Hojo

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  1. Look out your eyes nothing you see here is you. Or all of it is you you can decide
  2. Are you long windedly asking what enlightenment feels like? You have an invisible perception that is around you but you dont know its there. The feeling is the feeling of you. When you change states this invisible perception changes and you notice it but cannot see it. Like an aura almost. Like taking a pair of sunglasses off you didnt know you had on the light dosent change but you see something move almost and you feel it. You will feel yourself lose all the weight in your body and you feel like you are flying but you are in your body still. You will physically feel like all the burdens of life are lifted from you and you become 'lightening' Your soul is always light now and never a burden on you cause you have seen yourself and you are always happy even when you are pretending to be sad. After you get the cosmic joke the work is not over or hasn't even started. Your brain is still wired the same and you are still the same person. The burdens come back but they do not effect you anymore. This should be the end of fear in your life and the ending of nervousness shyness and all other traits. Once you rewire yourself you become a God literally as you have manually changed reality without touching it. You are now Godlike. You can become anyone at anytime and you master human illusions as they are all create by the mind. You can respawn in anytimeline as a human and do well.
  3. They could be farming human fat. Its something you cant get by openly farming humans. If humans knew they were on a farm they wouldn't eat.
  4. I believe they use that technique to get schizophrenics out of their god thought loop They take two people who claim they are God and then have them argue with each other. I dont know if you can be a true solipsist and live together in a society. If you are a true solipsist go into the woods with no water and food and prove to yourself unlogically that you are doing it all.
  5. @Breakingthewall they rape them. I had rooster and chickens. The rooster has ripped the back feathers off all the chickens
  6. After his brain injury he said the most important thing is to stop calling women bitch and stop listening to people when they use these derogatory words towards other. Thats what porn does in a nutshell
  7. Stop making up stories in the mind about you and them.
  8. When something appears to you it appears in mind. When you dont like someone you are not disliking them you are disliking your own mind.
  9. I have disassociated with God and believe to have caused myself mental torture via fear of death and trauma from a child. I beleive that I may have develeoped schizophrenic states because of this extreme fear and have entered states of madness and am currently in a state of madness. I saw God one day and it made me see what kind of state my mind was in from externally. It seems I have have these problems of self love too as after that experience I thought that God loved me. I know God loves me but often I feel myself crying because I feel the love I was filled with and cannot beleive that non existence isnt a void of nothing forever and that I can take part in non existence. Am I mad? I work and am communicable at work get along with everyone and hold conversations but what I really want is to sit all day with schizophrenic thoughts contemplating God and thanking God for non existence not being non existence. Should I just go outside more and say yes to everything? Is thinking or asking this question to other people madness? Or is questioning is sanity? I feel I maybe am just releasing previous trauma from the fear of death but I am not sure.
  10. I was talking with a women and she said I was a gentleman I took that compliment home and contemplate it. If I accept that I am a gentleman from someone I am creating a false identity around something I am not and didn't agree too, and I become a slave to that thing. If suddenly the person considers me not a gentleman and something else I would wonder what I did to make me not a gentleman anymore. But I never was a gentleman she made that up and I accepted it as true. People cant know you anything they say of you is not true. Accepting compliments is a lie and will only indebt you.All you are looking for is for someone to tell you something that isnt true to make you feel good. Truth is you are much better than anyone can say without doing anything. Compliments are blaspheme to God!
  11. You have two eyes these two eyes come to a point in your pov. You are that point they converge too not the body thats looking at the point. You aren't in a body you are constantly looking at yourself all day. If you look at a woman's titties you are the titties then if you look at the butt you are the butt. You are an invisible point in the universe and can't not be looking at yourself. Unless you cross your eyes then you are in chaos
  12. The goal in finding happiness is to stop the mind from throwing out instant verbal and emotional thought towards a thought as a reaction. This is what unconscious thought is and it drives away happiness. The mind says I have to work today. The reaction toward that thought oh no I have to work I hate working work sucks I hate my life. To find happiness one must have the thought I have to work today and then nothing and then action. You are comparing two different things work and creativity here. The mind flows with creativity and struggles with work. I believe merging the two into one word is what is trying to be accomplished . It cant be done with every job and if you cant do it with your job the job is not for you and its a signal to move on. We have infinite imagination to play with here in life and if someone can learn to control the mind it can be very nice.
  13. Atheism is, there is at least truth to islam. You get 0 value from atheism without seeking. If you are an athiest who dosent debate people on if God is real or not you are in a massive cult. Islam is true to God. Extremists make it seem bad and they are in survival mode right now. Christianity is not thats why they seem so nice right now if christians were born where these terrorists were born it would be the exact same. Its just people with 5 iq people controlled by people with higher iq.
  14. Human are monkey and alien combined. Aliens are god they created a simulation on earth. You are on alien spaceship in a human video game. You aren't here in a human you are witnessing the life of a human from far away. Its a new kind of genius. God is nothing it has no part in the universe its hands off it is the universe and does things through things not as them as a the game itself.
  15. @emptiness dancing you do it with a cluttered mind.
  16. Woman said to man you will die man beleived her and then got kicked out of the garden. Its a big game to deceive man. Now we have furries having sex. God made man everything was too perfect then it made woman and everything fell apart.
  17. You are going to die anyway there's no reason to kill yourself. You cant fuck up a life you are doing what you are meant to be doing. Don't like it? Change mentally not physically. If you die and have to re do your life cause you will want too you will do it all the exact same cause you are still in the same mind space. Its about growth not giving up. If you kill yourself all you will say is fuck why did I do that? Now the body is broken and I can't go back and have to wait for God to give me a new one. God will say you will be waiting a long time cause i gave you a beautiful machine but you just blew it up!
  18. the intense fear is the portal opening behind you and you getting sucked into imagination
  19. start deciphering your mind. There is no you but you are watching whats happening and what is being said by your thoughts and actions. Why do I do the things I do and how can I use this new knowledge to make me have the best life ever. Your body is a machine and it has certain functions. You will reincarnate into a human again and the more you learn about the machine you are in the better and easier it will be next time. Cause you are not going anywhere. God gave you a body to do this. The human body is a mechanism to heal your soul and have fun. You are going through a logic loop right now and you cant find the answer you will not find the answer with logic you find it by watching what you are doing from a disassociated state. Like the other man in the forum said you can try to shorten this from 10 paragraphs to 2 there could be an answer there. You dont know how special you are yet. You are one of a kind and your place that you are at is special to God and therefore everyone in the universe. You arent just a drone like you think you are. Or how Ayuveda bs will tell you.
  20. @Buba God rewards risks. Find an answer and try it.When you try it say God cure me. There is a possible cure from God right here right here 1 tsp organic ginger powder 1tsp white sesame seeds 1tsp jaggery Grind together and add 4 parts milk as an anupan. This is used as a fibromyalgia remedy with the addition of 1tsp Ashawagandha. Because of his pitta provocation we also added half a teaspoon of Guduchi. http://ayurveda.alandiashram.org/ayurvedic-treatment/fibromyalgia make it drink it and say God cure me, then zone out and dont think about if it will work or not work.
  21. @Bandman There is only life. But life isnt the body . Its just being alive and you cant die.