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@Holykael not at one time it is what it is in the moment. You are making it these thoughts in the moment because you have control over it. Everything is here including being happy but you are logic yourself into a trap. When you are sitting here is god genocide? Do you see genocide or experience it? No you are making genocide God when you do this to yourself

Stop using your logic to find God you are making God your logic and your logic is filthy. God dosent have to be that way you are trapping yourself and its going to be to hard to get out. God is only that way because you are making him that way you have never witnessed any of that in reality. Once you stop using God as your logic it has no choice but to become something else.@Holykael

I got so high last night I saw God was lazering my vision. Then I saw God was just just a voice saying, and then God says this and then God does this. I tried to see what God is but there was no answer. It was just a infinite loop of it trying to find itself I see sadhguru saying all these dumb things but there is never an answer and it kept going around just do this, just do this, just sit,all random points that never said what God is. So I sit and wait and the thoughts stopped so God had to turn into something so it turn into the energy in my body cause it has to be something. Then I feel the energy in my body flowing and I'm listening to God. And it sounded like god was a 4 year old kid narrating its own life. Once the narration stops God will take the form of no thought background and imagination. And I saw intelligence it is the back and forth between what you know or think you know about reality and that's how God will lose itself in its story. God will have infinite dimensions to hide itself in and if you can lose your narrative and sit there you can find them God is a meditator inside a meditator inside a meditator inside a meditator with no meditator in sight

God awakens you can change the dream maybe your whole life until awakening is pre planned because you were working around your algorithms. Now you can see your algorithms and change them by doing something different. God gives itself rules that it follows on auto pilot. You become conscious you can see these rules in real time and break them. You just haven't tried because you think you can't break them. But thats what awakening is for to see your algorithms and notice you aren't stuck in one direction. Break your algorithms go do something you are scared of doing.

My fear of non existence came to the conclusion on realization that I dont exist. I knew deep down that if I was going to cease existing at some point that means that I already don't exist,so why am I here besides being tortured for no reason. my fear of not existing was greater than my sadness of existing but it came to a point where I was going to not exist myself because the crushing life I was putting myself under was making death seem better. At least I would only have one not both. but I was under the misconception that I even existed in the first place. How can I not exist if I don't even exist ! Ultra brain blast One second away from this story and ego and I instantly knew. that's why I was putting myself on such a dark time. So I could finish the loop and come to an understanding of overcoming the fear of eternal existence totally my fear of non existence was actually the fear of eternal existence hidden behind satans lies a new birth into infinity

You want to keep them around as they preserve history in a way a video cannot, so governments cant change history. But we are headed that way and that could be what they want

If I get a boner in my dream that gives me a boner out of my dream,does that mean i will get a boner outside the matrix?

If you don't raise your vibration high enough you will become god but you won't leave this planet. Its like a vacuum sucking you in.

@michaelcycle00 do everything for God its farming content

The only thing I've heard is from sadhguru and he said there was a man that was so angry at losing a war he snuck and sliced the throats of 200 children in one night and God cursed him with immortality and hes still around

@Blackhawk isn't playing around with ideas and theories how you find what is true or should you instantly know it. Some of us don't do drugs some of us do alot some of us are just mystical some of us diluted . There is alot of different way we can communicate something that cannot be communicated. Why take the fun out of it. It has to be seen by you only there is no right or wrong way to see it. I don't even know if there is a point in continuing spirituality if I have a kundalini already. If you understand conciousness I don't know if there is any reason too or not. I'm not even sure i had one cause no one will tell me what it is.i could have been initiated by a guru that wasn't even there. The only reason I think this is i went to other dimensions and my soul was doing something and I was just watching what was happening. Like something was navigating me through the other dimensions. And they say you can't enter heaven without a guru because you won't be able to navigate the other dimensions you wont even know where to start you will just sit there like a baby totally in awe of what is going on. But the guru knows how to navigate these dimensions as they are insanely powerful souls.

@michaelcycle00 i spent my entire life worrying about others thoughts then realized it was the dumbest thing I've ever done. All it does is bring you down. Its the most useless thing you can do with your mind

Stop caring what other people feel you are just making up what you think they are feeling. And you have no control over what they feel. You can just be as you are and thats all you can do. The only reason you think you've pissed someone off is cause you are self judging your own actions. You might actually be helping someone by being an asshole to them

@Someone here absolute truth could be there will always be an observer of nothing

@Holykael not for awhile so stop wasting the good times worry about the bad it dosent make sense. If God did this everything would just be bad.

