Hojo

am I getting the self reference problem right where as no word means anything because it itself means nothing unless self referenced to something. So If I say the word Chicken the word chicken in itself means absolutely nothing. By saying any one word we are actually saying what it is not and that creates a void in the mind where the word actually sits as a symbol. by not self referencing all language is completely meaningless and every word we focus on literally means nothing. If I were to say The chicken wing is spicy in reality Im actually saying the nothing nothing is nothing.

It does not matter if you feel that you can do it now you must prepare for it because on death you will be given a choice to exist as something you cannot accept about reality or unify with the god head and not exist at all. God will make you feel the fear of all things and the love of all things and when you can come to acceptance with what it gives you beyond any human can you will transcend

If you have experienced the void and felt nothingness you have to recognize that you were there experiencing the nothingness yourself as that nothingness and tiny tiny voice and not the body.