its you. If you are the devil God is real. If God was the simulation the devil is the player. Right now you are kicked out of the simulation looking at it playing it. Reality is the devil and God playing together. Nothing else. The devil isn't evil its just people are scared of it so they say its evil. Its fear. Every single conscious person is kicked out of the simulation and being allowed to participate instead of be the simulation. God created a 'character' and named it nothing and kicked it out of the simulation to play in it. Thays why we can reference nothing even tho it dosent exist in the simulation while you are playing it. Enlightenment will remove all doubts about god being real but nothing else your mind is still fked the same as before.

@Elliott yes thats why I assume they were ip banning me or something. I had 4 seperate emails i just made for reddit. The last new one i made was instantly banned before posting anything. Every subreddit you get banned from if you use another email and post on there the mods will perma ban you and tell reddit and your account will be banned. If you were banned from 3 or 4 popular subreddits and look at the main page its only a matter of time before you forget you were previously banned from a subreddit and post on there and get banned again. I can only assume an entity from 2xchromosomes did it.

@Elliott my main account was banned from 2xchromosomes and then 3 years later I was on another account I saw 2xchromosomes saying some crazy shit again forgot the subreddit banned me and comment in there and my new account was permanently banned for ban evasion. This happened 3 times over several years I don't keep track of subreddits im banned from and 2xchromosomes is so retarded and rage inducing I can't help it. I made a final account and was instantly banned from entirety of reddit so I gave up. The whole subreddit is men dressing up as women on hating men. I used it primarily for talking about simulation theory and God but that subreddit fked me hard. I still look at it and you really see how insane the left wing is on that site.

@Elliott then I dunno i got banned 3 times and then insta banned the 4th time.

I'm permanently ip banned from reddit for saying its not a good idea to cut your own penis off. I would probably have lost my mind very fast and been in mental institution. I saw leos video the day after I see God so it helped me right away. 0 other social media beside deviant art.

@Schizophonia You are experiencing when you are in deep sleep you just forget you exist/become unaware. You are experiencing it as you can wake up and have an understanding of the qualia deep sleep has. If deep sleep wasn't a place you would blink out and instantly wake up again. This dosent happen we have a qualitative experience of blanking out for a 'time. When you wake up you are still in the same place but are aware. Now pretend God didn't give you light you would be aware that you are there but be experiencing nothing. The void/deep sleep is an experience of nothingness you aren't aware of unless you are fully awake and don't go to sleep just stare at the nothingness thats what meditation is for. If you accomplish this you see that you are still there. Awareness and conciousness have nothing to do with the body or physical reality. If you dont know you are the void your awareness of your existence ceases as you labeled the body you. When the body goes the awareness you attached to the body goes too metaphysically. Awareness is still there you just aren't using it. If you become one with the void you cant lose awareness because that an consciousness become one. Being aware of no experience is the key to transcending reality.

@Sugarcoat thats all closing your eyes does. Its revealing it to you whether you understand or not is up to the individual.

@Sugarcoat you are the void of nothing its your true form close your eyes its right there. Its never gone anywhere your entire life and consumes you when you sleep. its always in the same spot. The duality is coming from you thinking you aren't the void of nothing. Its always aware just not always aware that its that.

@Schizophonia Its probably the most disgusting emotion you can feel and will consume you. But its important to go through so you can lose it and see what you did. To possess a woman and have her be possessed by you destroys your mind. I had a dream of an ex the other night. A woman I possessed at some point. We were in a theater watching a movie and having sex I would leave and come back and we would do it again she just sitting there. I leave and come back she is looking at me like she loves me we start having sex I look down. Her vagina torn and I could see her vagina was just a penis device for me to use and her face a comfort of love I would use to feel like I was loved by something beautiful. I am disgusted to have turned a human into a possession. Possessing a human is manipulation and wanting to have one is rape. We can't know the other person we can't ever know they exist we use humans sexually like toys when God is in there. Pick up is rape.

How to handle rejection. Don't put anything in the basket to begin with. When you approach you are putting something into the basket that you wish to take back out. When rejection hits you feel like you cant take back what you put in . This leaves you with the feeling like you lost something.Don't put anything into the interaction you wont lose anything. Don't put woman on pedestal. Look at what you are doing at face value you are fishing. Are you rejected when a fish bites your line takes your worm and leaves? No you just put another one on and keep fishing. You have infinite worms and are thinking you are running out.