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@Butters I think maybe he thinks people cant heal themselves because he hasnt been able to heal himself and others and thats what he originally wanted to do

@AtmanIsBrahman Trying to understand the universe through human is giving it a human bias. When you are not working with human logic you see human is made up. When you are pure conscious you see human was something consciousness was making up. You have it backwards. Pretend enclosed systems contain nothing, a nothing that exists and is an entity in the universe and its conciousness. A human body contains nothing until you open it, when a system is closed it creates an entity that cannot exist in infinite reality this is the observer it is nothing. Every closed system has the same entity and when you die and your closed system opens you go to the largest closed system entity, the entire universe. The crazy thing is literally everything is an enclosed system even without boundaries. A field, a dirty toilet, a wall with moss an acre, 17 pineapples. You can open up all these closed system in your mind and see that literally nothing is happening and you are the ultimate closed system looking in on itself. And you see that you are the entity nothing that exists in all closed systems. Because non existence cannot exist by definition nothing has to exist and it exists but its hiding !

I think you can awaken and have no idea what is happening or happened. Consciousness needs no logic. A deer gets raped in the woods later something is coming out of it. It has no idea what is happening to it the two events are not related. You still need to figure out what is happening. All awakening is is oh shit i see god what is happening to me. You still can figure out how god works.

Hes not saying if you live to 84 you will instantly live forever he is saying if you have enough awareness when massive identity changes happen you can see God. Or if you have enough awareness when while your identity disappears you can see God. He also said that it can happen when you are 32-33 and it happened to me. That's why psychedelics are so good you get an instant change in consciousness and you can see God when that happens. Consciousness normally shifts so smoothly you don't notice it at all. Like if an 84 year old has a massive change in personality if they see that and have the awareness to ask themselves what is happening to me they may be able to decipher what is happening.

Human is what happens when a God dies. It cant die it just goes unconscious and starts dreaming.

Good contemplation This post lead me to have an insight about life. When we interact with people on a forum we are reading text creating a persona of them based on what we see of them. We interact but have very little idea about the person and anything we do we are making up purely on almost nothing. A couple sentences or paragraphs at more. Now when we are irl we interact with someone and its the exact same thing instead of text its an audio file. Everything they say is self interpreted by us with minimal data and we can never actually know the person cause they are not even there, They are outside of it looking in.

@Someone hereI think Im talking about existential nihilism. Knowing I was going to die led me to the conclusion that my life is already over, meaning to me that anything I did dosent matter at all. There is no reason to do anything because I'm already dead. If I have 100 percent chance of dying I may as well not exist right now because Im already dead, my death is 100 percent certain. I feel like life was like the cows in this video. God lets you out of the prison to see light and dance for a short time then you must go back. I was left with the question, why would you even show me this? Why am I here to just be put back into nothing. So I would look out and see the cows playing and I would be on the side knowing something they dont know. That they are going to be put back into the barn in 10 minutes for eternity and they cannot escape it. This must be existential nihilism. Finding God was like realizing its the reverse. Im am, is the cage and Im putting myself in it.

I dont know if you have to be a nihilist but from my experience being nihilist is the last step before enlightenment. You are emptying your cup so you can fill it. Emptying your cup creates a black hole in the mind so your third eye can blow open.

@BlessedLion yes but it worked for me I hit prob 15 days without jerking off last month and it wasn't hard. A year ago I was masterbating 7 times a day and couldn't stop. I'm not counting the days that abstain as I think thats a trick but I have been abstaining more than I ever have with this method. Its not a goal for me but something I'm just gradually doing. I used to have extreme death anxiety and the only way I could fall asleep at night for probably 20 years was to think about fucking anything I could. I would use my imagination and sex as sort of a pillow before I go to sleep to stop me from thinking about non existence and scaring myself. I have a dirty mind because of it and I am just working on that rn. But on the bright side I now have a very vivid and realistic imagination as I was unconsciously honing it with sex thought that whole time. I think i was doing sex meditation without knowing.

Contradictions in point 2 and 3. 2. Feel guilty because these people don't want to be in porn 3. Don't feel guilty. I have stopped the need for masterbating excessively tp pornography and the way I did it was to masterbate excessively to everything pornographic. People demonize the pornography they watch and it leads to addiction. The way I did was watch all the pornography I demonized in the past and nutted to it and then after instead of telling myself I'm disgusting I tell myself I love myself. Think about every dirty thing you have ever demonized yourself for. Your mother your sister your father think about fucking all of them and when post nut clarity comes don't say I'm disgusting say I am beautiful and I enjoyed that. Masterbation is demonized hard in the west and this can lead to a backlog of disgusting feelings you create in your mind that need to be undone. Once you undo them there is no need to watch pornography. You wont even think about it because you have no identity with it.

