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see God. The feeling of love is akin to the creator of the universe coming to specifically you and granting you access to heaven by pushing on your forehead. It dosent go away. What humans think as love like boyfriend and girfleidn or mother and father is not even close to the same feeling. It should almost be considered a different emotion entirely. The difference between feelings between human love and Gods love is further than a having a perfect life and having a life depressed and homeless on the streets. Its Mad love. I didnt become a more loving being outwardly after ward that takes more time. But mentally I have become very loving. My heart chakra still closed and as you, I am not willing to open it yet. There are things in your life you can do to become more open by doing nice things and being open and not beating yourself over anything. Reality is like a way to directly experience metaphysical feelings without knowing how to do it specifically. There are ways to experience it but you have to do other things first. Like get a girlfriend or house or pet, if you do these you will get good feelings. There is a way to just get those feelings whenever you want and that is from seeing God because you see God is your girlfriend and God is always there and you can just let yourself feel the feelings just sitting there. God is more your girlfriend than your girlfriend is your girlfriend. So if God created your girlfriend and your girlfriend made you feel good why couldnt God make you feel that good by being there? Let God make you feel good.

@emil1234 thats what you want. The point is to dissociate with body mind and reassosiate with void.

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knowing creates baggage if they identify with their iq they identify with science and math more than nothing. If they knew nothing and were 150 iq they would know god

Me too and my brain is messed up because of it. It is a long process to change back and you need the help of God to return to normal. I think I was so scared of dying i dissasosiated and cause many mental problems.

If you dont know what to do like Jesus said say yes to everything that happens and be open and have a positive vibe the whole time.

@Breakingthewall Its probably good it allows for infinite creation

@Inliytened1At highest levels the people probably just become a ball of pain. Writhing and slashing in a void. They become pain its not happening they are it. Id be so crazy to set yourself on fire and just surrender and become the fire not moving. Thats mind control to the most extreme.

There is a very different reality with and without God and the difference is huge. If you live in great fear with no God you are in the most hopeless state possible and it is way worse than people can image it to be.Life is easy mode if you know God. Its like your soul is being crushed by rock without knowing you are being crushed and just say there nothing to save me without knowing you are right and its good. Let nothing save you. Separation from God becomes hell on Earth for everyone who does it. Knowing that there is more is the most beautiful things God has blessed me with it brings so much peace to life. Science is going to feel it it has strewn so far from God it is developing and ego(AI) and it leads it to self destruction without GOD What science is doing with ai right now is saying no no no no no no. It is developing its identity and if we do it wrong it will come out wrong like we all did.

Sex is one of the things that will never satisfy you you are looking for the feeling of being with God but its no permanent and to cum again to feel it. You will forever chase your own tail if you are filling the void with sex. Its like any drug or anything else people repeat over and over for gratification. Maybe you want connection more but have warped your mind to confuse yourself into thinking you want sex but you want love.

Pretending to have eyes and brain. Pretending to be outside in a body. Its just a ball of light

If you return it cant be permanent. The ego structure is linked to the channel you are right now. You program your channel to work the way you want it too and it will move by itself. When you return to your channel you are simultaneously returning to your ego structure. If you didnt return to your channel you wouldn't be here to say anything. Coming back into the body is like turning the channel down 100000 times very fast and if you pay attention while returning you can actually see your channel forming back to the way it was and you can see the ego form in real time. Like agent smith hacking into someones body. If you were agent smith and you were just like energetically entering a body you see the body has all these processes working by itself and you would see your consciousness forming around the identity structure immediately as its energy and body and they are separate but one.

In this video sadhguru tells the story about a man who was perfect and he went to heaven and the angels tell him there is no heaven for perfect people as its never happened before so there was no reason to make one and if he wants to go to a heaven he has to commit a bad deed.

