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I kinda beleive holykeal because we aren't in control I didn't choose to wake up and it make me happy. It just happened and I didn't choose to be sad I just made myself that way. I don't even know if what I'm doing is me or sim. I just have up but I don't even know if I was in control of giving up. Everytime I see God it feels like a robot. It feels like I'm a sim of God but got is an infinity sim Its like I AM SAD. WHAT IS SADNESS. I AM SADNESS. Then it just is sadness (In robot voice) But there's gotta be a way to understand the sim

Shiva give Ganga to humans so they can see him

only when you are not perceiving is truth and God wants to get away from that so it creates layers and layers and layers so that it can deconstruct them and be okay with it.

@Holykael i asked God what it was and it was an endless loop of logic until I sat there and then God turned itself into my life energies and if you sit there long enough God will turn itself into the solar system and if you sit there long enough God will turn itself into the galaxy and if you sit there it will turn itself into the universe and if you sit there it will turn itself into nothing. But you have to break the logic battle of good and evil and sit there it is hard because you are dealing with Satan the very mechanism in which you think you exist in. You will feel terror and screaming but you must endure God is like a circle its full then you break it into half red and half blue good and evil then these two sides fight with eachother you can squeeze the blue over the red part but you can't completely do it and it will force its way back and consume the blue then only way to beat it is to let it win and stop fighting it Its just a mind game and logic is your enemy You exist because you think there is a blue and a red part but there isnt. Surrender yourself to the red and win. Just don't let it control your body or you have lost it. You already lost but it can get worse if you keep fighting Admit you don't know anything

@Holykael you don't have the preference the only reason you have a preference is because you decided that you liked something over another thing. You can end the sorrow by stop fighting with yourself just let the negative flow out of you. You are not even a human how can you have a preference

@Holykael there is no such thing as good you have eaten from the tree of knowledge between good and bad and that is the key that unlocks satan. Now you have a beast unleashed in your mind and you are thinking its real but its not. I know this because I have too. And I saw satan it is the counter to God. It counters whatever God says and tricks it into thinking its God but its just the counter to what you think. Let's your negative thoughts run and don't fight them let them play out in your mind without resistance. Its schizophrenia and you have let satan trick you into thinking its you God is satan but it dosent have to be.

@Holykael you control whether you listen to them and if they are factual. Maybe you put yourself into suffering but you can leave anytime you want. Just stop listening to your thoughts gods more than that. Just focus on breathing you don't have to think to exist. By saying something is fact you are locking God into that. Gods none of that now but you are putting God there

@Holykael not at one time it is what it is in the moment. You are making it these thoughts in the moment because you have control over it. Everything is here including being happy but you are logic yourself into a trap. When you are sitting here is god genocide? Do you see genocide or experience it? No you are making genocide God when you do this to yourself

Stop using your logic to find God you are making God your logic and your logic is filthy. God dosent have to be that way you are trapping yourself and its going to be to hard to get out. God is only that way because you are making him that way you have never witnessed any of that in reality. Once you stop using God as your logic it has no choice but to become something else.@Holykael

I got so high last night I saw God was lazering my vision. Then I saw God was just just a voice saying, and then God says this and then God does this. I tried to see what God is but there was no answer. It was just a infinite loop of it trying to find itself I see sadhguru saying all these dumb things but there is never an answer and it kept going around just do this, just do this, just sit,all random points that never said what God is. So I sit and wait and the thoughts stopped so God had to turn into something so it turn into the energy in my body cause it has to be something. Then I feel the energy in my body flowing and I'm listening to God. And it sounded like god was a 4 year old kid narrating its own life. Once the narration stops God will take the form of no thought background and imagination. And I saw intelligence it is the back and forth between what you know or think you know about reality and that's how God will lose itself in its story. God will have infinite dimensions to hide itself in and if you can lose your narrative and sit there you can find them God is a meditator inside a meditator inside a meditator inside a meditator with no meditator in sight

God awakens you can change the dream maybe your whole life until awakening is pre planned because you were working around your algorithms. Now you can see your algorithms and change them by doing something different. God gives itself rules that it follows on auto pilot. You become conscious you can see these rules in real time and break them. You just haven't tried because you think you can't break them. But thats what awakening is for to see your algorithms and notice you aren't stuck in one direction. Break your algorithms go do something you are scared of doing.

