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There is one dmtworld i was on the discord but it was just a bunch of crackhead with a few concious people

@Osaid i just thought about how you would describe a colour and there is no way. The colour red is god

It cannot be spoken not because there aren't words for it but because it cannot be experienced by language language and logic stop you from experiencing it literally. Its not a thing its an experience of being. You have to turn all logic and language off to experience it. Your conciousness is constantly focused on words and understanding you need to turn these off and your conciousness will have to turn to something else because it can't be nothing. Your logic will say if I stop using my logic I'm going to dissapear and you will dissapear and you won't be able to tell anyone or ask anyone about the experience. Then you will see you aren't a human you are an energy field

The source can only go forward and it can only talk about itself and critique itself when it is not the source thats what the red lines are for one goes out and cannot go back until it stops pinging itself back and forth in the mind.

the creator sends information to you and you send it back but there no stopping the loop of life unless you stop sending information to yourself. by ignoring all information you send to yourself. putting yourself in situations you find scary cause thats just information you are sending yourself(being scared).being open and honest cause this is all thats happening. being mindful and alert your brain is not broken and will store all information its alert of you dont need to think of it. I really love leos analogy of standing on a cliff at all times and to be open to god at all times cause you wont jump its just your mind that jumps

@Loveeee no one time I entered a state where there was a see through cube in my vision it looked like minecraft and I felt like I could make anything appear but I couldn't do it I just had the idea that I could

there is a probably a 2 percent chance that you would make back enough to pay back the loan fast enough if at all. You would somehow need to make alot of traction instantly, like a million views on your first video and i dont even know if you would get money for that or not.

it is a good insight. confusion is kind of what ego death is like like im going to forget everything I know and become very confused. confusion is when you are trying to understand something but cant. you are right that to stop confusion would be to stop trying to understand anything so in a way how to stop being confused is to stop doing it to yourself

@Princess Arabia direct quote 'only listen to what I have to say and don't respond to it. If you say something else than what I say its completely pointless.

@Razard86 the only reason you know is cause you came out of it. If you didn't come out there is nothing to compare it too. The only reason you knew you had a dream is cause you come out of the dream and say I was dreaming. Similar to the godhead the only way you can know you were in godhead is if you come out of godhead and say I was just there.

@Princess Arabia its just a void with you in it but you can't ask yourself if you are there so you don't even know you exist. The godhead is just you in a void of nothing existing Do what you want

@Princess Arabia you can say anything about the godhead and the godhead isn't that. Its not even energy. Its nothing

@jdc7733 God is schizophrenic so whats the big deal. The only thing you have to worry about is not knowing what you are and what you arent

@nuwu stop making up stories about what its like because they are just stories you are making up. Nothing you can think will be it thats how you stop being scared. What you think God is it instantly isn't so stop thinking and find it

God is a homeless crack head puking on the side of the road after a night of heavy drinking. We need to ask why would an infinite being do this to itself why am I doing this to myself. Well you can't know unless you some diving into the dream itself. You can have dreams at night and think why am I dreaming this right now or why did I dream that. You are the one doing it but you don't know why unless you do some introspection into the character

there are infinite realms a city street is a realm. A realm is defined by state of mind.

you need to abandon all logic. you arent logic you are consciousness you are literally an anti logic being. you need to shatter your experience as an individual in a universe and experience yourself as a character in consciousness as consciousness . Who are you as an invisible person? Who is that invisible thing thats just there? Live life with no regret god gives you infinite right to explore yourself. But you are not entitled to the outcomes of your actions. Which means the consequences to life are infinite. You define morals by who you are How do I become the light? I am the black hole of life, I love life. I stop all nonsense and I love what is here and vibrate to the size of god by studying philosophy and meta phycis you find god. You realize that you arent in your experience you are only your arms hands torso feet legs and nose, im not my brain cause i cant control my thoughts. you can find god through logic you just have to find it and understand it. Its how I understood god. God is literally the thing that you are when you dream its your fps of view and you are dreaming now. IRL is a dream

I was looking at old comments in a discord I saw this realistic looking motor sport video game. As I was watching i went into a trance watching and thought of an idea of turning my head away from the video for a couple minutes and thinking about someone telling me of a loved ones death and this is their dashcam and that they were showing me. Or that this was my own dashcam. When I turn back I can get a feeling of energy within myself for a second. I think whoa slow down or this is beautiful. To have focus on reality means to be engaged metaphysically. If you understand what I am saying by this feeling means to me metaphysically on all the time. You need to feel on all the time. Your life could change in an instant and you need to be absolutely focused on the now even while doing meaningless activity. People do this kind of stuff to get that feeling now you can train without putting your life at risk.

The second i become conscious in the morning my brain starts thinking about sex. I had terrible death anxiety and the only way I found I could stop it to sleep was to think about having sex. I would do this as sort of a pillow to put myself gently to sleep without getting scared of non existence. Now I can not think and be okay with non existence but my mind is still in a overly sexual state that I need to work on changing.

the media created andrew tate. they talk about him for 3 years non stop. they want him messing with the children. how long can you talk about a pimp.

you do reincarnate, you are calling yourself the ego and saying you dont exist without the ego but you do exist.

@cetusa dick with no hole becomes a limb. the semen is the soul what do you think its like to be a rock? is it just a chatroom of the earth? or is it solidified conciousness, those who have beaten the game sitting there holding it together

@cetus yea I liked the donut part. The symbol of gods want to end the universe and gods love for it as well. One part of God hates this place and wants to live in infinite love the other sees the beauty in everything and loves everything. you cannot convince the part of you that loves everything to not love everything, so you have to join it turn into it and then destroy yourself and live in infinite love and surrender forever

@cetus when i had my first ego death i grieved for the death of myself for like 3 months, i only half came back. it felt like gods love nuked me so hard and god was grieving its beautiful baby

@Princess Arabia they actually give you a glimpse of what its like to be God. Never question anything a bear could attack you one second in a dream and the next you completely forgot about it. You never question your identity in dreams and are constantly in the moment. They show us how to live in reality