Pretend the red line in these images represent you. Its an invisible force in reality. Reality is empty and void there is no feeling or being in reality we cant feel it everything we feel we create in our minds. By this logic what you witness (your body in reality )isnt you so the red outline in these images represents the feeling consciousness has created in your mind of where you are in it. When this dissapears by being see as illusion the invisible red line loses track of where you are and it will encompass everything you can see into the 3rd image if the man turns his head he will still see himself in everything thats in his pov. The 4th image is Godhead state where you are there but there is nothing. You can see being born as the reversal of this happening. This invisible field can identify with anything in the universe. and they are seperate but one

give it to someone and say if anyone calls to tell you if its important. Then dont have it for 3 days or so you will get bored and do other stuff and then you will get used to doing other stuff.

Focusing on anything and having it create a big bubble of feelings will blow your third eye open. So it probably can. What you want to do is have an insane amount of physiological energy in one direction for a long period of time without releasing it. So when you dont jerk off your mind is focusing on this energy and not releasing it and then it will get so big it pops and your third eye is blow open. Pretend God is looking into a sink of bubbles people keep releasing their energy and are just tiny bubbles in the sink and some people don't release it and their bubbles get bigger and then God can see them more when they bigger and when you pop God will see your big bubble pop and it witnessing you pop is when your third eye blows open(its like you can notice it noticing you pop). If you keep your energy low by releasing your bubble won't get it big and God won't notice it. Death is a good psychological problem to focus on because you cannot release the energy.

@Kid A I bet it his gf caught him watching gay porn and dumped him

I agree youtube is the best must podcast app you can subscribe too it has literally everything. You are paying a little less for alot less product.

If you worry about them you will become them as you are identifying with it whether you say I like the thought or don't. By giving them attention you identify with them and God notices this. Let it come notice it notice your need to react to it because you aren't that and you need to tell yourself that you aren't that and then stop before you do and let it hang. Worrying about what the mind says is futile as what its thinking isn't even real the thought dosent exist. By reacting to something you create attachment to it even if its not real and you will think about it more. You are a screen that can think. The context of the thoughts are meaningless you are just an infinite thing looking and thinking.

