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The second i become conscious in the morning my brain starts thinking about sex. I had terrible death anxiety and the only way I found I could stop it to sleep was to think about having sex. I would do this as sort of a pillow to put myself gently to sleep without getting scared of non existence. Now I can not think and be okay with non existence but my mind is still in a overly sexual state that I need to work on changing.

the media created andrew tate. they talk about him for 3 years non stop. they want him messing with the children. how long can you talk about a pimp.

you do reincarnate, you are calling yourself the ego and saying you dont exist without the ego but you do exist.

@cetusa dick with no hole becomes a limb. the semen is the soul what do you think its like to be a rock? is it just a chatroom of the earth? or is it solidified conciousness, those who have beaten the game sitting there holding it together

@cetus yea I liked the donut part. The symbol of gods want to end the universe and gods love for it as well. One part of God hates this place and wants to live in infinite love the other sees the beauty in everything and loves everything. you cannot convince the part of you that loves everything to not love everything, so you have to join it turn into it and then destroy yourself and live in infinite love and surrender forever

@cetus when i had my first ego death i grieved for the death of myself for like 3 months, i only half came back. it felt like gods love nuked me so hard and god was grieving its beautiful baby

@Princess Arabia they actually give you a glimpse of what its like to be God. Never question anything a bear could attack you one second in a dream and the next you completely forgot about it. You never question your identity in dreams and are constantly in the moment. They show us how to live in reality

@Princess Arabia dreams are very important they give you clues. The problem is dreams are so intelligent they are smarter than you in waking state so you don't understand them most of the time especially when you are a child you have no idea what anything is. A good thing to do is look back on dreams you remember from a child. You remember them for a reason and hold onto them subconsciously they are important pieces of the puzzle.

When I was a kid I used to dream that I would leave my channel and go to other channels and watch people in their reality. In these dreams I was a machine like in the matrix looking into TV sets. When you leave your TV set all information about that specific TV set is gone and you move around without thinking like machine would do. Then you go to another TV set and you can witness everything that TV set is thinking and doing. I didn't know what I meant until later on but I had several of them but in different ways. Like one I was a machine and I physically moved to another TV set and in another I was able to go to different TV sets by simply changing the channel on the TV set im in. The end of these dreams I would just think oh I need to get back to my channel now and then go back Kinda like the persona videos games. But this was before persona or the matrix.

I hear sadhguru say that waiting is meditation. When you meditate you should just sit there and wait and thats what meditation is. Not to wait for anything specifically but to get in the mindset that you are waiting when meditating. He said if you sit somewhere with a focus on waiting something will happen. But not to sit anticipating something will happen but just to sit and wait for a prolonged period of time. God might pick up that you are waiting for something and make something happen that you were waiting for.

@Luca001 ty I have heard the album i drew it a year ago while listening to it haha. Its pretty good

@jdc7733 you are looking into a tiny speck of light the size of an atom but God can zoom in so far it can appear to surround it and appear as reality . The act making the tiny atom sized light surround your experience is the probe.

I think its like a check point where God goes back to change something. All gods plans is baked into existence so its checkpoints it wants to go back to are already part of the original experience in a weird way.

A light appears in the void. God focus on the light it gets bigger and bigger it looks like its looking down a long tube and there is light at the end. It reaches the end and its at the light now its going to put its metaphorical face inside the light. Its a human now. But there is no tube it just looks like there is a tube or probe God dosent move anywhere. Its just looking at a far away light but God has infinite zoom potential . God zoom in on a dot of light and you are there living in it

100 percent aliens created a new species on this planet called humans and they can watch the humans life out of their eyes or live in the human body. Earth is like a playpen for them and human are the toys. You probably are one

@Tudo everything you hate about a human you hate about a certain animal. We are just a combo of all animals. So hate humans hate the earth

Relatively you and individuals exist Absolutely you and individuals are one thing It is all your mind but your mind is seperated from your absolute mind. You are god and God went into or created a machine around itself now its outside and inside the machine at the same time and its in all other machines too you are just a piece of God inside a specific machine and all the machine is is a measurement tool to measure the universe relatively instead of absolutely. When you leave the machine all you do it loose all your self measurement capabilaties

gods pee

first time it was the funniest thing thats ever happened to me second time it felt like taking off a tshirt

@Recursoinominado if the university just let him be a teacher he wouldnt be in this position. Of course he wants to thrive off the tears of his enemy. Anyone would want to rub it in the faces of the people that tried to destroy them. that by trying to cancel him it only made him bigger and louder I don't think that nessasarily means he dosent beleive in what hes saying or doing it just pushes him further in the opposite direction because that is what is giving him pay offs therefore making him right. To him God is telling him he is doing good and giving him riches for doing it.

@Recursoinominado i don't think hes grifting. But I wouldn't buy his self help books as he is depressed without knowing it. I think he is in his dark night of the soul

why did he decide to start dressing like a villian from batman

@itsadistraction no it was completely spontaneous after me realizing i cant die. i was an athiest and didnt know anything about spirituality

@itsadistraction I spend all my free time contemplating God. And I have a kundalini that burst my crown chakra open 2-3 years ago and it hasn't closed or calmed down. I have fireworks going through my brain on a daily basis. It feels like a flower is blooming in my head. i also have nde where it felt like i screaming out of that thing for eternity. no screaming tho cause its telepathic it cant make sound but it can make the most sound too when you know god you know you will never be without that thing. and that thing is you

The universe is a concious field you are literally eye to eye with it. Its looking right into your soul second. It will see you giving things to it and it will want to give it back to you. Because it goes by its rules do unto others. It just needs you to do it first cause it doesn't know if you are that kind of person. Rich people know this so they donate alot and get it back. The problem is there is an illusion that you are poorer than them that makes you not want to give what little you have away. This is an illusion and it actually makes you selfish, more selfish than the rich man even if what he is giving means nothing to him. You say they have all the money ! Let them donate! They say gladly and become more rich