@Blackhawk its infinity bro everything you say is wrong and right simultaneously

Your hand the same as a rock its just 3d object. But spirit attach itself to an object so a rock might be thinking or dreaming. The brain thinking is just an illusion. Nothing in 3d is alive,alive is from spirit and spirit can only be alive cause it is life. The only reason you think your hand is alive is because your spirit is taking it form. Like playing a video game mario isn't alive or thinking but a spirit is making it move and giving it meaning and thinking for it. You can be a spirit and control multiple things at the same time you control your body to control a video game character and that video game character could be playing a video game inside the game and now you control that character. So you could be God controlling the sun thats controlling the earth thats controlling your city thats controlling your house thats controlling you thats controlling a keyboard that controlling your input into a forum. and your input into the forum is controlling what other people say or think on the forum Now imagine if you stopped identifying with anything except spirit, the power

After seeing the direct quote from Leo and seeing it was in the quran I decided to open up the book to a random page and read and saw it talking about And behold, We said to the angels: “Bow down to Adam” and they bowed down. Not so Iblis (Satan): he refused and was haughty: he was of those who reject Faith. (2: 34) If we can consider satan fear it should be possible to control reality via fear if you know how to control your emotions. And the quote 'what you fear you create' stands true from my life experience. Fear could be the way reality creates. The only thing I feared was death God gave it to me then woke me up and I remained in fear until God released me from my fear of death. Maybe fear is important for reality as if you fear nothing you stagnate as reality dosent know what to create for you. So satan refuses to work with you you should be able to counter intuitively work with it to get what you want. I will focus my fear on hot goth woman smothering my face with her titties and report back with my finding. My only problem is now that my fear of death is taken from me I don't really know how to fear. It feels like fear was taken from me as well but I will try. Why do you think gay men are surrounded by woman. Cause they are scared of vagina Ie. fear what you want not what you don't want.

@Yimpa I noticed something while I was focusing my fear on not being smothered by titties, it let me be open to gods word. I was just talking without thinking about it. and it didn't matter cause I was focusing my fear/love on not being smothering by titties not that was I was saying was wrong or weird. Cause at that point I dont care. Im scared/love being smothered by titties. In turn that will be the consequence because when you let gods word flow you will be granted by satan. It felt like im watching myself speak, the reactions dont matter cause they become gods word I became way more open.

@Yimpa my true self

@Yimpa I was totally fear now i am totally love, I just have to start disagreeing with god. In the right way of course. Fear what you want not what you dont want l)

@Yimpa No i just realized my fear turned into love. Its the same thing one is with god, it just means i have to feel myself out of what god gives me. Cause I have been grateful with what god gave me but I have to fight myself out of what god is giving me in a sense to create something for myself.

By trying to go alien consciousness you will miss something important here. There are levels to the game and they are infinite but being alien consciousness wont help you reach that level. Leo might have reached it but I dont think its important thats like level 2 shit. Here in level 1 it is useless because you gotta work on the other stuff first. Its infinite but organized which is insane to think about. There are other screens out there doing unimaginable things just in the 3rd dimension but they learned the lessons through self exploration. its the greatest gift you can imagine. Infinite exploration but it has levels to it to grow. Life is like an infinite game but the rewards actually have legitimate meaning and value. And nothing can top that or get rid of it its in you once you know. I would say if you arent ready to let loose its cause you are missing something before doing it. like a key somewhere look for that not the way out. And look for it in your day to day dream. I too felt like I was being sucked out of my head on mushroom and something was pulling on my cords and i shrunk my consciousness down to naked but something was still blocking me. I tell my spirit guides or whoever the fuck is doing it, I dont know what to do I cant go any smaller, it is like a locked door. I think the key might be being your true self in the dream of reality. If you are constantly in flow state by being yourself the door will just unlock itself. This includes being an asshole when you want, not doing what you dont want. god wants to know the true you before he lets you go. but he cant unless you are it cause then he will see you in your true form and thats what it loves the most, you will be bursting with gods love all the time if you can let go of self limitation You can tell you are doing it right if you literally are crying everyday cause god is seeing you come out of your shell and it is so proud of you. But its harder than that because you literally have to dissect every part of you that you have demonized in the past. Too understand the insanity of god infinite animals on an infinite planet doing infinite things with infinite personality infinite material to do it with. Infinite story and character, infinite pain infinite sorrow infinite happiness infinite depression and sadness. Infinity variety, and all this just on level 1. Totally constructed totally in balance totally ordered, from infinite chaos. And it all has its purpose doing something, its unbelievable. The Earth can go from nature to in control of robots in 200 years thats the infinite variety of just Earth. Both are natural to Earth just different nature. Leo used to say it was solipsism but changed to absolute solipsism there is something going on here, inside you is infinite and outside you is infinite. Yes tripping gets you to inside infinite but there is still outside infinite to explore and you and all other infinite gods are there playing a massive game together in outside infinity. He found out he is god but there is more to that I think anyway, he is god but god did something very very special. There is something outside of god and its reality and it holds the key to your self How to change paradigm? Praise god

@Sempiternity it was a joke however what your response means is nothing, gay men are surrounded by women cause 50 percent of the population is women makes no sense and its not even a comparison.The shit you guys say sometimes.