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@Princess ArabiaWhen I had my nde into the void I was looping reality 1000s of times every 5 seconds. Its like reality loop 5 seconds over and over and over and over but are not aware its happening. I was puking and was slowly making my way through loops of puking repeat this at :53 it fell like that happening 1000s of times. As for alive when you see consciousness you are both cause we are eternal. That means you cant know which state you are in but know you are in one you are the line that lets both exist. Dead men can bleed.

@Mixcoatl If you stop logically thinking and just pay attention to your imgination you will aquire something called the grace of God. that means things will happen perfectly without you trying. God has a story for all of us but we fight it on accident because we hate ourselves. We say outrageous things and get in trouble then start to police ourselves. God is imagination and our imaginations are linked. If it comes on strong it means someone will like it.

@Mixcoatl you are socially smart you just put 15 masks on that stop you from being socially smart. Life is a dream people come up to you in a dream and talk to you while wearing no mask. You dont have to do anything God is dreaming your life. Things will just happen you just have to be alive. Society trick us into thinking we need to be constantly active with the mind this is wrong. Your life is a dream people will just come and hang out without you doing anything.

Just change the caption to something else. My mouth might be out of commission, but my penis works just fine.

@Elton the light in front of you. It puts you into situations you will get angry at for a reaction. It knows your weakness it knows what you dont like.

what do the colours on the graph bars mean

psyduck or Ashs dad Mr.mime .

You can think maya is trying to trick you into emoting negatively.

@SQAAD You can know your involvement with the woman is way more than you are telling us just by reading contradicting statements the woman was pursuing me her interest level is low (?) and I am already angry that she dismissed something deep I told them before She was texting me so I arranged that we meet up ( You wanted this way more than her) We then meet and she says we have to end our meeting in a very short time and this angers me because it makes me feel less important (this shows you are very interested in this woman and she means more to you than you are putting on) This is now a waste of time because the woman has to leave and we cant spend more time together ( I have to be alone thinking about them I dont like that) Now I will never see her again because I am upset that she isnt giving me the attention I feel I deserve ( this is just a cope instead of crying that you are upset. Basically you determining when the relationship will end not them.) If you find yourself spiralling like this everytime you stop hanging out you are in a bad spot. I hate all women now The reason I know what you are saying is cause I have been there. You are obsessed. It is slippery slope to madness. You are so in love with woman you made it bigger than you. Its late stage relationship ending and you dont like it. The woman does like you and you are in a rough spot and she is testing you, giving you time still but very small time. She is seeing if you keep freaking out and getting upset and you are. A woman cant be with a man who lets her emotions and life effect him so much its dangerous and you are showing her dangerous behaviour. Whether you think you can push these emotions aside or not during times together you cant and she can feel it. If you and the woman got together now these emotions dont randomly go away it would just get worse. Life will be her stepping on eggshells and you ruminating about everything. You gave the woman something you dont know how to get back and she cant give it back. And now you are going oh shit what do I do I need that to be happy. You dont even want the woman you want the metaphysical love for woman that you gave her and is now leaving with.

You probably get off on feeling better than other people. You said the words small many times when referring to others around you and your home and big and rich and luxurious when referring to yourself. It is running from being nothing. Yes touch my breasts feel small you tiny worm. It happening everytime you go to the grocery store is not natural and is fetish behavior. Like you want it but you aren't gay. What else could it be then?

Pick one emotion you want to feel and feel it for the whole field of life you can experience. If someone enter your field and you change the emotion based on them you can see when it changes, and you can see what you are subconsciously portaiting on them. That feeling is created by you and its your insecurities.They are made up and can be brought back to the emotion you wanted to feel for the whole of life.

You are saying you can never slaughter another animal for eternity, its how you do it. Imagine you have that feeling then do it, that would be the inappropriate emotion. You need to love to do it. Your brain matter is behind the bird you cut the head off its a hologram. Proven by science philosophy and direct experience. Just say I am claiming this life force and sending it to God. If you do it but still have these emotions you are gaining karma. You are not better than God and God is doing it.

@Princess Arabia Its why they say to sit like this if you sit like this you will eventually feel and see that you dont.

This is how your perception changes with awakening instantly

@Yimpa This account is banned

@Yimpa Thats a smart answer, the theological philosophical and cultural contexts are not understanding of it.

Having preference for a race is not racist.

@gambler Yes being masculine is to go beyond that no one can enter your force field that means no shyness timidness you are stone cold. Other people dont change you at all. You are alone until you choose to let them.

Feminine - letting everyone in your head Masculine - kicking everyone out of your head

So you think this is a cult?

Praise God, pick up without having to engage.

They way over exaggerate. Science goes too far and too many people standing around so they come up with stupid truths.

I will guess consciousness dosent specifically pick the qualia it always has infinite prerecorded constructions. God, way more advanced, the qualia it picks before the colour pink is the world its going too. The pink is already constructed in the world its going too and it made the constructions forever ago and there are infinite amounts, it wont see infinite amounts of worlds at one time, it will see them appear randomly scattered and unordered. Like random thoughts fully constructed first person worlds fly by it. The world is defined by its colour so it sees a pink video playing and looks at it closer and the 'pink' is the qualia of the world itself 'the point of view of an entity wading on a tube in a cream soda river'.Colour dosent exist outside your mind on the object. Colour dosent exist in objective reality so its entirely a first person experience. I was looking at the sun behind my eyes one afternoon, I was looking and focus randomly blackish marks appear I just start making up what these random various in light look like in my constructing mind. A dog, a monster, a river, a ladder. Suddenly tiny 3d worlds in balls start to form. I look in one of the balls I see the first person view of a man flying a hover craft 50 feet off the ground of an alien planet. It looks like rib like structures are coming out of the ground and hes flying up and around them and he comes to what looks like a station and gets out of his hovercraft and goes into the building. Why did I see that specifically? It was just one of Gods worlds, and this one you have gotten mixed up and merged with ,cause it made you forget you are God and think you are a character in a light story, asking why is this happening in this light story. If I was fully focused I could have went into the hovercraft story and lived there and it would be as real as this life.

This is important I have had many online discussion and the first thing they thing of is religion and wont stop and they cant stop. Arguments and statements about God mean religion to people there is no concept outside religion they can see God. The next thoughts are God outside religion they are crazy. The best way I found is I am religious its hinduism and their religion is like the matrix. Now they are a little more understanding.