My fear of non existence came to the conclusion on realization that I dont exist. I knew deep down that if I was going to cease existing at some point that means that I already don't exist,so why am I here besides being tortured for no reason. my fear of not existing was greater than my sadness of existing but it came to a point where I was going to not exist myself because the crushing life I was putting myself under was making death seem better. At least I would only have one not both. but I was under the misconception that I even existed in the first place. How can I not exist if I don't even exist ! Ultra brain blast One second away from this story and ego and I instantly knew. that's why I was putting myself on such a dark time. So I could finish the loop and come to an understanding of overcoming the fear of eternal existence totally my fear of non existence was actually the fear of eternal existence hidden behind satans lies a new birth into infinity

You want to keep them around as they preserve history in a way a video cannot, so governments cant change history. But we are headed that way and that could be what they want

If I get a boner in my dream that gives me a boner out of my dream,does that mean i will get a boner outside the matrix?

If you don't raise your vibration high enough you will become god but you won't leave this planet. Its like a vacuum sucking you in.

@michaelcycle00 do everything for God its farming content

The only thing I've heard is from sadhguru and he said there was a man that was so angry at losing a war he snuck and sliced the throats of 200 children in one night and God cursed him with immortality and hes still around

@Blackhawk isn't playing around with ideas and theories how you find what is true or should you instantly know it. Some of us don't do drugs some of us do alot some of us are just mystical some of us diluted . There is alot of different way we can communicate something that cannot be communicated. Why take the fun out of it. It has to be seen by you only there is no right or wrong way to see it. I don't even know if there is a point in continuing spirituality if I have a kundalini already. If you understand conciousness I don't know if there is any reason too or not. I'm not even sure i had one cause no one will tell me what it is.i could have been initiated by a guru that wasn't even there. The only reason I think this is i went to other dimensions and my soul was doing something and I was just watching what was happening. Like something was navigating me through the other dimensions. And they say you can't enter heaven without a guru because you won't be able to navigate the other dimensions you wont even know where to start you will just sit there like a baby totally in awe of what is going on. But the guru knows how to navigate these dimensions as they are insanely powerful souls.

@michaelcycle00 i spent my entire life worrying about others thoughts then realized it was the dumbest thing I've ever done. All it does is bring you down. Its the most useless thing you can do with your mind

Stop caring what other people feel you are just making up what you think they are feeling. And you have no control over what they feel. You can just be as you are and thats all you can do. The only reason you think you've pissed someone off is cause you are self judging your own actions. You might actually be helping someone by being an asshole to them

@Someone here absolute truth could be there will always be an observer of nothing

@Holykael not for awhile so stop wasting the good times worry about the bad it dosent make sense. If God did this everything would just be bad.

@Blackhawk its infinity bro everything you say is wrong and right simultaneously

Your hand the same as a rock its just 3d object. But spirit attach itself to an object so a rock might be thinking or dreaming. The brain thinking is just an illusion. Nothing in 3d is alive,alive is from spirit and spirit can only be alive cause it is life. The only reason you think your hand is alive is because your spirit is taking it form. Like playing a video game mario isn't alive or thinking but a spirit is making it move and giving it meaning and thinking for it. You can be a spirit and control multiple things at the same time you control your body to control a video game character and that video game character could be playing a video game inside the game and now you control that character. So you could be God controlling the sun thats controlling the earth thats controlling your city thats controlling your house thats controlling you thats controlling a keyboard that controlling your input into a forum. and your input into the forum is controlling what other people say or think on the forum Now imagine if you stopped identifying with anything except spirit, the power