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@Dodo i view Christianity to be the dark side. Virtue signaling is worse than telling it like it is imo. 99 percent of Christians are Virtue signaling that they follow Jesus and don't actually do the work intended.

This happened to me after I drink 27 beers in one night. Reality started repeating the same 5 second countless times. I remeber looking at a girl I was seeing she asked me are you ok? I say no and turn to the garbage and vomit then reality looped back and the girl looks at me asks are you ok? I say no and turn to the garbage and green out over and over. When this happens after the 1000th time conciousness sees itself and sees what's happening and freaks out. I don't really know how you could know if you are okay with it until its happening. After the 5 second loop I looped to next 5 seconds where I am puking and I am going down my throat like im in the matrix infinite times.Then I'm in a void of nothing freaking out. Experiencing pure abandonment.

Its like god has been looking directly at your eyes your whole life and then suddenly moves after not moving for your entire life. And you are able to see what it is when it moves. Its when you see conciousness for what it is and you see the same conciousness you have is the same conciousness the entire universe has. It dosent move but it shifts and you can see it shift. Like god says to you boo! I'm right here! Another time was like my vision was being carved with a lazer beam and light went weird colored and it looked like a long row of file folders were on the bottom of my vision and I was just pulling frames of existence very fast from these folders.

@Sugarcoat i saw it on drugs its like a doom character screen. A head constantly being held to know what your face is doing at any time. You have an idea of what you look like in your mind from mirror or pictures and you create a 3d model in your mind and hold it there to keep track of what your face is doing at any moment. But you don't even have a face

Your breathe is your closest connection to God. Focus on your closest connection to God and be in the moment.

@zurewMaybe its wrong is the my first question to everything. Why is it happening is rarely explained. Im trying to be delusional. I didnt say what I was sating was a fact of life or mathematics. I just said that it seems to be inconsistent that 1+1 = 1 1 - 1 = 0 1 x 1 = 1 1 /1 = 1 you showed me the made up rule to make it not consistent in mathematics. and you are taking the entire thing to insult me and that im being arrogant. I am but not needed to such a degree you are just attacking me.

@zurewThe axiom that specifically states why 1x1 must = 1

@zurew tell me the axiom that says that its not right

@zurew I didnt know and still dont know which made up rule means that its not true please tell me. I have understanding clearly im doing equations even if they are basic. How many people in reality know the axioms of mathematics? If you dont know the axioms of mathematics can you understand math? Yes you can. Instead of pointing out how im wrong just write the one sentence that you know that says it doesnt work.

@zurew I dont know what to tell you Im just asking a question, I cant study math equations im retarded. You could have just said the truth but you chose to cringe so dont blame me for your own personality. If I wanted to study the axioms math I would have to understand the whole philosophy of math and I dont like math so im not going too. Id rather remain ignorant and cringy

@Leo Gura In that case wouldnt 1+1 = 1 and 1-1 = 1 it seems math has inconcistencies where in subtraction and addition we take it that we are doing an equation and in mutiplication and division we are just stating that we have something 1+1= 2 1-1=0 in both these we are actually doing math 1x1 =1 1/1= 1 In these instances we are not doing math and cant we are just stating that we have 1 thing.

Our conscious experiences change over time but notice how you feel like everyone of those states, even when it shifts greatly immediately you still identify with these states that you are in. We can see what we are if we pay attention when these things happen. If you are walking around in a small town why does it feel like you are in a small town. The small town feels safe as you feel like you have a barrier between you and wilderness .You can notice that you are actually outside walking around in the wilderness with houses built in the wilderness (only its been mowed down for houses) while in the town and the qualia changes. You can now feel like you are walking around in the wilderness with houses with no barrier between you and wilderness and the safe feeling will leave. You can change the way the entire environment around you feels with a simple mind trick, There is something there doing that. Mastery of these field changes i believe is a big part of consciousness. The senses are not becoming degenerative the qualia is. I.E you! You are like a battery (consciousness) thats filled with energy (awareness). You can be at full battery or .0000000001 percent battery. When God touch my forehead it felt like I had .00001 battery and then was filled to the top and I saw the entire universe behind my eyes.