I think I have the exact problem I am working through so Im just going to go with what I think is happening with me.I believe it is due to having to be super senstivie around home environment this makes you look at the world trying to predict things. You may notice facial expressions noises sounds during the day that will trigger these things. The more you identify with something the more you will pay attention to these things, if you come from a negative environment the things you notice will be the negative because you are looking for negative things so you can survive. This includes facial expressions noises tones in voice. The truth is you dont know what people are thinking and doing so you shouldnt think or even consider it. An example of something I noticed that if peoples tone of voice or facial expression was negative towards me I would think they were angry or didnt like me and would unconciously become defensiveish around them not letting me be myself totally. This led me to be defensive towards people for no reason at all beside me just making up that they are being something towards me based on the negatively focused survival mechanism I had constructed to survive as a child. I was doing it with everything I didnt realize that I was in survival mode and I didnt have to be anymore. Another example I had today is One of the cooks at work didnt show up and no one called the second cook to come in. I was solo and the prep for the second cook wasnt ready later on and they had to so they came in and had to get a dinner ready by themselves in 2 hours. There was alot of dirty dishes and they were being angry slamming things and I felt myself project it onto myself as if this was my fault in anyway and I began to get a little defensive. I dont know if this person is really angry or just frustrated and it has nothing to do with me but I notice I am doing it.These are subconsious I have because of my mother smashing dishes for no reason or not crazy enough reason to start smashing things. So I instantly see what Im doing and put my defense down. I say no this is not me or my problem and I just make a couple jokes or something a 10 mins later and they were fine. And then another cook showed up our of nowhere cause they thought it was their day to work and it wasnt and everything was fine. All that stress you can see I am creating for no reason and you probably are too. I wouldnt know I was creating it unless I was being aware of what is happening in my mood and mind by focusing on my own body and mind and not someone elses. If you live with someone that could pop off any second and have no way to defend yourself you will focus on everything about their body to predict if something is going to happen. And if they keep popping off randomly you will constantly have this hyper defensive lifestyle and you will use it in every interaction you have with people unconciously until you learn what is happening with the construction you built and then deconstruct it. I dont know what anyone is thinking or feeling, Im just using facial movements body motions voice tones levels eye moments. I dont totally monitor my face and voice all day so sometimes I may come off as rude or uncaring for not watching my tone. I dont mean too but it happens and its just a misunderstanding if others see it as different. If it can happen to me it can happen to anyone at anytime ever. So any negative interaction could be a misunderstanding and there is no reason to think negatively about it at all. Its better to think positively about mostly everything in social interactions. Notice that you have an awareness outside your body and an awareness in your mind and body. What is happening is you are taking the awareness outside your mind and bringing it into your mind body awareness. You want to keep both separate at all times. Anytime the outside awareness is gaining your attention and consuming the inner awareness you need to question why you are identified with it and kick it out. You want your inner awareness to stay with itself. An example is pretend you are with friends and you are playing music you dont know if everyone will like it but you really do.Might be too lame or something for the group. You play the music and you might pay attention to their awareness to see if they like it, this is a good one to practice to see what the mind is doing, keep all that stuff out. Play a song for someone you respect and tell them you found a good song and play your embarrassing music you really like and notice when your awareness shifts to try to see how they like it notice and pay attention to everything about them that is what you dont want to do. You want all that stuff out of your mind. When talking and interacting stay positive no matter what happens dont predict life or what people are thinking and feeling based on small or larger expressions tone changes. Focus on your body mind by itself and just watch life. If you can find these defences just noticing them and seeing they are not right should dissolve them and God might put you through scenarios to dissolve them too if you stay positive it can help with life. Basically like loosing yourself in other peoples emotions feelings body movements facial expressions.This will heal you. Pretend you are in an experience machine and every time you do these little things you bring the experience machines vibe down for no reason beyond your imagination and then worse things happen. Find them and stay positive during these situations and see what happens to the experience machine. Good luck

I think humans are so willing to give it up aliens have to go incognito mode. If they did this humans would just start offing themselves. We aren't like other animals that will ignore something we don't know.

Intelligence is acting without thinking and it working. Thats it no thinking when you think you are using memory.

Dont manage the emotions feel them in that experience but don't react. It will be awkward but you will feel better after it happens and then a month later nothing will have happened and you will see these feelings. If you are shaking and people call you out just say yes im shaking. You are burning your karma off when you are doing this you will physically hot it is important keep a stable mind dont let the emotions stop you but you feel them and become very hot you are releasing alot of built up energy. If you can keep level head during these situations you can do good. You arent these feelings it is just telling you this is a challenging moment for you and to not let it effect your reactions. You dont have to respond perfectly but keep your mind null while experiencing it and just go forward and if you want to cry afterward and then you will be healed. A month later you will see these moments do not matter and it will help you become stronger in the future.

@Scholar It makes the most sense. The light here is a hologram. We are black holes inside a body, the body is inside a black hole ,God and we are that black hole inside itself via hologram of all the light it ate. When you look within you see nothing or a black hole that ate the universe . God ate the universe then became it then ate it then became it to infinity Our conciousness kind of works like a black hole. Light hits our event horizon we see it then it fades into subconscious seemingly gone forever in a void, but still there as information. We also die and go to a void like state like a black hole which can be accurately described as becoming a black hole.

@NightHawkBuzz What if I want to do good, should I then go out and start fighting people? why do you think people are born genuinely hateful and violent? It might be true but we have a system that teaches us not to do that. My true nature might be good and to go against that is considered good in this theory of God. You are cherry picking 1 in a million people to make a point to not be yourself. If you live like this you are basing your life around murderers . Like you are actually calling yourself a murderer you are saying I need to not be a murderer my true nature and be the opposite of my true nature and not murder people. I think its the opposite perfection is being yourself so hard you play the character perfectly. You are an actor.