Hojo

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  1. @Recursoinominado i don't think hes grifting. But I wouldn't buy his self help books as he is depressed without knowing it. I think he is in his dark night of the soul
  2. why did he decide to start dressing like a villian from batman
  3. @itsadistraction no it was completely spontaneous after me realizing i cant die. i was an athiest and didnt know anything about spirituality
  4. @itsadistraction I spend all my free time contemplating God. And I have a kundalini that burst my crown chakra open 2-3 years ago and it hasn't closed or calmed down. I have fireworks going through my brain on a daily basis. It feels like a flower is blooming in my head. i also have nde where it felt like i screaming out of that thing for eternity. no screaming tho cause its telepathic it cant make sound but it can make the most sound too when you know god you know you will never be without that thing. and that thing is you
  5. The universe is a concious field you are literally eye to eye with it. Its looking right into your soul second. It will see you giving things to it and it will want to give it back to you. Because it goes by its rules do unto others. It just needs you to do it first cause it doesn't know if you are that kind of person. Rich people know this so they donate alot and get it back. The problem is there is an illusion that you are poorer than them that makes you not want to give what little you have away. This is an illusion and it actually makes you selfish, more selfish than the rich man even if what he is giving means nothing to him. You say they have all the money ! Let them donate! They say gladly and become more rich
  6. There are 2 types of thought. Thoughts you don't think and thoughts you think. You can consciously think about something or you can witness a thought Scream at yourself in your mind really loud so you can distinguish what is the you thought and what is just a random thought. Do this and pay attention to what it is. Thats what you are without thought and language. Pay attention to the feeling of what that is when you do it its like a telepathy that can be loud but makes no noise. With no more thought no more language that is your left over and that is you and everything else is an illusion. But this little thing that you are is infinite To live consciously is to have this thing going all the time
  7. @De Sade they are as real as you are. you are both really just helping god. there is no you without them and if thats the case you would help them cause they are you and you help yourself by helping them. you would do that as god cause why wouldnt you. unless god is hurt by something it did to itself.
  8. @Someone here you dont have a body where your head is is the edge of the universe. you are the universe looking in on itself and it sets its limits at the eye and looks into itself by talking to itself. pretend where the void where your head is is the edge of the universe there is nothing there. then take the light you are the light, and you are the light reflecting off the edge of the universe looking into itself and talking and thinking about itself. then it takes the feelings and realizes they arent outside of itself in a body they are inside of itself.the feeling of your right toe is inside your awareness not in your feet down there its all in one spot where your mind is. what if the edge of the universe and the center of the universe were clashing together for eternity and this clashing created such an intense explosion that it lights the entire field of view of god and thats a frame of your existence, who has a conscious experience at that point? god
  9. @De Sade when you help other you help them, yourself and god cause they are god and so are you
  10. @Razard86 does this mean helping others will make you fall in love with yourself, without question? Is that Jesus' teaching?
  11. fear of surrender, if you focus while tripping your going to go somewhere. thats how you get there the fastest is by sitting there staring at one spot on the wall. the craziest trip i had i sitting on my couch and it felt like i was going to be sucked out of my skull. like my conciousness was wrapped in a plastic bag and the handles were behind my head. my conciousness was like a rock in the bag and i was being pulled out the back by the handles. my rock was too big and wouldnt fit out the hole. I heard a voice in my head say 'hey man you are wearing too many shirts!' and i saw a man in my head wearing 500 tshirts and hes trying to go out of a hole that he needed to be naked to go out of. and the voice said 'focus on this spot on the wall for a second and dont think'. i did for like 2 minutes and i felt all the shirts fly off me instantly and i was outside my body in a realm of light. when you leave your body you are still in the same spot so when you return its just kinda like your body fazes in and fazes out of reality.
  12. @StarStruck yes and you will have to accept that you are going to die and go into a void so theres the problem. Your logic has to die and this will be the struggle. the trick logic uses is that its actually real and alive. but its just an infinite loop of nothing. but it will fight tooth and nail to survive cause you created it. buts its nothing and dosent even exist, cause it will cease to exist and something that can cease to exist means its already dead. once your logic goes...poof you are dead. but something will catch you. something that has never been born ! this thing will either love you so much if you believe in it or just not be there if you dont it will still catch you but you wont have its love cause you dont believe in it
  13. @StarStruck instead of a void think of as skydiving to surrender to the experience is jumping out of the plane. if you are skydiving are you going to punch the instructor in the face instead of jumping? you would look and feel like an absolute coward. you dont fight anyone you just jump and give your life up. to surrender means to put yourself in gods hands and let go of the grip you have on your perception we dont feel it right now but we have an actual grip on reality and we are holding it like a tightly closed fist without knowing how we are doing it similar to your heart beating without you doing it. pretend you are dying right now you can practice and say im going to die now and just let go and can just keep practising and you are in surrender.
  14. It takes practice i cant do it but I've heard you can do it. The problem is identity i think. When you dissapear you literally dissapear if you identify with the body.
  15. In solipsism there are no people its just a voice in your head you are making up is coming from a 3d object that you are making up is alive and conscious. The voice has no meaning its not saying anything but you are pretending to understand it.
  16. call the detectives
  17. What if you had 2 ais and you said make a song to each but they made the exact same song similar to if you take 2 birds they will make the same song without being taught to make the same song.
  18. @Nilsi you can see its a copy because nothing is real. if it was the original we would be able to see it as real. Therefore it's a copy and we can see its a copy by the fact that we can see its not real. Its a holographic copy of the original universe
  19. i think there is a specific left brain human knowing and a fundamental knowing like throughout creatures. im not sure if animals think or are automatic but we will say and ant might be automatic as human knowledge i can name the ant decribe how it acts and know what its going to do through my special language but if that part of me were to instantly dissapear along with all my concepts if i probably wouldnt know anything at that point and be confused, i might be so fucked i die from losing this. maybe an ant dosent have this part it can know things without thinking about them ie.building a ant hill, looking for food. but has actions specifically needed to be known to be an ant which is absolutely nothing in the universe except to that specific life form. so i think the universe does know what it needs to know to survive by default. maybe a fish is better to think about instead of ant. Ants build bridges and stuff
  20. Since space is infinite theoretically we could shrink your body down to ant size. Do you think it would effect your intelligence?
  21. I think the more you are in your character the dizzier you can while spinning. If you are meditative and spinning it gives you something to focus on but you won't get dizzy. I remeber when I was a kid I could spin and spin forever then as I grew up and got more into my character I couldn't spin anymore withough feeling sick. Now I am more meditative and I try it and I didn't get dizzy. I think cause you focus more on the entire picture rather than your individual body spinning
  22. @OBEler here is another one
  23. @Princess Arabia that is good then. I'm not trying to undermine your feeling it is just very important that you know without logic. It is that Waking up as God is very important and special and can be a trap to do it logically and not experiencially. Without knowing it experiencially you could lose consciousness when you die and lose all and logic and self instead of being awake on death. If you know you are conciousness you can hold onto it on death and not die its the only thing that is consistent so its important to identify yourself with it and only it.