Hojo

I believe we are meant to live life like we are dreaming. Never hesitation always involved and never second guessing ourselves as gods

Why don't you just say something nice to them

@Theplay ask yourself are you ready to dissapear

Yes it is hard to remember specific. I would say when someone tells you their name repeat it to them outloud and consciously. Since my awakening time has been really hard to keep track of because like names dates of the week are constructs. I never know what day or week it is as its not stored inside of my mind anymore like a name of some random person I just met. I just check if I have to work tommorow and then its out of my mind.

You just have to stop caring so much. Keep them around and have fun with them if you want but realize they are npc. Respect and love them but never left them hurt you.

One time when I was meditating I turned my head and I could see the path my star was taking as it was rotating around my godhead. Like I was a proton in a cell and I am rotating around my center a black hole. We are dreaming atoms of god

@PenguinPablo your consciousness is your soul. Its a bubble of light that just turns off and on.

I have noticed that my mindfulness and not thinking about past or present has become very strong this year and lately have been having a feeling of nostalgia but for right now. I feel happy and cry because it feels like I'm experiencing a nostalgia for life in general. Imagine walking around like you are living your favorite memory but you've never experienced it before. Its not all the time but is becoming daily. I've learned to cry at home everyday when we cry I think we are disconnecting negative neuron in our mind and helps me forget about anything negative I have picked up during the day so I never have anything to think about.

@Romanov because God is a man in the sky. They don't even know where to start. God is me? what does that even mean they think. Im "name" not God. This is a belief that came with them at the beginning of their creation its not easy to crack. I tried to ask my mom she can't understand she says God is one. Well what does that mean for you then? They are clueless about reality as we all once were .

It is scary how fast you start forgetting about your other life in spirit realm. I feel some people could die and then just sit in the spirit realm and not even realize they are there. They will be there but not even realize they are existing and could sit there forever.

Why did he add leos video to use as a description of his own ideas.

Haha for sure but I am not any smarter I still have no idea what is going on and where I will be when I die all I know is shit is insane and not what we think. I do not know if leo has felt his brain hacked by aliens as he might not have said it because it sounds too insane to say outloud and will do nothing but turn people off of you.

Life isn't about suffering its about overcoming suffering . Let this be a year to overcome suffering.

For Andrew tate exiting the matrix is abusing women and having a weird fetish to degrading other males.

You need to cry you heal yourself. Crying is healing. Some people just broke your car and screamed at you its like you got jumped.

I didn't become god i just had a complete cessation of life except for those two extreme emotions. I just understood what conciousness was. The experience felt like all my neurons connected together in a specific way and it when they form together that way its like a hidden cheat code of the universe and then all the neurons in your brain start going we love you we love you and shoot their love inside of eachother. I have had another mystical experience but it is weird. Ego death isn't a big deal for me anymore it just feels weird more than scary. But I ate some shrooms again it felt like inside of my head was rock this rock was consciousness. Consciousness was wrapped in a plastic bag with the handles going out the back of my head. It felt like someone was pulling really handles really hard but I couldn't fit outside the tiny hole the bag was pulling me out from cause my consciousness was too big. It was wearing 500 t shirts and needed to be naked to fit through. So a voice in my head says ' you are wearing too many layers! Focus!' So I look at the wall and focus and then instantly all 500 shirts are ripped off and I fell on the ground and my body dissapears and I'm in the spirit realm. It looks like waves of red blue and purple star light everywhere. I move my body I cannot see it but I can still move. When I move my body it looks like a blanket is over it. Like move your body under your blanket and thats how it looked but it was a blanket of energy. I move around my house and I'm half in and half out of my body. I see a very tiny spirit flying around in the distance then I sat on my couch and now I'm completely put of my body. I can control my movement but I move around by moving my eyes not my body. I'm in 2d reality there are aliens there they are hacking my brain im not in control of anything there is a doctor. He starts mind wiping me. It felt like a printer squeezing out all my memories of my consciousness. I'm running away by moving my eyes to the left side of my vision but the printer gets me and is squeezing me. I instinctual just chant I am I am I am I am as its running me over and it allows me to keep myself from forgetting. Then all of a sudden I'm hallucinating an infinite library. I'm standing outside of it and a page flies into my consciousness and says this is you. Then another flies out thuds into my conciousness it says this is you. It does this 5 times and then I regained awareness of my body.

When I woke up I completely forgot what happened. I just knew deep down that I had died and I was so happy to be alive. But I had extreme underlying ptsd on my soul from visiting hell that I fell into deep depression for 8 years. Then I was going to kill myself but I decided to give mushroom a shot even tho I was scared of them. I ate the mushroom within 30 mins my ego dissolved and was trancing out. As I'm trancing out the mushroom was like hey remeber 8 years ago when you died. And I'm like no. Then instantly I was shot back into that moment the mushroom was showing me that I had died but I was still there when I died. It was showing me what conciousness is me without me. I am immortal. I instantly understand what I am. My reality starts shifting I see a very distinct separation between reality and me. Like im in a glass case totally protected from everything. My neurons start firing off. There is a massive thunderstorm happening inside of ny mind. Im laughing and crying so hard im screaming for 6 straight hours. I close my eyes and I see the entire universe inside of a globe. When you die you have to understand that you wont be there. You will be there but you will not have a body to filter your thoughts. God dosent second guess itself. I needed to die to understand consciousness so it had a profoundly good impact but not seen at the time. If I go back to the void I will not pout. The faster you lose your identity the faster you get out of the void.

It was not alcohol induced psychosis. Reality started looping like a shroom trip thought loop. Then my soul fell out of my body and I was in the void. I felt the loneliness and sadness of God. When you are in the void there is no self reflection you just feel what you are feeling and the emotion will spiral out of control and there is no body to stop it. So you will be like im sad and lonely then you get really sad and really lonely and then you get really really sad and really really lonely then you are spiraling fast and you are just a roiling emotion of sadness and loneliness with no stopping it. Because time dosent exist in the void you always are and always have been what you are. So you were never just really lonely and sad you have always been the saddest and loneliest thing possible instantly.

@Tyler Durden the void is a transition process. Its like the soul healing center where you can pout and cry as much as you need too. Then once your identity has reached null you transition from the void. I entered the void one night after heavy drinking. It felt like you went to sleep and woke up in nothing and was crying and screaming for 24 hours straight with no eyes to cry and no mouth to scream so the pressure of the emotion builds up and builds up then you pass out and wake up again in a void and cry and scream for 24 hours it feels like. Then you pass out and wake up again going through this process 5000 times. Once I was done pouting my identity was null and I was resurrected. Sleep state and waking state become the same and when you are concious its null and when you are sleeping its null and then there is no difference between sleep and awake.

Lemme know when your mom is free.

How responsible have you been during your lifetime maybe being a little irresponsible will be good for you

You do not forget the things you hate. You understand why you hate them and then expose yourself to that reason you found and accept it.

@michaelcycle00 i was replying to op it was directly in his statement

God dosent judge you you judge yourself. If you kill yourself cause you are bored how bored do you think you will be in the void. It can get alot more boring and lonely. We need to transcend our emotions on this life and keep only love in our hearts.

You can do it just nuke your identity that simple