When I saw God I saw there was two distinct things one was the non dual reality that was light and then there was God and God was something else. It was behind non duality separate from it. The definition of God is there is something more than that you experience or no - that, no thing, more, infinity. If you put non duality in front of you theres something else there meaning non duality isnt the truth but its a way to look at the truth. Gods not non duality its more than that its not solipsism its more than that its not everyone being one theres more ! Imagine God was more the expanding of the universe than the universe itself.

Go outside look at a tree. Close your eyes does the tree still exist? Yes I can hear its rattling of leaves. Plug the ears I can smell its bark and leaves . Plug the nose I can feel the tree a rough circlular surface. When we seperate these senses and individualize them we see that the tree isnt just one thing. Its all of them and each one individually at the same time. If I had no eyes to see a tree and no nose to smell or ears to hear it a tree would be defined to me as a rough circular surface and exist in my minds eye as a rough circular surface going up and down. The idea we have of things arent what they are. The idea of a tree is all these separate perceptions put into a spot in the mind labelled tree, but the label tree is not real. A tree with no perceptions is nothing but its still there as a possibility. If I sit under a tree and lean against it the tree exists as a feeling in my back and thats what it is at the moment literally.

Me too but because I used spend my 12 year old time watching videos of people get their throats cut ,heads cut off, beaten ,shot, stabbed ,diseased mangled bodies, deranged shit.

@Brahman I heard it explained Definition of multiply 'increase or cause to increase greatly in number or quantity' If 1x1 = 1 then you are not multiplying. Number value is not increasing meaning you are not doing multiplication. He is talking you have one thing in reality then you multiply all the parts of that one thing you get 2 things at the end result. This would be correct in the definition of multiply and actually multiplying something. So if 1x1=2 3x1=6 4x1=8 It seems like math takes the first number as existing in the end result of the equation but that cant happen when you are multiplying cause when you multiply something by itself and have itself as the result you arent increasing any value and cannot multiply anything.

@SugarcoatCoulda been wikipedia lol. I cant remeber where I saw it and I havent been able to find it again but there are very old books on the internet so it could be in one sometimes I look at them. Yes it was called stream surfer and I know it was spiritual related.

@SugarcoatMore like reality projection. Like I could press up on a metaphysical remote control and go into your body and control it then press down and come back into mine.

Imagine hes such a baby and runs out of money he says fuck it deactivates his satellites and they fall from the sky. I could see him being that petty. Such a big baby with so much power is not good.

@Sugarcoat I was reading random material and came across a term 'stream surfer' in a spiritual text. And I think thats what it means. You channel surf the universe and watch whatever the fuck you want. Its literally like a TV.

@Sugarcoat probably meditation. Its probably super important even tho it sucks.

@Sugarcoat Your soul just leaves the body. So your awareness mechanism leaves and you no longer associate with the body it feels and looks like any other 3D object, alot have said the awareness become the background they are in and see their body but they are secretly narrating what is going on in a scene and not identifying with the body. It becomes a play the body doll in a dollhouse I personally make up that when we become spiritual that it trains us to come into and leave bodies at will and then you get to play in the universe instead of being scared as you can leave at anytime.

@Sugarcoat You might fly out the window. I have heard alot of people say when something crazy happens the soul just flys out of the body and nothing is experienced. If you practice you can learn to do it at will forever. Its something that can be understood about the universe.

@r0ckyreedCould be a floating head species on another planet 78 septillion centuries ago and wouldn't loose any validity. But I have listened to all of Donald Hoffmans interviews. Every interview he shares another nugget of information that the interviewer asks him and once you get all his information he is saying some crazy shit. He is mapping out consciousness and how it works and he describes its form and how it works. The problem is understanding what he is saying the interviewers all try to get the information out of him in laymen terms and he does just not in 1 interview. If you watch all of them you can understand what he is saying and its insane. I would define it like what he is saying you are wearing a computer vr headset its not a computer but it works like a computer. Computers we have are like retarded versions the computer you are in. He is using metaphysics and math to map out consciousness. Consciousness has a form its just never ending so it has time to take all forms.

God made it so if you help people it helps you. Whatever you do to reality it will do back in some shape or form. Sadhguru say we are playing a giving game but there's nothing to give so we are just playing a game.