Hojo

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  1. @Cheese I can only talk to my experience as you cannot find information on the qualitative aspect of kundaloni anywhere. Im not 100 percent what happened to me is that because of the lack of information. It went up from my feet into my skull and then it feel like my skull exploded and the energy went further up into another dimension of reality. It wasn't slow for me it happened in like 15 seconds from foot to head.When I reached that dimension I am no longer a human I am something else looking at a ball of light that is the first person view of a 'human'. And I can fly away from the ball of light that looks like a human pov sort of like how my profile picture looks like. The energy felt like it was going around my legs in a figure 8 then up my body. Like it feels like there is a little dog running between your legs in a figure 8. It feels like the energy is still in my head 4 years later. I can still feel my brain shooting electricity everyday. It feels weird sort of like chewing gum outside in winter time but in your brain. Like a fresh feeling but kinda painful/kinda good. I can feel the energy come me mentally before physically which is kinda weird. Like you know you are going to burp before you burp. I have looked for information about what qualia is of kundalini and can not find it anywhere. So I can't tell you what other people report. Its like a mythical thing that people talk about but never experience or never tell you what it was like which I find odd.
  2. You pretty much can't know or it dosent answer you and you mind starts making shit up.
  3. They also use 'i dont know' all the time about everything when having serious conversations.
  4. This sounds like an erotic romance novel written by a man. Are you taking anything seriously? Because you are telling the woman you are manipulating her and understanding tactics of the game while at the same time acting like you are emotionally involved with the woman. You are not supposed to tell the woman you are playing a game. I dont understand why you think that if you have sex with a woman she becomes attached to you. You just said she had sex with you, then the next day had a threesome. How can she be attached to you and then have sex with some other man and still be attached to you wouldnt she be attached to the other man? What about her pervious boyfriend, how did she de attach from them and end up with you if having sex with them makes them attached. Tip 1 stop saying cringe stuff like, sex makes you attached to me, to the person you just had sex with that is insulting. You told her you were playing a game so she just played you. Sex does have attachment, but only in the way that your karma is haunted by their asshole puckering everytime they deepthroat your penis in a 69.
  5. @Princess ArabiaThey are being fed into my consciousness by God to annoy me. I see it alot more when I first awakened, dozens of them talking for hours per video saying the exact same thing over and over and over. On youtube or the answer you want in my own head.
  6. @tvaliLeft brain is like regular computer right brain is like a quantum computer. A human brain is like a quantum computer and an regular computer talking to eachother. If humans can get the two computers to talk to eachother as one computer then they can simulate human conciousness.
  7. Yes ,no doer or ,no one there ,means something, the neo advita drones don't understand that. It has meaning and the meaning is precisely not, that there is no one there. There is something there and the adviata drone won't ever find it cause they think there's nothing there. There is something there doing it. They just say the same thing over and over in a drone voice. Yes there is a doer ,its just not here.
  8. @Joshe You dont want to become a rock, you want to become like air. You become a rock for a woman because shes emotionally unstable. Who did you need to become a rock for? Why would a rock need a rock?
  9. In order to get a woman you must, risk ego by engaging. Taking care of the person physically from harm, risking physical harm potentially dying Never get boring always listen, but never express yourself except for certain tailored eays Change your entire identity to what the woman wants Disconnect from all emotions become a rock not a human being. All this so the woman can say I have something that will not react when I go crazy. The man gets to pretend that something loves him, while accepting the other unconditionally. Thank God God exists to stop this madness. Fellas it is 100 times easier to say God loves me unconditionally and is the perfect woman.
  10. @Someone here This is a gaslight you were asking for a logical explanation I gave one perfectly. You dont understand and then say we need to drop logic.
  11. @Someone here thats God and its a thing. Its an invisible base line conciousness that exists overplayed over every experience you ever had. Seeing God is seeing nothing, is a thing, and that thing is God. You are thinking it has to be nothing(darkness). No you have always been dreaming and never woke up out of sleep your entire life. God is the brain dead thing that exists forever in real life, in dream, and the transitions between them. And its still happening right now. You see the brain dead thing when you are dreaming. Its the thing thats moving around in the dream. You must agree you are brain dead when you are dreaming you dont make decisions you just move around. That brain dead thing is you, not whatever you think you are, and this is a dream world.
  12. @Someone here Well change what you know. Its right in front of you now. Its not black darkness. Its brain dead deep sleep. Brain dead deep sleep is happening right now, you are talking over it and saying you can't find it cause it makes you think about darkness. With your voice fingers and in your mind you are talking over brain dead deep sleep, you made up that you are out of. And are pretending to not know its there.
  13. @Someone hereGod didnt come from sex . The sex is a representation of its stimulative qualia. Gods an empty field of qualia that can only be experienced by objects inside of it. It can go inside of an object and experience its qualia but when it comes out of the object paradoxically has no qualia or infinite qualia. When you think about what it would be like going between no qualia, and qualia, you can ask.What's that thing that goes between them, to experience the qualia, and come to the conclusion that that is God. Not the void of nothing, not the experience but something that can travel between both of them. More void than the void of nothing. Just literal nothing.
