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@What Am II have been on many forums about spirituality and God and the only other ones I have seen talking about conciousness and God are r/simulation theory and r/consciousness, maybe r/spirituality a bit. I have been banned from many for stating God is consciousness. Of course there are way more people God realized than on this forum or the internet as a whole but just having 50 people on the more accurate representation of God shows you a little bit how small the amount is. these forums are the only real place to talk about it in real life you will be seen as weird.

@JoshB No one has any idea what we are talking about. Even if you look at this forum a forum specifically designed to talk about God there are 50 people on the entire planet who are talking about it. This is the number 1 God forum on the internet and there are like 50 people that i see repeatedly talking. Its too scary for normal people and even scary for us but we must surrender to fear we see that. If you give a normal person a tiny bit of existential reality they will take it as scary and they dont realize they are creating that fear they think its coming from you and they think you are scary and dont like you. I had death anxiety for 30 years and I tried to talk about it with people to help me come to terms with it but it scares everyone so much that they refuse to think let alone talk about it. And thats just fear of death which they know is real talking about God is insanity to them. Gods fear of being alone is inside all of us. Look at reality look how big this fear is. The only reason anything exists is cause God needs to sleep waking up is being done with that.

I have the opposite, things that happened 30 years ago feel like they are fresh in my mind. When I look back at my life it feels like it happened in a flash

I've had youtube premium like 2 years its rapidly jumped in price the past couple years. But even at 14 a month is still worth it for the amount of content on YouTube and to be able to use YouTube screen off is good

In my town there are alot of stray cats. I often hear them fighting and my cat in my yard gets into territory fights with the other cats. Ive had to throw things at other cats attacking mine when hes in my yard. We also have alot of crows here and you hear them squaking all the time. I have noticed that these crows are flying around following the stray cats and squaking to alert their locations to others. One time my cat was meowing at a stray and I came out and there was a crow there squaking and the cat wasnt on my property so I fed it and went inside and the crow was there the whole time it was eating. Then it walked away and I saw the crow follow it. It is interesting to speculate animals jobs in their environments and see what they are doing. I see them get up early and group up across from my house.

I'm digging a hole to worship God in

You are trying to take a picture of your mind with a phone thats in your mind. Its not possible. When you are tripping you are tripping inside your body. The world isn't changing for everyone else just you

look back at your childhood dreams

Leo has answered this you just made it up. Yea you went to the grocery store but you are just making up that you went to the grocery store from this current frame of existence, this frame of existence is the only frame that has ever existed and you are making up your entire life from this current frame of existence the only one that has ever existed. The entire story is constantly held on one frame the only one that exists. There is no such thing as time. Like you have been sitting in a future state making up memories about doing something but its right now.

I would say if you want it to mean something make it mean something meaning everytime you see it make your mood for high on purpose like something good is going to happen dont question. In theory the number games could work with God the problem is going back and forth between its real and its not when its not working. Reality is trying pavlovs dog you but you gotta do the reverse to it.

You can go deep into any hole God has made these people are not wanting to go down any more holes. If you want to go for it life is about going down holes. Spirituality is saying to God I'm done with going down holes.

@An young being They are scared of God. The fear of death that humans experience is God they cant sit and feel it they cant even talk about it. some human are so scared of God they created this entire civilization to occupy themselves and tricked everyone from merging with God with the same fear.

Find God then wake up. God designed human body to do this. Its a God revealing machine. Or having the karmic initiation process of waking up started

We are Gods babies forever. Anybody trying to be tough is pretending.

Its like your imagination gets more in focus than reality. So its like all the pictures your imagination is shooting out come to the foreground and you go into a trance. This feels like you are totally in a new reality and it can be very weird and very scary. Like imagine 1000s of images flying through your mind really fast and sometimes they make videos and it becomes so strong your entire visual field is 1000s of images coming in and out rapidly then they fuse together to create another dimension. It can bring up very scary feelings but if you can not react to your emotions its easy. You just gotta see your emotions as something thats just there. And just watch whats happening. If focused you can ride mostly the whole thing without fear and shift between multiple dimensions in one trip. Anything can happen on mushrooms One time it felt like my visual field was just insects flapping their butts really fast. and they slowed down and i stopped existing for a bit. Another time I went outside and it felt like the Earth was a snowglobe. Another time It felt like I went to akashic records and went to 1d and 2d. Another time it felt like I was just a lonely god sleeping in a void Another time it looked like in my mind that my cells had id codes when when i touched the wall the wall had a different id code and they x each other out and thats why I couldnt go throught it lol. Another time I saw that I had the entire universe inside of me. I dont take any of them seriously except the last one. You can go to the bathroom on low doses and on high but when you go into a trance you are totally disconnected from here and by then you wont have bowels to worry about peeing or talking. You go to imagination land.

best people in america to be president years in a row. And its supposed to be taken seriously. This is very pathetic. American system make dumb people so they think this is intelligent conversation.

@mmKay let your imagination go. Our imaginations are being crushed and focused in certain directions. You cant be yourself fully around others because of societal norms. Once alone for long periods those go away. Its not realized how much your brain is working to fulfill societies norms until you stop doing them and acting how you want. Your brain will stop thinking about other people depending on how deprived you get. There are many times i burst out weaping alone

I live alone since my awakening 3 or 4 years ago and have since bought the house. The amount of thinking time you get to just be yourself and act schizophrenic allows for immense growth. I have grow more these 4 years than I could have with others. It all happened very specifically to help me. I never lived alone my entire life then my step dad left then my mom left then I quit my shitty job, woke up spiritually and got a new job to help me open up. Then my mom sold me the house which came out of nowhere for 30 thousand dollars 20 thousand under its value. And have been alone since. God want me to be alone.

There is a void and then there is light. The void is the metaphysics the light is the physics. Inagine the void like an ai that has all the programming in it and the light as the manifestation of any copy from the void. There is only 1 thing a void and a pin prick of light in the void that you are looking into. The light is like a single infinite point quantum field that the void looks into. Its tiny but the void can push itself up to it like its the biggest thing in existence. The void then uses the light to unravel itself. We are like atoms and we are looking at our electrons and they are infinite energy. The void behind you is programming the light in front of you.

you can be blissed out taking a shit. You go outside to awaken then you go inside and grow your power.

@Ishanga bliss is just being in love for a prolonged period. Bliss = living in love.

American politics is like Jerry Springer show ,its so pathetic and cant believe its in the state its in. Meanwhile in Germany Imagine if someone asked Hitler if he was going to ban tik tok. I have never heard an American politician speak like this at all.

Happiness comes from soul Love comes from God.

Best dream I had recently there was an ice planet and it was a giant theme park. Went in line for sledding but the line people didnt care and we just skipped it went down a crazy hill with sweet jumps a crazy huge snow tornado everyone is watching it I can see their eyes in awe as it comes within feet of us. Then I woke up and I cried because it was the coolest thing I have ever seen in my life. I think we can do some cool stuff when we die. This world is beautiful but God is more

@Jannes I work in an home for dying old people and say this all the time. They are filling them with all these weird pills non stop but even the thought of giving them weed or shrooms is out of line for the government. You get old people that are used to doing what they want and suddenly have to be monitored at all times barely go outside and are stuck in a building (mostly just a couple rooms as most of the building is for other peoples rooms) all day. They get super restless as sometimes dont go outside for like 8 months at a time. I would be smoking them up everyday they wouldnt get bored. The healthcare system is so strained we often work short so workers dont have enough time to give everyone the time they need.