It will definetly deter newer artists and make artists mood go down but thats not ais fault, thats the artists fault. I am an artist and I have been drawing all my life. I am not as good as ai but I do not feel that it deters me from creating. I have never made money off my art but that should not be how art is made. If it is how you make your money then it sucks but if it stops you from creating you were a phony imo. Art comes from a desire to take your ideas and put them into reality. When I 1st heard about ai art I was initially annoyed but it won't stop me from doing what I like to do. I also agree with diminished attention being a detriment to humanity and I beleive it is being done on purpose by either government or a secret ai alien that is slowly taking over humanity. The wise ones are focusing on this aspect of themselves in these times while the others are letting themselves dissapear through distraction. I am not perfect but I am seeing what is happening to everyone and it does not seem good at all for humanity. I see it within myself too.

If you worry about ai taking your job you aren't an artist you are a paid mimic An artist creates because they like to create. No ai can take your unique mind . You will be able to see ai art a mile away as its not creative humans are. Only people who haven't developed their own style and mimic others styles will suffer

@Keryo Koffa I think you have to go out into the woods and starve and be miserable. If you are alone in the woods your awareness will naturally expand. If you stay up enough i think you can get some dmt type stuff going. So if you dont want to go in the woods I would say stop eating and stay awake.

I think we are we are just not in our natural habitat, we are constantly bombarded with different energies from our tech, worries about life and ego. These pull us out of our natural state and we live in our heads, when you can go anywhere in your body and see that perspective if you practice.

Pickup game on this shroom is strong

Destiny claims to not want to be in a echo chamber but he does that with God and cannot see what he is doing.

I think because you are a channel of God, when you change the channel on the tv you do not want to have information of the other show on the one you are trying to watch. Everything about the channel is based around a character of the channel when you change the show you see that you weren't anything in the show but the thing that holds the channel in existence. Then you can see I am the tv and I can go to any channel i want

Hes transcended space and time by now.

Basketball is a ticket out of hell dream for alot of people. It isn't but maybe is so big cause there seem to be so few ways out. Basketball is good for the body the mind fun and you can be famous and rich if you are good enough

they deconstruct their mind and take single aspects out and call them gods. gods are parts of what you are made of.

like that but you never move anywhere you feel like you are becoming more aware and things are becoming more real

I used to have extreme death anxiety. I would think of non existence have a panic attack and I would have a fight or flight response and I would have to go outside and run. It was a weird mental disorder I was scaring myself into running from something that you cannot run from. After I awaken my fear dissolved and I am able to see the mechanisms that are at play with the mind. The ego is here to put you to sleep. You have a thought you react to it that stores it in your identity , dosent matter if its good or bad if you react to it you store it in a bank of identity. Your mind just constantly goes into the identity bank and says to you do you want to remeber this? if you react to it it will store it in the identity bank if you dont you will put it away in memories. If you react strongly it will send you it more ! You can program your mind into a fear loop that you cannot get out of if you do this unconsciously. You need to just let your mind do its thing and let it do what it wants without reacting and just watching. If you have this about the fear of non existence is like a secret hack to enlightenment as its not something you can overcome its the only thing thats not real and it will become so burdensome you either kill yourself or your third eye collapses in on itself. You are scared cause you are reacting to your thoughts, just stop that just hang out and listen to them, fear can be tamed and only works because you let it. when you think about something you connect it to another neuron so if you constantly link a fear to another neuron you will have links of that fear to every other aspect of your life. like sadhguru says when you fear something you plant a potato and when you keep doing it you are planting another potato. Soon you will have a mind will of these fear every neuron is linked to it and the fear is draining every aspect of your life. If you can overcome the fear of this time you will delete the neuron in your mind and since its linked to every other aspect you can see God, cause its like all the other neurons are dying at the same time.

Im not sure it will help you overcome social anxieties but it might help you be more comfortable with yourself so you become more open in social situations but you still have to go through the motions to become less self concious. It can help you actually look at your mind during these situations and see where your brain is trying to fuck you, and you can reflect and change them later because now you are more comfortable with yourself and are being more conscious about thought patterns.

man cannot be man if its a boy boy cannot be a boy if its a man. mentally a boy in this case as you automatically get a mans body. There is no definition of man beyond the biology so this video makes no sense. Becoming a man happens automatically i fight everyday to not be one, people keep expecting me to be a man. Men suck Im not being one. Be the manchild Yes you have to fight to be an American definition of a strong man because its fucking retarded to do, it goes against every fiber in your being telling you its miserable the entire time. Becoming the American man is like falling into every trap on purpose

Is bliss an emotion or is it something else. Is love an emotion or is it lack of emotion. Maybe we stop love from being experienced cause we would rather feel emotions. It dosent leave we just suffocate it.