  14. @Someone hereNo identity but stuff is still there. Your parents created you via black magic. They stared at an object and pretended it existed as a word. The human brain is very powerful that it can create an identity about itself and it can be anything with imagination. God can go into any object and witness its inner working. The inner workings are ego, a repeated story about what has happened to that object. thats how the object holds form (exists as a space inside of God). Your keyboard is telling a story to itself about where it came from and what is happening and happened to it. It keeps doing it that's how you can use it. When people use drugs and go into objects they know instinctively Oh no I am trapped here forever! But the human is special it goes Oh no I am specifically not going to be trapped in here forever! Every object will have a thing in it that goes I am something, the human body is capable of witnessing the I am that is in everything. The thing that is not the ego, in every object.The constant between reactions. Death is just not reacting. When you stop reacting you can then go into objects as you will see you are that dead space between objects, not the objects. You were just experiencing the ego (story about the object) of the object you created. The human being has the power to say I am whatever I want where other objects do not get that power. The human can say I am a powerful alien on another planet and nothing else can do that. A cupboard cant say I am not a cupboard its stuck telling itself a story about itself.
  15. Yea you can get used to being nothing and become immortal.
  16. @OBEler I think i see the manipulation and my brain goes, you are lying to me I don't know how to respond so one word answers. Customer service it works cause you are using them as essentially chat gpt to get what you want.
  17. They act so fake. I can see it literally everywhere. Their voices go higher they all try to act as if they are the nicest person in existence. I cannot take them seriously because you know its an act no one talks like that. Do people like unauthenticity that much? Like wow I love this woman she is so inauthentic? Do they not understand they don't even know the person who they are watching is like a robot. If someone talked to me like that my head would be yelling danger danger danger. I have autism and automatically match/mirror the other person in conversations but it would not be possible for me to mirror that. That and talking about feelings more than logic trigger me.
  18. @Eskilon I think you will still have them but see it as energy flowing not a desire.
  19. South Korea needs you to repopulate. Become the Suth Korean Ghengis Khan.
  20. @Behind20Yes I can see it I can see how I have done it to people too.
  21. Tonight I am walking my cat around the block cause he likes it. When we come back I put him down and he is purring around my feet meowing, he is following me back and I am ignoring him and leaving and he gets mad and attacks me. I spank him and say he cant come back inside. But I go out of my way because he likes it so much. This flashed me back to several times in my life my friends have attacked me for leaving in some way shape or form. I had a best friend in highschool and we were best friends from grade 7 until until now just dont talk as much. I had to move away in grade 10 and we were partying and drinking one last time and I remeber he randomly got super mad at me and kicked me in the back for no reason. I am like wtf is happening and hes like you cant sleep in my tent you are fucked up and im like wtf. I guess I sleep on ground for no reason. Me and another buddy ended up staying up all night until the morning drunk, we broke into a lays truck in a compound and stole like 20 bags of chips and then we broke into the public pool and went swimming the night ended up being memorable for that reason and I forgot about what happened there until now. I remember asking my friend in the morning why he did that and he said he was feeling like I was abandoning him in school and as a friend but it wasnt my choice at all, my parents were moving. Then I remeber another friend that was kinda weird. His parents were alcoholics and they would get drunk and put on Jason movies. The basement was weird and all he had was ninja turtle toys. We would play with the toys in 3rd person forever and thats pretty much all we did beside watch Jason movies with his weird drunk parents. We didnt play with anyone else. I was like 6 or something and it kinda got boring. One time he asked me if I wanted to come over on a long weekend for 3 days, Im like geez 3 days is a long time to play with toys and watch horror movies but I guess. Anyway we did it we found porno magazine in a room in the basment and looked at it. Then I had to leave and he was like can you stay another day and Im like I gotta go to school or something I cant remeber. Then he got mad at me that I was leaving and physically attacked me. I think he punched me. This just reminded me that this is a state of mind that exists within humans possibly animals and God. To physically lash out because something or someone is too good. To become enraged that something is too good and its leaving that you physically attack it. This emotion therefore is an emotion thats God can experience towards itself. This is the insanity levels that God can go to! It will physically lash at itself for leaving itself when it fking cant! When God leaves us we can feel enraged at nothing. This must be the feeling that woman get from men thats why they screen them.
  22. @LordFall That just means the information is public. They can still buy 50 percent of bitcoin and then own bitcoin. And if I was a hedge fund with infinite money I would already be doing that. If they owned 50 percent via different wallets no one would or can know.
  23. @Natasha Tori MaruI am not talking about absolute truth I am talking about the general use of the word truth. You cant say a personal experience is the truth. Literally and objectively. You cannot say her personal experience is truth by logic. You directly cannot say that it dosent make sense. Men dont do this. Thats the disconnect. Thats sisterhood of the travelling pants stuff.
  24. @Natasha Tori MaruTruth means objective fact. It cant be personal experience. That means that everyone is right and you cant have discussions. Im asking you clarify that statement because that word dosent belong there it dosent make sense. Im pointing out a logical fallacy. Its like saying the bananas are bananas cause they are bananas. Once you give a personal experience the label of truth you generate a loop in logic. Because truth is not subjective. whats the truth = personal experience whats personal experience = the truth whats the truth = personal experience whats personal experience = the truth It dosent make sense.
  25. @Natasha Tori Maru Change the word Truth with Objective fact Truth = Objective Fact Your words mean you cant argue with her.