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@Holykael nothing is happening to your body you are probably in great health but you make up mental games to suffer for no reason. You are in control of mental games wether you can see it or not. That's what consciousness work does it allows you to see things you wouldn't see other wise.

@Holykael lol. You still exist with your screen off. You are shooting out emotion . You aren't holykeal holykeal is you. Look how you make him feel

Only God is suffering and you mock him for suffering so you can exist. You cry before God gave you life, God please give me life please let me see light. Then God did but he didn't do it perfect enough for you so you blaspheme him. And he still loves you for it so he dosent turn you off he lets you blaspheme

@Holykael you just stay there in that feeling and nothing happens. Its not actually expanding its just a feeling of expanding and orgasming. Its not expanding anywhere its frozen in that state . You cant see anything or meet anyone God needed to create the reverse terror and contration for things to happen. They are ultimately the same state as thats all there is

@Holykael because it created duality it needed to to be able to experience good feelings. If everything is good its completely frozen

@Holykael then you don't understand why God created torture it would be completely frozen un able to do anything. Not even be good. never would it get to experience the cheeks of its favourite person.

You aren't talking like its pre destined tho you are dragging the past with you the entire time

@Holykael there is something behind the movie tho that is not part of it and that is you. You are not part of the movie and you have the choice to think what you want of it. your commentary to the movie is negative because you are sad God didn't make you sad the circumstances in the movie made you sad because you love your gf and God took her from you. You are still playing the character and thinking you aren't at the same time. I have been in your same situation when my girlfriend broke my heart and I hated God and I hated my gf and I hated life I thought it was a torture chamber. But it was all demons making me think that and I saw it when I have kundalini. You are crushing your own life energy. Praise God at your highest and praise God at your lowest

@Holykael you won't know God turned your screen off. You will just feel what your core is feeling

@Holykael when God turns your screen off and you are left looking at a channel that is turned off you won't have your girlfriend you will just have your negativity.

God gave you free will to whine about him because you have a broken heart. Our first love won't last forever God is just waking up and detaching you from everything and its needed to transcend. You identify with your girlfriend and now you feel like you are dying because she's not there. It happens to all of us and its not fun but to blaspheme God the entire time cause you are upset is bad news. I went there and God killed me for it

@Holykael it lets you make determinations on whether you accept or don't accept. To struggle or not. You saying God won't let me do something is a big pointer

@Holykael but your mind not part of reality. So are you saying you are bursting with joy right now but God is making you type this stuff? Are you feeling internally good but your body is still being made to say negative thing?

Paul Smit is an idiot listening to him is like listening to the fart coming out of a camels ass and claiming it as absolute truth.

When you are in human form you are just as real as other humans. Thinking you are god when you are in human form is not the key. You can know but don't act as if its true because its not when you are human.

@Yimpa a good story on just be what you are and don't conform to others as it could kill you

Yup its machine that light goes into and runs for a time. I think from semen

@Princess Arabia https://www.lbc.co.uk/news/worlds-dirtiest-man-who-smoked-dung-and-ate-roadkill-dies-aged-94/

No one outside of you thinks about anything. Your fear of judgement comes from yourself. Just be you and accept it. If you judge yourself for doing things that will reflect on reality and its a trap. I have been in it and am trying to get out. I figured out it comes from being a baby and being punished for doing things you didn't know was wrong. This happens so many times you develop a habit of blaming yourself for everything and then you get secretive but reality knows all your secret already. Its best to get into a habit of watching the mind and figuring out when the negative thoughts come and to understand that they aren't true thats not you. It might have been you on another frame of existence but not anymore There are literally no thoughts outside your mind. It might seem like it but its just you making it up. The goal is to return to a peaceful mind by figuring this out. No one has ever thought about you or your action only what you make up they are thinking

@KatiesKarma watch your mind, watch your thought process, stop listening to it and just watch it then just do whatever you find most stimulating at any moment and keep doing that over and over again dont feel guilty about doing it and just do it and when you are done with something instantly start doing the next thing you find to be the best decision watch your thought process the entire time, notice thoughts that are making you feel negative for doing those things and pay attention to them and just say thats not me

The purpose of spirituality and returning to God is to become a robot. Using the software of the mind in a sense like a computer.

@Inliytened1 so they do exist then, i believe they are a dimension of reality and all dimensions of reality are in my pov right now as i am god and exist on all dimensions of reality simultaneously.

@Inliytened1 its a algorithm of predetermined tendencies.for when you are not conscious of god.when you are unconscious you are literally watching a movie you just follow the pre determined tendencies. you could say like a mind dna from your parents or tendencies given from baby when you were not even aware yet. and the akashic record were written before your body was created so it did need it.

@Inliytened1 i dunno what to tell you its part of reality i didnt fabricate it. if you think thats far fetched how could you know god

@Inliytened1 its literally where you are getting your identity from at every moment https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Akasha the entire universe was written into books before it started and it pulls from these books