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Only during my awakening did it feel that way. Like god winks at you and is like 'bro I'm right here and have been the entire time looooool'. It does regularly shoot love into my stomach so maybe thats a wink I'm not listening too properly

@puporing must be the polarity to infinite love. its nothing with infinite abandonment feeling. Where everything in the universe has left you and you are all alone with the feeling if sadness loneliness and fear for eternity. I watched a podcast and the guy was saying that souks can take a path of infinite unity or infinite selfishness. The path of infinite selfishness can only get so high before it has to return to find infinite unity within itself. So people who have experienced it must have chosen the path of infinite selfishness and have come back to unify their souls. Its a harder path but the pay offs are much more understanding on why we should unify with God.

@Yimpa Crying wasnt the right word the right word was pout. If they are actually crying because of these comments then i dunno. You are right crying is healing

You are too immature to be a channel, one person disagree with you or question your experience and you start crying. Even if you were you cant handle it.

@SQAAD God dosent second guess its actions it just acts. So you do whatever you want. Its not like human thinking. Try to do a puzzle without self reflecting. Its like a computer that just does gods dont have to second guess themselves or reflect on what they are doing cause it literally dosent matter. Plus you have already created everything look at the universe everything was created instantly. You want a specific solar system its already done instantly. Like @Inliytened1 said building the universe isnt the fun part the fun part is forgetting you are god in living in your creations. Maybe its fun my avatar hasnt entered these states so im half just making shit up half from my experiences. You could probably become another god and experience reality the way you want too. like god becoming a fake god

@SQAAD you already have and you picked this life or your desires picked this life. Imagine being a kid in the dark and you start seeing shit in the dark. Its like a black static of infinite possibility. Infinite movement within darkness with infinite depth and no one to save you from your demented constructions. If you want to have control there you need to control your mind here. A human is a special way God can learn to tame itself. Woahhhh horsey

He just claimed to be the most awake human on eartg. Awakening is massive. The alien he became was one of infinite aliens. There is no end. You just become infinitely more alien and powerful

@SQAAD You will be there but SQAAD wont, you will be god

There are women out there that long to be dominated by a man you can kill two birds with 1 stone. You just gotta find them you just gotta keep yourself in check as wanting power over others is a slippery slope. You could join a gym and start fighting to get rid of some of that. Thats what God is nudging me towards as I have the same want. It is telling me to fight as I have always enjoyed fighting

This whole theory dosent even make sense. Dont do shadow work just feel good. How can someone who dosent know what it means to be blissed out just suddenly feel great for no reason. They are crushed under the ego and cant see or understand what you are saying. But by doing shadow work they can slowly see it. Shadow work is breaking your house of cards from the top down you are telling people they can randomly just push the whole house over while giving no methods besides do it with no explanation on how its done. At least with shadow work you can give them something to work with. And with your theory if you dont do it it means you are stupid and lost in your thoughts. Its not helpful at all. If you are at the end which im not sure, you have survivor ship bias and you cant see it. For me shadow work was something my soul was doing I didnt even know what shadow work was but was doing it anyway.

@OldManCorcoran lol you dont need a dildo to plug dmt, but its good aesthetic and kills two birds with 1 stone

When you are creating universes there is no one there experiencing it.

breath of fire I think I beleive its supposed to simulate fight or flight and doing consciously will break you mentally

@Jowblob i beleive god shows us the void it is teaching us to become the void. The only way to get out of the void is to become it. And likewise for this life the goal is to become a void here its the most powerful force in the universe. I beleive if you can learn to become void of everything you might hit the void and instantly leave if you dont struggle but you dont really have control over whether you will struggle or not in the void. So You have to practice here. Like a parent putting you in time out a child can scream and scream or sit there until the time out is done.

@Holykael its nice until you desperately want to experience anything,something , please god let me experience something I dont want to be alone anymore, ill do anything even be raped even eat shit.

the goal of spirituality is self actualization

If you have ever visited the void you would understand that eating shit is a blessing

The only reason you know you have a self is because you can self reference. If you can't you don't exist. Only humans can self reference on the planet all the other animals are just being they don't know they exist. The thing humans use to self reference is an algorithm and isn't really them and dosent actually exist outside akashic records

I think its kinda the same way scientists tell you you can never actually touch someone. You do touch them but you dont at the same time. The same way souls can not interact with each other directly,but they do only energetically. But I beleive other souls exist as their own infinite selves. Just stare into the pupil of another human for 10 minutes you will feel something.

To an eternal being death is the most creative thing it has come up with

I came up with with a nice analogy for metaphysical and physical thinking tonight Everything you experience in life is in contrast from metaphysical to physical descriptive words are metaphysical by nature concepts as well. When we give a descriptive word to an object we define it metaphysically Shiny(meta) Car (physical) Thick(meta) Woman (physical) Warm(meta) coffee (physical) Sour(meta) grapes (physical) These are descriptive words that don't exist outside your experience. Once all descriptive words are taken from an object they become null literally unnoticeable to your senses and you cant experience them. Now do it with your arm holding the object, now with your chest now your neck now your head. Like non moving air with no wind, you cant even detect it unless you use one of your sense organs (lungs) to inhale this non descriptive substance. And once all physical detections are unnoticeable you cant know if you are experiencing them or not and remain there as a metaphysical possibility. This is the soul a substance that is undetectable unseen but there with infinite metaphysical possibility. The closest thing I can think of to describe it is saran wrap. Invisible except for its creases, which define it reflected by light If you remove all descriptive words except good from your mind you will literally view your experience as 1 thing a good movie screen.

@davecraw Because you dont know what metaphysics is. You are metaphysical being looking through a window into a body. Essentially a ghost in a machine. but the machine isnt real its just there. Where you think your face is is an infinite white light that is turning into things but there are no objects and no people just light. Where you think your head is is actually an infinite void of nothing

If you were dreaming and went on a forum in your dream and asked people a question do you think they actually existed in some other part of your dream world as separate characters? Or are they just imaginary characters in your dream that dont exist. They only exist as text on a website. But there is no text and there is no website because you are dreaming.

You do have a soul and your soul needs to heal someway. The best way on earth to heal is the human body cause god made humans spiritual as fuck we are half ghosts !